false awakening

MY DREAMS

This one dream I was in my house and it was dark, I couldn't find my father or sister. I believe in ghost and this one was pulling down the energy in the house. it was the cause of the darkness and evil feeling. *side note* (I was told that if i wanted a ghost to leave me alone all I needed to do was tell it to leave me alone.) I go down my hall way into my father's room and I could sense that the evil ghost was near by and I went to my dad's bath room and I got to look in but than I was moved back (not like by the ghost but like if my dream was lagging and I moved back like I never had gotten to look in the bathroom in the first place). Than my father appeared and he had this dead evil look on his face and he was staring at me. I could tell the ghost was inside of him so normally I would be terrified and I was but than I wanted to fight it off and the dream became semi lucid and I was able to fight back and scream go away but than the dream ended.


I had a dream about me trying to graduate and my family didn't want to show up nor did I really attend my graduation. (*REAL LIFE* I had already graduated in real life and my dad wasn't able to make it but my mother attended). It was the middle of graduation and I was at my house trying to get my family to go but they wouldn't and my father was there and he wasn't going to go and I reminded him that he didn't attend my REAL LIFE graduation in the dream (don't know why I was graduating twice). He gave me this face of total sorrow and the face creped me out, I could feel that he felt bad about not being able to attend. than I thought he was going to commit suicide (that's also a real life thought). Finally it finished with me going to graduation and my mom and sister being angry at me and trying to chase me down for some unknown reason.


SO last night I was dreaming and I woke up and went straight back to be as I normally do all night long (I don't sleep well). And the dream went pitch black but I could feel but see myself asleep in third person, like anything that was happening I could feel and it would switch from first to third person a lot. Finally I could FEEL my body being weightless and I knew it was a lucid dream but I have never had a lucid dream like this, normally they are dreams that turn lucid. Anyways

I would feel myself becoming weightless and I do mean FEEL, it is indescribable. than I relax and try to go further into the lucid dreaming and I tell myself to open my eyes because I want to see around my room but when I tried to open my eyes it was extremely hard and I have nightmares a lot and they become lucid EVERY TIME and I get out of them by opening my eyes and waking up.

But this time when I opened my eyes I saw my bedroom wall partly (because it was extremely hard to open them). I saw like pink and white shiny things on the wall they reminded me of like computer processers but pink. And I was trying to lay on my back but my eyes were like rolling in the back of my head and my mouth opened and I could feel myself breathing and I got scared so I stopped.



JUST A DETAIL OF SOME OF MY DREAMS

I can not for my life run or punch people in my dreams! The decisions are semi lucid. I have the want and thought to run and punch but in the dream it is all slow-mow. when I get in a fight with someone I try to punch them and im extremely slow and I get the crap beat out of me.

When im trying to run away, its like there is a small amount of gravity and I cant really run, it is more of like I am really trying to get away but I take forever to move my legs and when they strike the ground I don't move very much, if anywhere