Travel through darkness and light
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, 06-20-2019 at 06:24 AM (511 Views)
After some time of mindlessness (concentration on nothing) my consciousness started to expand... I felt buzzing sound in my head. And my consciousness slowly shifted out of body. And I walked. It was pitch black place... I felt myself to move but I had no reference points to tell that I'm really moving.
I came into light room. A few young women were chatting on one side of the room. I thought that I will come to them to hear what they're talking, but I was unable to steer to them. I was unable to stop walking. I had not enough will to do that. I walked straight to the wall and through it.
I was in darkness again. I heard mumbling, talking.... In that darkness... So I was trying to go toward the sound. the sound was going louder, louder, louder .. fainter. So I reoriented myself and again tried to walk toward the sound again.
After a few tries I got to lighted room with a few non moving women and men. I was walking straight again... Into wall. And I got stuck with head inside the wall. I thought that it was interesting and that to unstuck myself I have to walk backward... So I rotated my body and reversed into wall and through it without problem.
I was again in darkness. I wanted to meet someone interesting. Even scary ghost would be interesting. I thought that being in darkness and thinking on such topics would materialize something. Then I heard some deep rumbling. Ach something is coming, I thought. And I cleared my mind. Nothing came... I waited for some time
Then I walked again. I got again into lighted room. It was empty. I walked to window and through it. The glass was trailing as if it was transparent membrane. It didn't allow me to come through. Then it burst into bubbles and I was outside, in the nature.
There was nothing but meadow behind me. It was night, lighted by big Moon. A diffuse ghost like figure made of tiny light particles was walking by my side. She looked like my soulmate. Then she dispersed. Then she condensed in front of me... And again dispersed. And I was walking forward tirelessly.
Remarks:
I was listening yesterday this music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q02vovRNwFQ I heard parts of it through this experience.
Rob Dougan- Nothing at all
I want to be still
I want to walk into your grave
where I can shelter in peace
until all our cares have blown away
let the whole world fall away
and fall into my arms
stay with me
I don't know how long we've got left
and so I'm asking you
to forgive me
I learn as I go
to float far away
into silence
and just watch your face
and find some kind of grace
in that quiet bliss
can I stay and say nothing at all, at all
where will we go when we get old
when the bustle and the noise
get too frightning
when each and every angry word
is banished to the past
that when I think
we'll learn as we go
to float far away
into silence
and I'll watch your face
and read of patience and grace
in each line there
work each day
all for nothing at all, at all
and the few words I say
they mean nothing at all at all
will you walk into the grave with me
will you leave this empty world
soft and wistfull
to sink into the dark, dark earth
and never reappear would be blissful
to float far away
into eternal space
and God's silence
where I'll watch your face
and find patience and grace
in each line there
drift away into nothing at all at all
find the grace to be nothing at all at all
fade away and end up nothing at all
at all at all at all