dream fragment

#17

Shadow Stuff & Transformations

[Fragment #1] I found myself in a maroon colored atmosphere in a school-like setting. There was a skinny African guy and some tall brawny Caucasian man talking in a room behind glass. The Caucasian man spotted me and was coming out to approach me. I wanted to get away but he caught me and asked if I would find the guy "messed up in the head" if he told me a secret about him. The other guy was yelling, "NO NO NO! STOP!" And then I replied to the brawny man;

MobianAngel: "I wouldn't care if he was to stick a finger up his ass and eat the shit that came out of it. I just don't care! Hell, my fiancé is a psychopathic murderer who eats babies and likes violence! Do you honestly think I would care about what he does?"

[Fragment #2] There was a girl by the van of the African man's whose balloon began to float up into the air. I went to get it and tried to tie the small bit of string onto her backpack but it flew away once again and she cried.

[Fragment #3] There was a place in a kind of mall-like shape where people could walk in and their bodies would change to be other creatures as they will gain the powers of the respective individual. There was a section for boys and one for girls. I remember the girls having mermaid transformations and some sort of lancer that can electrify the floor with a electricity infused lance.

[2/4/2016] All I can remember is running outside of the house because my mother pissed me off and it was raining. The parking lot was exceedingly large and my Shadow the Hedgehog plush was clinging onto me as if it were alive and it would not let go.

Dream Goal For February

Spoiler for February 2016 Goal:

Goal: Have a lucid dream about Shadow the Hedgehog and have sex with him.

Extended Information

Spoiler for Extended Information:

• Date — 2/3/2016 & 2/4/2016

• Went to bed — N/A

• Woke up — N/A

• Total sleep — N/A

• Stress level throughout the day — N/A

• Techniques/Practices:

*Daytime — N/A

*Bedtime — N/A

*Recall — N/A

• Dream(s):

*Time logged — N/A

*Vividness (1-5) — N/A

*Awareness — N/A

*Perceived Length — N/A

*Emotions — N/A

*Dream Signs — N/A

Notes/Summary

Spoiler for Notes/Summary:

Notes/Summary — N/A

#6

A visual to represent the yetis in my dream

This was an extremely long and detailed dream, I will try to explain it as best as I can.

This dream took place around in a space quite similar to the last college I was at. I cannot remember much of the beginning but I do remember being in a sort of room with tiled flooring and desks (similar some of the rooms from my previous two colleges I've been at). I met a guy who I began talking to. He had a very cheerful personality and such. I also remember him putting on some sort of turtle shell costume part on his back as he proceeded to dry hump me. I do not know why but I figured he might of known about my sexual interests for other species apart from humans so thus the playful act? Hmmm... It then cut to the outside into the campus grounds. The plastic turtle shell was gone by then.

Him and I were sitting on a concrete ledge where he was brushing out my hair for a bit before we walked out around the campus side. While walking I asked him if he was open to anything. The guy looked at me with a confused face and I told him that I usually do sexual things with my friends and if he was ok to be engaged to do such acts. This was more so because of what he did with me earlier.

He didn't respond but ended up calling a girl on the phone (presumably his girlfriend). I cannot recall what they were talking about but he then hung up and smiled at me again and continued to chat with me as if nothing happened.

Anywho~

Somehow I knew that fiendish-like creatures were also students when went to the college and I said out loud to myself and to the guy next to me, "I really wish I could date a non-human. Arn't there non-humans here? I haven't seen any for a long time."

With no response from the guy, or at least, my mind and hearing completely blocked out anything he said, we ended up in a warped like extension of the intersecting street area that is found around up the street where I live in the waking world. There was a large fence and some yeti-like creatures standing and walking around in an enclosed space. One in particular stood beside a tree, I told myself that I was going to ask him about the supposedly disappearance of other species. But then I could see humans, adult in age, wearing yellow kind of suits holding guns and casually shooting and killing anything that wasn't human. Strangely the yeti creatures did not do anything and it was almost like they didn't even know that they were getting killed, one-by-one, from the humans that surrounded them.

