Mydera

Dream One: I'm standing in a field at night. I even had the thought in dream that this field looked like Hyrule (TLoZ:OoT) with it's dirt paths and patchy grass, and a giant full moon looming over head. I turn around and look behind me, and there's a girl walking towards me. She reminds me of one of the neighborhood kids, only thinner and older. I say hey, and ask her what she's doing in a field in the middle of the night, never bothering to question myself. She tells me she's going to "spotify" I have no clue what that is, so I ask her, and she tells me that if you go into this field at night, you'll be spotted and disappear. This sounds creepy, and i don't want to disappear, but I realize this chic is depressed. I mean she looked depressed when I first saw her, all quiet and looking at the floor and refusing to make eye contact. Now that I know she wants to disappear I KNOW she's depressed and suicidally so. I ask her where her house is, I think I'm going to be able to get her to walk me to her house, and then tell her parents so she doesn't really disappear. She tells me her house is up the hill and points, no shit, towards a hill that looks like Lon Lon Ranch, ha ha. Then she refuses to walk me there because she says she wants to stay and disappear. Before i can argue with her, I hear a noise, and look behind me, away from the ranch. There are two more girls walking towards us from across the field. They're talking to each other, so I think this was more like a prank or a dare for them than wanting to die. They're still a good hundred feet away when a dark shadow sorta of triangular shaped like a bird swooping in on it's prey, but HUGE like the size of a whale in the sky or bigger flies between us. It swoops down towards the two girls, and I hear them scream and I turn and RUN. The girl who wants to die isn't with me, but I'm not hero enough in this dream to go back and try to drag her and get killed myself. I'm running towards her house, and as I run I hear the two girls screaming, "No! We didn't really want to die! We changed our minds!" but I don't turn around because I can hear it crashing to the ground behind me swopping up the third girl, and I know if I don't hurry it'll get me too! I reach the house, and then knock on the door. I'm screaming, "Please open the door! Hurry!" and a lady opens the door. She looks confused, and asks me if I'm there for the party and if I'm a friend of her daughters. I tell her I'm just lost in the field and need to call my parents, I don't know her daughter. She tells me that's too bad, they're throwing a surprise party for her because she's been so down lately, but she hasn't come home yet. Oh... that's her daughter, I don't want to tell her that she just died and be the bearer of bad news. Then the front door opens, and it's the daughter. I'm trying to figure out how she survived, and I notice there's even blood on her clothes, but no one seems to notice. The woman smiles and says "SURPRISE! Enjoy your party hun, I need to get the phone for this girl real quick!" then she mom walks through an archway and it's just me and the girl and a dog in the living room. The dog starts barking, but I can't tell if it's barking at her or me because it's barking in both directions. Then the girl turns and starts barking and growling at me. Freaked out, I run out the front door and everything goes black. I "wake up" in a class room full of teens. I think I've zoned out for a minute, but no one seems to have noticed. There's a pretty black girl beside me, but she looks at me and her pupils in her eyes are like slits, not human eyes. It freaks me out and I jump back. The teacher yells at both of us thinking we were talking, but the girl argues with her that we weren't talking. The teacher slams a ruler down on the girls desk and tells her not to argue with her. Then the teacher turns away. The girl jumps up, with her feet in the chair, in a crouched position like she's going to attack the teacher's back, but she slowly lowers her legs and sits back down like she's changed her mind. A couple of girls behind us are giggling and whispering way too loudly, "Did you see that? She was about to attack teach! she has been so weird lately. What is her problem?" Then the bell rings and the class starts filing out of the classroom. The teacher leaves too, but a couple of students stay, a boy with sandy blond hair and a girl with like bleach blond hair. The creepy eyed girl leaves the class room practically stalking she's so pissed off. Then I stand up to leave, and the guy walks up to me and puts his hand on the front of my shoulder and stops me, "Where you going Pave?" at first I think he called me Paige, but then I am sure I heard that V and wondered what kind of a name Pave was? I shrug his hand off my shoulder and continue towards the door and tell him I'm not interested in hanging out in the classroom. The girl gets up and also calls me Pave, then tells me that whether I'm interested or not, this concerns me. I'm one of them, even if I don't want to be. The door opens an another guy, this one really tall with light brown hair, and the creepy eyes girl from before walk in. The new guy says to use the key, and the blonde girl says ok. I stop them, "Wait? What key? What are you guys doing?" The guy says he's opening communication so the harvesters can collect their harvest. I'm confused, so then the girl says, "We've got a breeding facility hidden in the wilderness where we've been breeding slaves to send into space." I say that's illegal, and she says the only thing illegal about is it that they weren't born in captivity in space. Then she says they were born in captivity on earth, so she's pretty sure she can get around it if there's an investigation. Then I remember the girl who wanted to "spottify" and I realize that something probably killed the other two girls, then took over her body and that THING was probably the investigators. I tell the other kids that there's something on this planet inhabiting a human body and it's probably the investigator, and if so this is their fault. They're not concerned, they just ignore me and more a poster that's on the wall. Behind it is a keyhole, and when they insert the key... I wake up, lol. I was actually pretty freaked out when I woke up in the dark. My husband was getting up for work at that point, and I was kind of wishing he'd sleep in so I could fall back asleep and not be alone, ha ha.

