lucydity

The bit i remember was everyone of us being called up to the back of the plane, my friend was there, i loved her and she loved me but we were not togehter, in a wierd way.
She was worried telling me she wished she'd never done this.
"if it wasnt for you i would not be here" i told her, since it was her that helped me with my life and got me into the SaS (so i seem to remember in the dream)

Her squad was being dropped off first, they dropped and then it was my squads turn, i realised i wasnt wearing my parachute, i quickly grabbed one as my squad jumped out one by one, the plane flied further and further as i put on my chute pack, i then leaped out for what seemed like miles away from where my squad dropped.
The ground was dark brown and volcanic as i landed, i was going to run in the direction of my squad and attempt to use the wind and my chute to help carry me faster, the wind was going the opposite way so i had to ditch my chute.

All i remember next is seeing something which made me feel incredibly sad and upset, i keeled over crying and i felt a huge burst of energy inside me, i let it burst out as i screamed and everythig around me exploded.