LucasPotter's DJ

Not exactly a dream, but here we go...

I was on the phone with my girlfriend until 6AM, I turned off the computer and it was dark, I was still on the phone, but in my bed already. I closed my eyes because I hate being in the dark and I saw a wall with a lizard on it. It freaked me out a bit, so I decided to hang up and try to WILD, I figured that I was already hallucinating.

I started relaxing and, for the first time ever, an image came to my mind. I guess I should mention that I felt a little numbness on my arms and legs and a light pressure on my chest, but nothing more than that. The image was of a beach, it was night. I'm not exactly a beach person, but I was okay with the scenario and decided to simply enjoy it.

That didn't work that well, though, because suddenly there were tornadoes everywhere. I thought "well, I'm going to die then, but no problem, it won't be for real, I'll just wake up". That made me realise that 1) I could still feel my body, so I could "wake up/get up" if I wanted to and 2) I could try to control this scenario, whatever it was.

I started thinking that the tornadoes would come towards me, but nothing would happen. So my mind must've decided to make things more interesting, aaand... tsunamis, tornadoes and lightning bolts EVERYWHERE. I was still telling myself I had the power, but I could feel that I was going to lose control of it.

So I decided to focus on meeting my celebrity crush, Lea Michele. I thought I could see her at a park or something, but I kept finding myself in a flat. Very frustrating. Then I remember seeing the Statue of Liberty, which made me happy, cause that meant I was in NY, at least.

Finally, I was in a groceries store and Lea was there. The problem was that I couldn't actually see her. I couldn't hear her voice either. After lots of tries, I managed to see her and imagine her voice, so I decided it was time to imagine myself talking to her. At first, I was a little boy. Awful. I tried again, but I couldn't see my face, I wanted to be me, but at the same time, I wanted to be hotter... and male.

It took me some time to simply accept to not see my face. So I said hi to her, asked for a pic, she was really nice and I was proud of myself. Then, I was in my bedroom and there was a girl floating above my bed. She wasn't above me, it was like she was standing next to my feet. I knew she wasn't real, but I didn't want that image, so I moved, because I could still feel my body.

Is there such thing as a semi-lucid dream?

(I copied that from my workbook)