non-lucid

Was in a pool with allen. The water was bright blue. It was at some hotel resort. There were other people around and in the pool. Allen was making me laugh a lot and he was being really goofy. We were pretending to be sea monsters and we were loudly talking shit about the other people at the pool. I was extremely happy. Then we mellowed out for a bit and sat near an edge talking.I felt a tremendous amount of love towards allen. Then my cell phone rang. It was Taylor. He told me that he had many fake mont bell jackets that he could sell me in bulk for a low price. I was a little sketched out but I felt like I should do it. I asked allen what he thought and he just nodded and looked away. there was a shift of sadness. I had to get out of the pool and talk business. I went to my car to write some notes down. I was there for a while and annoyed because I wanted to be with allen. Finally I was done and I ran back to the pool. It was now no longer sunny out. Most people left the pool. Allen was sitting alone. He looked sad. I ran to him and he said he needed to leave now for a while. I don't know why but I knew I couldn't go. He told me to get back in the pool. I did as he said and he left. Then I realized I was alone and slightly cold in the pool. I looked to the deep end and felt a sense of fear. I go out. Then a fat woman walked up and dived into the deep end. Little bubbles surfaced. She didn't.

Much of this dream has been forgotten. I am thinking that this is a cross between dream and fragment.
- I was in a giant outdoor fair type thing. There were many restaurants but the strange thing about them was that they were all completely outside. There were many booths and chairs. There were fences to separate the different restaurants. It was super sunny out. I saw some people I knew from highschool at a booth. Alyssa was sitting next to Mandy and Alicia sat across from them. I walked up and could sense there was a secret being kept from me. I asked. Finally alyssa suggested that she was having sex for money. I was in shock.
- I am in a grocery store in line.
- the store is packed with people.
- I am wearing denim shorts and a red tank top.
- I was looking at my phone while holding a melon.
- I was thinking about Allen.
- there were flashes of red and bright yellow
- I had a plastic bag in hand.

Was living in a shitty apartments on the bottom floor. A man in the apartment above mine rapped my dog. I was so furious that I knew I had to kill the man. After sitting there upset for a while and holding baron I went upstairs and went inside the mans apartment. Strangely, Lisbeth salander from the book "girl with the dragon tattoo" was inside. She was on my side. She quietly signaled to me that the man was sleeping. We went over to him tip toe and began chocking him until he died. Then Lisbeth and I quietly signaled to each other once more and I left. I felt a great deal of relief once he was dead. Then I walked downstairs. The scene changed, I was in a big house. This guy who had a crush in me in school was there. He was hitting on me, and I was slightly creeped out. Then many people from highschool were there. I had to pee. I went to the bathroom and I started to pee. There was dirt on the wall and an invisible ghost started to write the word "clean" into the wall. I got up and began to yell at the ghost. I said I wasn't afraid of it and it to leave me alone. I got pee on my leg when I got up and I was frustrated. Then the bathroom door opened. That guy with the crush was there.

The entire dream was from third person perspective. At first I saw the outside of a large Bavarian style building with brown and white. It was snowy outside. Inside it was like a giant warehouse with cement walls and floors. There were a total of two stories with and open floor plan and wide stairs connecting the floors. The cement floors were stained. The main dream character I was watching was a young mixed woman on the slightly heaver side. She had short curly hair. She was walking through the warehouse, meeting men on set up dates and deciding who would move with her to California. All the guys were tall. There were about 3, maybe 4 guys in total. She picked out a guy with blonde hair who looked and acted like a weirdo. She kept talking about how they were going to live with her sister and then find her own place. They had to do some type of obstacle together where they were walking on wooden beams and crawling through giant yellow foam pillows. It was kind of a weird dream for me. Not the most enjoyable or adventurous as mine usually are. Maybe because I wasn't one of the characters in it?

