Meeps

I slept really, really bad tonight. I fell asleep only at 5 while I actually went to bed at 1. I kept waking up as well. Anyway just have two short fragments that I recall and maybe that's all there was.

My mother is sitting in front of me, looking all serious. "Julie, there's something I need to ask you." I say: "Go ahead."
"Are you straight?"
"Well... I don't like to define it. I think I can fall for both sexes."
"No. From now on, you only like men."
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My friend R. is really happy. He made up with his friend C. again. (in fact she has been ignoring him really rudely) I see photos of them making up, hugging a lot, smiling, doing fun stuff. But he's a girl in these pics. I assume he dresses up as a girl sometime and does it because it's easier to make friends being a girl. I see there are a lot of other people in the picture, all girls. "Friends of C." he says, "Haven't been bored for a split second for the last two weeks!" He seems really content and I'm really happy for him.

This is only a short... but pretty scary one!

I woke up in the room of my student residence but there were a lot of beds there all of the sudden and it got bigger too. The beds looked like they had been slept upon but I was all by myself at the time I woke up. A guy enters, he is short and has dark brown hair. "Chop, chop," he says, "get up, you, we're going out on a date." He hands me over my tooth brush and leaves. I get up and look in the mirror and notice I have a blonde moustache all of the sudden. I think: "oh no, nooo! I can't go on a date like this!" and yell at him that I won't go because I'm too tired. Then I take tweezers to pull out the hairs and I lean into the mirror but the moustache has disappeared. I feel relief.

There's something strange going on. People are dying and nobody knows why it's happening. Something like "the happening." I'm at home with my brother and his girlfriend. There's this big ape trying to enter our home. I'm throwing a bone or something to distract him. He can't help himself from getting the bone and I have time to lock the doors. It got really close locking the second door: the ape almost got in. I'm still scared that he'll get in by smashing a window or something. I'm convinced that he'd kill all of us if he gets into the house. I see him racing around the house through the windows but then he suddenly disappears. My dad, mom and sisters arrive now as well. We have to hurry up to get out of there. Everyone is packing his stuff together. Mom tells me not to forget my jacket and I take my old sisters ski-jacket which was hanging on a chair. Then Anso, Isa, my parents and myself get into the car. My dad tells us to hurry up. We have to go to the pharmacy to get the remedy or something. I'm worried that if we come back that it'll be too late.

Alcohol gives me some strange dreams....

I'm on a bus with one or two friends. We're going somewhere and I'm excited about it (I think a waterfall but I'm not sure... ) I'm sitting next to an old lady but I'm turned away from her to talk with my friends, and I have my legs curled up on the chair with my feet near the old woman. I'm wearing a white skirt and suddenly the old woman reaches under my skirt and starts pulling my underwear. I feel embarrassed and jump up and look at the old lady and she's making an obscene gesture with her hand. She looks really really thin and ready for the mental institution, with her eyes rolling from one side to the other.
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I'm at some event with friends. I don't really remember what the event exactly entails, but there's an inside and an outside and there are benches and there's a lot of talking... Manon really wants to take a groupsphoto. A blond girl takes the photo. We want to do a funny pose so I start doing a ballet pose and everyone copies me. (...) I'm feeling good, I talk to a lot of new people and making jokes. There's this guy who often looks at me, he's wearing a brown sweater and I think brown pants too, and his hair is dark blonde and he has a sweet face. My friend Lien says he's looking at her and tells me the guy is interested in her. I keep quiet and kind of hope it's me he's interested in. (..) I'm by myself and Lars comes talking to me because he owes me some money. He only has a bill of ten euros but I can't give him back any change so he tells me I should give him back later. We keep talking a bit and Lien catches us talking and seems upset by this. (In reality she would have been upset too, she had a crush on him and he was an asshole to her). She takes me by the arm and drags me away there, saying that Levi has disappeared and we should go look for him.
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I'm in a tunnel complex with friends. There's a small man, but sort of buff. He's also bald and wearing a sleeveless shirt. Anyway, he turns out to be a psychopath and a serial killer. He has this thing that when he's in a go-cart, or perhaps any moving vehicle, he has to start running over people and killing them. So he has a go-cart in the dream and there's a girl that runs away and he wants to chase her in his go-cart. He first looks at us but we quickly get into another go-cart so he actually thinks that we will support him in his killing mission. In reality we try to stop him. (...) We're sleeping over at Lien's. It looks different from the actual house but I'm not asking any questions. All the other people but me can sleep upstairs in someones bedroom, I have to sleep on the couch downstairs. Suddenly the killer is there. He's being okay because there's no moving vehicle around but I still don't trust him and feel the urge to strap him to the radiator. I'm thinking, "he's small, I can handle it", but apparently he's stronger than I am and he tries to rape me but then a girl intervenes. She has dark hair which she wears in a pony tail. She tells me she has experience in these situations and ties him up to the radiator. (....) I'm sleeping really badly on the couch. There's a glass of water next to me which I often drink of because I'm thirsty but it doesn't taste too good. I have the awkward feeling that people are upset with me. The next morning I talk to Lien's mother. I ask her if I can do anything to help her and she points to the couch I've been sleeping on and suddenly there are 2 beds instead of one couch. They're like sleeping couches, or couches you can unfold to beds. Lien's mother tells me I could fold them back to couches. I want to do it but then I get distracted by something and the other people are up too and helping around and the next time I look at the sofas they're already folded up. I feel guilty.