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I have never had a dream so real before, i've had vivid dreams and lucid dreams but usually there are tell tale signs so I tell its a dream, the dream world doesn't usually seem or look right. This was all too real, I have never experienced anything like it.

I woke up in the dream, like an obe I guess. I looked around it was morning and I was in bed. The room felt stuffy and I shifted on the cotton sheets slowly waking. I was not in my own room, I could make out the bed in the darkness and vague shapes, tiny slits of light were coming in from the shutters on a window.
So I got out of bed and went over, I pulled the shutters open and was blinded for a second by the light from outside.
As my eyes adjusted, I was taken aback as I looked around in wonder, wt..
I was in a dream clearly, but everything was so real, I could feel the heat in the room, see dust in the air, the cold of the stone floor under my feet, and the view through the now open window.
Outside I could see the wall of a house it was two storey and white, clearly not a modern house. I looked around the room, there was a table and a chair, I could not make out much else.
I felt a strong urge to go out to find someone who kept appearing in my mind, I wasn't sure who it was but they felt like someone I was supposed to meet.
Going out of the front door, I entered the street, and saw a street leading down between large white washed buildings. The sun was blinding, and I could already feel it was getting hot, although it seemed like early morning.
I could hear the noise of people who were already up, and see an old woman of dark complexion.
Feeling drawn I walked quickly down the dusty street, looking around as I walked. The houses had a strange architecture, with lots of balconies and chipped paintwork.
following my instincts, I headed off down alleyway after alleyway until I reached a rough path with very thick vegetation on either side.
Large palms and tall grasses where everywhere and there was a pleasant earthy smell in the air as I tramped along.
As I came to the bottom of an incline my heart began to race, and as I reached the bottom a river came into view. I could hear the water running and stopped near the shore which was muddy.
There by the river was a young woman, I was breathless as I approached, but seem to know her as I uttered her name.
She turned and looked up from her washing at the sound of my voice, her smile radiant. My heart gave a little jump.
We sat and talked I know not the exact details as the words that I uttered were not english. But I could tell
the gist as I had images jumbling in my head of us and people I didn't know and then a church. I think it was maybe spanish , but accent so thick I couldn't tell. My mind might have created another language or made it sound like something similar idk.
There was also a feeling of sorrow at one point. I could tell that the two or I and her were in love.
I stole a kiss and my heart was singing as I left her and walked back up the slope.
Returning to the house the way I came, I saw and met people again I didn't know but seemed clearly to know me and greet me warmly.
I was overcome with the warmth of the people, it felt like everyone knew everyone and it was one big family of people.
A few said my name, but the accent was so thick that I had trouble identifiying the word, it was musical and I felt I enjoyed the exchanges.
People were filling the street now, and I felt an urgency again as I heard the loud clanging of church bells beginning to ring out.
I felt my feet guide me be returning to the house again. When inside I looked down at my self for the first time, wondering what I was wearing and infact who I was.
I looked quite presentable all my clothing was of a thin cotton and felt nice against my skin. I searched the room for more clothes and something to wash with.
My stomach actually started to feel hungry but I had no idea were anything was in this house and did not want to leave the dream before I found out what would happen next.
I flung on the clothers feeling my face and wondering what to do about the stubble I felt on my face. I felt a blade by a large bowl of water and proceeded to try and shave, suprisingly it seemed to come as second nature so I did not kill myself.
Leaving the house at a trott and joined the throng heading for the church, again many people acosted me.
I made it slowly up the steps of the church and imposing white building with twin towers and a cross.
Inside was dark, filled with a pungent smell of incense, the pews were of a dark wood, and as people packed in I looked around for a moment and noticed stained glass windows and figuerines.
I felt the presence of the young woman and looked and saw her wearing a beautiful white and red dress. She was at the other side of the church and I went to get up to go over to her but my arm was grabbed and I was forced down again.
Anger flooded me, and I wanted to rage, images flooded my head of her with another man.
Then as she looked over at me, and the vision of her face filled with a soft gentle love fixed on me.
I stopped dead, her attention made me feel like we were the only two in the world and the sounds of the church became muffled and distant.
It came to my mind that it was not destined to be and her family had arranged for her to marry another.
At this moment the vision of someone I know became superimposed over the womans face, in my mind it was as though the two people were one and the same. And as I looked at her, my heart became steady and it didn't matter what was happening then, now or any place in time.
She loved me in that moment and that was all that mattered, what happens in this life is not always in our control,
sometimes there is happiness sometimes sorrow. We have to be happy for the blessings that we are given.

