Panama

Im still working on being able to control my dreams completely and find complete lucidity and last night it was so blatantly obvious and once i realized it i woke up.

I remember walking and just kinda hangin out with some buddies when i ran into my ex gf. (Me and her have a weird relationship, she still really likes me and tells me she loves me but has a new boyfriend, the reasoning we're not together is because we are so far apart) anyway i ran into her and we started flirting and kissing and just playin around and i was like we have to stop, you have a boyfriend, im not that guy...but then she said to me "we're dreaming, we can do whatever we want." It was kinda weird the way she phrased the we're dreaming part...but then i woke up and was kinda bummed.

I went to bad last night, attempting wild and i was so damn close, i remember hearing this awesome music that i had never heard before and i started dancing a little bit and then woke up and thought well shit ill do mild then. And what happened was is i had a dream. Then i woke up again and was like man i was in a dream so i tryed that whole waking up and going back to sleep closer to rem. Epic fail haha it was fun though. Thats all i remember.