Pixiedreamer

first I had a dream of everyone I know becoming an ordained minister so we could all marry people .
this dream made sense after the long talk with my father the night before

this dream was set in a weird apt. complex with corn fields I have dreamt this scene before a few times one with corn popping in the fields but anyways dream
I was walking with some folks and my husband was at another house I was sleeping over at some friends for some reason but couldnt sleep so I snuck back to my own place to be next to my hunny . he is talking with people on a patio he sneaks off and hugs me and asks If I was going to leave him because some guy likes me . I hug him and say of course not how can you even think that . he turns into an ex then morphed back to himself we spent the night together then I get up and go get my blanket from my friends house and hear he has left me and a group of people tell me the guy who liked me heard what I did the night before ( which actually was nothing no fantasy just skipped over to morning ) but that my hubby was leaving me but figured he could get one last night of cuddling . I was shocked and pissed off I did the right thing and he bolted but then a friend said oh here he is that guy who likes you thru a window he was playing a guitar serenading me . I looked up to see who had just ruined my married life without me even meeting him and he was the most beautiful man I had ever seen he was steam punk with black hair and a voice that instantly killed all of my hatred towards him . I never spoke to him and only looked at him that one time before going off to find my hunny bunny
next dream
we were living in the country in tents and the people who lived in houses next to us were having a party in our yard like they were observing me I could tell this was some kind of shared dreaming traveling group I have met before but I couldnt get lucid enough to interact with them I put up groceries in a tent went to the next tent to get my dog and she was in a kennel ( she has not been in a kennel since I rescued her from the pound so this was tramatising for me . but there was a kennel undermeath hers I looked in and there was a dog and a friend of mine whom when I asked said nothing . I asked one of the guests ( for lack of a better term ) why my dog was let out of the yard while i was trying to figure out the friend thing . My dog is running loose she will hurt other dogs so I go to grab her and a water main breaks I knew with the new swimming whole ditch she would just swim and watched her she ran off down the road and as I caught up to her she turned into a hedgehog and balled up a lady came out and asked what is this I said my dog and pulled her back to normal out of her ball pose the lady says oh I guess you are right . I walk off to catch up with her then I see a group of friends and stop and talk with them then up the stairs to catch up with my dog again

next dream
I was at a mall with a pool dacing to gogol bordello then dyed my hair green that got me in trouble because apearently I was famous in this dream ( irl I am a simple leatherworker) but the press went nuts and I ran off to a swimming pool where a vine was growing thru the window and a snake was sneaking in


last nights dream
a plane of stolen art harboring abused children that were being rescued by the art thief

Non lucid and man i wish I was
1st dream My hubby and i were set up in the artist market we sell at and I got a call . My mother was dying and she had about 3 hours tops so if I wanted to say goodbye i needed to drop everything and go. This caused me great panic since it takes about an hur to pack up everything and load it into the car,and our work is 2 and 1/2 hours from our work . The other vendors said just go we will pack everything up just go . I called my sisters to let them know to call our mom and one wouldnt even call her so I spent the remainder of the dream beggng her to call mom.
notes on this dream
my mothers health is failing and has been for several months now so it really was just daily fears surfacing in dreams

2nd dream
I was riding in my friends hippie van down a highway (this is the only dream I knew i was dreaming in )
we passed by another hippie friend near a foresty looking highway with us passing an underpass that had a beautiful bridge and we were heading to a dream group and stopped to pick people up along the way

3#rd dream
This was the best dream of all three . I was grabbed up by my friend and we took off to set up a faery wing repair camp. in the city ? We had a ton of faeries working on their wings i was asked to give a workshop on wing repair so they wouldnt have to just keep buying new ones . There was an artist market across a small ditch with a small creek in it I decided on this location so the cops wouldnt bug us ( I didnt know i was dreaming ) I felt clever hahaha and went to visit the vendors most of witch I knew and went back to my renegade faery tent for stray ren fair fairies .
notes on this dream other than being a little bummed that I was not as clever as I thought I was when I woke up and realized i had been dreaming It was fun and still reflected my life upon further evaluation each of these dreams directly relates in some way of my real life

I could not stay in one dream for more than a minute or so last night . I knew i was dreaming and saw quite a few fun looking dreams but I couldnt stay in any of them. I couldnt understand why I could not enjoy them. I was in the dream and astrally above myself in the dream 2 places at once, It was a strange feeling . I looked for things to help make my dream stable but I watched my dream places and versions of myself float off. as if the dreams were still going on with out me , then my self would be in another dream playing out the dream and at the same time above myself leaving the dream. kinds like I was 2 people at once . I have astrally traveled before and this was not that this was all dream

I know i usually have a bunch of dreams in one night and I am usually lucid enough to know i am dreaming but dream control is something I lack . I jolted out of bed once and went back to sleep . and this kept going on I must have jumped to over 20 dreams in one night .

woke up feeling less rested than when I went to bed booo but weird and had to share not a nightmare either i was not scared at any time in fact all of the dreams seemed like they would have been quite fun. all of the mes looked like they where having a great time

Not a lot of recall lately . I have been having this problem most of this year .
Last nights fragment.