Allen, leo, and I lived in a giant white house that was like a wharehouse. Some parts of it were indoors and some were out. We had a giant gym with a huge basketball court. Allen had many friends that were at the basketball court with him. Allen looked short next to his monster sized friends which is strange since he is 6'5. His friends were all at least 7 ft tall with huge hands and fat heads. They all demanded that I start making them sandwiches but I was overwhelmed and not sure we had enough supplies to feed all these beast. I was happy to see allen though so excited to play basketball with his new friends. I began to explore the giant house. Leo came up to me and told me dina was in the house somewhere. I was excited that she had arrived and I wanted to find her. I began to crawl through a maze of chairs stacked on top of eachother. I finally made it to what seemed to he a massive garage filled with random shit. Sure enough dina was there. She brought along with her was a pet cat. I was so happy that we could now have a cat in the family. I stated hugging the cat and making small talk with dina. Then I noticed olga there. She too decided to move in. She brought with her a TON of random shit forge house like a white dinner table with all different colored chairs and home made chair cushions. They looked like an old lady made them but I thought it was sweet of her and I thanked her.

Me, allen, and leo, and some made up dream characters were sitting in a white living room. We could see outside that their were christians going door to door singing and spreading the word of christ. We obviously wanted nothing to do with it. I ran to the door and tried to lock it. The christians got there before me. They put their hands in the door way and started to walk inside. I told them to leave and they started to sing about how I need to be a christian and I was super annoyed. I sat and talked to them for a bit, much of the conversation I forgot. Finally they agreed to leave. I told them to have a nice day spreading christ love and they laughed. I dead bolted the door as they left.

*memory laps* me and allen are in my car, im driving. The road is windy and there are huge green trees close to the road. The forest is dense on either side of me. I think allen and I are having a mild argument.

*memory laps* I am looking out the window at the shop. There is a tiny house across the street. Todd claims its his new house. I keep wanting a better look at it but my vision is slightly blurred. I decide to walk outside to get a closer look and I watch it get bulldozed down.

*memory laps* I am looking in the mirror at myself. I open my mouth. My teeth all look like black pearls. They are shiny and glowing slightly. I was really upset. Why had my teeth gone black? I though that I should bleach them asap and I wondered if other people would notice them

Was in some forest somewhere. There were lots of people and animals walking around. I was looking for baron (my dog) and was asking people if they had scene a little pug running around. I sat on a rock to think for a minute before i continued. A man with a baby bobcat walked up to me. I began petting the cat and admiring how cute she was. The man said there were many bob cats in the area. I was stuck with fear that something happened to baron. I quickly began my search again. Then I heard barons bark and he ran up to me. I quickly hugged him and kissed him. I continued to walk around the forest with baron in my arms for safty. I saw people with a vast variety of animals including wolves, cougars, small bears, rabbits, ect. Everyone was standing strangely close to eachother. No one was really talking. It gave me an eerie feeling and I hugged baron closer and started walking away from them out of the forest. I felt their eyes on me and baron. I was extremely uneasy.

Was at my Gma sallys house. It was pretty much like the house she actually lives in(which is really nice) but it was stretched out into a mansion. All the rooms were about the same as they are now but about 4 times as big. A beautiful warm yellow glow came from the living room. I felt extremely calm and happy. I was now working for her. She had many corn fields in the back yard that were like a maze. There was another employee of hers, a man. He was balding, skinny, big glasses, and over all looked like a molestor of some sorts. We had to walk up and down the fields with flash lights. The man kept exposing his penis to me. For some reason I wasn't terribly scared like I would be in waking life, I was more so annoyed that I had to deal with him. I knew he was no physical threat to me, but that he was just crazy or something. I made him check another area alone so I didn't have to deal with him. I continue walking around the field for a while examining it with my flash light. Next thing I know the guy pops out of the bushes completely naked and laughing hysterically. I was so irritated and grossed out that I decided I had had enough. I told him I was going to tell my Gma and she would freak out and fire him. He quickly started to plead for me not to. He began coming closer to me so I started to run to her house. I could hear his foot steps behind me as I ran. Usually I would be scared if I was being chased but I was laughing and shouting "its over for you mother fucker! " I could see him falling over himself as he ran and tried to pull up his pants. I make it to the house doorway and I turn around to see how close he is. I am out of breath. He sees that I make it and he starts to run away to avoid my Gma. I go inside lock the door and walk to her living room. The warm glow is even brighter now and overwhelming. Im so at peace and happy

