non-lucid

Around last month I was having an awful lot of vivid and recurring dreams. Also a lot of dreams about dying and the end of the world scenarios. But this last dream really caught my eye and probably the most vivid dream I've had in awhile.

I've had this dream before - It was the last day of school and everyone was saying bye to one another but no one would say goodbye to me. Everyone was in class and I ditched and went to go hangout with one of my favourite teachers and then the bell rang. I walked out to my lockers but everyone had already started leaving but then I had one of my friends, Ryon, she ran up and gave me a hug and cried. We then proceeded and went t this building where there was these people who played music and our class went to sit in these bleachers. I wanted to sit next to the guys that I had loved to game with. They were all sitting together but by the time I went to go sit next to them, we were leaving and we were all on our way to this big, old mansion which I had dreamed about before but in the last dream, a man I didn't know took me there and showed me all the secret hiding spots and portals you can go through which is a whole another story. We went to the mansion and everyone had there own little buddies to look around the mansion with. No one wanted to go with me but I was exploring around and trying to find all the spots I had once knew about and I knew that the house was haunted by ghosts which liked to play tricks on you when you were roaming the house. I had to go to the washroom and there were two of my teachers outside the door talking about whatever and the ghost that had been following me told them to go into the bathroom (which I was busy in) and she got them to walk in on me and it was absolutely embarrassing. I ran and got this girl, Spencer (From Pretty Little Liars), to go with me and I grabbed her hand and ran towards the fireplace which I had known about last dream and there was a man who walked out of the fireplace and i knew that that was the time to go and crawl inside the small door which was hidden by the fireplace. I opened the door which reminded me of Alice in Wonderland. I told Spencer to go inside first because the tunnel that we had to crawl through was really, really small and I was afraid I couldn't fit in it but I managed to get inside but halfway through I lost my shoe and I started to suffocate. I saw the light at the end of the tunnel (how cliche) and I was relieved. She jumped out and I fell out too. We were in this whole different world. Spencer and I had been standing in this football field with these two girls up on this railing side on the top of the hill next to the portal and she started to freak out and I had told her that it was her and I and she started to cry and I comforted her and told her it was going to be okay. I hugged her and carried on. We walked to the left of the field and there was a picnic area where a few people were sitting by. There was a little boy on the floor next to one of the tables and he was reaching to get his lunch box but he couldn't. Spencer walked over and handed it to him and smiled. I thought to myself,"She's completely different from how I played this world." The boy's mum walked over and took him and thanked Spencer and the mother and Spencer had talked for awhile but the woman had seen her husband and told us to leave before we got hurt. I took Spencer and we walked to the next stage. We were walking on the sidewalk in the middle of apartments and there was this person sitting out on her balcony talking to someone and the floor turned to acid with slugs trying to kill us and the woman that was on balcony, she started to cry and there was blood dripping out of her mouth and it was such a dreadful thing to watch. Spencer started to panic and cry and I told her we could leave if she wanted and she told me that she couldn't go on, that she couldn't do it. I was a little bummed out because the last level of this game we were playing was pretty awesome with this cave full of beautiful waterfalls and wagons you rode around and it was everything you had ever wanted and lust was there.
We had turned back to the football field and he little boy that Spencer had helped got on his tricycle and ride towards us and said we couldn't leave. He started to throw lemons and limes at us and we went up to his door and opened it up and told him we'd go get his mother and he ran away crying. We walked inside of their house and the entire living room was piled with limes and lemons and the house was empty besides that. The TV was on and I went downstairs to where the portal was. I told Spencer to hurry up and she has this NEED to take out the trash for the people who were living there. I waited for her for awhile and then she finally came back down with the trash bag and then went back to our world without me. I was pretty scared/frustrated because I was afraid she would go to a different dimension. I pressed the buttons to go back to Earth. I think teleported and went back to the mansion but everything was so much cleaner and advanced. It felt like the future but so much more tech, white and silver everywhere. I had found Spencer and she told me that the world was a better place because she took out the trash from the different dimension.