I fell still, and awoke with the vision of her face still filling my mind.
It took a while for me to come out of the reverie. I was back in my own room I could tell, it was still dark.
I rested for a while filled with that peaceful feeling, smiling to myself.

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I am still wondering if this was a past life memory or part of one, I have never been to that place but every detail was so real.
Also the dream went on for what felt like an hour or so.
The thing that most strongly makes me think it was something different was the feeling I had that I was in somebody else's body with someone else's thoughts.
Although I realise that I have the same repeating patterns in my own life that are counterproductive.
I know now that I must let go of those patterns, and this feeling of peace and unburdening I feel will help me do that.
Letting go will also improve the chances of what I would like to happen, actually happening as higher vibrations should attract better things

Oh it didn't seem relevant when I was dreaming, but there were no signs of modern living, no cars or electric lighting.

I had a non-lucid dream before this where I was being controlled by someone I was fearful of . I had to beg and do whatever they said. A nightmare.
I am quite clear this relates to a very controlling person in my life, and the need for me to get back my independence.

My dream recall is still lousy except for my little lucids that are so vivid as to be real or more than real.

I awoke to find myself on a large bed with nice clean white sheets, it is a four poster bed. I am sprawled out on the bed and wonder where the hell am I, when I wake up in the dream. I realise I am dreaming and go to get up off the bed but find i am stuck.
My wrists and ankles are bound to the bed by white silk ties Oo this is not disimilar to a dream I had before but did not record as it was to embarressing lol.
I feel the presences of silky and sure enough I look up to see her looking at me, I am quite deliriously happy, and she is begins to belly dance. I am totally hypnotised by her every movement craning my neck up from the bed, as sh dances.
As she dances my chest is filled with heat but more interestingly she seems to shimmer. And sure enough she is pulsing with some kind of aura or afterglow. As she moves my eyes are riveted to her every sinuess movement. The energy is starting to be thrown off from her in great swaths. I suddenly realise that the music filling the room is coming from her, as her every movement is not only in time with the music but it is vibrating to create it and I now can see the music as colours radiating from her body.
She is so amazing, I start to cry feeling the warm, tears trickle down my cheeks.
The energies intensify and roll off her in powerful waves slowly filling the room with colur and light, forming a 3d patchwork around her. The colours paint the walls of the room creating intricate artwork everywhere.
She moves closer and says something but i am now so blissed out that I can barely make out the words, I am again in a warm bubble of golden syrupy energy. I feel safe I feel like I have come home again.
I think I made out her words, she was mischeiviesous as ever.
I wake up feeling warm and snuggly and don't want to get up at all
I just want to stay with those feelings forever.

The noises of people and the mundane world start to fill my awareness
and I awaken thinking how strange the world is that it does not know what had come to pass.

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I noticed that the colours in the air were making the kandinsky combinations
those they evolved further

Incubated on last lucid and what i'd do in the dream, burning ache in my chest as I went off to sleep.

I dreamt I was at goldies work (mmhmm that woman again lol). I imagined her iworking in a very large open plan office with gallery style flooring. The building was mostly glass (dream sign), from floor to high ceiling.
A glass swirly staircase leading from the 2nd floor to the first floor. I was up looking down over the railings of the 2nd floor then went down to Gs desk. She was standing but then went round to sit at her desk.
She was wearing a charcoal grey cotton suit, looking very slim, with her hair straight down. We were talking about solving some detective case, I was kind of distracted, no idea why
Then we started talking about tiles? a bathroom mystery idk? Then it turned out that the tiles were to be like this
wassily kandinsky picture in arrangement...


