non-lucid

Was in a giant building with jazz clubs inside. The walls were covered in red fabric drapes hanging on rod iron polls. Much of the becoming of this dream has been forgotten. I do remember that I was somewhat being fallowed by someone. I kept going from jazz club to jazz club, listening to music, switching seats, and looking back over my shoulder constantly to check to see if someone was getting closer. Finally I reach a coat closet and I hide I am aware that the stalker is getting closer. The light throughout this much of the dream had been very dim but I could still see out of the crack of the doorway. I stood there watching as women dressed like flappers walked by. The man fallowing me stood there for a bit but then he too walked passed me. When I felt the coast was clear I left the bathroom. I was stunned to see the man waiting for me in a large hallway. Someone shouted for me to run. I did here but it seemed very slow motion. I think a bullet flew past me. I open a door of a kindergarten classroom and lock the door behind me. I tell the children to hide in a lockdown style. I wait for a minute and then I realize that the man is suddenly chopping the door down with an axe. I SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT I AM DREAMING but I am not sure how to stop the man. I start telling myself loudly that this all a dream and I can make him stop but he wasn't stopping. I think I got extremely anxious here because everything goes black here. I am in a new dream now. I can remember the one from the before but I am not lucid yet. I was going back to highschool and apparently allen was gonna go with me. I walked into class and saw Blaise and robin. I sat b Blaise and talked for a long while. Then the teacher passed out yearbooks to all of us. I realize that allen had left the classroom several minutes ago and that I didn't feel like signing year books, so I would leave and try to find him. I walk out and find him immediately waiting for me. We decide to get inhis car. We realize that a car is fallowing us. I make allen turn right 4 times and the man fallowing us does the same. We suddenly are nolonger in my a car but now running from the man. I recognize the man as being the one from the previous dream. I then suddenly realize its a dream and that I can just fly away. I didn't need to hop 3 times to catch air this time. I basically busted into the air like a fighter jet. This was by far the fastest I've flowen in a dream. I headed to the top of a massive hill with trees. I was doing loops and moving from side to side with perfect control. I did this for what felt like a long time before I landed at the top. Allen had been slowly trailing me and asked me how I could do that so well in my dreams. I explained that some people are better at some things then others. Other lucid flyers were making their way to the top of this hill in the clearing. I stood there taking in the view before I woke up.

This dream was incredibly long but unfortunately much of it has been forgotten. I was at a really creepy movie theater with allen. The place was packed with people and the screen was much larger then normal. The carpet was a deep red color. Allen and I got into our seats. A weird type of belt attached itself around me. Allens chair did the same. Then the chairs shifted to new locations. While they shifted my chair slowed past a man working there. He turned towards me and his face was extremely creepy, like lumpy and sort of greenish. I gasped in fear. When the chairs stopped, mine ended up behind allens. I leaned over allens smolder and told him about the guys face and said that we needed to get out of there. He agreed. We both tugged at the straps of out belts until we were released. Hand in hand we ran out of the movie theater.
*memory laps*
Allen and I end up in a field like place with tall grass and bright sun light. There is an rv there that serves people breakfast food. When I walk up closer to the rv I see that it is my friend Raechel who is serving people food. She must be intoxicated in some way and I like it. She keeps moving around in a flowing fashion, smiling with her eyes half open. I get her attention for long enough for her to sit at a picnic table with me. She explains that her sole goal in life is to be a pancake maker. We part ways. I can't remember much more here other then allen and I walking around the grassy area, looking at hippies.
*memory laps*
Allen, leo, dina, and I are looking for an apartment to live. We visit one that is on a top floor with private stairs to it. Their is a roof covering for the area and a view from that point. I get super excited and tell everyone that it is the one. I explained that it was going to be my mew reading area. They all just stood there as I threw down some pillows and blankets down on the concrete floor. I wrapped one white blanket around my body and plopped to the ground. The view was of trees and it was grey and misty out but yet beautiful. Leo told me that it would be to cold for me to read out there during winter. I showed him an outlet and suggested we get an outdoor heater then. It started to snow and the view was even more incredible. Then they all sat by me for a while and watched the snow.