I was at work I work at an artists market booths and other vendors and such and we usually set up next to another couple witch is nice because other couples as vendors are rare and well under their 50s is even rarer. So needless to say we like them . So I walk into their booth the girl is the only one there and I talked to her for a bit . Then I started to walk back to my booth . I woke up

I have not gone to work and have just been working from home because my dog is sick so I think I am just longing for social life .Also dog is feeling great after she finished all her meds

For 6 days now i am running off of minimal sleep , that fragment has probably been the only time i slept long enough to dream . I go to bed tired and end up not being able to sleep until about 3 hours before I need to wake up . witch sucks since I had beaten my insomnia for a few months ahh they where bliss.

as of late I have been having very random dreams no lucidity


dream part one my husband and i went into a gas station. He asked me to distract the clerk so I said ok what kind of stunt is he going to pull this time my hubby is a prankster not harmful just funny. I had the cashier go check something for me and my hubby sneaks behind the counter to the smokes and sticks 2 packs of open ciggs into the display with all the others and gives me a smile of mischief they wherent our brand . I was confused he was so happy with this little prank . I thought how cute he is and how awesome it is .

dream #2 somehow i am in some kinda jam band circle type thing sitting by a stereo I was playing sing along to the song with my hubby and some famous people I felt odd why was areosmith wanting me to sing along with their songs and other bands wanted me to sing along with their music. But I had a lot of fun the chairs where allmost all musician chairs the little fold up ones with a small back space so they can have space for their instrument. Mine was not it was a fold up too but with a regular back . there was a tile floor and the stereo was to the left of me and to the right was my recurring character to the left my hubby whom kinda cringed every time i sang along ( I really shouldnt be singing in public let alone with actual musicians )

I woke up now I did not have any recall for the next hour but when it did it was vivid like I was just there not like i had been awake for an hour. I know there had to be more I am sure this is fragmented but it was like someone almost smacked me with these bits of dream to remember. I have been having recall like that for a while now . anyways it was fun

I wish I had been lucid for this one

I was visiting a friend in amarillo tx her dog whom had been dead for years was alive still I loved seeing him my friends and I went back to atx and the grocery store where i was supossed to do the grocery shopping for a lot of people. I made it tot the aisle with beer and there he was recurring character who apearently drank all the guinesss but one for me. I reached over him trying to give him space saw only one beer had beer in it and put it back with a little sigh I wanted to share with my friends he said something and I said i dont drink often but I wanted a guiness float oh well . Then he says something along the lines of I said hi and took the time to talk to you I gave him a hug ( i have been really sick due to the african dust storms in texas in real life) the mans clothes where covered in tape to hold holes together. I said you know i could sew those for you for free . he said i like that price and handed me a business card. I read the name the title and even figure out the symbol at the time . he said I will be calling around 4 or 5 . I said normally i would just teach you to sew but it seems you have a busy life so i will just help you out this time . I walked away back to the grocery carts and told my hubby I would be sewing for a friend later he thought this was a great idea and took off witht he groceries (maybe because my hubby hates shopping in any form he was nice about it in my dreams lol ) I had three phones and when the time on the phones said 5 I tried to call I could read the time just fine but the numbers on the card looked like some crazy crap it did not sink in I couldnt call


. I woke up it took me a few to even register this dream had happened . although if I had been lucid i would have been able to say more than I will sew that for you. This character only comes by a few times a year and i have so much I want to talk to him about but i never get what I want to say out. Oh well maybe next time

Fragments

first dream , the night before last
A young man looking for me. Needed to speak with me for some reason


second dream last night
I saw the young man in his mid 20s for a minute in a coffee shop with my friends we where all at a table he got up and said find me . OK my friend turns to me and says it is valnetines day . i said no its june not febuary that cant be right besides my husband was sitting right next to me and we kissed before he smiled and said now go help that poor kid out . I spent the rest of the dream looking for him

First off I would like to say wow I have been on here in a long time


It figures Sunday is my b day iin rl . I have this ex who pops in my dreams usually only when he is thinking of me sd