I awoke feeling a electric pulse shooting through my body to my root chakra, my mind zoned out for a while.
Then I felt the syrupy energy but this time it was cooling my aching chest then smiley.


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I had the dream sign of combinations like the kandinsky painting for months, but could never figure it out.
Now goldie actually has a reproduction of this painting in her house and sent apicture of it too me Oo
the plot thickens, what does it all mean!!!!!

Now I'm on the case!!!

Part 2 - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gU7XXzyT6k

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I dreamt I was dreaming about a certain person i cant get out of my mind (not that id want too lol)
In the dream I was exstatic about her being in my dream again, I was telling people how I had perfected the technique.
And the I was refering to a piece of paper for method of induction.
There was as always music involved, playing.




A dreamy dream lolz

woke up in the night blissed out but by morning just smiley,
rest of day smiley too LMAO!!

D1 - In school i am doing exercises with the class, to reach another dimension. We are making a square with our arms and everybody is making the same moves. I see a large square (portal?) being created. At the top we create a swirly square that is yellow and red, bit like thick acrylic. We keep doing this.
The powers that be ??? want to stop humans from connecting with other beings in the universe. So we must pass on the knowledge to the children of the next generation, for tha sake of all.
I am generating music with my intention and emotions. The music starts to play over and over along with the production of the square.
We have opened the channel and the woman I know appears, her skin is like gold with dark tones. She is dancing and undulating.
I am overwhelmed with emotions of joy and happiness, waves of energy.

D2 - Next I am travelling through hills and valleys, in the countryside trying to reach her again. The journey seems like it will take forever.
I am high up on a hilltop and the countryside stretches on in front of my to the horizon,
Again I am worried about the powers that be trying to stop me.
I take a leap of faith and jump up and plummet down, down , down into the valley below.
I use my powers to change the landscape into flatness and manage to land perfectly safely.

I had another similar dream to dream 2 but only remember journeying again.

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The song in dream one, was Alabahma shakes, I found you.

D! - I am in a darkened room, I can just make out the size of the room in the semi-darkness. It looks smaller than my room, plus in my room the street light outside always illuminates part of the blinds.
I realise i am dreaming and think I must try and change something but am a bit non-plused by the fact that there is nothing in the room and nothing seems to happen. i remember i'm supposed to touch things to stabilise the dream, so I reach out. The wall is cold to the touch and some furniture I feel is smooth and cold. Nothing happens, but i'm really hyped about it

D2 - There is a bald guy semi-naked laying on the ground, facing away from me. I felt I needed to kill him, I have no idea why.
I reached down and twisted his neck to break it. It snapped but this seemed to have no effect on him, so I grabbed hold of his head and pulled him up. Then I flew straight up into the sky, really fast. In a matter of seconds I was up above the planet, looking down. I could see some nice detail, oceans, land masses and the void of space. But I wasn't really interested at the time. I just thought if I drop this guy from heigh enough its gonna finish him. So I dropped him and watched him sail back to earth.
Afterwards I flew back down to earth but the close I got the more it was just like zooming in on a simulation of the earth and by the time I got to the surface, the earth was fairly flat with just some bump map textures on it Oo. Perplexed I looked around but could see no evidence of the guy, and had no idea what to do.

D3 - Something about giving someone a life and parking near school.

D4 - Recurring dream about having to get ready at last moment for christmas school performance, but this time I have to perform.
I am to sing alongside some other teachers on a few numbers. I am totally unfazed by this and start singing even though I have no clue of the tune :d

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Yay! Lucid, and seems like an obe, my first

D1 - fringle the magician is making magic, his old friend mouse-fringle makes magic on the same wavelength causing a overlapping of waves of energy, enveloping all.
Someone is bending to get through a white doorway.
D2 - Staying on holiday in italy, trapsing through the streets, as staying away from the centre means the food is lousey.
Everyone we meet is planning on moving as we head through the busy streets. Nice houses but we are quite lost if we venture further, but we are drawn despite the danger.
D3 - ?
Feelings of acceptance and non-resistance on coming out of third dream.
By the time I came out of the third dream, i had strong feelings of acceptance and non-resistance, to everything.
The dream and me were one entity, on waking the world and me were one entity.
I now experienced what it meant to say that lightning and a drop of rain were one. All was the same essence. All me.

