lucidkara

I was back in Israel for some reason. Allen wasn’t with me but Dina and her sister (Ida?) were there. Ida and I had been fighting excessively the whole time, I am not sure why but we despised each other. At one point we even got into a semi physical altercation. She had aggressively bumped into my and then I knocked her down to the ground. We are in cocktail dresses and were in some restaurant/ outside bar thing. I drove off in my car to cool down. It is night out and I pull into this empty parking lot. My bright’s were on and they were shinning on what appeared to be a gigantic man in a one piece striped spandex suit. The suit literally covered his entire body including his face and toes. He must have been like 5 stories tall. He was in-between two buildings doing strange circus like poses. I sat in astonishment in my car. Finally when he was done, he slowly walked away into some woods. I looked around to see if anyone else saw what I did but no one was around. I drove back to the bar as quickly as I could. I went into the bathroom and saw Ida there. I fallowed her into a stall and asked her for a truce. I said I would take whatever blame she wanted to give to me because I was sick of all the negative energy that was being transferred my way. She hesitantly agreed and then we walked to the outside bar. Dina was sitting there, surrounded by guys having shots. She was laughing and having a really good time so I sat down next to her. I tried to tell the intoxicated guys about the giant man I saw. They were all laughing at me and calling me a dumb blonde. I really didn’t mind because they were drunk and I shrugged it off. Dina’s ex Daniel walked up in some cheesy white suit and told me that he believed me. I got really creeped out by him and told Dina that it was time to go. She was super drunk now. She saw Daniel and began slurring rude comments to him. I was laughing really hard. I had to drag Dina by her arms to my car and she continued to shit talk to Daniel the whole time

I was in school, wearing footy pajamas. I never once thought twice about my attire. We were all supposed to take notes from a teacher, I decided to take my notes on her over head board and not at my desk. She started to get really pissed at me so I left. When I walked out of the classroom I had walked into a gas station/grocery store. Allen was there helping me pick out food. Apparently I was going to live alone now and he was going to buy my groceries. I was really upset when they didn’t have my favorite special kind of peanut butter. Everything Allen picked out for me was healthy food and although I liked all those foods I had a really bad sweet tooth. I snuck in some “honey buns” when Allen wasn’t looking. I felt like a little kid in a way, and Allen would be the parent because of the way that he was acting and my mischievous ploys to get him to buy me junk food.

I fell like this dream kept repeating itself throughout the night, strange for me since repeat dreams aren’t common for me, in fact, I am not sure that I have ever in my life have had a repeat dream, just repeat dream scenes with different dreams happening in them. In waking life I put up a new abstract painting in my bathroom. In the repeat dream I would be laying in bed and I would get up and go to the bathroom. Every time the painting would have fallen and would be on the ground. The painting in the dreams was different from the one in waking life. The one in the dream was of a dark brown swirly tree with little red flowers on its branches and a Van Gogh yellow background. It was really pretty, better then the actual abstract one the I have hanging in my bathroom now.