non-lucid

I was laying in bed and I felt a big problem with my stomach. It was bulging out like something was stuffed in there. It looked horrible and felt it as well. I was freaking my shit, as it felt it was going to burst at any time. I was walking around and a Monster energy drink can popped out through my stomach. I told mom we needed to go to the hospital asap. I actually remember thinking about me drinking from the can but I wondered how it ended up getting into my stomach, didn't make sense at the time even in the dream. I don't remember much after that.

I was at my grandmas house playing some game with my friend Levi and my cousin Madison. It would switch from me being in the game to us playing it in the living room. I remember being my character in the snow and we would wait for a monster to pop up from a hill. I seemed to know what was going on because I would warn them when something was going to happen. There would be a huge monster come out at the end and we would have to face it. It switches to the living room and we would restart the game and I picked a different character. We started out on a jet ski and I had a stick as a weapon, I jumped on the one with my cousin but I fell off and was stuck in the water, she came back around to save me. My dad walked in at this point and watched. I saw a big mess next to the door next to me. It had a thick yellow goo over everything which was apparently piss from some animals that were in the house. My dad was pissed when we sat there while our grandma cleaned it up saying we should have.

I had this weird ass dream of being on netflix on the computer in my room. I was trying to get out of this movie scene selection in which all the scenes showed creepy images of women's faces as they were crying with a horrid look on their face. I accidentally clicked on one scene because there were no other options to exit and It started showing these images. They looked like weeping Native American women with very horrid looks on their face. I woke up in my dark room which was creepy after that.

I am on a trolley thing at a zoo like place with some other tourist people. We start off into a jungle like exhibit going pretty damn fast. I see a small child fall off on the tracks and everyone starts trying to get the woman to stop who looks like she doesn't know what the fuck to do. We go around the jungle part and we eventually stop and I immediately jump off and run for the hurt child. There are a couple kids sitting next to him looking to see if he is alright. I see he is quite bloody on the face and around the mouth lying motionless. I turn around to yell at the other adults to call 911. I see a stupid adult walk over with a grin on his face thinking it is a little kid injury, not taking it seriously. He sees the kid and instantly changes saying he looks bad.

I had plenty more dreams last night because I slept from morning until 1 in the morning. I was too tired to care about writing them down and went back to sleep every time I woke up. This is what I remember.

I think maybe this is the second time becoming lucid since I made this account, could actually be the first . I normally have a lot of lucid dreams but it just didn't happen until the morning of yesterday. I am walking in a desert and am half lucid until I spot this hidden path. I think I want to explore this way then I notice I can control myself and become fully aware of my lucidity. I start off down this path with rocks assorted out like a small pathway. There is miles of nothing just desert around me, with some huge rocks in the distance. I see this path lead to a way to climb up a mountain in front of me, and there is a waterfall coming down it as well along the way. I can't wait to start off my journey and I wake up shortly after. I am still sleepy so I close my eyes to go into another scenario. I do the HI thing and an image of a corner of a room and a ceiling shows up with the wallpaper peeling off the wall. I am fully focused and go into it and am on a couch now looking up at that exact spot I was picturing. I sit up and notice the room I am in is almost too small for a normal human being, having to duck my head a bit. I try rubbing my hands together to bring some clarity which sort of works at first. I think it is good enough and get up off the couch. I look down in front of me and see a small brown dog lying there. I lose focus and it goes black. I go back into another one and am in a battle zone. It starts off like an online war game would and we all disperse at the same time to go out into battle. I fly up onto a house with a woman lying on her side. A small inappropriate scene happens and I wake up. I try to go into another one which almost works. I see the image of where I want to go which is out in the woods with a huge electricity tower thing in the background. I am planning a nature walk but I don't have enough focus to go into it and lose it pretty quickly.