I was in my home town and my hubby and I had decided to get remarried . A random young girl decided to buy us wedding rings since our real ones are tattoos she drops us off at a caffe and she comes back with 2 white gold rings and says they are lesbian rings but since yall are so open minded I thought it was fitting ( what the is a lesbian ring ?) I become lucid at the moment I try to put on the ring and realize it is way too big but my hubbys fit his hand just fine they where pretty detailed rings I wish I could draw to draw them. I figure the rings must be the focus in this dream. ( note when I am lucid I still try to play observer in my dreams not disrupting the original flow) ok rings I think then my hunny bunny looks at the clock it is about 10 min. till our wedding so we light a cigg and get ready .This is when it happened I look over at the kitchen swingy doors and there was 2 hands at the windows almost like a horror movie creepy . But I knew what was really on the other side and said excuse me I will be right back to my friends and hubby.
I opened the door and there he was just asking why I would marry someone that was not him . His eyes had a deep sadness that filled my soul with pain . He was in tears and I hugged him He screamed out but I love you we are soulmates you know this . I smiled and took a step back ok fine I will take action I do not normally act upon my lucidity unless he is there so I did
I love you too and I acknowledge you as one of my soulmates you know that But what did you think I was gonna do live on the streets for 20 years just so you could play with my heart some more I deserved a life too you know it is not always about you . I found someone I can love who loves me back You had your chance . I was shocked by his dumbfounded quiet face he didnt say anything and then I walked away ..

I woke up laying on my back and even though I had fallen asleep less than 3 hours before I jolted out of bed I looked at the clock and went back to sleep where I have no clue what I dreamed about .. It always is this ex

well its been a while since I posted here ,but I found this dream interesting.
Started out non lucid went lucid later

with some friends a girl tries on a wedding dress and we go sneak onto a runway and act as if we are the missing models , I leave then crashing with a room full of pets cats sneaking through a window(this is where I became lucid when I was younger my brother used to sneak my cats through the exact window in my dream so I could cuddle with the outside cats when I was sick so I realized I was dreaming) now aware I decided to wander around this dream world . i had not been here yet. it was a new place I walked into a room and some people asked me to hurry up and get to the table .I was in a fancy dress and it was an etiqutte class learning how to speak properly and eat properly when all of a sudden a coyote comes in everyone is in terror. So I grabbed him by his mouth stuck my hand right in there so he could not bite me or anyone but I could feel his teeth ,I let out a growl that was unhuman and walked the coyote out the door everyone cheered I walked outside to a free clinic for a rabies shot but they handed me flavored paper with vacine on it and a coyote came to this clinic again I chased it out with a non human growl .. I woke up

I was in some kind of bunker or camp it had 10 lockers and weeping angels(from doctor who they are statues/aliens) where sending people off doing their evil thing. I knew how to defeat them but I couldnt get the door to open we needed in locker number 1 . My husband was the only one who could open it so I said goodluck and of course dont blink. I was sad because i could not go help but I had done it before. I knew there where a lot of statues there and a grand evil one . I was locked arms with 3 other people and went into a kitchen the angels waiting for us. Then after some time 2 faeries flew by one landed in my ear to tell me he had finished his quest the angels disapeared. Then my husband walks into the room and pulls the faery out of my ear...
I woke up
The false memories where intense. I really felt like I had defeated the statues before. Another thing is wow my hubby is showing up in my dreams more and more that is awesome.He only dreams about 3 times a year . I know it was not a shared dream I woke up telling him the angels where trying to kill him , thankfully he watches doctor who too or he would have thought i was nuts. No other doctor who characters where in my dream not even the tardis

Ok just after writing about how annoying my dreams have been lately I remembered this one
I was in my hometown setting up my booth at the bluegrass festival my mom used to vend at in front of our booth where 2 guys one the recurring dream guy. I said hi and introduced myself and shook their hands . then continued setting up then I heard a small child cry so I grabbed a toy out of my bag and gave it to the parents to give to them, I remember hinting to the guy in my dreams about how to find me in rl without talking to him how odd.
then My hubby asks if hes gonna need me I said go enjoy the music tomorrow is the bigger day. then all of a sudden everyone id packing up. My hubby says its because the celebrity is signing autographs down the street and he brings me to the line it was out of a kitchen ,(I am not one to fawn over famous people I really just normally do not care) So as I am walking into the line my ipod starts losing wires and I am pulling and pulling the thread like wires but it still plays. I get in line its long (I have never sat in line for an autograph but I think it might be like that) the guy in the line says hes only got an hour left in him of signing . I look at the line and think well maybe i should just walk back but they select people from the line and I am the last I walk into this reastruant.
He grabs my ipod and an asks if he could borrow this cd that magiclly popped into my hand it was a 2 disk of bowie he asks if its my favorite and i say yes. he pops it into a cd players then signs a newspaper for me. pushing red paint all over the thing in blocks and hands it to me . I think ok odd. but when i leave my hubby asks if it says anything I look at it and yes it does it says meet me at the main gate. I remember my cd and go back and grab it. then I walk out and remember I forgot my ipod I tell the guy sorry I am not stalking you I just seem to keep foregtting stuff .

woke up then went back to sleep forgot all the other dreams. I think I have a better understanding of why I have been forgetting my dreams now lol how odd.