I was at hazen high and I had some type of magical wand. I was warned that of I cut a hole into my own skin with it that I would slowly become dead on the inside and bugs would creep out of the hole. I did some magic with it but I zapped myself with it in the face. A bug came out of the hole and I was freaking out. Ashley d was there. She was scared for me but told me to try and not make to big of deal of of it. We went to baseball field and watched her brother play baseball for a bit. I saw allen and leo across the field. I ran to tell allen what was happening to me. As I tried to explain he kept cutting me off in my sentences and laughing. I was getting super pissed becausenit was a big deal. Finally I just walked away. Leo shouted for me to just finish what I was saying and I said that allen was an asshole and didn't deserve to know. They were laughing in the distance. I thought to myself that that would be the last time I see them before I die. A bug crawled out of the hole and I freak out. Next I see a diving class. I get into the water to my waste and hold on to a surf board. I kick out a little deeper but I am too scared to do it. I go to dunk my head once but I am scared of the murky green water filled with sea weed.

Was at a school carnival thing. It was for my old highschool. It felt like allen was my date but the actual person with me was rachel j. She was being super awkward and was dressed like an old lady. Kelly s was running a magic carpet. Me and rachel j got on it and rode it for a bit. We walked outside and I saw alyssa g. She was being really rude to rachel j and loudly talking shit about her. I felt bad for rachel and was extra nice to her. Then suddenly it wasn't rachel j anymore but allen again. I told allen I wanted to ride the magic carpet again and take a picture like if he was aladin and I was jazmine. He said okay. I stopped and bought a glass flower to hold for the picture.



Was hanging out with a famous rock band. The lead singer had bleach blonde hair and they all dressed like punks. Their house was white and big. It was also filled to the teeth with drugs. The cops were knocking on the front door and all the band members started to scurry around the house throwing the drugs out the windows, in the trash, and down the toilet. I somehow knew that I wouldnt get in trouble with the cops if they found the drugs because they wernt mine so I just laughed a lot at the band members. They were frantic but somewhat enjoying the chaos too. Next thing I know the band is playing a concert outside. There is the main stage plus lots of little food booths and carnival style activities. I was having a lot of fun. I had a vip pass because I was friends with the band. Allen was with me. I asked him if he was enjoying himself and he started complaining about the fact that there were too many people there. I was really irritated that he was being so negative. I tried to introduce him to the band but he was being rude to them and I began to get irritated. I decided to explore the concert by myself for a while. I got some pink cotton candy and listened to the bands punk style music.

I parked my car outside safeway and went inside. Inside there was a huge party going on. Katie from the bank was there and she looked miserable. I was dancing and having a good time. I went up to katie and asked her what was wrong. She told me that she was very sick and needed a hospital. I took her to my car and we got in. My front tire was popped. I said "woops" and told her I couldn't take her. I went back inside the store. A man there wanted to give me some gold earrings to help pay for a new tire so I could take katie. I examine the earrings, they are stamped 925 and I told him I can't take them, that they're not gold. We get into a huge fight, im pissed that he wont listen to me and that he calls me a liar when I know a lot about jewelry. I tell him to fuck off and I leave. Taylor is outside. I ask him for a ride. We are somewhere sunny and nice. It's like california. We were driving around with windows down and listening to music in his suv. We go to an apartment where he is doing drug deal. I tell him I need to go home. Its night now. He gives me a bag of weed, coke, and pills. I just shove it in my pocket. He drops me off at home. I go inside and sit on the couch with my Gma nancy. The bag drops out of my pocket and she grabs it. She is super opposed to drugs. I tell her its taylors and she says "oh, okay" gives the bag back and is totally fine. I was relieved

Okay, so this is all just fragments of my dream since it was blurry this morning even and I haven't gotten a chance to write it all down until now. I normally wouldn't post such little weird details but I have a goal to write down my dreams everyday for 30 days (hopefully forever) so I am going to list as much detail as I can.
- I was with a large group of russian men in some ice bar like thing. I was very anxious. They kept expecting me to speak in russian. I don't know every much russian at all so I kept speaking to them in french. They looked increasing angry at me. No matter how hard I try, I couldn't stop speaking in french
- I was wearing white fur hat, boots, and coat
- I had dyed my hair black and I loved the way it looked
- I was holding a cup of coffee
- I remember seeing a lot of the color blue and pale yellow
- The russian men all wore thick burly beards and brown coats
- I think I may have stuttered a lot.

