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July 4,2010

Quest for my dream guide part 1 (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a dream I think it was about peter pan or something and I became tired in the dream so I layed down and closed my eyes and was half way awake when I realized It was a dream. I decided I didn't want to wake up so I used DEILD for the first time to go back into the dream. It was very unstable and wasn't finished filling out. It's like in a video game when the draw range is set to low. I was still laying in the grass so I stood up and stabilized myself but the dream itself was still being slowly created it was pretty cool. I looked at a table that had formed and it was completely covered in random items. Trees started to form and it reminded me again of peter pan. I yelled out "When I turn around my dream guide will be standing behind me." I turned around and there was no one there. Instead there was a purple portal about a foot in diameter floating by a tree. I ran and dived head first into the portal and go through some kind worm whole. I could see geometric patterns making up the walls of it. I wake up for a second and again use DEILD to return to the dream but with much less lucidity

I can't remember exactly what happened in the next half hour or so but I do know I used DEILD again at least twice. The next thing I remember I was in lucid again

Me and my family were walking down a street and I look around for a lead. I saw a man in wearing a weird poofy coat, a fedora, and a Celtic circular shield. I went up to him, letting my family continue on without me, and asked him where he got his clothes from. He told me from the jedi temple. I asked where the jedi temple is and he said he can't tell me. I decided to cut to the chase. I asked him where my dream guide is and he said he can't tell me and that it won't be that easy to find my dream guide. I suddenly got a rush of pictures of people like I'm reading his mind. One picture stuck out. a picture of a red headed girl that only shows one eye and her hair. I grabbed him and was about to punch him and interrogate him but I stooped because hes a good guy. I continued on and pulled out my cell phone and my contacts where all scrambled up. I picked one and called it but it was my sister instead. I told her I got the wrong number and thought to check my compute instead. At least I finished the easy task of the month. Before I could I woke up.

June 23, 2010

Electrokinesis (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

[/B]I can't remember what I did before this but I can remember being lucid in my room Not fully lucid tough. I didn't think to do my goals or the task of the month. I just had the idea to try electricity bending. (which was not one of my goals) I ripped out my light switch and used the exposed wires to charge myself up with electricity. I could feel the electricity flowing through me and charging me up. I pointed my pointer finger at the wall and shoot a bolt at it. It was really cool so I shot another bolt but this time I hold it and keep adding fingers, each with its own arc. I charged up again and tried my left hand. This time I let the electricity focus in the tips of my finger which gets a ball of energy around it. When I finally unleashed it it let go a large charge that hit a picture and made it go flying. I kept doing this using stronger and stronger bolts and I realized it was causing a recoil. I don't want that because its my dream and I don't want it could mess up my aim. I thought I should focus on not having recoil. I thought of trying fire bending but decided I would try electricity some more. I didn't remember that pyrokinesis was the ToTM. Before I can do anything I wake up.

The bolts reminded me a lot of Cole's electricity in Infamous except these ones where yellow.

May 16, 2010

Lucid Building Jumping (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had watched the first half of the Matrix 1 the night befor. I woke up at 6:00 am with hardly any dream recal. I tried to WILD but was to tired and just fell asleep. I think I get alot beter DILDs after trying to WILD so I gues there more MILDs idk. There was alot of dream consisting of me playing voley ball and then trying to sleep on a slide until Perry that platapus stole my pillow but I don't know if it was befor I woke up at 6:00 or transitioned into this dream but I will consider it a seprate dream and a boring one not worth wrighting.