I then go out of LD mode and go into some normal dreams.
I wake up in living room and see mom with someone else's baby in her hands so I go back to my room. Mom meets me back there asking me what type of pizza I want showing me this piece of pizza with the texture of what looks like a carpet design. I wake up IRL wondering if I actually came back to my room realizing that I slept in my bed like normal. I try to go back to sleep and have some weird hallucinations. I see them almost as if I didn't even fall asleep, directly upon closing my eyes. I see a kid get up in my face in one next to my bed. Wake then see a hand feel my forehead. I see another one of a person next to me checking my health like a doctor all only for a very short amount of time as they disappear seconds upon seeing them. I think they are the visual hallucinations you get from sleep paralysis even though I didn't go into SP as I seemed aware and awake when they happened. Then I fell asleep for realz. I was in my room and Levi had his bong. I told him not to smoke it with my door being wide open and it being daytime. He persists saying we won't get caught, which was totally fucking stupid to me. He hits it anyway and I'm pissed. I hide in my bathroom hiding all my shit expecting to be in serious trouble anytime now. It switches to me being in bed and there is a bag of weed laying on the bed next to me. Mom walks in and I do a horrible job at trying to keep it from site with my dream journal which I also keep on bed.

Dream skip

I am with Levi at my house and we are by ourselves when suddenly we hear a Razor motor vehicle thing driving outside. There are three guys on it. There start running into the side of the house purposely trying ti fuck it up. We go out back and then they are in the house and they have guns. We go to grab Levi's guns and I grab a chainsaw. There are two booths with security officers in them out of nowhere and they are calling police. The police take away my chainsaw. I wake up at some point.

I somehow achieve lucidity again and am in my house. I walk up to the refrigerator and look at one of the pictures on there. It shows a woman with a weird look on her face and I take it off the refrigerator door. I see both of my brothers as DCs. I show them the picture and they think it is weird to. Wake up.

I keep on waking up at Levi's house, I literally believe I am staying there for the day as I spent the whole day there, until we went to bed in the dream. We are wanting to make something to eat. I had this box of shrimp that I brought over and I see there is only seven left. We are bummed out, I say we can mix it in with something else. Then all of the sudden we look in box and there are shrimp in all four corners, one on both sides directly from each other in the middle, and one sitting directly in the middle of all the shrimp making another seven pieces. We are then psyched and then split the shrimp. I remember dropping one on the floor and I tried to hurry and pick it up. Those are all the details from it. Other than that I am glad I finally experienced some lucidity once again.

We are out in front yard of our house. It is night time and we have a fire lit. My friends and I are planning to take our lives (which is weird because I don't think suicide is right). We kill my dog Bullseye and I see his body lying next to the fire. I am greatly saddened and at some point realize we don't need to do this. I look over and see my dog get back up barely alive and I am calling out to him still crying but happy. Wake up not liking that dream.

I am playing some sort of Dragonball Z like game with guns in it at my grandma's house. I am raping at it.

I am at school again and am with my friend, Levi. We teach this kid a lesson, who fucked with a family member of ours. We end up becoming friends with the kid so he doesn't decide to go on a killing spree or something. We are sneaking out the back of the school a little bit before the end of the day. We walk outside and it is night time. There are fireworks going off in the sky and we are celebrating the end of school I think.

I am sleeping over at my friends house (not the same IRL). I am on the couch and he is on the floor. We get up and at some point given a lot of money for some reason. We go to my grandma's house. That's all I remember from yesterday's dreams.

I am in a parking lot from high school and am in a black SUV. I am buying some excellent bud off my friends. We smoke this round joint, he doesn't think his bud is that good. I tell him to hit it again and he changes his mind. Now picture a circular joint connected at both ends. In one side there are six small holes poked in the paper to smoke through and the other side is lit and burns down both sides. That is what we were smoking.

Dream skip

I am in a road tunnel place and I somehow fall out of my car as I am driving and lose it as it continues to drive away itself.

Dream skip

I am in some strangers' house with my bud that I bought. I have most of my bud laid out and I figure out the family is against all drugs. I slowly put back in my medicine bottle (what I put it in IRL) as one the kids (a teenager) watches me with an angry look on his face. I am trying to shove all of it in at once. It switches to us being out on the roof of a building. The kid is there and tied up to something, I think a red pole maybe and is laughing crazily. The bud is still lying on the ground where I left it. As IRL I would be shitting myself, I try to walk towards the amazing bud to retrieve it but the wind is blowing hard. I am trying real hard to make my way towards it and I wake up before I can get to it. I was so fucking pissed that I didn't get to it after that.

I am at some type of party, like a new years eve party or something. I am in someone else's house and there are old ladies sitting on the furniture around me. I don't see anybody but a bunch of old ladies. They are given busch light beer in a red cup since we are celebrating something. I hear one say it tastes too sweet or something. The old lady sitting in front of me has this really weird ass dog that has some huge problems. It is deaf and blind or something. It doesn't move or blink the whole time I am staring at it. It has these big, round wide opened eyes that are blue and very creepy, just staring blankly. The lady is petting it but it continues to stay extremely still.