UGHHHH… Damn this not being able to get much sleep thing!! Hate how recent changes in my life are really messing up my dream recall. Oh well, I get to sleep in tomorrow for the first time in FOREVER and I am sure I will have lots of REM rebound. All I have from last night is fragments
-Was at the gorge or a place like the gorge again (this keep popping up in my dreams more recently).
-I kept freaking out about getting my nails painted for some reason and I went to a nail salon.
-Allen was with me in the dream but I feel like we didn’t talk much.
- I was really excited about something
-Lots of people were walking around.
-Everyone was excited and being loud.. concert?
-It was starting to get dark out and the sunset was causing the sky to look bright pink and purple, is a swirly style.
-Someone was drinking beer.

Allen, Leo, and I lived in a very odd shaped (what I assume to be) apartment. The kitchen was shitty and small with chipped tile counters and off white cupboards. The entry/main room was circular shaped with wooden floors and a lit fireplace, giving the room a warm glow. For some reason Lis (my very least favorite yoga teacher EVER in waking life) came over. I was super annoyed to see her there. The 3 of us were showing her around the apartment. I kept standing with my arms crossed, groaning at every fake comment she gave. Then we walked into a really big separate living space. The room was fashioned in a way like Hogwarts from Harry Potter. Something splits in the air, like a portal. The portal shows us things visually like a movie screen (like the one in Donny Darko). I can’t remember all of the details here but we all sat there for a really long time as the story of who Voldemorts great grandchild was. It turned out that I was Voldemorts great granddaughter. Everyone looked at me in surprise but I didn’t really think that it was a big deal. We all walk out of the room and Lis just sort of disappears. Then I open the door of a room next to it. I giant viper snake, probably 50 ft long and as wide as a human, was waiting inside. The front part of his body and head was lifted off of the ground so that he was as tall as me. As soon as I saw him I jumped out of the room and slammed the door behind me. He has lunged for me but smacked against the door as I slammed it. Allen kept talking about how that snake was known as the 1,000 ft long snake. Obviously he was wrong but I didn’t correct him. I started to crack jokes to Allen about how we should throw Lis’s tiny butt in there with the snake. The two of us were laughing. I decided that since I was Voldemorts great granddaughter, it would be safe for me to enter the room. There was something in the room that I wanted to get out, but I cant remember what exactly it was now. I walk into the room and move slowly to the item, never taking my gaze off of the snake. The snake watches me but stays still. Then the snake made its way to the door and slowly exited the apartment. Allen and Leo were petrified in fear as it slinked past them. I was totally casual about the snake and I began to mock them for being “pussy’s”.
*Memory laps*
I am now in a huge building, much like a very unoccupied hospital with TONS of long narrow white hallways and rooms with hospital beds. I believe it was located in Missoula Montana for some reason. Hoaggieville may have somehow been involved here. I was walking down a bunch of hallways and laughing in a DC friend. She is a lot like a mix of my waking life friend Alicia and this blonde girl I met once, Kelly. We were running around like little kids, trying to hide from doctors. Finally we get caught by a nurse and I tell her I want to get a check up. She brings me to a bed and I lay down. My DC friend giggles and fly’s off (really Kara… didn’t realize that I am dreaming…?). I sit there excitedly playing with my thumbs, waiting for the doctor. I turn to the nurse and ask her how much its going to cost. She explains that it will cost me $1,400 just for sitting in the bed and I immediately jump out of the bed and say never mind to her. I explain to her that I feel fine now and I leave.