Ok well over the past few months I have been having horrible recall. I feel frustrated since all of my life I have had pretty good dream recall except a few years in my 20s . I have always been able to ld except for that time frame either. I also have always had insomnia
This is my new annoyance I get to sleep I even know that I have been lucid. I wake up I lay down not moving recalling my dream so I can jump up and write it down then the oddest thing happens the second I move my head I lose all of it . I know i have been having dreams and even been lucid I know they revolve around my recurring dream places but I can not remember the actual dreams. I get lucky and sometimes get some fragments
todays fragment was me telling someone my name was something like atlantis ? Why thats not my name and I knew I felt strongly about it and really wanted the guy to know my name.
anyways I feel like I am not meant to remember my dreams right now or something

so far this month has been fragments nothing but fragments I havent been able to write most of them down but today I did
I was walking around a venue some kind of show. Pushing around the lead singer of kiss in some weird chair in the dream I have known him for a while and he was gonna meet a friend of mine . we keep running around looking for her.We stop around a group of my homeless friends I ask my friends hey have you seen my friend. we hang out for a small bit till one of my friends says hey I just heard shes over that way. I said thanks and gave them all a hug .

He gets out of the chair and asks me how I am using this chair it is weird and I look and its just some metal bars and Gene starts walking with em we finally find my friend and as she hugs him she shrinks down but stays an adult just a bit smaller than she normally is in rl she is a bit short.
Then we sit down and watch what ever show we where at there is a man with his arm around my shoulders I feel very comfy with him there but I am sure it was not my husband.
then some thing about the flags of the countries seemed violent I do not know why

I woke up jolted awake like I get with sd . and I have never met anyone from kiss . how odd..

I could not think of a good title for this one it was weird. a little back story first I have always been afraid of any needle that does not have a tattoo artist behind it.I carry an epi pen in case my throat closes from allergies.Yes I really have that bad of allergies but have not used the epipen because its needle is huge and scares the crap out of me,but I carry it everywhere .
ok dream time
I was at my booth selling my crafts and someone walks into my booth and starts having an allergic reaction to something ,It was a guy but I do not know who.I realized this and he said does anyone have an epi pen I rushed to my bag and pulled mine out and said " well it is old but it should at least help" the guy says well hurry my throats about to close .Crap I think so I ask if anyone else could do this but no one seems to know how but me .I am losing time and know his throat would close soon so I grab the thing and stab him in the leg with it I say sorry a bunch and I rub his leg But his leg doesnt want to take the medicine .I notice whoever this guy is he has really firm legs,It was odd that I noticed that.
I woke up I was so happy that was just a dream I am hoping this does not mean I will need to use my epi pen not only are they scarey they are freaking expensive and I would save someones life without thinking about the price but would not be able to replace the one I have

My hubby and I used to live in the middle of campus now we live in the middle of no where

I have had this dream a few times
I have a few random jobs in my dreams and I never actually work in my dreams but I talk to the employees and know I work there. One of them is in a mall Its a dream mall ( In rl I hate malls0 but I waited till the mall was closed and opened up the sandwitch shop and stated jamming out to music till I realized I triggered the alarm and did not know how to shut it off so I left. Quickly I went to our old place witch was now someone elses house,I asked about our stuff the guy living there said check the dumpster(the guy in the dream always changes) I jump in the dumpster and start pulling out all of our leather working tools.I can not find the computer or anything else but I am happy with my work tools.My HUsband is never present in these dreams,I jump out of the dumpster and walking down the street everytime I run into the same group of sorority girls I see the same cat I follow the cat witch leads me around the block.And every time aliens are present I do not know why but they are I cant see them but I feel them in the air.I pass the same mil boxes the same every thing down to the sprinkler systems in the area.I go back to my old place and start talking to the guy who lives in my old place.He seems nice but not interested in giving me my computer back
I always wake up right after that point .I know I have had this dream with of course some changes at least 4 times .We moved over a year ago and I do miss living around the chaos of campus.But still so odd .