Dream skip

I am at my friend's dad's house (Brian is his name) which is similar to mine but the carpet and walls look like his place. We are partying and I see my dad on the couch with Brian and they are laughing watching TV or something. I see two people I knew in high school (Cody and Jayben) playing on a computer. I am eating a bowl of cereal and drinking a beer. The beer is finished and I seem sober until I somehow am overcome with a feeling of inebriation and hit the floor getting milk everywhere. I feel somewhat embarrassed because I can usually easily tolerate one beer. I hear Cody and Jayben making fun of my fall. I try to tell Brian I don't know what is going on. He tells me to get up when I can't seem to control what is happening to me. I continue to stand up, walk, then fall over a few times before I am starting to freak out because of it. He watches me as I helplessly lie on the ground and am scooting across the ground without being pushed by anything or anyone. I pass out then wake up at my house on a workout bench (there also IRL but not exactly in the same place). I get up and see dad sitting in the rocking chair the glass windows on the double doors. I knew he was waiting for me to wake up because he was worried. I don't want to go out of the room yet and sit down on a futon thing (not there IRL). He sees me awake and I go out there to tell him what happened. I explain I believe it was because I was soar from working out the previous night.

Dream skip

I wake up at another house. I come out of the room and see my friend Tyler talking to some chick. We talk about the party that happened last night. I still seemed really tired. He tells the girl saying something like "We're gonna fuck right" and joking around about me joining in with them or something. I all of the sudden wake up on the table. I get up and see him standing there in the living room. He was waiting for me to wake. I tell him I need an energy drink because I am just too tired to want to do anything. He explains something about a game we could play that should give me some energy. We hear a storm coming about outside. We walk out on the steps and see the dark clouds rolling in. I see the fucking sun crawl straight up the sky in a fairly fast motion like when you watch a camera speed up a filming process. The clouds are also moving quickly. I watch it go up and pass the moon (like when you see a reflection of in the daytime), which I am thinking in the dream this is crazy seeing the moon and sun almost right next to each other, and go back down and to the left and it turns into a small little light ball now. I point it out to Tyler and he is amazed as well. He walks over to the neighbor women who is standing outside next to her pool. Tyler talks her into letting us use it which she says we have to pay her 5 bucks each. I am taking my shirt off and shit when she mentions sarcastically something about it being a perfect time to swim even though it storming. We jump over the fence and get in anyway which I was thinking about the storm too but I continued on. I was still tired and wasn't looking forward to swimming. The girl jumps in with a bunch of other guys I don't know and then I wake up.

I am in a house somewhat similar to mine. I am in the kitchen area and it looks bigger and nicer with a huge glass window on the wall. I am talking with this kid that I was in a grade lower than me back in high school. He is telling me a lot of disturbing things that have happened to him (being raped, etc). I am trying to keep him calm because I remember him having a gun or a knife in his hand. I then go into my room where I find a shit load of different guns, assault rifles, pistols, all that good stuff. I see my friends AK-47 under there as well, but it is taken a part a bit. I look outside to see an Army hummer like vehicle pull up and release a bunch of soldier guys with their guns. I am like holy shit because I know I am about to be arrested. I get down next to my bed to hide some things under it and an one of them pushes me on the ground and hand cuffs me.

Dream skip

I am walking with other prisoners at an airport off of a plane. I come upon this room where I see jars full of cannabis buds sitting around the room, I recognize I am in a medical marijuana shop. I am hoping I can take part in purchasing this fine medicine.

Dream skip

I am free of any law enforcement and am in a trailer with some old dude. I am talking to him about the kid with the problems and tell him how his father killed himself and his mother raped him. The guy is saddened and shakes his head saying how horrible it is. A lot of shit that I don't remember happens. I wake up.

I am in a room with some big black dudes with huge muscles. I am actually a black dude as well, with the muscles and what not. I have gained their trust. They tell me I am now one of their brothers as we put our heads together and do a hand shake thing, more like a hand grab.


