non-lucid

Allen and I were planning on buying pot or something like that from my ex boyfriend and his sketchy DC friend. We were waiting outside their shitty apartments in our car for a long time making chit chat with each other and making jokes about my ex. They finally showed up and pulled along beside us. For some reason they wanted allen to sit inside the car with them but not me. I found myself becoming strangely jealous by this. For some reason they all decided to go inside their floor level apartment and I fallowed behind. When we went inside the carpet was an ugly shitty green color. They had a dirty fish tank that allen and I stared into for a while. They seemed to forget that allen and I were in the apartment and I felt awkward about that. Suddenly the apartment was no longer their apartment but belonged to a middle aged woman who I was very scared of. She had brown messy hair. I knew that she was clinically insane for some reason and hat she didn’t want us to leave her house. I felt trapped. I devised a plan for Allen and I to break free and we left. I had the strangest feeling that a murder was about to occur inside the apartment and I quickly alerted a near by police officer of what was happening. They broke down the doors of the apartment. Suddenly my dream was collapsing. I couldn’t see anything but I can just remember the voices of the police officers. They were saying things like “sure enough” and “:yep, right there you see”. I felt assured that my assumptions were correct about the woman though the officers never clarified what they saw.

I was on a party boat with some DC friends. Everyone was drinking and having a really good time. I can remember the feeling of intoxication. There was a great white shark that was swimming along side the boat. The shark had huge cutesie cartoon eyes and appeared to be smiling. Everyone, including myself, were sort of hanging off the side of the boat, holding on some side railings with one hand and grasping a beer in the other. One of the DC guys was talking about how the shark was their pet and that he was super nice. I had an image in my head of someone falling off the side of the boat and the apparent cutesie shark turning rouge, pulverizing the fallen. I became very aware of the sharks power and grew to nervous to be hanging off of the edge anymore. I tried to warn the other DC characters about the danger but they didn't seem to care. I felt nervous by my own intoxication. At some point I believe our boat was no longer in the ocean but sailing through my grandparents old living room. Bizarre.

I was at the shop with Allen, Dustin, & Jemma. We were all discussing something random and then I became lucid. I was really excited and remember looking into each of their eyes and saying very slowly, “You guys, this is a dream, were dreaming right now.” I was convinced that they were present inside the dream and I wanted to act as some sort of guide for them since I knew that Jemma and Dustin had not had lucid dreams before. We all walked outside my work and it was warm and sunny. I told them that I was going to instruct them on how to fly and that Allen and I would demonstrate. I delved into the importance of believing in yourself to make it happen. I was floating pretty well and flying pretty good. I zipped into the sky, did a few loops, and floated back down near my friends. Allen (who happens to not be the best at flying in his lucids) was puttering around behind me. Allen and I laughed at his poor flying skills. Someone suggested that I try and fly across the whole ocean. I believe my gma Nancy came in at this point and suggested that. I thought about it for a while and tried super speed flying. I was making it close to a body water and then I remembered the shark from the previous dream. Since I have a HUGE fear of deep water, that does not elude me in my lucids, I decided to back off and not continue forward.

I was living back in Roman times as the knocked up wife of some noble warrior guy. I apparently was of low social status and would not normally be allowed to be pregnant if it weren’t for the fact that the father was of such high status. It was some apparent backwards hierarchical society that only allowed the elites to have children. I didn’t really want to have a baby but I knew that it would make me an elite and that status would keep me safe from the horrors of peasant life. Another elite was jealous of my hubbys success and tricked him to go into an ambush. I overheard elites talking about the ambush and I got really fearful. I knew that if he died, I would be killed for being a pregnant peasant. For some reason the scenery changed into a snowy landscape. I packed a snow dog sled and started to head out in mountainous snowy terrain to find and warn my husband. At this point I also think that I became really fat. Very strange.

I was in a giant hotel/mall with my 6 year old little brother Riley. There were two bad guys who were for some reason trying to chase after him. It seems that I always have to act as a protector of some sort for him in my dreams. I was holding him by his hand or carrying him the whole time. At one point we were in a linens department of the mall and I can remember hiding behind some display beds becoming very nervous. We ran to the concierge desk and hid behind it. The concierge was well aware of what was happening and he tried to keep our location a secret from the two men. Then shit went bad. The men started screaming and shot a bullet into the air. I discovered a tiny floor level window and pushed my brother through it. Then I began to crawl through it myself. I head a shot get fired at the man and I could feel the splash of his blood. I finished crawling out and grabbed Riley and began to run. It was a beautiful warm sunny day out. The building was white (dream sign) and there were vibrant green bushes. I felt as though we made our escape and would be safe now.

