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Ya I had a incident with SP last night and it wasn't anything bad really. I am a lot more calm now I understand that people only make their SP worse by thinking bad thoughts about it. I was in SP last night and I was looking at how my hand looks when you lift it out of your physical body which I've never actually observed. It then came to me I remember reading about rolling over and having an OBE. I tried this out, I couldn't move my body no matter how hard I tried. I now realize it is probably when you lay on your side. It is extremely difficult to do it on your back because I wasn't going anywhere. I can easily make my hands come out, but my body is a completely different story. I might try to work my head out first next time and move on from there.

I don't know why, but I have this huge axe spray sticker which is a guy in a pose. I put it on the window right next to where I sleep. It had a creepy stare going on, staring right at my face as I lay there. I watch it the whole time. It would move and look in one direction and stay like that, then randomly go back to its creepy stare. It eventually lifted up off the glass on the outside and turned into a person. He is now standing in front of my window. I hear him say something like "I hate my job", and walk off. I don't why but I grab what looks like a sub-machine gun and head out after him. I am out side and see him running down the yard. I think he saw me grab the gun because I see him start to turn around and pull out a pistol of some kind. I don't know what happens to my gun, but I hurry up and turn back towards the door without hesitation and go inside and lock the front door. I yell for mom in a panic and tell her to lock the back door she interrupts me both times I try to tell her acting as if she is annoyed, which annoys me because somebody is coming to shoot us up. She tells me it is locked. I wake up.

I am in a mall with a lot of my classmates back in high school. I am with a group of girls and Megan is wanting to hold my hand, acting like she wants me. I'm pretty sure they are leading me somewhere because I am just following them . I look back on it now that is not a good idea, but I am clueless and enjoying the attention. We go through this little archway that leads into a restaurant where people are at the tables eating and conversing. I get to the middle part that joins the two parts of the restaurant through a doorway or something. I am talking to Zach Lyday's girl (I swear it's Nate Lyday as a girl)(brothers IRL). I am talking with her like we are going to hook up. I then turn to see Zach talking to somebody else who I can't remember, at a table. They get up and start walking towards me, I know exactly what is going down and I am prepared. Cody comes over and starts talking to me to distract me but I am still waiting until they get closer. I see the person on the right side is the one that is going to jump me, but it is my friend Robert. I walk up on him and confront him before he has a chance to do anything. I can see he's trying to decide if he is going to do it or not as I try to talk him out of it. I wake up after that.