moonlit

Last night was a very intense dream. I forgot to mention the dream that I had on the last day of May, it was of my great-aunt who just got out of the hospital for a heart attack, asking me things. It was like she was tying up loose ends. The second dream that night was of a man I know who I liked a lot for a while, and he's about to graduate college. We hung out, talked, and he gave me a letter saying when he graduates he's going to live by the ocean, and that I can visit him. When I read it, it was being read in his voice, I couldn't actually read the words. He was very sweet, his voice is so gentle and beautiful. We talk sometimes, but I haven't been talking to him lately. I think I'll tell him hello today.

My dream last night was about my great-aunt, and that I was getting updates through my email about her, and I got one at 2-something AM that said she had passed away. I told my family, and wasn't hysterical or anything, and I just felt at peace about all of it, knowing she's alright now. I figure this either happened last night or I'm preparing myself for when it does. (edit: she's okay, we talked to her today)

The most intense part of the dream, was when I was in my current house in my bedroom. Something kept trying to get in, and I kept saying Christian prayers to keep it out. It would get the door open slightly, and it was a miasma of dark blue/purple and it gave off intensely bad energy. I'm not Christian, and don't believe any of it, but I felt that I had somehow attracted it because of my beliefs. I think it could do this, make you question yourself, throw off terrible energy, trying to find your weaknesses, mess with your mind. I had people there helping me, I think they were friends of mine... and it eventually went away. But we could see it through this small screen near the end, and it was like a blue screen with lots of picture noise. It was a bald person with a face you wouldn't really remember, and it kept trying to turn into people I knew. it was very strange. But something was off with every person it tried to appear as, so we knew it was just messing with our emotions. (edit: I didn't have time to add this earlier, but I've had other dreams of bald people chasing me and trying to harm me, also people you wouldn't really remember their face, just nondescript guys. They're always slender, Caucasian adult men, usually in a black dress suit. I can remember three dreams of them: One, I was outside at night at my old house, and he was chasing me, about to stab me. I got inside in time & he couldn't enter, they never can but they try. Another time, a few of them were trying to force themselves inside the front door, and my friend T, who I'm not close to at all, was helping me press our bodies against the door to keep them out. The third time I was exploring some strange underground basement, and they were EVERYWHERE, almost guarding the place. One saw me, and he sure was fast. This one had on black sunglasses. I got away like I always do...)

Eventually, the sun rose, and so I went outside and met up with some friends of mine I haven't seen in a while. It was nice, we were lying on the pavement and hanging out outside my old elementary school. I wanted to go into the back hallways and get something from the snack machines, but it was scary and dark, and felt wrong. Nobody would come with me for some reason, so I forgot about it, my friend was about to go downtown to do some clerical work (?) and invited me to go, so we started to head that way and then I woke up.