I was in a movie theater with Allen and some other DC friends. I giant fat blonde woman and her skinny meth looking boyfriend/husband whatever were sitting in the center of the theater being extremely loud and obnoxious. People began yelling at them to shut up and they grew inraged. They began picking through the people in the audience and pulling them out of their seats and beating them up. At one point the fat woman grabs me by my arm but I cant remember exactly what happens after.
memory laps
I walk into the bathroom and see the fat lady hitting a girl in the head. I scream “You’re killing her!” in a really dramatic, almost comical way, and the lady stops and sees what she has done. The tyranny ends.

I am looking at the floor plan of a beautiful, white (dream sign) house. I am looking down on it from above and examining the different room sizes and shapes. I never stop looking at the floor plan but I can hear my own voice, the voice of Allen, and some other strange mans voice. Allen is suggesting that if the house were to set on fire, we would all be safe and make it out alive even if we sat in it for 13 minutes. The picture of the house changes and shows where the fire would burn. I disagree with allen and show him that all the exits would be blocked. My view is still at the picture and never changes. Allen argues that we could hope out of the windows but I point out that we would fall on concrete and die. Allens voice then some what forcibly argues his side to the third voice until that man agrees with him. I can feel myself grow irritated with Allens logic.

I was moving into a large several story honey wood house with many other people. I didn’t seem top know them very well but it didn’t seem to bother me. I was walking around the house watching the bustling of my fellow roommates. It was snowy outside and large odd shaped icicles were forming on the edges of the house. I pulled a big one off and began to suck on the end of it. My mother, step father, and little sister came to visit the new place. They had brought a large green tree painting for me as a welcoming gift. I showed them around the house and to my area. I apparently had my own living space with a stairwell leading to my personal bedroom and bathroom upstairs. The living space was strange, the walls were all mirror with little gold flakes everywhere to form different shapes and patterns. Though I would never choose this for myself, I didn’t seem to mind it.
*memory laps* Changing a shitty dipper. I was really bad at it and it was taking me a long time to do. I was extremely grossed out and I am not sure why I had to do it or who’s baby it was
*memory laps* My mom, step father, and sister are about to leave. I said my goodbyes and watched them leave. I began to walk around the house again and noticed that many of my female roommates were dressed like in Katie Perry’s (sp?) California girl video, wearing pink and blue wigs, dressed in brightly colored skimpy outfits. I was really excited to dress like that too and be apart of their group. I then suddenly realized that I was a professional dancer, the kind who went on tours with artist. I went back to my living space of mirrors which was still empty because I hadn’t fully moved in yet and I began to dance in front of the mirrors. It was really fun and I was laughing and smiling a lot.

I was living in a house with a bunch of females. We had just moved in together so I didn’t know them very well. As a bonding ritual, we all went to some concert type thing at WAMU theater, dressed nicely in all black cocktail dresses. Allen came with. Everyone had drank heavily throughout the night and was really drunk except for me. I had gotten into a fight with the fat brunette in our group. When we got home she lunged at me and began to smack me with her purse on my thigh. The girl was wayyyyyyy bigger then me and the other girls pried her off of me. I decided that it wasn’t going to work with me living there with these insane girls and I told Allen I wanted to leave. He was wasted, laying on his back on the wood floor. He said that he was too drunk to leave and that we should stay for the night. Then one of the girls who had helped get the fat one off of me came over to Allen and started to try and make out with him. She was the oldest looking one in the group and not very attractive. I pulled her off Allen and called her a psycho. Allen quickly popped up and said that it was time to go. I grabbed my stuff and we both piled in my car. Allen was drunk and nauseous in the seat next to me. I was planning on taking us to a hotel so that he could rest but I first needed to buy a hairbrush at Bartell Drugs. He told me to hurry up. I went inside and tried to checkout but the fat balding white man behind the counter was taking FOREVER to ring me up. I began to grow impatient and I stormed out of the store.