I was in a giant camp ground. The landscape reminded me of the Gorge Amphitheater. I was there with Dina and Michael and we set up a big tent for the three of us. I remember Michael was making a huge deal about where the tent would go in relation to where the car was parked and how much privacy our camp area had. I really didn’t give a shit so I let Michael be in charge of it. After we set up our red tent, we started to explore the area. It was an extremely sunny and warm day. I could feel the sun on my skin. I was in jean shorts and a red tank top. I had a strip of acid that had gotten some water on it. The strip contained 6 hits. I ate the whole strip because for some reason I believed the water on the strip was diluting it. Michael then gave me an ecstasy pill and I took that as well. There was a carnival adjacent to our camping area. In the carnival was a “spooky” Halloween themed ride. I wanted to go onto the ride but I wasn’t sure about how I would feel being on acid and ecstasy and going down the steep roller coaster portion of it. Instead I walked around the end of the ride which was an enclosed haunted house thing. It was extremely well decorated and I enjoyed looking at the ghost and skeletons. When I walked back outside of the haunted house, the cast from “Always Sunny in Philadelphia” were there. Charlie (from the show) was bragging about how he “banged me” (something Charlie would say on the show) 3 times to Denise. I’m not attracted to Charlie at all and I had no recollection of this “banging” taking place but I didn’t care because the drugs were starting to kick in. I felt extremely happy, at ease, and super giggly. Charlie continued to brag to Denise and Denise looked really upset. For some reason I felt bad for Denise and I walked up to him to cheer him up. He was gazing aimlessly out onto a pond in a really cheesy fashion and this made me laugh a lot. It was becoming twilight out and I remember looking out over the scenery and thinking it looked really beautiful and magical in a way. I stood for a while looking at the sun set over the cliffs. Something weird happens here and I disappear from the dream. Now I am seeing things from Denis’s point of view. As Denis I look over and see Sarah Palin running towards me. I turn the other way and see a house where a party in going on. I run into the house through the back sliding glass doors. A lot of attractive people in there 20’s are there drinking and dancing to the music. I lock the door right as Sarah begins to pull on it. I then remember the front door is unlocked and I run there and lock that door as well. I get there just before Sarah does again. Then I rush to the top floor (of this 3 story house) where I find Mac. I warn him that Sarah is coming and that we need to hide. (I am really not sure why I was so scared of Sarah Palin in this dream or why I felt the need to hide from her.. lol) I see a small shelf that is obviously wayyyyyyy to small for me to fit in and yet I crawl into it. (Should have realized I was dreaming here.. Big time!) I pull a blue and white afghan blanket over my body to conceal myself. Almost immediately after I hide myself, Sarah walks into the room. She pulls the blanket off of me and pulls me out of the self. Sarah has cut her hair in the style of Xena the warrior princess and is wearing the exact same outfit from the show. I (Denis) begin to scream “Lucy Lawless” over and over again at her. She snarls at me and grunts like a pig. I manage to wiggle my way free from her and run out of the room. I hop down an entire flight of stairs but she is still faster then me. She grabs me by my collar and pulls me towards her face again. I (Denis) scream out like a little girl and begin to repeat “Lucy Lawless” over and over again. Wake up… WTF??

Allen, Leo, & I all lived together in this really odd large house, out in the middle of some gold field. The rooms in it were very misshapen and old. The doors weren’t rectangular but rather strange because each opposing side weren’t parallel. The doors were all to short and they lead to rooms that were really large and more pentagon shaped then square. The wall colors varied between pale yellows and pale blues. The kitchen had ugly chipped, yet clean, white tiles. We were going to move out of the house and all of our stuff was already in boxes. Apparently much of the moving had already occurred but we still needed to get the stuff out of the bedrooms. It was a warm sunny day and I was wearing jean shorts. I remember walking around the house and bringing boxes to a truck outside. This would have been a great dream to become lucid in considering how bright it was and how in the dream I was doing things I would do in a lucid like touch the counter tops.
*Memory laps* -Something to do with seeing a big spider and having Allen kill the spider.
Then I got a creepy familiar feeling. I am in what was Allen and my bedroom staring at the closet. I was alone in the room. The inside of the closet was dark and was really deep. I had a feeling like there was some sort of ghost like entity within the closet. (I think I have had this strange same feeling when I lived in a house as a little girl and I had horrible dreams and feelings that a ghost lived in my closet there. I was later to find out that a lady had died in that house and EVERYONE who lived there since had had that same feeling.) It was a strange paralyzing sensation, I knew I was scared and yet I kept standing there. (I realize now that the light coming in through the windows reminds me of how light use to come in through my bedroom window in that house). Soon Allen and Leo are both standing behind me looking into the closet. I feel slightly better with them at my sides but still quite scared. The three of us don’t say a word to each other, as if they know exactly what I am feeling and there was no need for us to explain it to eachother. Wake up.

I was back in Israel for some reason. Allen wasn’t with me but Dina and her sister (Ida?) were there. Ida and I had been fighting excessively the whole time, I am not sure why but we despised each other. At one point we even got into a semi physical altercation. She had aggressively bumped into my and then I knocked her down to the ground. We are in cocktail dresses and were in some restaurant/ outside bar thing. I drove off in my car to cool down. It is night out and I pull into this empty parking lot. My bright’s were on and they were shinning on what appeared to be a gigantic man in a one piece striped spandex suit. The suit literally covered his entire body including his face and toes. He must have been like 5 stories tall. He was in-between two buildings doing strange circus like poses. I sat in astonishment in my car. Finally when he was done, he slowly walked away into some woods. I looked around to see if anyone else saw what I did but no one was around. I drove back to the bar as quickly as I could. I went into the bathroom and saw Ida there. I fallowed her into a stall and asked her for a truce. I said I would take whatever blame she wanted to give to me because I was sick of all the negative energy that was being transferred my way. She hesitantly agreed and then we walked to the outside bar. Dina was sitting there, surrounded by guys having shots. She was laughing and having a really good time so I sat down next to her. I tried to tell the intoxicated guys about the giant man I saw. They were all laughing at me and calling me a dumb blonde. I really didn’t mind because they were drunk and I shrugged it off. Dina’s ex Daniel walked up in some cheesy white suit and told me that he believed me. I got really creeped out by him and told Dina that it was time to go. She was super drunk now. She saw Daniel and began slurring rude comments to him. I was laughing really hard. I had to drag Dina by her arms to my car and she continued to shit talk to Daniel the whole time

