Secrets, alternate endings to my life
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, 06-19-2011 at 12:18 AM (498 Views)
Last night I had two dreams. I went to sleep at around 12:30 AM and woke up at 4 AM, went to sleep again to be woken at 8:30 AM.
In the first, I was taken through a series of what ifs? of my own life, in backwards chronological order. What if I had said different things during the day? What if I had never met my first girlfriend? What if my best friend had succeeded, and broke me and my current girlfriend up? What if I had never met my best friend? What if I had never been born? Everything was surprisingly realistic, and I thanked my lucky stars some of the things went the way they did, because the alternatives were just plain awful.
I woke up at 4 and attempted to WBTB but failed. I fell asleep and slipped in to a dream. It was the previous day (yesterday) and first I saw my best friend and my girlfriend talking outside. I know he is trying to get us to break up, and I ran at him to try and stop him, but he punched me out.
I came to seated around a table with 3 of my friends, including the one who had punched me out. Dream Logic dictated that I shouldn't yell at him or go at him again, so we went in to a conversation about my girlfriend. He said she told him she wanted to break up. This caused me to cry out in sadness, which apparently I did so loudly that I woke myself up. I continued to scream, until I suddenly realized I was awake.
I attempted to go to sleep again but I could not, the sun was up.