mypolarbear

Ive been trying to Lucid dream.
Before I slept, i told myself.. I will do it tonight!
(it was a fail).
So:
It started out at night, I had presumably left my house in the middle of the night to chat with someone
(I didnt pay any attention to who it was.. o.0.)
We were sitting on a familiar bench which was out of place.. But in a familiar neighborhood.
A bird flew to sit on the bench, and a worm went to start sucking on it..
and it ate right through the birds neck
I jumped up (not wanting to be near the deadly worm.)
More birds came and the same worm kept eating through their necks..
and then a "medic bird" came. Lol..
It hurriedly chucked the heads of the birds at their corresponding bodies.
I thought..
Thats not very helpful. And.. How funny!
I saw one of the dead birds was.. very big
and its body was torn open,
inside were many baby birds
trying to stay close to its mother..
I thought.. how sad..
and then i saw my exes mother peep out of a distant house over to me,
so I ran (i hate her o.o)
Eventually I stumbled upon bunches of familar faces
gathering infront of a house
I thought..
Why wasnt I invited? Whos party is this?
I heard the voices of a long time friend and her parents inside
and thought how she had never even met most of the people gathered outside her house
and I did..
again i thought
why wasnt i invited?
and then I saw two old friends
and they were saying how they werent aloud to go to the party
because my friends mother didnt like them..

SO THEN

Im watching a TV special with my mother and my baby sister.
in an unfamilar room..
Its a sequal to this awesome anime "steins gate"
and also an episode of "black dynomite"
and also featured many childrens show characters characters..
(spongebob and friends, mordecai and rigby, finn and jake, ect)
Things go intense in the show,
so the childrens characters clasped hands and sang
marry had a little lamb o.0
And then a part came on
where lots of women
with varying amounts of breasts
and varying amounts on clothing..
(like the first woman had like.. 5 breasts, one was exposed.. i know, weird..)
some sexy, some more normal.. some more masculine, ect..
and i thought..
its a kids show too, must be ok if my little sister sees.. theyre just boobs..
but then she started making this drippy noise
and i got annoyed
and told her to stop
she said she wasnt doing it
but i saw her mouth moving to the sounds
and told her to stop now
and got frustrated
she swore she wasnt doing it
but she wouldnt stop,
so i sent her away
and then woke up
to the rain..
and then fell back asleep
back to the dream
(youd think, horray, lucidity! but no..)
i ran after my sister to appologise
for not believing her.. lol
i invited her back to watch the show..
the end.