Dream skip

I am in a room sitting at a table with some younger kids still in high school (now my normal self). We are playing a dare game. They dare me to get pricked by one of those finger poking devices that check you blood, where ever they decided to do it. I disagree to play the game and leave the table, but Jesse gets pissed and is almost threatening me that he is going to do it anyway. He has a knife out now teasing me like a fucking bully. I am threatening him now to stop, but he continues gesturing stabbing me with the knife.

Dream skip

We are in my kitchen now and he still seems to want to stab me. He has a double sided blade. I try to change his actions saying the knife looked cool. He jokes about throwing it towards me like a professional and sticking me in the neck with it. He then says he will take me outside and teach me how to use it.

Dream skip

He is at the door to my room now and is starting to become a bit nicer. He offers me a some sort of knife with the McDonald's logo all over the handle. I act very pleased and say it is an awesome gift. He is happy I am happy and it is like a truce. I am glad he is done fucking with me.

Dream skip

I am at my grandmas house alone. I am going to take a shit on the pot when I flush, but figure out it is not connected to a drain and just goes straight to the floor. I panic thinking goddammit this sucks, now there is shit all over the floor. I then think I have fixed it or something because I have to go again. I am done and get up to realize there is only a toilet seat and no bowl and the water and shit just covers the ground. I think I forget about it, I am not sure. I am in the living room now lying on the couch. I remember thinking about the toilet downstairs and the other one up stairs at my grandma's house IRL work just fine. I don't seem to realize I am dreaming though. Grandma asks me if I want to go with her somewhere and I see the person picking us up is from the black family at the first part of the dream. It is a lady in a blue vehicle. I don't want to be caught, because apparently I was undercover back at their place. I kind of forget about grandma because I think the dream just changes and I am somehow I at my house outside. I see a black car pulling up. I see it is one of the black dudes I grabbed hands with. I hide behind the garage. I watch him get out of his car and put something in another car already parked there which was a dark green grand dam which we don't have. I accidentally walk out into sight thinking he won't recognize me cause I am white now. I turn and see my neighbor's golf cart setting there. There is a dog in the driver's seat with paws on the wheel and bottom ones on the gas like a human. Dog looks exactly like this.


There is another animal in the passenger seat, but I cannot remember cause I was watching the dog drive towards me thinking a person put it on there. The black guy is gone so I go into house. I pass our neighbor walking by as I look out of the window, watching her carry off two kittens. My uncle jay and his daughter is there which is a baby in the dream (a child IRL). I have her on my lap showing her outside through the living room window. I see my neighbor friend, Devin, playing catch in the yard with his little brother. The baby is pointing at a red door that is for some reason attached to a big rock. She is talking almost in full sentences about it now. I am saying to her "Ya that's a red door, but it doesn't go anywhere" which I knew somehow. I am eventually in a version of our house that has similar things in the right places, but they are different (like different fridge, features, etc). I am with my uncle Jason, my cousin Madison, and another girl who is supposedly our cousin. We have a pizza sitting out on the middle island counter in the kitchen. We are talking about what makes the quality of a pizza go down. Madison is saying something about toppings or whatever. I am thinking it is how long you wait to eat it which Jay pretty much explains exactly as I was getting ready to say it. I explain it makes the freshness decrease as you wait. We are still hanging out and eating as Jay who is fit IRL, is doing some sort of workout on the island counter (literally on top of it). I can tell he is trying to impress the girls. I am fit IRL but not as fit. I am just like damn as he doing some impressive Olympic shit. It seems as if he is hitting on Madison, but I can tell she has no interest because she doesn't pay much attention. My other girl cousin is trying to hit on my uncle doing some stretches to attract him and shit like that. We end up all sleeping in the same bed except for the other cousin who is on the ground. Jay is on the left side next to his daughter. I am next facing the opposite side of the bed next to their feet. Madison is next to me on the right side, but she is on the opposite side of the bed with her feet next to my head. I see Jay gently petting his daughter's head as she falls asleep. The other cousin on the ground is making moaning sounds trying to get Jay's attention. Madison looks at me with a blank stare like wtf. I look back at her and laugh trying to hold it in. Dream takes a weird turn here. I look up at the ceiling next to the wall facing my head. I see small piece fall out and blood starts dripping. It breaks off more and more as blood is now pouring onto the floor. I say out loud " Ugh, that is not good..." and Jay gets up in terror of whats happening upstairs. We both get up to run and check it out when I wake up.