I was staying in a really nice hotel in a city during Christmas time. Allen was with me. It was snowy outside and everyone was bundled up in big winter coats and scarves. This is one of my favorite times of the year so I was really excited. The hotel was massive and fully decorated in reds and golds, bustling with people. The most interesting thing though was this massive fish tank in the middle of the hotel. Inside were sharks that everyone was calling threshers but really they were thresher shark tales with hammer heads on them. There were about 50 of them in this tank; it was so packed with the sharks that they couldn’t swim without bumping into each other. I was fascinated by them and how aggressive they were. I watched as one larger one tore a smaller one into pieces. Their teeth were even more unusually pointy then normal. I got up right next to the glass, practically touching it with my nose. One of them was looking right at me and bumping into the glass over and over again. I signaled to allen to come closer. I explained to him that they must be each between 7 and 10 ft long. I was standing in amazement. Above the sharks were a metal container with seals. The sharks were trying to get to the seals but they were clearly safe so I didn’t worry about the little guys. One of them hopped out of the metal container and onto the ground next to me. I picked him up and scratched behind his ear, he apparently enjoyed it. Then I set him down to leave. When I walked upstairs I looked once more at the tank for a little bit before going outside in the cold with Allen.

I was on some remote island. The beach was huge and all I could see for miles was crystal blue ocean. The sun was huge, and very warm. I was sunbathing alone in a very cute 1950’s inspired bathing suit when Spleen walked by. I asked him if he would take a picture of me in the water so that I could always remember this place he said sure and sat down on the beach. I walked out into the water until it was up to my neck. Then I swam on my back back to shore. I found this so enjoyable and peaceful that I repeated this a few more times. I had totally forgotten about Spleen and I felt like I was alone. When I had gotten back to about my neck in the water for the 4th or 5th time, I remembered that a lot of sharks inhabited these waters and that it probably wasn’t safe for me to swim in. I quickly swam back to shore and walked back one the beach. Spleen told me about the party on the island that apparently everyone was at and that I should join. We walked together into the forest where sure enough there was a massive party with fire dancers, music, and lots of food and booze. Allen was there spinning to a crowd of girls and I laughed at him. He gave me a wink and I grabbed a drink and began observing everyone at the party. It felt really nice and relaxing to be there.

I lived in a very large apartment complex that sat at the top of a canyon. The canyon was really deep and beautiful. I was around some people that were sort of arguing about something but I wasn’t paying attention. I noticed that there was a small bowl of lava at the bottom of the canyon. I alerted to someone to look at it but they acted like the lava was common knowledge and they didn’t seem bothered by it. When I continued to pester the DC about the lava they explained that the lava rises a little each year and that in 50 years or so the canyon will be filled and we will all have to move somewhere else. He seemed assured that it wouldn’t happen for a long time so I stopped asking questions. I think stopped looking at the lava and had a casual half minded conversation with some DC but all the while the lava situation was still in the back of my mind. I decided to check on the lava again, this time the lava was half way up the canyon. I freaked. I quickly ran to grab Allen to show him. When I dragged him to look at the lava with me it had risen to just under the very top of the canyon and was moving fast. Everyone started to run up a steep hill to get away from the lava. I turned to see that it was moving much faster then I could up the hill. There was a book case on top of the hill and Allen and I crawled on top of it. There was nowhere else to go. The lava continued to rise. It reached all the way to the lip of the book case we were on before it stopped. It lingered there a moment before it started to rescind. Allen joked that he was going to push me into the lava but I didn’t think it was very funny. Finally the lava receded back down into the canyon.

I went to go visit Jayme at her tattoo shop to set up an appointment for both me and Allen to get work done by her. Her tattoo shop was incredible. The walls were dark green jade that had been carved out to shop pictures of little men in the rain forest. The whole place had a new age meets Asian inspired vibe, with lots of strong colors like dark green, mustard yellow, orange, deep purple, ect. Jayme’s eyes were really wide open and reminded me of a deer’s eyes. It was really warm out so we were both wearing summer dresses. I asked her how much and she said that she was going to slash her hourly price way down to $35 on hour. I was amazed at this, and super excited. Then she offered to drive to my house and do them there so we wouldn’t have to drive all the way out to her. I was really pleased and shocked at her courtesy. I agreed that she would come out later and we started to make small talk about random things. I told her I was nervous about having my ribs done because that’s a painful area. She told me that she discovered a new method of tattooing that didn’t hurt. She pulled out a needle and asked if she could put a tiny black dot on my hand. I agreed. She turned on the needle and barley touched my hand. I was amazed at how soft and painless it was.

Dream Fragment: Something about me going to stay in a cabin for camping. I drove out to the cabin to look at it. I was in the middle of some dense woods but I got a weird vibe from the other people that were there and I turned around and left.