I was in school, wearing footy pajamas. I never once thought twice about my attire. We were all supposed to take notes from a teacher, I decided to take my notes on her over head board and not at my desk. She started to get really pissed at me so I left. When I walked out of the classroom I had walked into a gas station/grocery store. Allen was there helping me pick out food. Apparently I was going to live alone now and he was going to buy my groceries. I was really upset when they didn’t have my favorite special kind of peanut butter. Everything Allen picked out for me was healthy food and although I liked all those foods I had a really bad sweet tooth. I snuck in some “honey buns” when Allen wasn’t looking. I felt like a little kid in a way, and Allen would be the parent because of the way that he was acting and my mischievous ploys to get him to buy me junk food.

I fell like this dream kept repeating itself throughout the night, strange for me since repeat dreams aren’t common for me, in fact, I am not sure that I have ever in my life have had a repeat dream, just repeat dream scenes with different dreams happening in them. In waking life I put up a new abstract painting in my bathroom. In the repeat dream I would be laying in bed and I would get up and go to the bathroom. Every time the painting would have fallen and would be on the ground. The painting in the dreams was different from the one in waking life. The one in the dream was of a dark brown swirly tree with little red flowers on its branches and a Van Gogh yellow background. It was really pretty, better then the actual abstract one the I have hanging in my bathroom now.

I was a young Asian woman living in Japan. The lighting in the dream was like a white/bluish lighting which is abnormal for me since my dreams usually have a warmer yellow glow to them. This entire dream was like an Asian action film. I had a slightly younger sister with me who I had to protect from some man that was going to kill her or rape her, I am not really sure. We kept having close calls of being caught by this man where we would have to run through the city, ally ways, down stair well. It was like something out of one of the Bourn movies. I was wearing a brown backpack with a lot of stuff in it and yet I was still faster then my sister and I kept having to pull her by her arm. At one point we are running through this construction area with square white concrete pieces ever where. I jump from square to square and then I hid my sister and I behind a piece. The man had been trailing us the whole time. We had lost him for that brief moment. He walks by and I can see his shoes. He stands for a moment and then disappears. I can remember hearing my sister and I breathing heavy. I look at her scared face and wake up.

I was in Amsterdam for some unknown reason to me. I was extremely excited to be there but yet I was anxious because I had absolutely NO money on me and $0.00 in my account. I knew that I was going to have to call Allen and ask him to wire some money into my account for me. For the time being, I decided to explore the city and have fun. I was traveling alone and I found this extremely enjoyable (something I might consider doing one day in my waking life). I remember strolling over bridges, looking at rivers, and feeling the warmth of the sun on my back. It was really sunny with a brisk wind. I came to this really big night club like thing. There was a ton of people there even though it wasn’t night time yet. There appeared to be a line but I casually walked past everyone and went inside. Inside was large and square shaped with black walls and floors. There were bright strobe lights with green and blue beams above the crowds. Everyone was dancing in a really hard core way but I was still just casually strolling through the crowds, bobbing my head to the beat of the music. I then came upon stairwells that lead to a basement. The music wasn’t very loud down there. The floor was cement and there were plastic sheets hanging from the ceiling. There was a small crowd of about 6 people down there wearing heavy winter coats. Though this may sound like a scary situation my mind was very at ease as I knew this presented no danger to me. I began to chat with the people down there casually as if I knew them. Then a blonde man walked out from behind some sheets eating some food on a tray in his hand. Everyone seemed excited to see him. I saw the food and remembered that I had no money and that I still hadn’t called Allen. I didn’t say anything to the man but he seemed to know what I was thinking because he told me that he got the food for free from a school cafeteria and that I could get as much as I wanted for free too. I was happy to hear that and I felt as if I knew that I would be taken care of. I hung out with all the people down there for a while longer and then me and the blonde man went back upstairs to the club. I wondered around and danced fro a while longer. I went back outside and was walking down a narrow ally. Woke up.