I am spending time with my Dad, his wife Michelle, and my brother Miles. Some type of confrontation goes down in the parking lot I don't recall very well. We are at a Mexican restaurant eating and conversing. Dad is drinking with Miles when he says something that Miles doesn't like. Miles gets up and leaves. Dad is drunk at this point and continues to tease him as he is walking out. I hold him back which makes him want to act more like a fool than he already is. He is getting out of hand and yelling becoming increasingly pissed. I have a hold on his arm behind his back not letting him go anywhere. Some idiot states the obvious saying "This guy has had to much to drink" I look at him and say something like " Oh you think so" in a sarcastic manner, not taking it too seriously. He is becoming out of control as we make our way to the front counter, him pulling me as I hold his arm behind is back in an attempt to restrain him. He is just super pissed as I am telling everyone to call the cops knowing he will just get worse as he is drunk. At this point he is losing it and this part gets to me. I was thinking in the dream that he has gone a bit over the top this time. I am now in front of him holding him back from other people now. He looks as if he has been pushed to the limit of sanity, his face being beet red. He pulls out a gun and shoots right past me, being in the direction of his gun. I wake up still with some adrenaline pumping. I believe he was trying to shoot a person I was holding him back from. I remember thinking in the dream I just wanted to hug him to make him stop this madness because it bothered me seeing him act that way.

It starts out a pretty good dream. I am with my friend, Levi, and we are in a cabin of some sort at a campground somewhere. The cabin is actually really nice set with a flat screen and couches and what not. We are both sitting on the couch hitting his rasta bong I had mentioned in another dream. I walk outside and set the bong right in the entrance way on a small sidewalk. I walk into the second cabin right next to our other one. I turn around before I walk in and see my mom and john leaving our campsite and walking down the dirt road. I am worried they might see the bong but I don't seem to move it from its position. I am in the cabin with my brothers and Levi talking about something, not sure what.

Dream skip

I am going though a line that has two electric fences on both sides. It is a line for some type of campground police enforcement. It starts to become to narrow as I reach the little building where they give me the results of whatever I am here for. I get stuck and complain the fence is shocking the shit out of my legs. The officers tell me to go back a bit and jump over the side of the fence. I step down with my foot and it bends. I make my way over. They notify me I am now on probation.

Dream skip

I see myself in third person (as a memory) and I am walking with my friends when I slip and smack the back of my head on the ground. I wake up in a field to hear Levi's cellphone blaring right in my ear on full blast. I look over to my left and see him holding the phone now up to my face. I am still in a daze. It pisses me off being awaken from being knocked out so I act like it hurts the shit out of my head and scream in pain. Eventually the cellphone is still there but he is gone. I then see in a third person point of view Levi, Tyler, and a third guy unknown carrying grocery bags round and packed full of personal items and illegal things as well. I remember Levi staring at my third person view and saying something about if I wanted this I would get up (because I have actually wanted some bud lately). It switches back to me and of course I'm up. I see them come around the hill I was laying on and greet me. I tell Levi about his stupid ass phone blowing out my eardrum and me screaming in pain, because I thought now that it was just his phone and not him (even though I saw him). We eventually start walking towards the recreational grounds still carrying the bags. I tell them I'm on probation because there are campground officers patrolling the grounds. We walk on to the side of this hill with a bunch of people all grouped up down the hill, sort of in a line. We are towards the back and set the bags down on the ground. I see they have some of my clothes IRL packed in them, like my Sipknot shirt and others. I don't want the officers to confiscate my things, but I also would rather not be caught with illegal herbs while on probation. We are sneaking away and I look back to see some people we know standing in a group around our bags so the officers don't check them. We get out to the field again. I now see and recognize the third person in the dream and IRL. it is Frank the father in Everybody Loves Raymond dressed in a t-shirt and jeans like a younger person. Levi says that he is hungry, I say I'm fucking starving, so we all agree to head out to eat. We make it to a basketball court which has no hoops or anything, just a concrete slab pretty much. It is filled with bunches of people just standing around like on the hill. The officers make every one leave the court and go into these prison cells to the left of it. This is all outside, like just square cells and with no roof, just opened. I go into one with my brother Miles. I wake up after that.