I was on the swing in my backyard with my neice on the swing beside me, my twin sister in the yard, my mom and my older sister talking, siting in chairs and my nephue swiming in the pool. I thought to do a reality check so I pinched my noes and could only breath through a little bit. (this seems to happen often, it has cost me a lot of chances to be lucid because I think I'm just not pinching my noes all the way.) I tried again and I could breath normaly! I looked at my hand and it looked as normal as can be. I looked closer at the back of my hands and the hairs look abnormaly large but only just noticable. I jumped and fell normaly but kept doing it untill I could jump much higher. like 15 feet. I told my family I was dreaming and luckily they belived me this time except for my older sister, she refused to belive it. I didnt try to convince her because of what happend last time so I tried to do telekenesis on a stick and had quite a bit of control. I wanted to try it on something heavier and see if I could do it on a DC so I levitat my nephue out of the pool. He was scared for a second but then thought its really cool. I jumped and flew up like superman but lost control and dived head first into the pool. I got out and jumped onto the large unbreala that is on our patio. The fabric broke under my wait and everyone became sad so I jumped down, held the unbrela strait with telekenesis and reversed time on it to fix it. I thought I would try some of my goals and the first thing that cames to mind is the scene from the matrix where Morphius tests Neo to see if he can jump from one building to the next. Pluss If I fell I could complete the tast of the month which was to skydive without a parashoot. I thought I needed to go to a tall building so I tried to teleport using the spining method. I spun around and imagine the building but nothing changed. I did it over and over again but still nothing. I jumped onto my roof and then pushed off and flew up about 200 feet and landed on top of a skyscraper that apeared in front of my house. I couldn't see anything because of fog so I jumped away from the building and a city apeared. I landed on a building but there were no suitable buildings to jump to so I kept jumping to a higher and higher building. Everything faded befor I could stabilize and was never able to reenact te scene.

May 5 2010

My first lucid (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up at 3:00. I try WILD although I prefer to MILD but would like to know both. I fall asleep into a false awakening. I woke up in bed. Everything seemed as real and normal as always. I looked at a piece of paper that is on my night stand that has a leter 9 on it. I thought I might as well do some reality checks. I tried telekinesis on something. it didin't work. I look at the 9. I put my hand over it and imagined it as a 3. I took my hand off it and it was a 3! I switched it back and forth to make shure. I realised I must be dreaming. I didn't become excited, my subconsious wouldn't alow it because of the autosugestions I did. I finaly did it, I became lucid. I jumped out of bed and ran into the family room. My parents were in the kitchen like they always are in the morning. I knew they were DCs. I told them Im lucid dreaming. They denied it like I new they would in a dream. It made me sad that they wouldn't listen to me, my emotions amplified by the dream. I realy wanted to show them I'm dreaming. I tried telekinesis on the lego socker ball that I first used TK on in a non-lucid dream. It worked! I showed my parents but they don't realise its weird. It got harder to control the ball and I realised I better not wake myself up by doing something to dificult. I jumped into the family room as hard as I could and could float myself around the room in zero gravity. I held myself upside down on the ceiling. It felt realy familiar. Like I did it when I was a little kid or something. I must have had a non-lucid like this when I was little. I floated back down and I woke up. I thought man that was my first lucid but it was realy short. I still didn't get excited. "Maby this is a false awakening I might as well check." I thought. I did RCs and I realised I was still dreaming. I went back to the family room and my twin sister came down stairs. I tried to show her im dreaming but she was even worse than my parents. She looked at me like I'm crazy and went back up stairs. I yelled something at her that I can't remember. I looked above the door way and in flashing letters what I yelled at her is spelled out. "Stop being wierd, dream" I yelled in order to keep the dream from wandering. I realised I was wasting time and needed to get some goals done and go on an adventure. I can't go outside without a weapon, I might get jumped by zombies so I ran to my room and went to my closet. I imagined an uzi there and reached in but there was nothing there. I wasn't confident enough. My mom walked in the room and was being distracting and would not accept that I was dreaming. The dream started to destabilize. I didn't have time to get a weapon so I ran down the hallway. I almost reached the front door but everything got fuzzy. I tried to rub my hands together to bring back the vividness but it was to late. I could already feel my real hands, paralised were I left them. I slowly transitioned from lucid to real life. I let it happen because I wanted to right my dream down in my dream journal. I took off my sleeping mask I was trying for tonight. I did it! I knew it was not another false awakening because I could feel the excitment rush over me this time. The fact I couldn't get excited during the dream took something away from the experience but it was worth it to have such a long fairly vivid first lucid dream.