McDreamy

I did a bit of meditation before bed to help me fall asleep, and did my mantra of "The next time I am dreaming, I will remember that I am dreaming". Plus visualization. Reminder to self - try meditation every night before bed.

Dreams
I am sleeping outside on a driveway with an ipod. There is a woman that walks by. I go to the porch on the side of the house and someone tells me to come inside. I remember going into my sister's room at some point and she is on the floor sitting down and crying. I ask her why she is crying, and she says that she just needed a good cry.

There are a lot of people in this building complex. There seems to be some division between the people. I was told to go into this room, and plant some nuclear material into some pots. It was liquid nuclear material, so I ended up pouring it. There was some kindof tray as well, and it was overflowing with it, and it was like someone left the faucet running but with nuclear stuff. I get some on my hands. I leave and shut the door and am extremely stressed out beyond belief. There could be a nuclear explosion here any second! We're trying to trap the other people in here apparently, while we get out. Our door appears out of thin air, and their hatch to get out dissapears at the same time. Apparently Connor went through by himself already and is completely screwing everybody over. The door is invisible, but as it opens we can see to the other side of the door. There are people trying to stop us from getting through, but as we inch the door open by force we grab the crayons from their hands and get inside for a fight. We are fake fighting with a touch of anger to it. I do the motions of stabbing this guy in the face, but without a knife in it. He ends up using his legs to somehow lock me in a hold.

I start to feel myself breathing, and notice the air touching my lips as it goes out. I wake up and realize that I was feeling my actual breathing, and the air touching my lips.

--WBTB--
I am up for about 25 mins, going to the washroom and am writing out the dream and doing my mantra and visualization. I meditate for a little as well. I am sure that I will have a lucid, but I just can't get back to sleep for about another hour after this, even though I feel so tired. I gave up on trying to fall asleep so I stopped thinking about lucid dreaming and eventually fell asleep. Whenever I think of lucid dreaming, it keeps me awake for some reason.

Dreams
I am in an old fashioned train caboose and there are lots of women. There is a higher up part, and a lower part that you can get to by going down some short stairs. I am on the upper part. A girl asks me if I am going to take this side by myself, and she comes with me. We sit down at this table with some other people, and she is to my right. She gets completely naked and I check her out. I talk with this other cute girl right across from me.

I am waiting at the bus stop and I am supposed to meed someone or two people near here. Tuong tells me the bus will drop me off at Tim Hortons, and the bus has pulled up so I just get on. Most of the seats are taken, they are all side seats. Nothing facing the front, but all facing the middle. There is a girl next to the bus driver who is complaining about it for some reason. Something about this attractive girl who is sitting down.

I remember being in my house but there is no ceiling to the lower floors or something, and there are lots more stairs than usual going higher and higher. I am at the top where my room usually is.