non-lucid

07.01.2011

Irene 2 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Preparation:
I went to bed at 11.30 pm. Once again drank about 2 glasses (1 and a half water and a can of Dr. Pepper). I did a short meditation and then affirmed that I WILL lucid dream. I got the chance to do about 1 or 2 minutes of visualization then fell asleep.

4.50 am
Irene comes to my apartment to stay for two days with her mom. I was going to send her a letter but now that she's here I might as well just give it to her. The apartment is very big and nice. The night before she leaves I try to tell her something, I'm not sure what but I am feeling hesitant. Maybe it's about revealing my love to her. I am in the dining looking towards Irene's bedroom as I am thinking this. Pascal is also leaving tomorrow therefore (my dream logic says) I have to see Pascal off therefore I can't see Irene off but they are both going to the airport so... She is about to leave. I hug her really hard and she hugs me back just as hard. I tell her, "wait, I have something for you. I'll be 5 minutes."
Her mom (in black) says, "take your time (something along this line)."
I rush to my room and rip a large portion of my diary that has drawings that I presumably drew for her. They are cartoons.
I say to Irene, "I should just give you the whole diary." I show her that my diary has a chunk missing.
I then worry to myself that I had written things in it revealing my personal thoughts that I shouldn't have written. I want to look at it again but fear that she would find out what I'm up to.
I am now sitting down on a sofa and Irene sits on the floor bowing to me (in gratitude) like I am a Thai monk. I try to stop her from doing it but she wouldn't stop so I try to ignore her.
Before they leave, her mom puts her 4-5 poodles on this machine that has the poodle on top choosing the direction and the bottom poodles are walking. I see the poodles in the middle of the road which I remember from my from house.

06.01.2011

Scandal (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Preparation:
I went to bed at about 10 pm. I had two glasses of water, did some light sitting meditation then went to bed. I affirmed to myself as Naiya suggested in the article, "I WILL lucid dream!" and also did some visualization/ day dreaming. I imagined myself on top a tall building and jumped off. I did that for about 10 minutes then nodded off.

I am walking past Edeline-1 and she starts talking to me. She asks me if I know this Thai boy and Thai girl. I ask her who she is related to and she says 'Pin' (it's a Thai name. But Pin in real life is actually related to Madge-3). I say that I know her and she lives north of Christchurch. She looks and and I feel like she's my Thai friend's girlfriend on Facebook named 'Cat.' Apparently there's something scandalous going on between them with their relationships.
I sit down at a long white table in a food hall. There are two girls sitting to my left, one to my right and one in front of me and slightly to the right. They are about to go and see a movie. The lighting is fluorescent. The girl in front of me who is eating some yellowish tortillas on a paper plate says it is vegetarian and asks me if I want to eat them for her because she doesn't like it.

Me and this man who wears a sweater and has curly gray white hair star in this play film and we are in a scene. In the movie we are sneaking into the Quaker side of town which looks 19th century and English. We enter a building and walk up the stairs. I see a blond child in front of three boards. One has sweaters pinned onto it and a picture of a vegan girl who is about 3 or 4 years old. She has large black eyes and black hair tied up in a pony tail with only a diaper on. 'Tylenol' is written on a piece of paper and pinned to a sweater.
Then a man in a black suit comes out from the right and I hear this tune D crotchet F# quaver A dotted crotchet F# quaver A crotchet over and over played by horns and rhythm section. The man explains that it is not enough to wear the sweater with Tylenol to fight poverty. The blond boy then says, "the sweater is so yesterday."
I then see men and it is as if I am on a conveyor belt which moves forward as I see these men come in and out of my dream vision.They are in firefighter uniforms and are spraying water towards me. The place is dark and I see orange siren lights. Some of them are standing on metal frames high above ground but most of them are on the ground to my immediate left and I am looking at them at an angle. There is a pattern; I would see one Asian firefighter who is short and wears yellow/orange/white firefighter uniforms and that would alternate with a few tall Western firefighters in blue. And somehow the welfare of Asian and Western firefighters are different, with Westerners favored.
I now enter a theater (I am guessing that this is still inside the English building). The hall has a very nice fluffy vanilla carpet. The vegan girl that I saw earlier falls over in front of me and seriously scrapes her left shoulder (on the fluffy carpet?) There are many people walking in front of her down the stairs toward the stage.
I am 3/4 of the way up the other stairs now on the right side of the theater and the seats have small foldaway tables that are found in lecture theaters in universities. One of them has a metal mug on it that I recognize as belonging to Irene. We sit there (me and the old guy who I think has now turned into a girl I know) and then Irene soon comes.
I say, "I am so excited to see you two meet."
Irene says, "I am equally as excited to meet her."
I see the vegan girl to my left and I think I take her shirt off (and excuse me for being a pedophile in this dream). She walks away, looks at me angrily and then walks out of the theater. I follow her. (For the sake of continuity of story, I walk down the stairs outside the theater that leads to the front of the stage.)
I see my father on the right wing of the theater. He is sitting and there a people doing walking mediation near him (I've just got back from a 3 day meditation retreat and there was A LOT of walking meditation).
I walk lightly and quickly towards my father in order to hug him (I also see Irene nearby) but he says with an annoyed face, "don't touch me! What slide?!"
What the??