Unfortunately for me, a combination of moving =/ and having the typing on my cell phone die has caused me to no the able to record my dreams as well. I tried having a pen and paper next to the bed, but in my sleepy haze between the hours of 2 am and 7am, my hand writing becomes completely unreadable. Below are some brief excerpts to dreams I CAN still remember. I wanted to give justice and remembrances to them since lately my dreams have been incredibly vivid, adventurous, and long. I am hoping that my potential new method of dream recording will work until I get a new phone.

Was inside of a large house at night with Allen. The lighting was dim and it was pitch black outside. Allen and I were somehow stuck inside of the house until morning. I had picked up the horrible talent of being able to see ghost. Unfortunately, the appeared to me in the way that they had died so they looked incredibly terrifying. I don’t want to go into specific details about how they individually died because its really messed up and I would prefer to one day forget this part. Allen and I were going from room to room trying to find a place to lay low for the night. Allen cant see the frightening ghost and so he wraps his arms around me and guides me through the house so that I can cover my eyes. We find this really large, yet cozy in a way bedroom. Its fashioned in the country cottage style with red and yellow accents. When we first walk in we have to hide under a coffee table, I am not sure why but some man we needed to hid from walked in and we waited for him to leave before crawling out from under it. We both sat on the bed feeling a strange since of safety. Then once again a ghost presents itself to me. I burrow my face into Allen’s chest and armpit to not have to look at it. He wraps his arms around me yet again and I explain the horror that in unfolding before me. Allen was strangely comforting throughout this entire dream.


I decided to do some charity work for an organization that dealt with finding cures for people suffering from a blinding eye condition called coloboma. My little brother in waking life suffers from this so I felt a great amount of compassion for the organization. Allen told me that he thought doing charity work was a stupid waste of time and then he sort of just walked off and out of the dream. I was now walking to wherever I was supposed to meet the other people in the organization. I appeared to be in some sort of school soccer field. There were people in white cotton tee shirts standing behind a chain fence. My ex Zac was there. I walked up to him and asked him what he was doing there and he said he was there to help too. I was really excited that I knew someone there so I had an instant friend. Then the dream sort of turned into an adventure. We were going through a sort of obstacle coarse together and although the obstacles had nothing to do with an actual charity work, it was still all in the name of finding a cure for coloboma. We were crawling under low ropes, climbing trees, hopping logs. At one point were were rowing through a rapid river. It was kind of hilarious looking back because even though we were doing incredibly strenuous activities, we managed to hold a light pleasant conversation throughout the entire dream, as if were were just sitting there talking to each other.

FRAGMENT: Cant remember much, just remember that I was having some underwater escapade dream that was very long and exciting. Usually I am unbelievably scared to go underwater so I must have been the furthest from lucid that I could possibly be. The only details that really stick were swimming past a sperm whale, seeing an underwater city deep below me (Atlantis?), and being able to breath, speak, and swim really well under water.

FRAGMENT: I was in some sort of jungle, thick and dense like the Amazon. I was with a bunch of people but I cant remember who. I was wearing one of those funny hats that people wear on African safaris. I think I had a machete that I kept holding straight out ahead of me. I was the leader of the group, thusly I was walking ahead of everyone else and shouting orders back top them. There were jaguars in the trees and large pythons slithering on the ground, yet they were no danger to me…. Sucks because I know that this was a really good long one with a lot of adventure. I wish I would have written it down. =’(

I was staying at a REALLY nice hotel. It wasn’t you typical swanky high end hotel, but rather really modern and funky. It had a really chill vibe even though you could tell that it cost a small fortune to stay there. The lobby was massive with giant over sized dark red pillows on the floor instead of couches. There were Persian rugs and waterfalls along the walls. The stair cases were absolutely massive brownish granite and huge pillars were on either sides of each case. I was on something.. acid I think. Beats antique was there along with shpongle. They were all sitting around a hookah and talking casually. I sat with them and we all spoke to each other as if we had known each other for years. I was taking hits from the hookah and was really happy. I told the one massive chick that I loved her belly dancing and that I wanted to learn to do it. She stood up and started to show me her moves. I was fallowing along with her and I was nailing it! Everyone casually clapped for me and I sat back down. After a while I decided that I wanted to explore. I said goodbye to everyone and went on my way. The hotel turned out to be in downtown bellevue and there was a waterfront connected. Suddenly I was accompanied by someone. He is a dream character and not a waking life friend. We were walking around and talking about some adventure that we once had had. The actual conversation is hazy to me. Then I wake.