I was a famous playboy bunny who had stolen millions from Hugh Heffner. Allen and I were planning on fleeing to Mexico before they caught us. We were in my bedroomwhen we had suddenly realized that they were on to us and that we needed to get out right away. Allen was only wearing his boxer and I was in a bra and underwear but we had to leave before changing. I peeked out into the hall and gave Allen the signal that the coast was clear. There is a long series here of us running down different hallways and being chased by the house staff and police officers. After what felt to be about 20 minutes or so of running down halls we made it outside to the back yard. We quickly ran to the poolhouse. I knew that no one was really after Allen and that they only wanted me. I told him to leave by himself and meet me in Mexico. We kissed and he ran. I ran into the pool house where I was met by a lot of people from high school. We were all saying high to each o9ther and giving each other hugs. It was apparently some type of reunion that was being housed there. Everyone knew that I was on the run and suggested that I leave before the cops came into the pool house. I agreed and then gave everyone my goodbyes. I ran out of the pool house and b lined for the streets. I was in a back ally when the “good cop” caught me. He gave me his jacket since I was about naked and showed me a copy of the magazine that he had saved that I was in. I leaned against the side of his car and looked at the photo’s. I couldn’t believe how large my boobs were in the picture. I was horrified by how large I had made them surgically, they were each the size of a large bowling ball. I decided that when I got to Mexico, I would get them reduced. Then I saw the “bad cop” in the distance. I knew that if he got a hold of me I would go directly to jail and have no chance to escape. Just then a bomb explosion went off in the distance. I knew this was my chance to run. All the police officers ran to investigate the explosion except for the bad cop. He was after me. Then the dream continued with me running down different ally ways and trying to hid from the bad cop before I woke up.

I was in an elementary school with Dina. Someone was after her and I was trying to protect her. I kept grabbing her by her arm and dragging her to different classrooms to hide. I was annoyed with how bad she was handling the situation and that I had to do EVERYTHING for her to save her. It was like she was a vegetable or something. At one point I barricade us into a classroom and the killer points his gun through holes in the wood panels and starts shooting. Eventually he runs out of ammo and we are safe. I cant remember what happens here but I get us out of the school somehow and then the dream cuts off

I was 3 months pregnant with Leo’s baby. Leo and I didn’t do anything sexually, it just really weirdly happened. I remember having a sick strange feeling the entire time about the whole situation but I never questioned if it was even physically possible. I decided to have a late abortion (not even sure if that’s possible at 3 months) to take care of the situation. Allen was super mad at me but we were still together. I told Leo thati wouldget the abortion and he was relieved. I then became really grossed out again. Allen and I had to take some sort of voyage somewhere. We stopped at a gas station to get snacks. Next thing we are on a boat. Allen and I were sitting by the railing of the ship. I had a weird feeling that Allen might throw my into the ocean so I held onto the railing really tightly. I can remember looking down at the waves and getting really nervous. Allen kept overting his eyes away from mine.
*memory laps*
Abortion had happened. Allen became a yoga instructor and was going to start teaching classes. I was in the class and noticed that it was all filled with young girls (like age 16, maybe 14 young). Allen told me that I couldn’t be in the class. We got into a fight and he explained that it was going to be pay back for getting knocked up. I started screaming at him explaining that I never did anything to get pregnant and that it was a freak accident so that he couldn’t be mad at me. He told me he intended on fooling around with the girls in his class. I called him a perv and that he was a disgusting dirty old man. I then stormed off and felt incredibly grossed out by Allen, the girls, and once again the freak pregnancy. It was incredibly up[setting to me.

My family went on a family vacation to Montana for some random reason. My grandpa Harlan and I were getting ready to go get some food . I was really excited because I LOVED the restaurant that we were going to. On the way there I saw some super fat white girl trying to play a ball game with a bunch of skinny white dudes. Her stomach kept showing as she bounced around. My grandpa made some joke about how she was a cheap prostitute or something and I thought it was really funny. I started to laugh a lot. As we pulled around the corner I noticed that she had a ton of make up on and it looked really trashy. I started to laugh again.

