non-lucid

-Non-lucid

My boyfriend was apparantly over at my place for the summer we were snuggling and making out a bit. XD After a bit we were apparantly outside and I was talking the ground and rubbing it against my skin(What the?). We went back inside and I was apparatnly clean or the groud made me more clean or w/e. We started making out a bit again and for some random reason I noticed he had nothing inbetween his legs cause my leg accidentally touched there, so I asked what happened to that. As soon as I did he got a blank stare like he was not there, I asked if he's ok but he didn't reply and I woke up.

-Still in a dream, non-lucid

I woke up in a old version of the kitchen lying in my dad's bed for some reason, as soon as I did I saw granpa and a few girls I think rant about some stuff about me, dissing me somehow, I got up and left with dad and my older sister to get some bread from a bakery. We got there, got bread and left, then they said they forgot something and sent me back, I went back. I got there and got the stuff I needed then as I was about to leave the person working there told me I failed some class on my college (Apparantly she was working there too). I was all "Why!?" then she said "They always wonder why....You never gave me any pressent or any attention and you expect me to pass you!?". I stood there in shock, I took the stuff I had and kinda ran out crying a few tears feeling guilty. As I ran I realised I was at the market where people were trying some free samples, I stopped and looked around, suddently the market is surrounded by walls, everything is the same cept the walls appeared and there was a exit door. I feel that I am in a hospital and I try to get out of the exit door but it's jammed shut. A person tells me where the exit is but the directions are way too complicated, I feel trapped. I wake up for real.

-All non lucid

I was somewhere in some house, idk where exactly it was but it was a rather public place and all I was there with....idk who I don't remember, might have been Moonlight and Lilly but I don't remember. Someone ringed on the door and I was told to look at who it was, so I went to the door and opened it and there were 3 people. I was like "Hello?" and then one of them stepped foward and stabbed me into my chest, pulled it out and slashed my fingers and I fell on the ground, pretty much dead but not dead, I could feel my body and my eyes were closed I couldn't do anything but wait. After some time I woke up, seeing Moonlight and Lilly standing over me, they were kinda cold and just helped me get up. We realised some random stuff got stolen but nothing really important. I went outside a bit and I saw those guys again, I hid from them. I don't remember what happened next but I was running to catch a train in the middle of the dessert. I didn't make it so I jumped and grabbed the door handles, holding on as it was driving fast but after some time both doors broke and fell off, making me fly back from the train and smash into the ground. Some old guy approached me and asked me if I was ok, I stood up, told him I was and gave him both train doors and went back into my house (Apparantly I fell off there). I was at some pool inside that big house thingy and after a bit I noticed one of those guys(The one that stabbed me) come in, I instantly screamed "GO AWAY!" as he saw me but he didn't want to he was going towards me, I took a small water gun and shooted it at him but he didn't care, he got to me and was about to hurt me again but I asked "Why are you doing this?" he told me that it's better that I don't know but I managed to convince him to tell me. He took me to some calendar and told me that he is cursed to be a monster and hurt people untill a set date which I don't remember.

And then I woke up, feeling extremelly depressed but not over the dream, just feeling depressed for no reason.

-All Non-Lucid-

I was sitting in my bedroom that Is actually a living room, my dad and sis were wathching the news and there they said that Croatia has fallen into anarchy, that it was divided into 12 segments, 11 of them belonging to random countries that were mentioned and last one still being Croatia. We went outside to walk a bit around, the surroundings were different, like we were in some castle, alot of people were fighting over territory we were just walking past them. We went back home after a while and it was decided that tomorrow we are packing the stuff into the car and then deciding what country to move to. I instantly knew where I wanted to be, hoping they would accept, I was shy to say it but we had to do it tomorrow so I had time to prepare and also that tomorrow we'd go to mine and my sister's college and get our documents. I went on my phone to tell Moonlights what's going on, but I closed it accidentally as I was about to tell him what's going on, then I woke up. Even thoo it was anarchy and all, I wished the dream was true so I could move into that country I wanted to. I was dissapointed when I woke up, wishing the dream was real. XD

-But then again I don't want my selfish desires to hurt others, was just a nice thought thoo...

Blue = Lucid
Green = Semi-lucid
Red = Non-lucid

I woke up from a normal dream and didn't move 1 inch so I DEILD'ed without even trying at all.
I woke up in my room, I sitted on the bed and looked around, I saw my older sister and she was being all hyper which was unusuall for her. I knew from the start I was dreaming but I wanted to make sure so I looked at my right hand, it had 5 fingers, I checked my left hand and it had 3 fingers, I closed my eyes and opened them again and it had 5 fingers now. Now I was sure that I was dreaming, after some time my sister exited the room and dissapeared, I couldn't remember at all what she was saying. I stood up and walked a bit around the room, rubbing my hands just to make sure everything stays. After a few moments I started calling out "Yranul!" after my first shout some tiger like creature with weird colors jumped on me and tried to kill me, but I fought back, as I hitted it my hand just went trough it, breaking it into 2 pieces, for some reason it's insides were out of wood, but the creature seemed like it was made from flesh and bones o.o... After defeating it I stood up again and called out again "Yranul!" this time nothing attacked me but I saw a small shadowy creature walking on the already shadowed floor, the room was halfly bright but the floor was dark and shadowy. I picked up the creature that was walking down there and it was a pitch black eevee with black eyes, I took it into my arms and held it like a baby and petted it, it enjoyed being petted. It couldn't talk but it talked to me by showing me signals with it's paws, I can't remember what we talked about besides the last thing. It took some kind of a small book and listed trough it looking for the calendar for 7th month but it couldn't find it, it kept listing and listing looking cofused how it's not there. While it was doing that I kept hearing in my head "Birthday....birthday..." I tought maybe it meanth Noom's birthday so I pointed to 30.1 but it shook it's head and kept on looking, then I tought maybe it meanths it's own and mine so I pointed 29.3 but again it shook it's head. It gave up after some time and went back into my arms and I petted it some more. It dissapeared for some reason and I was transfered into my mom's house into the kitchen and in it were my mom and stepdad, I was semi-lucid at this point. They started shouting at me and kept telling me what a failure I am and looking for any insult they could find. For some reason I couldn't move or anything, I could just sit and watch them scream at me. After some time I was again transfered somewhere else, this time I was in some small store and I was non-lucid. I looked around the store looking what they had, 1 thing caught my eye, It was a box with packings on it saying "lolipops" but inside the packing were regular pencils. I looked confused at them and then I heard 2 girls talking about something. I turned around and one of them was pregnant, she said something about those pencils help her become pregnant. Before I could get even more confused I was again transfered somewhere else, this time outside of a huge mall. I saw a person walking and talking to someone how he got a car on luck games, sold it and made himself a house. Before anything happened I was transfered into the huge mall but I don't remember anything that happened from that point on untill I woke up.

As I woke up I remembered it all for 1 second but I quickly forgot ALOT of it and got a huge headacke and got tired.

Notes :
Yranul - My sub-c or Dream guide
Noom - My love's sub-c or Dream guide
Sub-c and Dream guide are pretty much the same thing as far as I know. xD

And final note :
I have something called mental block and it is causing me not to be able to contact Yranul and it forces out any memory from dreams I am not allowed to have by it's opinion and it also dissallows me to visualise in colors and alot of other stuff but that is not important. xD