Dream Two: I get on facebook, and I find that my mom has set up a facebook event, but the event is to fix up the house I'm living in. The wording is something like, "Hey everyone! As you know, my daughter and her husband have moved in with my mom last year to help fix her house because it's falling apart. Unfortunately, it's only a two bedroom house so they have three beds set up in one room! I wanted to try to get a bunch of people together to go over there and help them fix things up!" I'm in shock that several people I don't know have already joined the event, and I'm feeling like she makes it sound like a charity case or something. I'm embarrassed, and mad, so I call her up. She says she just wanted to help, but I try to explain to her that it's not just a labor issue, it's a money issue as well. I try to explain to her that the $500 a month we're setting back goes quickly when your having to replace all the pipes, replace the floor in the bathroom because one of the old pipes busted, replace the posts on the porch because they were rusted completely through, and all the little repairs like the dishwasher, over, laundry machine, and everything else that's gone wrong since we moved in. I try to tell her we still need $3000 to replace the roof before we can even think about finishing off the basement, and it's not going to help if she gets a bunch of people over here with nothing to do, so she needs to just cancel the event. But then When I get on facebook again, a church group has joined too, and they're talking about praying for our situation. (funny, just as I typed that line, the phone rang and it was my grandma's church, haha) I'm so embarrassed at that point, that I post on the page "Thank you all for your concern, but we're fine and don't want help!" I think the dream continued beyond this, but I can't remember the way ended. I think at some point I had to go to the church and tell them no, but then they tried to rope us into Sunday school classes or something. The only reason I can remember that part is because their Sunday school materials had Manga like comics for their children's illustrations to make them more interesting. It was sunny because all the characters looked like the ones in bleach, but they had different names and they weren't soul reapers, they were "soul saviors" and they led people to god or something corny like that.

Dream Three: I'm in a parking lot, and it's raining in the evening time. So it's overcast and almost dark, but not quite. There are two men standing in the middle of the parking lot looking like they're about to have an old western show down. Upon closer inspection, one's a cop and one's just a normal guy, so I assume he's a robber or something. I walk towards the store, but I'm a couple aisle over so they don't notice me. When I get to the store, I realize that a bunch of people are just standing around outside the store watching this confrontation between the robber and the cop. One guy even send his wife inside to buy a tent so they don't get wet in the rain. I walk to the right of the store, then back to the left, listening to people I pass buy, trying to figure out what's going on. Then, suddenly I think to myself, "I remember this dream!" (in fact, I did NOT remember this dream, and I remained only semi lucid) I start telling myself what's going to happen in the dream. I tell myself that my aunt is inside buying a tent as well, then I see my aunt. I tell myself that I need to jump out into the showdown, because I know the attacker. I step up, and the cop tells me to get away... I realize he's an exboyfriend of mine who actually is a cop now. I ignore him, he was always an ass anyways. Then I tell myself, the attackers going to threaten to blow up walmart, but it's just a ploy, no one will really be hurt. So the attacker suddenly looks like Rock Lee from Naruto, only he's wearing a cape and a mask like Robin from batman. He says he's going to blow the place up, then shoots some sort of white light from his hands that hits the store and causes some dust and rubble and a 3 foot circular hole, but doesn't blow it up. Then I say outloud that he's going to try to inhabit my body, and he throws white light out of his body into mine, and then his body gets a vacant look in it's eyes, and walks away and I feel dizzy and disoriented. I fall to the ground, and I can hear a guys voice telling me to lay down and rest, that K is on his way. But as I'm laying there with my eyes closed seeing only darkness, I feel someone above me. Thinking it's just K I lay there like a good girl, but then the person over me leans down and kisses me quickly, then starts licking my mouth like a dog. I shake my head and push the person away. I look up and it's the stupid ex-boyfriend cop. I yell at him, "what are you doing?! Your not supposed to help me, K is supposed to rescue me!" then I wake up. I'm not sure if I should call that a lucid or not. On one hand, I actually said to myself it's a dream, and told myself everything that was going to happen, but on the other hand I never got that "It's a dream! I can do whatever I want! Wahoo!" feeling. It's like I only halfway knew it was a dream, enough to know I controlled what happened, but not enough to actually want to change the events. Still, my end goal in lucids is almost always, K, and I was going for that in the dream, so maybe it's a lucid? I don't know! lol

Dream Four: I'm sitting on a couch with my head laid back like I was going to sleep on it. I straighten my head back up, and my husband is talking to me from across the room. The person beside me is the neighbors kid. He's all excited, and it turns out we got some sort of video game system in the mail. I'm supposed to be opening the box and setting it up so they can play. I start taking stuff out of the box. The console has a sticker that says free 30 day trial on it. Then there's a paper that says we can keep the system after 30 days for just $99. Inside the box there is all kinds of crap though, There are two Christmas tree ornaments, a flash light, and a keychain light. There's also some green thing the size of a baseball that I have no clue what it is. I hold it up to my husband, and he says it's a planter, then proceeds to magically unfold these parts of it and it turns into a plants stand, complete with a little plant in it, and it's like ten times it's normal size. I am trying to figure out what to do with the thing, and end up breaking it, but then I ghetto rig it so it sits on three legs instead of four. My husband tells me I need to put it in the entrance way, and I walk to the front door to discover it's a little enclosed area, like a mud room, with a cute rug and all these pretty flowers. I'm impressed, and wonder where all this came from! On my way back to the living room, I see my daughter and another little girl sitting on a kid sized couch watching a little TV leaning on each other like they're drifting off to sleep. I think to myself they're so cute, like two little dolls leaning on each other to stay upright! Then I start feeling dizzy and disoriented and I fall tot he ground and everything goes black. When I open I my eyes, I'm actually waking up. Up until the last couple of weeks I've never had that disoriented feeling feeling when a dream ends, but it seems lately it's happening a lot!

Dream ??? (Fragment) : I can't remember what order this fragment fell into, and almost left it out, but it's worth remembering so it's worth writing right? lol. The whole fragment just consisted of me hearing the neighbors peacock in a really tall grassy field and trying to follow the sound to find it. But it kept moving! at one point I wondered if there was more than just one loose.