I then close my eyes because I am still in a sleepy state and try to go back into the dream. The DEILD works. I wake up in the grass laying in the exact same sleeping position. I get up and am fully lucid. I am at a part of the dream I didn't mention before because I barely remember it. I am following a small group in a line. There is a hot chick that was in the line just like I had previously seen, but this time she catches my attention. She travels off the trail from the group to the right by herself, which she had done also previously. I swear my brain set me at this part in the dream to trick me into following her because I am trying not to induce sex in my lucid dreams lately because that is want I want to do 80% of the time when I am lucid. Sex excites me which wakes me up most of the time. I walk with her and walk out in front of her and ask her if she will follow me. I start walking towards the tree behind her and it immediately becomes super blurry. I completely forgot to stabilize and I wake up. I swear that girl was put there for me to fuck it up. I learned my lesson.

I am walking towards my workplace. It is a fast food restaurant, but I don't have my supplies. I am walking in a decent sized alleyway, big enough for a couple cars to fit in. It is behind the restaurant. I see a worker from somewhere else on the job maybe. I jack his cleaning spray bottle and his trash bag. I start walking into work. I remember I don't really work much. My grandma is there who plays in a band (IRL). She holds my guitar for me which I also play IRL. I play sometimes in the restaurant when I am taking a break. I remember her showing me around and we get to the front desk. There is a small tin can full of cannabis and there is keif (pure THC crystals) all over the the counter, literally covered. She tells me that it is keif and I get excited. I think I am supposed to clean it but we pass it up. Then somewhere near the end of my dream a couple guys who heard me play come up and talk to me. They want to offer me $2300 for a record deal. Another guy gets up from a table and offers me $2500. Another guy gets up wanting to offer me money. A shootout begins by one of them (who actually looks just like my friend Brandon who owns a lot of nice guns). I try to stop him but he runs backwards and shoots up my left hand side. One bullet hits me in the shoulder, another in the lower gut and one more in pelvic bone all on my left side. I wake up somewhere around there.

At some point I go back to sleep into this same restaurant dream scene. I am sitting at a table and I look down at this bag that has these shoes that I remember jacking from the first part of the dream that I can't remember now. I now realize that it is a dream and become lucid. I get up from the table and hear a couple of kids screaming about a car jacking going on out side. I look and see it happen and they drive off. I continue to walk around the restaurant to look around. I see employees walking around. I walk to the back and see a kids toy dispenser. It kind of reminds me of a real life fast food place. I walk over to the counter and check behind and see everybody working. I decide to go outside and check it out. I see a bunch of kids all beside the restaurant who are dressed up in costumes. It is night time and there is a lot of kids. I decide to go back into the restaurant when I wake up sometime around there. I wish I would've tried to do more.

I grab my little brother and run to my neighbors house very quickly. I run to the front door which is located on the wrong side of the house. She sees me panicking and lets me in. My other brother is already there sitting on the couch. I tell her to call 911. I wish I could remember what the fuck I was running from.

I am in my room cutting a plastic mouse with scissors. Starts out retarded I know. John comes home drunk and throws my brother Michael onto my bed, playing around.

Dream gap

I am in our kitchen now cutting another plastic mouse in half (wtf??). Michael is watching TV when all of the sudden John comes into the kitchen and grabs him and carries him into my room to throw him on the bed.

Dream gap

I am now in the back room sitting on the sofa thing and John asks me if I used the scissors because they were bent up. I told him that I had only cut two plastic mice in half so it wasn't me. I hear mom talking about us going to our dad's Christmas dinner. My aunt Stacey walks in and then my dad does, who I think is there to pick us up. Mom and John start talking about somebody named Hunter and his family in a bad way. She was saying stuff like "I'm glad I'm not going over there with them" and calling them bad people and such. I was getting angry because I knew they weren't bad people. Everybody starts getting angry with me because I don't agree and even dad jumps in at one point which doesn't make sense cause they are at his house. I kept on saying I wasn't going to call them bad people because I knew them and dad grabbed my arm. I pushed him off me and he almost falls over. I tell him that I am sorry because my dad has a really bad temper and I don't want to fuck with him. He acts like it didn't happen and starts searching my pockets to take my phone away like he usually does. Mom tells him to search my room which I definitely do not want to happen. I grab my shit out of his hands, pissed at this point and walk off.
I then wake up in my room as a false awakening. I am in bed when I hear my grandma, Madison and her sister Adrian come in to the house. I am trying to hurry up and finish recording my dream in my notebook. Adrian walks in and gets up on my bed and stands to show me something. I had it all made and didn't want her to mess it up so I told her to get off and stand in front of my bed instead. That's it.