This dream is very fuzzy to my memory for me but here's what I remember. I was with a group of about 6 people total. Allen was one of them and the rest were made up. We were going to drive to disney world. I went there once as a kid so I know what it was supposed to look like. We were all super drunk, laughing, and falling over eachother. We got to disney world and we bought fanny packs and mouse ears and were wearing them. We were drinking booze out of giant eiffel tower cups like I had in vegas. The drinks were glowing bright red. We get inside the park and the whole park is just a series of hallways. Some are flooded with water and small sharks. The halls are painted dull yellow and orange. One of the people with us has acid. We all decided to take some. Now the hallways were twisting and looking like a fun house. We explore for a long time (I forget a big chunk here). We somehow get to a shark tank. The guy who had the acid gets in the tank. The sharks start to bite his legs and feet and torso. The whole time he and the rest of us are laughing hysterically. The guy is going to die. We all have lost touch with reality. Allen is laughing so hard he is on his knees crying. Though I am still laughing I am starting to realize what's happening. Wake up.

Was with allen somewhere that was similar to vantage WA. We were vacationing there I believe. There were all these construction workers and we were purposely trying to irritate them by laughing and running around their work site. We hid in a stone miniature house and laughed until we were crying. Then allen said our time was up and he had to go. I was disappointed. Next thing I know I am a student at harvard university. There is a statue of bill gates. For some reason it was located in the northwest now and I didn't have to drive far to get there. It was exactly like a highschool, with lockers and everyone had 6 classes a day. I remember feeling very underwhelmed by the school. I couldn't believe all the hype behind the school. I was however excited at how easy it was gonna be to get a degree from there. I suddenly missed allen.

I was the girl cyndy from scary movie. The dream was really long and repetitive. Pretty much I kept going inside different houses with the same cast as in scary movie one and a few extra imaginary characters. The first house was lifted on pillers which gave it a floating look. It had a pond underneath it. Two of the characters were the bad guy dressed in the scream costume. We all were trying to figure out who were the two. We all were running around the house, hiding, and trying to stay alive. The beauty queen girl and I were the last ones to stay alive. Then the two scream guys jumped out. They chopped off her head. I ran outside and ran into a busy street. I was banging on cars as they drove by. One stopped and it was a limo. I saw it had no drivers or passengers. (For me cars that drive with no one inside usually pop up in nightmares. Though this dream sounds terrifying I wasn't really scared through most of it). I let the car pass and and picked another with people in it. They let me inside. As we drove past the house I saw that the two killers pilled the bodies outside side the house and put the girls head on the top. I felt relieved to not be in the house. The people in the car drove me to the house next door. It was a farm cottage style of house. I went inside and the dream basically repeated itself. All the same characters and I were in the kitchen. We knew two different people would be the killer this time. Though I was slightly scared I was mostly annoyed that it was happening again. Then we all dispersed throughout the house. At one point I find a can of compressed air and tweezers behind a chair. I knew these items were very important to my servival. Then I saw that from either directions were the two killers in scream costumes coming for me. I began to run for the front door. I knew I was supposed to use the items to stay alive but I didn't know how and I was panicked and angry. Suddenly I wake up

Allen threw a big party for me to become more familiar with his friends. Allen was a doctor. I thought the party went well but allen wanted to break up. I was pissed. Next thing I know me and allen are in my bedroom. I BECOME LUCID! I start off by standing in front of the mirror and do a nose test and the hand test. I start laughing. Allen was still being annoying. I remembered how he killed me in a lucid. I sought revenge. I lifted allen in the air and smashed his face into the closet 4 times. I walked into our living room. There was a xmas tree and some wrapping paper. It was pitch black outside. I tried to make a portal to a beach. I fail. G walks in and tries to disrupt me. I pin him to the ground. Then leo, allen, and Izra walk in. Im irritated that they are disrupting my lucid. I shoot ice at them. They stop for a minute but the come back. I explain to them that were dreaming and this is my lucid. They understand and leave. I shoot some more ice out. I try to make another portal and fail. I am not sure if I want to explore outside because its so dark. Alarm goes off and I wake up. Shit.