MrDee

I was at home planning on going away because I needed to just have some fun. My dad and his girlfriend said that they wanted to go aswell so we all hopped in the car and drove to some fancy vacation resort.

Me and my dad went out to the bar for a few drinks while his GF decided to take a little powernap after her shower. Meanwhile at the bar, somehow I am sitting by a wooden table just chilling and suddenly across me by the other table I see my ex girl. knowing that I am not allowed to talk to her somehow she keeps trying to move closer and chat me up (this was my first love btw). By this point im freaking out cuz I would be pissed if my current gf (Dating 5 years now) was being picked up by her first lover. SO i decided that she needed to be apart of this so I called her up and she appeared next to me asking me who the other girl was. So I introduced them as the following. "Liefie, this is jaqui, my ex a few years ago (But she knows who she is, she has just never met her), and jaqui this is my girlfriend, liesie, and we have been dating for 5 years now and are in love". at this point my girl was kind of happy because I said to my ex that I love my current GF, but there was still this bad feeling and she stood up and ran her hand through my hair as if to make my ex jealous and then my head started to hurt, she was pulling my hair but just enough so nobody would notice and whispered in my ear "you're dead", She smiled and walked away. (WEIRD SHIT) so I decided to go back to the vacation house to get myself cleaned and just relax and think of how I am going to get my current girl to just forget everything happened and know that she is my all and my only. As I got to the house I saw that the only tap with warm water was outside and there was a bucket on the floor, so basically I have to get warm water in the bucket and carry it to pour it into the bath. At this point I figured one bucket was not enough so I turned around and there were many. when I saw this I started to ask myself if this was just a dream, realizing that it was I started to wake up, but I had a FA, so woke up in a dream in my old house which was kinda scary and then from there, all i remember is small useless fragments.

Sux that I couldnt reach LD, but all in all, my dream recall is getting much better and this is great because it feels like I havent been able to remember a dream in YEARS. Im on the right track

and I was kinda glad for the dream ending because usually a fight breaks out, and those feelings suck. although I am not sure if my girlfriend telling me "you're dead" is any better. but all in all, I love her and when I woke up next to her this morning I was able to smile and know that I love her and i'd fight for her even in my dreams when she wants to kill me. TRUE LOVE.

ok, I wish I had written it all down last nyt, but in my defense when I woke up I remembered it clearly and told myself there is no way I can forget especially if I had the same dream twice. Well, for the main details...I forgot, but this is what I do remember!

I was standing in a house filled with friends and family and we were all just getting together and having a good time, I was running through the house because it was my new house and I guess i was showing it off to everybody but at the same time I was just learning the new rooms and the HUGE size of it all. There is the part here I told my self I would remember but I completely forgot. but this is what happened next which I do remember. I then went outside looking at the stars enjoying the view and just feeling relaxed, then suddenly I get this bad feeling run over me and when I look up again there is a huge meteor on its way down towards exactly where I am standing, as I freak out and try to tell everybody, it hits the floor right next to me, breaking into a million pieces flying all over, but amazingly nobody was hurt. I then try to ask myself if it is real, but to my dismay I did not go into LD, still had no control so figured it was real. So i decided from all the stress I needed to make sense of all this and went back into the house where I woke up in my next dream but in the same house. then the whole exact dream repeated itself, but this time I always knew what was going to happen before it did, but somehow I just went with it, untill the end instead of freaking out about the meteor I just stood there and then suddenly it felt like there was something stuck in my throat, so i kept trying to just take a sip of my drink and get it down but nothing happened, i stopped breathing and I could feel myself getting very worried and that I might die, still not realizing its a dream then I woke up. breathing like ive never had air before. was kindy funny (cuz the second time was better graphics- and scary at the same time especially due to the fact that I think I had a bit of SP. I was just lying there breathing but couldnt move or get up. But after maybe a minute or two i could feel my fingers move then I could get up. Ive never had this before so I am not sure what to think of it, but im still alive so guess theres no stress. Well. it was my second night of attempting LD and I think so far its a great improvement due to the fact that I am actually remembering lots more of my dreams. It feels like I have not had a dream for over a year because I never remember, and my first LD felt like 30 seconds, and this one felt like an hour. So im getting there