Me and Pascal are discussing that Abhisit is going to have to retire next year when he will be 67 years old. He has been a prime minister for 10 years now. We are having this discussion in a clothing shop. The shop has two floors connected by a spiral gray metal spiral staircase. The lighting is soft and white. I am looking for something in the shop perhaps a computer or a phone.
Pascal says that some of his friends can pack so much into a car. I see an image of Pascal's friend with wings forcing himself into a yellow cab.

I see records lying on floor and on shelf and they belong to Pascal. A girl comes to have a look at them. One book about the Beatles is possessed by spirits because I sense their presence. The girl is looking for a good book. I tell the girl that they belong to my brother's music collection. I also see jeans and a Pink Floyd t-shirt lying on the floor in the messy pile.
I see the brunette girl from College Humor. I offer her some food from this warmer and it is vegan. She takes it. Then I find something slightly better in the warmer and also give that to her. It is a vegan hot dog. She refuses to take it this time. We are in the same room that the music collection is in. The room has a dark vanilla carpet. The shelves are white. After the College Humor girl took the food she walked to the opposite side of the room from the collection and food warmer.

Another dream:

I girl I knew in intermediate school is dancing in this music video that looks like an old DOS game using a forbidden dance move that looks like the wavy hand move in Hawaiian dance. She is therefore expelled from school.

In a mall, I order side dishes going round on a carousel. Paulette-2 and Madge-3 are with me. The mall feels a bit like an airport. Some of the dishes have been pre-ordered by us. Once we have the food we go up to this escalator and there's this old lady upside down on a platform that goes up the escalator. She has to goo on the platform just in case she becomes possessed. I help her get down from it and turn her the right way up. She walks slowly away.

A giant iceberg hits land and breaks in half. It looks like a gigantic ship. I rip 100s of posters of the wall in a dorm room. The posters seem to predict this event. Behind the posters, a window looking out to town and sea.
I see the giant moving iceberg. I tell an old man who's is in the room with me what's happening. We leave that room. I later recount this dream to other characters in the dream.

I am standing by a blue-eyed blond and she squeezes my hand tightly. I can feel the sweat on it. We are 'in love.'
We are on a trip with her friends. She offers to take a photo of me with her friends. I then offer to take a photo of them. Me and the blond girl look at jewelry in the hotel. We then go into a room nearby. She takes off her shirt. I touch her booboo and kiss her. I leave for some protection. I say I won't be longer than ten.
I end up in sweet shop of the hotel. Adjacent it is an Asian food store. I leave the hotel and see a 7-eleven. I head towards it with great drag. From there I go to a toilet in a tourist site (sort of a temple) in order to try on the thing. But behind the door is only concrete and the other toilet cannot be entered.

I sit behind Irene in a test. Irene goes out with a guy from my English class during the summer semester. He is loud and talkative. I see Irene sitting outside this Chinese hotel. I go to sit with her. We talk about our relationship. In the end, I lose her and desperately tries to find her. I don't have a cell which makes things more difficult.

I am at a mall with Pascal and we've just done something on the top floor of a big mall which looks like this from the inside (illustration 1) but now we have class so we speed out but Pascal's Hello Kitty bag is with me and also his cellphone, but he has gone in the other direction. So, whatever, I am thinking about whether if I could find him in his class and give it back. As I walk along I find Irene. She is wearing her Chinese costume. The shop that she's at seems really bright, like a light shop. When I reach the other side of the mall, I see my friends probably from NZ. and one of them is possibly Edeline-1. They ask me if I want to join them. So I go to the fast food hall and look around. I stop at this udon stall where I can pick the ingredients. One guy had already ordered before me. I looked at the ingredients, the noodles are yellow therefore must not be vegan. So I don't order anything. None of the stalls are vegan. I wish that it's Jay Festival right now.

