nerdygirlsieber

i suppose this needs a slight explination. when i was twelve my uncle died he was the most important persom in the world to me. it hurt my family quite a bit.
im in the back seat of the van and megan and jonny are im the seat ahead of me and we are all talking. about half way through this dream i realize that it ia a dream, i also realize jonmy wont turn around when he talks to me. i beg him to turn around i touch him (ive never been able to before) he finally turns around, i begin to cry and ask why he left say i miss him. but ill he says is we both know this isnt real carina wake up. then the seat below me is gone and start to drop down i hold onto his hand but i slip. he says he loves me.