This was the first TRUE nightmare that I have had in a while. I was on a train. It was super huge, with many rooms and cars. There were really big bedrooms within the train. I apparently was a mother of two young girls. The train was super haunted and we couldn’t get off. Every time we went under these really long tunnels the ghosts would present themselves and the whole train would shake uncontrollably. I was in a bedroom for me and my two daughters. I knew that a tunnel was coming up and that we would see the ghost. I was trying to comfort them and tell them to close their eyes, not to open them NO MATTER WHAT they heard until I told them it was okay to open them again. Then suddenly two little girl ghost appear. They were incredibly real looking and extremely terrifying. They were trying to terrorize my daughters and my daughters couldn’t keep their eyes close. The train shook and me and my two daughters got thrown to different corners of the bedroom. Then the two ghost girls showed their dead selves. They were laying on the ground all chopped up and bloody like the two little girls in “the shinning”. Their limbs were rolling around the cart and their bloody heads were laughing. My daughters were screaming in fear and I was screaming to them to close their eyes, that it wasn’t real, and that it would all be over soon. One of the bloody limbs rolled onto one of my daughters and it looked like she was going to have a heart attack. A mother ghost then flew into the room and at daughter about to have a heart attack. I jumped into the air at her to get her away from her. When I did that all the ghosts turned into a black like smoke and disappeared. The shaking stopped. I swooped up my children to comfort them. I was so frighten I was shaking uncontrollably. I took them over to the bed. We all sat under the covers. I had a strange sense that it was never going to end. That we would never get off the train and attacks like this would keep happening. I decided to try and find a way out. I told the daughters to stay under the covers, for some reason I knew the ghost couldn’t really torment them if they stayed under them. I decided to leave the bedroom and do everything I could to find some possible way off the train. I started to explore. Suddenly the dream shifts. I am no longer a mother, but rather me as how I am today. Allen was suddenly on the train. I see him in a door way. I turn the opposite way of him and saw a revolver starting to float in the air. I started to run to allen screaming. I jump on his back and he starts to run us into another bedroom. He shuts the door and tells me to get under the bed. I do as he says and he fallows me. We are laying there under the bed when the door creeps open. The revolver drops to the ground. We lay there staring at it, not sure what to do. Then it floats up again a little and shoots at us. Usually I would wake up way before this point in a scary dream but I stayed awake enough to see the bullet fly through allen and then tart to hit my arm. I wake up extremely quickly and I was super frightened.

I was at work and for some reason I had decided to leave. Allen and I met us at a really modern movie theater. I had really good feelings towards him but for some reason I wanted some alone time so I told him I was gonna go see a chick flick and that he could go spin the staff and we would met up later. He kissed me on my forehead and said okay. We parted ways. I suddenly realized that I was wearing an EXTREMELY sexy outfit, fishnets, booty shorts, and a sports bra. I looked hot as hell and I could tell that everyone was looking at me. The security at the movie theater told me that I didn’t have to pay and that I could skip the line. I was stoked. I decided to get a pretzel and cheese. I walked into a movie and sat down. It seemed like I watched the whole movie in the matter of two minutes. I have no idea what it was about. I left the theater and decided to walk back to work. I was shocked to see that no one was working and the front doors were open. The place was packed with customers. I got really anxious and started to help people. There was a super annoyed guy waiting in line to get a loan on a gun. I was helping him as fast as I could and I kept calling out for todd to help me .

I went to go visit Dustin for some reason. I had gotten a new job and I was super excited. We decided to sit at his place and smoke. We both got super baked. This is really funny because I don’t actually smoke in real life. I cant remember to much of this dream since I had it at like 330am and I didn’t record many notes of it. My last note says “newday”. I have no idea what I meant by that but I am assuming after the smoking the dream turns into a new day…? Lol