My cousin Madison and other school friends are throwing me a B-day party at my house out in the front yard. I'm pretty sure I am in my underwear the whole time, but with a black blanket wrapped around like a toga. Skipping the first part because I cant remember, I am up in front of all the party goers. We are performing some song, I have a pole with a small round, brown ritual looking drum on top of it sticking in the ground in front of me. I had two long ass drum sticks with the white round padding on top. Everybody else has instruments as well and Madison starts off first with her snare drum. I would come in at some point like I knew what I was doing in the dream. I seriously don't know what we were doing. It seemed we were performing a ceremony (or some shit) and everybody was playing along. I am lying against a stack of tires that were randomly in my yard afterwards, half asleep. Madison comes over to wake me up about some problem she needs help with. I follow her to the front door of my house and my brother Miles shows me that we are locked outside. They said our drunk parents locked us out of the house on accident. I open the screen in the first window of the two windows next to the front door which lead to the living room. I open the window which is unlocked and climb through. I get in and can see my Mom's bedroom door is shut with the light on underneath. I expect a drunk orgy to be going on as I am wondering if all the adults are in there together. I look through the vent above the door and see nobody in the room. I walk in and find nobody but as I'm walking away from the room I hear Miles talking to mom who was asleep, even though I just checked. She didn't know where everybody had went. I travel the rest of the house which looks nothing like my house like the first part did. The dream fades as we are looking for the other parents.

I was back in high school and I remembered a lot of the girls I never talked to were noticing me and trying to talk with me. I remember walking by Megan which also gave me a look as I passed by. I walked into Alana which stopped me and just started chatting with me.

Dream gap

I remember following Courtney, a beautiful girl that was in my class, down the hallway because she was leading me to go talk to her or something. My friend Robert was going to class with other students and told me about some show or something he wanted to show me later. I then continued to follow Courtney.

Dream gap

My friends and I want to do a prank or whatever the fuck it is. We would play Staying Alive by the Bee Gees in a set of headphones and each person would dance to the beat as we walked separately. Watch Night at the Roxbury, something like that. I saw my friends doing it as I proceeded down the hallway and even saw Courtney doing it. I tried showing off my moves.

Dream gap

At some point I can't remember where I got it, but I was carrying Levi's awesome rasta bong, its a big one, around the school. It is thick glass with the rasta colors swirling down it and see transparent in between swirls. It has a black outer ring that swirls around the top to the bottom piece which is the base, also black. I get to my class and realize that I have a bong in my hand and can't carry it into class (should've realized it was a dream then). I try to hide it outside of the room, but the bell is about to ring. I proceed to carry it into class without worry of being arrested. I set it down on a chair next to Josey and he mentions he likes it. I tell him it is my friends. I remember looking at the part around where the slider sits in the hole and there is caked resin under the slider. I was surprised how much there really was on there. I then grab it and put it next to my seat as class starts. I'm sitting next to the wall and on the other side is my friend Raigen. The lights are off in the room and Mrs. Hinesly's desk is up at the front ( she is the study hall teacher). The room also looks like a classroom from Hogwarts with stone as the floors and walls and stuff like that (wtf is up with Harry Potter today?). I end up lighting up a blunt or joint during class and the teacher asks who is siting next to the wall. I didn't say anything. She mentions something about how I'm not supposed to be sitting next to the wall, but doesn't even notice the smell or smoke. I wake up sometime around there.

I do not enjoy the feeling of being overcome by my sleep paralysis. It usually gets more intense as I let it go and I have to shake my legs or my body to wake myself up. I just recently started to try and control it. This occurred last night so it is pretty recent. I go into sleep paralysis and I am aiming to use it to emerge into a LD. I feel a pulsing vibration go throughout my body down through my legs. I let it go until I end up in a scene of a movie with Harry Potter and Hermine being apart of it. It is a stupid movie that has nothing to do with Hogwarts or anything of Harry Potter. I am literally behind the scenes at one point where they are using a huge ass cat that resembles my big fat fluffy cat, but except it is tiger sized and has the same features. I remember it striking at me at one point so I try to stay back from it. That's about it. No lucidity but still somewhat interesting.