Linkzelda's Dream Journal

07.26.2012

Redhead in Black (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm not even sure if this is a precognitive dream or an actual one, because I think that when the dream was over, I was talking to myself about something, and I had a feeling that this happened in the onset of the dream being created.

I had the intention of finding Alyzarin in a dream, since I felt I could match her REM cycles at some point during my sleep.

All I remember is seeing a skinny female, big anime like eyes, but still within the border of realistic eyes. She is wearing dark red lipstick, and she's smiling to where the front of her lips make a steep curve down, while the sides curve inwards to her cheekbones.

She is wearing a black dress that looks like it could be worn in bed, like a nightgown of some sort.

Something tells me that I asked if she was my dream guide, but I can't remember if she responded to me at all. All that I could remember from her is that she just looks at me with a smile.

The more I stare at her, the more her eyes become enticing. She had light brown eyes, and then they were more gold-ish and lighter than before when I focused on the detail.

Her hair was similar to Paz's style in Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker. The hair itself looked like it was just filled with a light red-pink color, no detail like individual strands or anything like that.

Her facial structure was small, slightly round, and made a slight dip or smooth point for her chin. She also had pale skin, and the black nightgown she wore augmented this with the heavy contrast.

The environment itself was blurry, very dark, from gray to black. It felt as if this environment was so blurry to where it would look like a running ink painting of buildings, etc.

After seeing the girl in front view, my perspective changes to where I see her in profile view. I realize how skinny she really is, and she isn't wearing any shoes, I think.

I can understand that the girl's visage and body structure was mostly because I watched a random Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker video of Snake vs. Paz on YouTube late at night.

Now for the pale skin, and black night gown, it's probably because of a woman named Stoya who has pale skin, and wore a black ngihtgown or lingerie. I'll keep that source to myself. *whistles innocently*

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07.26.2012

She is a Lesbian (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Because I had little sleep last night, because I decided to do some late night internet searching, and talking to someone before they passed out (you know who you are =P), the recall is shallow.

I believe I'm hanging with someone, and based on how relaxed I felt, it was most likely the persona I take when encountering relatives that I haven't seen in a long time ago. It's the passive demeanor that just allows the naivette to grow and grow.

I honestly can't explain my feelngs for this kind of dissociative thought..

I think I'm following her in a clothes mall, and I only stick to following her. I wasn't interested in buying anything for myself or her, and I guess the only reason I was with her was because I wanted to walk around, or to just be there for the relative of mine.

I couldn't get her visage, it was blurry, and she was wearing mostly black. It was as if I was just following a shade or something. I believe we finally reach a cash register, and as I let her tend to her business with paying for whatever it is she has, I notice someone else close to me.

I'm not sure if she was following me, or is waiting in line, but I get a close up view on her. I realize she looks a lot like an African American girl I had for a Science class.

To make sure I somewhat remember her, I'll just put it out here that her family history involved having sickle cell.

She looked so adorable and cute, just like the waking life version. She looks up at me in a shy manner, if that makes any sense. I think she glances at me because I glanced at her, and I think she tried looking back somewhere else.

She was short, I'd say 5 feet or so, which is probably a safe estimate that the waking life version of her was in Middle school.

Wow, now that I think about it, she really was cute when I had her for Science class, but her personality....not so much.

LOL, why am I going through analysis of middle school encounters?

Someone is calling the relative who is still blurry for me, I think, and I think at some point, she said she is a lesbian.

I don't know how, but something just tells me she said that to someone.