Was at an outdoor bbq style party with a lot of random DC's and lots of allens family. The party took place on a wide river that had trees popping out in the center of the river. It was really sunny out and everyone was dressed really nicely. I had on a yellow and white summer dress. A group of us kept trying to float a boat over to the trees in the middle of the river. We struggled a lot with rowing the boat but we were having a good time. I don't remember what I said exactly, but I made some funny snide comment and one of the DC's got really man at me. He kept glaring at me and shaking his head. I for some reason found it really annoying and I left him in the tree and rowed the boat back. For some reason I found this super funny. While at the part, allens cousin g was there. He was sitting with his knees crossed and his eyes opened wide like he did when he was on shroomz. He kept looking at different people and telling them about how much he loved them. Stephia was next to him and giggling. I sat down at the table and g told me he loved me too. I laughed and said love ya too g and patted him on his back. He just sat there with a huge goofy grin on his face but we were didn't say a word. It was super funny and I started cracking up. I walked away from him and just kind of walked around the party observing people. Everyone was enjoying their beer and making hot dogs. I decided to check myself out in the bathroom. I walked in and it had light blue stalls in it. Izra was in a shower stall, vigorously washing himself. I could see his face over the stall and he looked super serious. I asked him what he was doing. He responded by saying "im cleaning myself for the ladies". This cracked me up to and once again I started to laugh. Izra however wasn't laughing. I really QuickTime rinsed my hands and walked outside. I found allen and told him that his whole family was so strange and hilarious. He agreed. I told him about g and Izra and he laughed. Then we walked around with his arm around me, looking at the pretty house, green grass, and river

FRAGMENTS:
I was Nancy Botwin (sp?) from the show Weeds. I know that the dream was super long but I cant remember much of it. I was driving around a lot in her car running errands. The rest of the cast was there. I was anxious for some reason.

I normally wouldn't post a dream as little as this but I really want to get back into the habit of posting my dreams every single day so I figured I would post this anyways. Smoking (which I never do) and lack of sleep with some other stuff definitely contributed to this lack of dream recall. Oh well. :/

Alicia was having a girls night out for her birthday. All the girls from her actual bday party and some from high school were all there. Everyone was dressed up in sexy cocktail dresses and high heels. For some reason we were all supposed to meet up in a mall. I remember walking through the well lit mall, looking for the store that I would find all of them in. I finally reach the store and they all are making a lot of noise. I run up and make a big hello, giving everyone hugs and talking in a really loud, fakish, excited voice. Then I could sense some trouble coming. U-Turn from the show “Weeds” walked in with a few of his gangster friends. I knew that he was up to no good and that he was going to rob all of us. I jumped for one of those circular racks of clothes and hid in the middle. I shouted for all my friends to hid, but they just kept on being loud and obnoxious. U-Turn walks in and sees my friends. He says something I cant make out to one of his gang banger friends but they don’t appear to being doing anything. I then suddenly realize that my hiding spot isn’t as good as I anticipated and that I was completely exposed to U-Turn. He walks up to me and squats down to eye level with me. He has a glock in his right hand. He then calls out to one of his friends and says “Ahhh look here now, this one is scared of me.” They all laugh. He then explains to me that he isn’t going to hurt me and that I need to come out from the middle of the rack. I do as he says and I felt foolish for trying to hide from him. After I crawl out he explains that my fear of him hurt his feelings and that to make it up to him I had to be in his gang. I reluctantly agree. We leave the store and walk through the mall together. We enter a room full of wooden crates and metal platforms. U-Turns gang starts to go through the crates like an obstacle cores. I crawl up to the top of the crates with U-Turn and we have a long talk about being a thug in the gang bang business. I fell extremely nerdy and out of my league during the conversation. Then U-Turn pulls out a whole bunch of cocaine and tells me to eat it. I ask him why and he says “Bitch, just do it!!” I say okay but I don’t think eating it will do anything since you’re supposed to snort it. I eat what seems like fistfuls of it (it taste like shit and I felt no actual drug like effects from it) and then U-Turn yells at me and tells me to start my training. I have to then go through the wooden crate obstacle cores like everyone else in the gang. I remember feeling incredibly ridiculous going through an obstacle cores, having cocaine all over my face, and having U-Turn shout at me the whole time.

Dream Fragment: Contribute to not enough hours of sleep.
Was moving out of a house with Allen. Apparently we needed to get everything out THAT NIGHT. I had finished most all of it but my closet was still full of clothes and some miscellaneous boxes. Once again I seem to be having a dream about moving and having a ghost in the closet. I was generally in a good mood and was very energetic. However, I was frightened of seeing that ghost that lived in closet and I was working as fast as I could to get everything our before it got dark out. My grandma Lou was there too, which provided me some comfort. I remember throwing things into the back of my car and getting upset at how messy it was making my car
*memory laps*
Me and allen are driving in my car late at night. We see a group of “gangsters” on a street corner. Loud rap music is bumping and it looks as if a fight between rival gangs is about to break out. Allen and I roll up our windows and turn on our dance music. We both laugh at ourselves