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Alright, the last one: It was at my house. I live with my grandparents. My grandma was at work or something & my grandpa was inside. Me and the neighbors were hanging out for a while. Then I went home. It was getting dark outside. Then for some reason my ex's little sister (we are still pretty close) & brother came over. We were in the garage. His sister went out to the sidewalk & was drawing on a table that was set up out there. His brother went off somewhere. All of a sudden two cholo looking guys walked up to me & asked if Tyler (my neighbor) was home. I said no I don't think so. & they walked away. I went inside really quick then as I opened the door to walk out there was another guy standing there. He asked if I knew where Tyler was. I said no. My grandpa then walked out & I got nervous because this guy looked scary. My grandpa told the guy to leave. The guy just stood there & smirked. My grandpa grabbed his phone & said he was gonna call the police. I knew that was a mistake.. The guy pulled out a gun a put it to our faces. I looked out and saw the other two guys appear next to my ex's little sister. I freaked out. Then everything went black. The next thing I remember is waking up in my pitch black room. I went to sit up & felt so dizzy & nauseous. I fell back down & everything went black again. Next time I awoke I opened my eyes to darkness. I sat up & again was overcome with dizziness. My vision was blurred & I could hardly stay still. I was so dizzy.. I went to get up. Determined to see what happened. I got up & immediately fell on the floor & rolled towards the door. I felt as if I was massively drunk with vertigo I was that dizzy. Finally I reached the door & pulled myself up. I looked around for my grandpa. I didn't see him. I began to panic. Then I remember my ex's sister (don't wanna use her name.) I stumbled into the office where I found my grandpa. I was filled with relief. I skipped asking what all happened & asked where she was. "In the closet" he said. "Why!?" I asked. She should've been in bed. "She insisted, she wanted to. It's where she felt safe I guess. So I let her" I went to my room & opened the closet & turned on the light. I saw her buried under stuff she kinda shrunk back, to hide, when she noticed it was me. She jumped out & hugged me. I started crying and squeezed her. I told her I was so sorry.. I didn't ask her what happened but in my head I kept getting the thought of rape... She hugged me more & I told her to come to bed. I tucked her in & then woke up. It was such a sad dream. I woke up sad. :'(

Okay so my second one was, it was late at night. & I was with my old friend Bubba. We were walking around when he got a call. He told me there was this guy who needed help cleaning his house and his son had gotten murdered. I felt really bad so I agreed we should go help him. In my dream I think I was supposed to be 17 or younger or something because I was scared of getting caught by police for curfew. (I'm almost 19). We went to cross the street & I've always hated J-Walking. Scared of police & getting hit. We make it across to the middle part where there was like a strip of cement. There were a lot of cars & Bubba said k let's go he ran across nearly getting hit. I stayed behind because I was scared. He yelled but I waited until there were less cars. He ran back grabbed my hand & we went to cross when a cop drove past. My heart started pounding & I was for sure we had gotten caught. But it just kept driving so we went on our way. The neighborhood & surrounding neighborhoods in my dream was supposed to be mine & looked quite similar with little differeneces. We were walking & talking when a strange sad girl on a skateboard rode up to us & started talking to me. She was crying & I asked what was worong. She told me about the assembly at school about a girl who had died in a car crash years ago. (At my old high school this was a real thing, The Amanda something..) I stared ignoring her & wished she would just go away. Not sure why. We neared the place & saw a flyer on a light post about the murdered boy. We told her that we were going to help the man clean his house. As we got closer the scene started changing slightly. It became darker. The street lights became more eerie. The area was more dirty. Trash everywhere. It was crowded. Finally we got next to the house & I got an unsettling feeling. I stopped & Bubba and the girl took a few more steps. He then said something like "Why does it smell like gas fuel!?" I then noticed the big truck parked in the driveway was smoking. & The house was pitch black. All lights off. All of a sudden it clicked that the man that called had murdered that boy & he had called us to murder us too. I started walking away quickly & they followed. I wished a police would drive by. I felt like the man was watching us from his house & would come out any second. I then woke up.

Okay so, last night I had a few dreams. The first was I was in this big open desertish area in the middle of nowhere. Kinda like a construction site. (Looked something along the lines of this: 3scape Photos: Lots of new buildings and condos, Phoenix (9-2005), Arizona (IMG_6148) - Fine Art Print & Stock Photography by Adam Romanowicz except more empty. There was a parking lot, a bathroom area, then through the open door way was this open area with like unfinished buidling type things. Well me & my ex were there. Along with like maybe 10 or 12 other people. There was a woman would handed us each guns & it became clear that this was gonna be some sort of survival of the fittest game. I didn't want to do it. I wasn't sure if we'd been kidnapped or what. She said we had 1 minute to hide & then when the time was up we had to start shooting everyone & the last one standing was the winner. I looked around for a hiding spot & as she said GO I ran & started climbing up one of the building things. Others followed so I climbed like a monkey & jumped & got to the top as quickly as I could. Then I woke up. /: but fell back asleep & right back into my dream. I was walking to the bathroom though. I needed to pee. I was scared & didn't wanna go back. My ex walked up behind me (I believe in my dream he was still my boyfriend) & was about to kiss me but noticed people were looking so he grabbed a paper towel. I guess we didn't want people to know we were together because then they'd know our weakness. Eachother. I asked him if this was real? or was it a game? could we stop? were these real guns? He went & asked the lady for a break & she said yes. He came back & told me. I asked if the bullet were real or not. He said he was pretty sure they were & laughed. "So we really have to kill people!?" I asked. He said something like "Well we just have to shoot eachother. So probably just go for an arm, leg or shoulder or something. I'm sure these people aren't hearltess anough to kill..." I looked at him doubtfully & said he has too much faith in people. Then it hit me that he may get shot. He may get killed. I started crying & woke up crying. I called him immediately & told him what happened. So basically, what does it mean? To dream of guns? & playing a "game" like this?