I had a huge lot of gold that I wanted to sell. I was going around to a ton of different coin shops and pawn shops trying to find the best price that I could get. It was really nice and sunny outside and I was wearing denim shorts and a tank top. I walked into an antique looking store and I saw Oprah there. She had a pet tarantula that was given to her by Barack Obama. She explains the story to me and I can actually see what she is saying to me play out like a video. Barack had surprised her on her show with his pet tarantula and scared the shit out of her. I talked with her for a long while about how I was incredibly scared of spiders and how I probably would have punched the president if he did something like that to me. She laughed and told me that she would be right back. She wanted me to watch the spider for her for a few minutes so she could go to the bathroom. I normally would have said no but it was oprah and obamas spider, and it was in a milk jug so I knew it wouldn’t get out. I agreed and she left. As I waited for her I noticed all the intricate novelties laying around the antique shop. My mind must have been really imaginative last night. Hundreds of different old dolls, chairs, clocks, and painting were everywhere. As I waited, Carla walked in. She was in a very mischievous mood. She quietly walked over the milk jug with the spider and started examining it. I told her to put it down because it belonged to Oprah and Obama. She didn’t respond to me.he slowly started to carry the spider jug towards me. I slowly started to step backwards and out the front door. I could see that she was unscrewing the top. She knows how bad my fear of spiders is and I knew that she was going to do something that I wouldn’t like. I started to now jog away from her. She started walking faster towards me with the top off. We were now in the paved driveway of the place. Now I was running. I turned around to look at her and she was pulling the spider out and letting it down on the ground. It started to run towards me but I was getting enough of a lead that I knew it wouldn’t catch up to me. I woke up a little sweaty and my skin felt that tingly itch I experience every time I encounter a spider in real life.

Allen and I were in school together. It was the first day of the quarter and we were visiting all of our new classes. We were both wearing bck packs which was strange because allen never carried a backpack to school, he always made me carry his crap in my bag. After checking out our first few classes we decided to go ot our last class. We actually sat down there. The seats were arranged in a messy circular formation. There was a really pretty brunette girl across from where allen and I sat. Even I couldn’t help but to notice how hot she was. She had long curly hair and was wearing an army green jumper. The teacher began to talk and allen interrupted her to make an embarrassing announcement. He then looked at the hot brunette and told her “I think you are just incredible, really, amazing”. I was so humiliated. I should have known right then it was a dream because not only would allen outwardly hit on a girl in front of me, but even if I wasn’t there or we weren’t together, he doesn’t give big complements to girls that he is attracted to (all apart of his “game” =P haha). I got really pissed at him and we left the class room. I told him how I felt and it was like he suddenly realized how bad he had messed up. In a weird way I got over it because I knew that wasn’t typical behavior for him and I just kind of moved on (as if a part of me realized that it all was just a dream… =/). We went walking around outside of the school. I forget a big chunk here but there is something to do with seeing a big flag outside something to do with my car. Then we get home. I look in the mirror and I notice that my eye lashes had almost completely fallen off. Only little stubs were left. I start to panic. I can hear allen talking on the phone in the other room to someone about how long my eyelashes naturally are and my panic gets worse.

I was driving my car. Allen was in the front passenger seat, some old lady that was related to allen in some way was in the back middle seat and two other dream characters were beside that old lady. We were on our way to some sort of cruise ship thing. I was driving for a long time on many highways. I wanted to play music in the car but the old lady hated dub step so we sat in silence. This made me slightly annoyed that she was in the car with us. It was really hot and sunny out and the sun rays sort of impaired my vision while driving. I was coming up to a really scary exit. It went really steep into the air, it was narrow with very small side rails. It twisted around a few times before it connected to another highway. There was a huge body of water underneath me so I was really nervous driving. The old lady got super scared as a beam of light hit my eyes while doing 60mph at the top of the exit. She jumped to the front seat and wrapped her arms around my head. I shoved her off of me and started to yell at her. I hit a side rail and almost fell off of the road into the water. Allen helped me keep her in the back seat. I slowed way down and made it to the connecting highway. I had a huge wave of relief when I got there. We pulled off of the road and were there at the dock to get onto the boat. Dustin was suddenly there. I hugged allen and told him that while we were on the cruise I didn’t want to hang out with the old lady…EVER He agreed.


I was having a huge family get together at a family house that I have dreamt of before. This kitchen has appeared in previous dreams but is nothing like any of my actual families kitchens. It has white floors, white tile counters, and a blue backdrop. I always feel extremely comfortable here and I am always eating and dancing around the kitchen. My dream family (which is always with me in this kitchen) is there. Everyone is laughing and having a good time. I felt so extremely at home and peaceful. I look out to the backyard, it is the same large, green, luscious yard that it always is in this dream. We set up a super long dinner table outside with crisp white cloth to cover it. Everyone is grabbing bowls of fruit and other food and placing it outside for a feast. I don’t know how I didn’t see the 643246037 dream signs here. I assume it was because I was so at peace and happy that I was happier accepting it as my reality and not a dream.


