Mydera

I was dead tired yesterday to the point of falling asleep on the couch while trying to read, so I went to bad several hours earlier than usual. I ended up having a LOT of dreams, but while I remembered them really well each time I woke from them, I was too tired to take notes and can only really remember one VERY awesome one, but I'm journaling it anyways because it made me feel good when I had it ^_^

The dream starts out with me being in a trailer, it looks a good deal like my dads trailer when I was growing up, but the floor plan was reversed. I think in the dream I was a younger girl, probably around 10-15. There's another girl there with me who is also around that age, as well as my mother, a lady I work with, and someone in long black hooded robes that covered them completely. The person in the robes is saying that I have been chosen to pilot a mecha suit as I was born with great magical powers. So I get really excited, and as soon as the person in robes leaves and my mom and the lady I work with (we'll call her W) say they're tired and going to bed, I sneak out.The other girl follows me and asks me what I'm going. I insist that if I'm going to pilot a mobile suit and fight demons in the war then I'm going to need practice! She follows me but is trying to talk me out of it when I climb into W's mobile suit and start piloting it. I find that it's totally easy, I'm not having to pull any levers or anything, I am able to control the entire thing with my mind. I laugh and refer to the matrix and feeling like Neo for some reason. Then I creep through the woods in my giant suit and see a park, I decide I can't step in the park or I'll ruin the grass, so I take the suit back to the field next to the trailer and kneel it down so I can hop out. When I get out I start walking towards the park again, and notice there's a small ten foot cliff that I'll have to jump from to get into the park. I take a deep breath and remind myself that like Neo, I will be fine as long as I remember that the distance is just in my mind. I jump, and I'm ok! The other girl is yelling at me from the cliff though that I'm going to get hurt and to get back up there. Apparently it's night and the demons run wild at night and it's really not safe out. I try to explain to her that I'll be ok because I believe I can fight them, but she reminds me that I need a mobile suit to fight them and to get back up there with the mobile suit. I sigh and comply, a new idea forming in my head. I manage to jump super high back up onto the cliff, and start telling her that I want to run away with he mobile and start fighting the demons on my own, skipping all the official training and everything. She tells me I'm crazy and I won't have anything to eat and I don't know anything about survival in the wild. I'm pretty over confident at the time though, and there's no talking me out of it, so the girl offers me some seeds that look like Pumpkin seeds, only some are black and some are white. I ask her what they are, and she says they're pokemon seeds created as a promotion for the video games. Apparently they grow plants that will make black and white beans depending on the color of the seed that was planted. She says I should plant them and I'll have something to eat when they grow. Then the porch light comes on in the trailer, and W comes out. me and the other girl panic because we know we're going to get in trouble if we're caught out here. I tell her to hide in the brush, and I hop back into the mobile suit and then hide inside it into the brush. W and my mom get into the truck with the mobile suits trailer on the back and start to drive through the field, but they stop right in front of us, and my mom jumps out saying something's wrong because the trailer feels too lite. I hold my breath hoping they don't check, but of course they do and of course there's no mobile suit on the trailer, so they start freaking out. I decide to come clean and climb out of the thicket I was hiding in in the mobile suit. I hop out, and they start giving me the third degree for stealing the mobile suit and ask me what the hell I was thinking, and I tell them my plan on running off to fight demons on my own They laugh and ask me how I plan to survive on my own with no food, and I argue that I would eat the beans from the seeds the other girl gave me. They tell me the seeds would take weeks to grow and I'd never last that long without food. I insist that it won't take so long if I use my magic on the seeds, and they laugh and tell me again that It'll take forever. I get mad and want to prove my point so I drop down on the ground and push a seed into the earth, then cup my hands over it and will it to grow. It does, growing about six inches straight up out of the earth with the seed cap on top of the stalk and then little thin curly roots grow up as well with teeny tiny leaves... it's beautiful. The girl my age is marveled and amazed and wants to know how I did it, so I try to show her, but it won't grow anymore for her. So I try myself, and it grows again! Then my daughter wakes me up, lol.