I am fearless
by
, 12-15-2011 at 01:54 PM (595 Views)
..ok, so tonight, I'm not going to say it, I'm going to actually DO it, and just let SP happen when it does.
I'm SO sick and tired of losing all those chances for a LD just out of fear for Hypnagogia. It's MY dreamworld, and in there, I AM GOD!
I get into SP spontaneously pretty much every night, but the prospect of perceiving things that aren't really there is SO disturbing to me that I avoid it like the plague.
I've let it happen once, and had a full LD, so I seriously don't get where my fear still comes from today. It was totally fine, not scary and the dream was awesome.
So I'm just going to let it happen tonight. Period. End of story.