thats actually how I've been feeling for awhile now. Minus the part about being passive agressive. Also its more like we broke up out of the inconvience of the situation, followed by an opportunity to get back together, that was stopped by her fear of potentialy losing me and being hurt. But ever since we broke up it felt like i've been missing a part of me. I feel incomplete. Also the way i look at it, it like no matter how things bad get in life we still had the unconditional love of each other. I miss that because lifes hard and people in this world are lacking in love and compassion. I found it so much easier to be loving and compassionate to everyone else in my life when we were together too.
not 100% accurate to my feeling but pretty darn close... the video hit me as really profound and also it's very dream like.