I hope you can understand my feeling, my sensation at the time.
The feeling you get when you get to slip back and the duvet for some extra sleep but without the exited emotion about the extra sleep and without the worried emotion about having to eventually get up. Just a lovely syrupy feeling like the world is one big glob of golden honey.

People were talking on the radio, all I heard was words, people talking talking they didn't realise that it didn't matter what they said it was just sounds, They had talked yesterday and everyday of their lives, they're was no resolution to be had through words, they just generated more, like thinking just making more thoughts. Just a noise going on forever, talking was fine but not nonsensical talking.

Anyway the feeling enveloped me further, and I was in a kind of beautiful daze as I had a shave, my mind was clear.
In the shower I felt a breeze, as it was a chilly morning, the wind felt like it was a part of me. The water that rained down on me was also part of me.
It was wonderful, but such a calm warm feeling. Just a constant emotion, if it could be called that, unbroken.
Then thoughts tried to make ther way into my mind, my ego was returning, as soon as I started to fear this feeling would depart.
So I experienced first hand that the ego is generated by fear.

D1 - Someone repeatedly tried to copy my super powers. I thought they were crazy as they were doing it all wrong
It was a beautiful woman standing infront of a cresent moon, the moon had a yellow light on it.
She tried seven times making a low tonal sounds. On the last attempt she succeeded.

D2 - On holiday heading back with luggage to a car park, car was gone had to hike up a trail to another car park, feeling lost.

D3 - Going out, on way down the stairs, look in on Sam to see if he wants to come. He is already heading out with a new mate, I feel lost again, and look for an old coat reminscent of past times.

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After dream one.
My mind is contemplating dream meaning, one syncronitiy after another coming to mind of recent times.
Dream meaning comes to me with an accompaning strong physical sensation.
Meaning was that not only do opposites change into each other but other elementary forces can interchange,
such as love becomes fear, fear of losing control changes into pure love.

I felt a burning heat that moved like larva in a tight stream up my chest. At the same time the world seem to flip between waking and dream state, with everything in waking state appearing as a dream sign and sync. My mind was a total rush, as everything seemed to become clear for a moment.
It subsided and the sensations remained for about an hour.

A man investigates a space behind a wall in my parents house. It is a vast dark space, filled with an old railway line (dream sign).
He can be heard playing a large grand piano he finds there, nice accoustics.
He searches in a land that is cold and dark, the earth a kind of grey clay. He is unconcerned and swims in dark waters, wearing a wet suit.
Eventually he finds an old half ruined city. He is high up on some buildings, down below is darkness. One building, with the upper storeys tiered, smaller, is covered in millions of tiny gold objects.
He shows us this using a camera attached to a tube and a light, much like something used for nonenvasive surgery.
The gold he says is not wanted by anyone these days, people only want silver.
I begin plans to get hold of the gold, gaining access via a chimney. At work I make excuses and change into normal clothes and start the search. G shows me what he has found. A first room is cleared of obstructions by lowering all objects to the ground.
My father hands out large banners he is giving a tutorial about something. Meanwhile my mother is trying to wind an old silver carrage clock, with delicate silverwork. I turn the key and it opens magically at the top, an unfurrling of metal work, revealing a secret for me.