I asked a surgeon to remove my heart. I see it sitting on a kitchen bench. I ask, "Can you put it back in?"
"You will die in 31 minutes."
I am scared but am about to hop into a car with Irene, therefore I feel happier. But then I should also ring mom and dad before I did.

I am at assembly at B-1. It is very dark in the seating area but bright orange light shines onto the stage. My friend makes me angry somehow so I go to sit alone by the window. I peek though the gap between the curtain and the wall and see children playing soccer on a grass field outside and they are wearing bright tops. I walk past the friend that made me angry and leave before everyone else. I end up at Sara's-3 house and go right in because the door isn't locked. There is like a small area where you put away umbrellas and hang up your coats and to the left a bathroom. Ahead there is a kitchen. I use the bathroom and see an electronic dictionary on the floor. I play around with it and see this name, Pork Park. I think someone must have left it and I must return it. I walk naked (bottom) outside the bathroom and then accidentally peed on the floor. Then Sara's-3 dad comes in so I rush back into the bathroom. He asks why I'm here and all and then I tell him about the electronic thing.
"Oh, it's Sue's," Sara's dad said.
"Pork Park?"
"Yes."
I see him, Asian, sitting on a couch in the lounge.

We saw this opera about Buddhism at B-1. I go to have lunch in a classroom but there are only boys in there (boring) so I leave and another guy leaves for the same reason. We sit at the door where there's this blond girl and then after a while Anna-5 comes to sit beside me. Janis-2 asks me what the name of the first song was about the lady and the snake but I don't know but I was just looking at this poster which has info about it so I go look at that and there's a picture of a snake. I tell him that later on in the story there's a similar situation with a man and a snake and the story is trying to teach a similar thing.
Earlier on...
I am going out with friends and want to make lunch for them all to save some money. I want to make eggs on rice. I ask Tricia-2 if I can do it but she sternly says no and I was guessing that it's because of the energy consumption. She's sitting in a faint red couch and wearing her work clothes with a black jacket. I tell her that it's traditional for us to have rice and eggs and that they are very easy to make. I am about to go out with my NZ Thai friends and one of them is Mindy-3.

I did not go to music classes at all because I left it out of my timetable and music seems to be a special class that is earlier in the morning. I talk to Mr. Bob-6 about it and he understands and sympathizes but it's already term 2 and I won't be able to catch up. I see a dog on a treadmill and then it walks over to it's wife on another mill.
I see a fundraiser boy. I ask him how much he wants. He doesn't want anything but wants me to do something else only. We walk up this big set of stairs that probably leads to a big building but we stop short at a landing and my table is there. It is underneath a shade and girls sit on top of the table. I open up the desk to find really big coins that are worth less than 20 cents and 20 dollar notes.. I give them the coins. They are really talkative.

I am biking through an alley in the late afternoon. The vendors are packing up and I am thinking about what to buy for dinner since my brother is away. I briefly see a black guy with a wooden cart.

Scene change: I am now in New Zealand crossing the street on the corner of Cashel St and Colombo. I end up in a library. It is a cloudy day. I sit at this table. I see a person who left B-1 school a long time ago. He is blond and wears a blue t-shirt and looks like a real nerd. There is a guy with long black hair tided up sitting beside him. He also wears a black shirt. They are talking about how scientists still haven't got results because they are looking at the wrong side of bat behavior. Apparently some kind of study about bats.
I see Naoko. Coming up to the table. I say, " you are Michiko?"
She replies, "How did you come up with that? I am Gomiko." She then says something about her Dad that some how is related to me.
Then the guy in black says, "What did you do to her Dad?"
She sits at another table. I want to take this opportunity to talk to her but I am too shy.
A cameraman and a black lady comes and stand behind me. The blond guy commands them to shoot from left to right the top half of this floor.
I see a laptop on a little table behind the cameraman. It is mine and I show what I'm working on at university as a biology student to a friend who just appeared. There are heap of Word files and one says microbiology.
I try to shut the computer down but then a picture of a bee cartoon comes up with fireworks going off around it. Then my phone rings and there are too many options on it and I can't turn it off. Turns out to be my phone alarm.