false awakening

I was back in Israel for some reason. Allen wasn’t with me but Dina and her sister (Ida?) were there. Ida and I had been fighting excessively the whole time, I am not sure why but we despised each other. At one point we even got into a semi physical altercation. She had aggressively bumped into my and then I knocked her down to the ground. We are in cocktail dresses and were in some restaurant/ outside bar thing. I drove off in my car to cool down. It is night out and I pull into this empty parking lot. My bright’s were on and they were shinning on what appeared to be a gigantic man in a one piece striped spandex suit. The suit literally covered his entire body including his face and toes. He must have been like 5 stories tall. He was in-between two buildings doing strange circus like poses. I sat in astonishment in my car. Finally when he was done, he slowly walked away into some woods. I looked around to see if anyone else saw what I did but no one was around. I drove back to the bar as quickly as I could. I went into the bathroom and saw Ida there. I fallowed her into a stall and asked her for a truce. I said I would take whatever blame she wanted to give to me because I was sick of all the negative energy that was being transferred my way. She hesitantly agreed and then we walked to the outside bar. Dina was sitting there, surrounded by guys having shots. She was laughing and having a really good time so I sat down next to her. I tried to tell the intoxicated guys about the giant man I saw. They were all laughing at me and calling me a dumb blonde. I really didn’t mind because they were drunk and I shrugged it off. Dina’s ex Daniel walked up in some cheesy white suit and told me that he believed me. I got really creeped out by him and told Dina that it was time to go. She was super drunk now. She saw Daniel and began slurring rude comments to him. I was laughing really hard. I had to drag Dina by her arms to my car and she continued to shit talk to Daniel the whole time

I was in school, wearing footy pajamas. I never once thought twice about my attire. We were all supposed to take notes from a teacher, I decided to take my notes on her over head board and not at my desk. She started to get really pissed at me so I left. When I walked out of the classroom I had walked into a gas station/grocery store. Allen was there helping me pick out food. Apparently I was going to live alone now and he was going to buy my groceries. I was really upset when they didn’t have my favorite special kind of peanut butter. Everything Allen picked out for me was healthy food and although I liked all those foods I had a really bad sweet tooth. I snuck in some “honey buns” when Allen wasn’t looking. I felt like a little kid in a way, and Allen would be the parent because of the way that he was acting and my mischievous ploys to get him to buy me junk food.

I fell like this dream kept repeating itself throughout the night, strange for me since repeat dreams aren’t common for me, in fact, I am not sure that I have ever in my life have had a repeat dream, just repeat dream scenes with different dreams happening in them. In waking life I put up a new abstract painting in my bathroom. In the repeat dream I would be laying in bed and I would get up and go to the bathroom. Every time the painting would have fallen and would be on the ground. The painting in the dreams was different from the one in waking life. The one in the dream was of a dark brown swirly tree with little red flowers on its branches and a Van Gogh yellow background. It was really pretty, better then the actual abstract one the I have hanging in my bathroom now.

Me, Allen, Gherman, and Izra are walking around in a book store. They all seem really bored but I am not at all. I find some books written by Stieg Larsson. He is the author of my favorite trilogy, girl with the dragon tattoo. There are made up books by him and i sat down and started skimming through them.One was about a ghost in a cartoon village. The pictures in the book seem to come alive! I am not turning pages, no am I really reading any words. The pictures on the page move around in a way that tells a story. I skim through a few more picture books by him and i grab a handful of them to show them to the boys. The are in a separate room. I walk in and its very dark. There is a bed in the room and Gherman and Izra are laying on the bed in a very still position. Its a little strange and I give them a weird look. I turn the corner to find Allen in a well lit adjacent bathroom. I show him the books but he is not impressed as he is not a fan if Stieg Larsson.
*Memory Laps*
I am at a really nice outdoor dinner party next to a wide rushing river. There are beautiful tea lights being hung between polls. I dont know any of the people at the party but I am still very comfortable. I look my best, even in an oversized sweater, and I felt really good and relaxed. I was enjoying munching down on some delicious steak strips that were marinated in something incredible. Many people there were on a diet and I felt sorry for them because they didnt get to enjoy the delicious food. A man sits with me and asks me about my modeling career. Apparently I am one and I answer by telling him it was going fine but I start to ignore him to eat some more food. He is obviously hitting on me so I ignore him even more because I am not into him. Then I get up and I board someones speed boat. I am relaxed with the wind blowing through my hair and enjoying the perfect weather and sun shine.

Allen and I are walking around Seattle. Dustin and Jemma appear out of nowhere and are walking with us. My head is on Allens shoulder as I walk. We go inside a restaurant that looks a lot like cha chas night club. Stephanie meets us there and we all order milkshakes. Allen is complaining about how many calories are in the milkshakes. Stephanie decided not to finish hers. At some point Allen and I get into a light hearted argument. Next we all go to a concert. It is an outside one and looks a lot like a music festival. It is really nice and sunny out but not to hot. The music theme there is rock which isnt really mine or Allens scene but we enjoy the music we are hearing and we are dancing to it. The festival area looked a lot like the gorge, with a magnificent land scape all around.