D1 - On a very earthy and mountainous island. Talking to a guy about how he built a settlement their. Their living quarters hang down in buttresses on the mountsides, cool.
A Heron is flying past when a monsterous bird swoops in and grabs it in its mouth and flys past my gob smacked face.
There are scarey monsters here! A wasp the size of a truck floats infront of us, the guy is totally unfazed.
It is horribly translucent with purple markings like veins, ick. I ask him how the hell do you get away from something like that.
He does not answer, I scramble under some undergrowth but the beating wings just blow it away.
We head for his landrover, a monster bird flys along side us. He shows me how if he does not have bars on the window, it can easily dent the door or smash the meshed window Oo. The bird whacks the door, and knocks some paint off the inside of the door, leaving a rusted chunck.
He puts the bars back on and floors the accelerator, leaving the bird behind. We go along a road to an aircraft hanger.

D2 - Manager at work comes into a large empty hall. They delitberaty kick over a bowl as they are in a fowl temper. They start complaining and berating the staff their, the cleaner and cook.
A tray near me is knocked and taps me as I lay on a bench covered in a sheet. I pretend to be angry and start complaining about how rude the manager is, building up to shouting at them. I follow them into a corridor, still shouting at them.
when they get into a room, I am shouting in their face, they don't respond just look pale and afraid.
I am very angry by now and start to strangle them. This seems like not the best idea and I go off and get a syringe. I filled it with some kind of traquilizer or poison and inject them with it. I then go off to get something to tape over their mouth. They collapse.
I then start to think about where to put the body, which wood to bury them in that would not be frequented often.
Many dilemas overcome me as I realise I am not dressed to go out and need to decide which trousers and top to wear from a large pile.
One pair is a horrible garish browny green with sparkly bits Oo

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I felt strange this morning after the dream and feel different about manager at work
I feel I have realsed a little tension.

D1 - A man with black hair and glasses and a long tan trench coat (he plays villain in a lot of my dreams, he's ok at it), is at a counter trying to pretend to be somebody else to get money or something. The worker, an old man round man with white hair and spectacles is dealing with him.
He starts to give the villain a phone number and is half way through when I use mind control thinking "no no..don't do it!" He stops in his tracks realising this man may not be as genuine as he thought. The man gets very agitated and starts to kick off. He somehow manages to get hold of something and leaves.
Outside is a cobblestone street and shops and some houses, leading to a archway into a courtyard. There are lots of general public about but I notice a load of school girls in brown uniforms. I use mind control to take them over and set them after the villain. He is accousted in the courtyard and they drag him away with little fuss, there are lots of them
I get them to hurt him but then a part of me wakes up to the fact that I shouldn't be hurting dream characters as they are a part of myself.
With this new intent I re-enter the dream and find the villain escaping down a tunnel leading to the subway. He disappears round a corner, so I use telekinesis to drag him out. He comes flying out. At this point I get lucid, everything feels different and lighter. The guy who looks slightly different now comes at me Oo. I freeze up a bit but have the courage to try and hug my mad(?) assailant. His expression changes ansd he opens his arms to hug me breifly but then lucidity and the dream fade.

D2 -Outside my parents house (as it was many years ago) my brother is in the garden at night. Inside the lights are on. The fuel storage has been set a light by me. I realise inside is also stored framed photographs of the schoolgirls with somekind of official form and signature. I put ourt the fire and hope the damage is not to great though I can see some are burnt round the edges :/

D3 - At school I have not prepared the kids properly for some kind of school performance. Other teacher is running through some basic routine, I am planning on being off sick. Class run through basic routine but their is some swearing.

I had a couple of dreams I remember from last night.
1st I was doing some crazy digging with some people, it was more like sculpting, of pavement and rocks under the ground. Then it all started to collapse so I pulled people out, eventually we got out.

2nd I was on a boat, things were happening then we were going to run aground into a bay with fishing nets and people in the water and on a sandy beach.
Nobody was going to do anything so in the end I got annoyed and I grabbed the controls, they seemed pretty easy to operate. Just some switches to flick to get things moving, accelerate etc and it responded instantly to my touch.
Then I looked around me, I could stop of at the beach and swim/have breakfast or I could head round the coast, or as I looked at to sea, I thought I could go anywhere. A wonderful feeling of calm came over me.
I realised i've had this background mood of panic all the time, but it subsided for a moment, to reveal an ocean of calm.