Me, Allen, Leo, Izra, Stephanie, And Yeva all go to visit Gherman in Russia. Me, Izra, Stephanie, and Yeva arnt supposed to be there so Leo, Allen, and G had to hide us in a small bathroom, where we couldn’t barely leave. My dog Baron was there for some reason. For a long time the 4 of us hid in the bathroom, I sat in the tub and we talked. Then the 3 boys let us out. We go to the backyard. It is super dark out and really late at night. The sky is purple and filled with stars. I grab my phone out to take a picture (dream sign) of its beauty. I then go to upload it to facebook and leave a status of something about how “wonderful it is to be under the Russian sky” or something lame like that. Its starting to get light out and we are all supposed to go back to hide in the bathroom before Leo and G’s father wakes up. I go back into the bathroom and wait. A while goes by of me playing with baron before I realize that I am alone. I decided to try and find everyone. I started walking through the house (which by the way is gigantic) and I hear leos dad and step mom in two different rooms near me. I creep around as to not be seen by them or heard. AT one point, I have no choice but to walk by Loe’s father. I walk quickly and I don’t look at him in the eyes. I can see that he is looking at me with a strange look on his face, but I just keep going. I make it past him and I head for the bathroom. There is a library next to it and I stop there and try to look as if I belong there. I pull a book off the shelf and pretend to be reading it. There is a blonde man in the room. He looks at me and says in English that he can tell I am not reading the book. I explain I don know Russian and he promises no to tell anyone. Just then everyone comes walking in through the front door. They are covered in sweat and are wearing gym clothes. Allen says “Heyyy!! Oh shit, I forgot about you!” as he walks towards me. He explains that they went to yoga and that now he needed to get ready for an event an dthat we all had to go back to the closet. I was livid.

For for some reason in my bathroom looking in the mirror. Allen was sitting on the bed in the bedroom. I couldn't see him but I knew he was there and I was talking to him about lucid dreaming. I look down at my hands and they are all fucked up. the right one is huge and missing two fingers. The left is too thin and awkward. I instantly know I am dreaming. I don't need to perform and more reality check but I do another hand one for fun and get an odd number of finger. I being laughing and cracking up. Then white swirling light starts spinning around me. I start hearing the music to atc " around the world" and I am singing the song. My voice matches incredibly to the music. It is the coolest thing in the world to me and I sing louder and louder and the light swirls quicker around me. I know that I should stop and control the dream. I know the singing is getting me excited and that I risk waking up but I do t want to stop. I can sense the presence of my dream guide. I have never met him before but I know he is there. I don't think he is human or animal. I have never had the problem of waking up from a lucid in my life before from getting over excited and yet it happened this time. I know I am about to wake up but I accept and continue singing. I decided not not completely waste the experience (though that beautiful white light, swirling around me, melting my surroundings, and lifting me I in the air is NO WASTE) and I work on feeling what it feels like to he in the dream state. I can sense it even now. The energetic buzz running through my body. Then I wake up and im fully alert. it was probably one of my shortest lucids, only lasting about 5 minutes, but it was really nice after a long dry spell.




Me, allen, dina, leo, Raechel, alicia, and some other people I know are at this pool party. Were all chilling in the pool, drinking white wine, and having a good time. I have one of those inflatable sea monster tubes around me. I keep cracking jokes and Raechel keeps laughing way more then she should be because what I was saying wasn't that funny. In turn I laugh at her. Then we all realize we have to go to the airport. We all get out of the pool and suddenly are there. Dina, allen, and Leo all have to board a plane to Russia. I give allen a kiss and say goodbye. Alicia and I go to the airport bar and decided to get some drinks. Some guys are hitting on us, including the bar tendor and I am getting tipsy. I then get a sudden burst of energy and tell alicia that her and I should hop the next flight to mexico. She agrees and starts jumping up and down in excitment. We rush to the flight, drinks still in hand and slopping over. We get tickets just in time. We run to get to tthe plane in time to board it. We find our seats and sit down next to eachother. We continue to sip our drinks and ask the flight attendant for more. We start planning our trip, like staying on the beach to tan, going out at night, and eatting A LOT of mexican food. I am so excited for all the cheap shopping. the plane starts to take off. I lean back in my seat and close my eyes while smilling. I wake up