FALSE WAKE UP: I wake up to my alarm going off. Allen is next to me and complaining about how my alarm woke him up while he was having a nice dream. I turn it to snooze and think to myself that I was really bummed out that yet again I didnt have a lucid and how it will be many days before I will have a chance to sleep in and have a wake back to bed to increase my chances. It seems that as I close my eyes in this false wake up my real alarm actually goes off. DAMMIT!!

My Gma was incredibly ill. Im not sure which, im pretty sure it was Nancy. I had to drive over to her house and watch after her. I told allen that I would come home afterwards when other people came to watch her. I hoped to be back that night. Her house was a sprawling mansion. It was done in a very old style with gold and red accents, a large stair case and huge paintings. I was in a different room then Nancy. Dave called and wanted to know if I would like some Starbucks. I said yes. He brought me the most delicious drink. It was like a super cold chi tea late but it had a chocolate twist to it. It was incredible. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 1 am. It was pitch black outside. I called allen but he didn't answer. I called leo and got no answer. I tried allen one more time and got the same results. For some reason this made me really sad. I really wanted to go home and snuggle with him but I knew he was sleeping. I decided to stay at the mansion and go to bed there since I had work the next day and it was significantly closer to work. I went into a bathroom and it was as big as my apartment. The mirrors were so massive the stretched to the top. There was a bluish tint to the bathroom that didn't match the rest of the mansion.

Me, allen, dustin, and a group pf their friends are walking around a city. The city is beautiful with lots of cathedrals and interesting buildings. It very sunny out and there are street vendors everywhere. I see a lady with pieces of plank wood sitting out. The plank wood has designs on it that look like people. She claims that they are intact super old petrified humans and that for a small amount of money, you can buy a piece and throw it. If you can break it you can win a prize. I grabbed a board and very quickly realized that I wouldn't be able to grab it. I set it down and all of us walked into this underground secured parking. I somehow knew the parking garage and I knew that the bottom floor had ferraries. I jokingly suggested we go down there and bash them up. I wasn't serious. Everyone laughed. We make our way to the bottom and see some old ones and a massive locked closet. The closets gated door is open. We walk in. It's a super secure closet where the close are on rotating metal bars that are controlled by a remote. I turn on the remote and the clothes start to rotate and spin. I marveled at how nice and electronic the closet was. It must have cost a lot of money. I didn't understand however why it was inside of a parking garage.

Allen is doing hand stand on my night stand. I am annoyed.

False wake up. Im sweating so much my clothes, blanket, and bed is wet

Go to call allen, I can hear grandparents talking about me on the line. They are trying to call me. I hang up and try again a few times but the same thing happens again.

allen, leo and I were at our apartment. I got a new black suv mercedies. Leos dad was in town looking for him. Allen and leo needed to go to qfc so I let them take my car so leos dad wouldn't regonize them. I took allens and fallowed. We saw leos dad and drove back scared he would catch us. They walked inside and I turned around to grab my phone I left in allens car. I got in and decided to do nose reality check. I passed. Looked at hands, was missing fingers. YES! Allen stood on balacony and I shouted im dreaming. He said he knew. Suddenly a loud boom came.from behind me. I fully got into the back seats and shut door behind me. I heard creepy little alien laughs and allen was shouting they're tiny aliens. I locked the doors.and thought I should just drive away cuz.I didn't want to dream about aliens again. Crawled to front of car, didn't have key so I stuck in finger to turn on car. Started to pull away. FAULS WAKE UP: turn to allen, ask him what he was dreaming about. He said small aliens and I thought we shared dream. Closed my eyes and was back at my apartment but no aliens. Allen is with me. I do nose and hand reality check, I realize im dreaming again. Feeling frisky I tell allen to get naked outside with me. He does and were running around laughing. I wanted to play.WAKE UP: I lay there still and within a minute im back into the dream. Allens close are back on. REALLY wanting to play. I know im dreaming without checking. We start to play outside on someones car.
Wake up: lay there. Go back into the dream, decided I was.done with playing. Im with allen, he tells me to fly. I jump in the air and do but I can't go to high. I land. He is blowing things up with his hands. He tells me to shoot ice from my hands and I actually did it. We running around for a while icing and blowing things up.
I wake up: Go back into dream. Im there with a fat girl and some other people. I am doing reality checks, knowing im dreaming, but they are semi failing me. I tell her to do them, they fail her. Then I grab a clock. I look at it several times. The time changes with each look and sometimes says error. Im certain im dreaming. I wake up