I became furious, I began to mumble a bunch of anti-human -- genocide-extinction type of stuff. I wanted to kill the humans for what they were doing and I began to lift myself up into the air feeling my face scrunched up in anger. My male friend tried to stop me saying, "They will kill anything abnormal in sight." -- meaning me flying in the air. I didn't listen to them and continued to reach new heights. The people saw me and pointed their guns at me shooting. Their bullets did little effect and only made me more pissed. I rushed at them with full force and began to annihilate. Tanks were sent to me but I destroyed them too. More people in yellow suits were coming, and while I was fighting, it cut to the perspective of my male friend and a group of individuals who I did not know plus Saitama from One Punch Man was there, all willing to help me in my battle. I then woke up.

Notes: No doubt in my mind as to why I had this dream. I will say that due to my stress from last night and the conversations I had with my friends about it is what fueled this concoction. With exploring a bit more in my sexuality and lifestyle, place on earth, and my misanthrope nature: a dream like this was bound to happen.

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• Date — 1/23/2016

• Went to bed — I do not remember, I passed out and took a nap during the morning hours.

• Woke up — 11:30AM

*Time logged — 11:35AM In physical journal

• Total sleep — N/A

• Stress level throughout the day — In the morning I was fine. Yesterday though, I was very stressed about the nature of humanity, their thought process, judgment, and so on and how they react to someone like me.

• Techniques/Practices

*Daytime — N/A

*Recall — N/A

*Inducing Method — N/A

• Dream Signs — The obvious

• Perceived Length — 1 Hour

• Emotions — Anger

• Awareness — None

#4
This is Squall Leonhart

I honestly, wasn't really feeling like posting this journal entry but I decided to post the notes I had in my physical journal anyways before it got too late in the night.

• Scenario #1 [Woke Up @ 1:08AM]: I was underwater, drowning, while looking at the pretty scenery and colorful coral. The gagging effect was very vivid and felt real and has brought me back into a fully conscious state.

• Scenario #2 [Woke Up @ 1:13AM]: I was looking for Shadow the Hedgehog in this large campus sized area of a college at night. I headed over to the men's dorm area where I somehow got stuck in-between this small star case up at the entrance door. Squall Leonhart from Final Fantasy 8 came out side in a very happily, almost flamboyant personality. I called out to him to help me up. With a flick back getting his brown hair out from his face, he smiled as he reached his arm out to me. Grabbing it I lifted myself up. Then I awoke...

• Other Small Scenarios #3: [Woke Up @ 3:46AM]: While laying in bed in the middle of WILDing, I have encountered random scenes playing through my head, one of such involved Sonic the Hedgehog and Silver the Hedgehog sitting together on a red couch as Silver grabbed Sonic's leg and held him up in the air. This was more of a dreamlet (hypnagogia).

• Scenario #4 [Woke Up @ 1:26PM]: This is fragmented a bit since I can't really remember most of what was going on clearly. I was at another college-like campus and there were tons of people all around. I was with some emo-looking guy I had a crush on and who supposedly knows me. We got separated in the school's enormously large library and I was trying to find him. While exiting past the metal detector and proceeding to head back in. The lady at the desk stated that I couldn't come back unless I payed the fee. We argued about it as I stated, "Why do I have to pay money to go into the library!" I then woke up.

• Notes: I cannot think of much to say for that night. I been awake and back to sleep many times throughout the night and all through the morning. I have been trying to keep Shadow the Hedgehog as my focus for a while (I'm trying to achieve the first goal in my workbook). Imagining him and I walking up stairs for instance. I will say that eventually my busy mind settled to only the thought of the creature as his face would constantly show up in dreamlets (hypnagogia) but have never gotten farther then that sadly.

I may try WILDing again tonight.

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• Date — 1/16/2016

• Went to bed — 11:50PM

• Woke up — Fully awoken at 1:26PM

*Time logged — 1:26PM (in physical dj)

• Total sleep — You do the math...

• Stress level throughout the day — Moderate

• Techniques/Practices —

*Daytime — Reality Checks, daydreamed (of Shadow The Hedgehog)

*Recall — Mantras (Stated to myself that I would see Shadow the Hedgehog in my dream and that I would remember it)

*Inducing Method — Looked at pictures of Shadow the Hedgehog on Tumblr

• Dream Signs — N/A

• Perceived Length — N/A

• Emotions — N/A

• Awareness — N/A