non-lucid

Well i wrote down some undetailed notes about my dreams 5 minutes after i woke up, so the dreams are not as detailed as they really were, but i remember some extra things i guess so i will try to post it as complete as possible:

First i dreamt about going to a supermarket, near the house of my grandmother, and buying a cup of tea with 20 tea bags in it, and a box of mint tea. I went to the house of my grandmother, which looked like the house of her deceased sister and my older sister and father asked me for a tea. But they didn't ask me the tea of the box since they didn't like that one, so i was ready to offer the other tea from the cup which i thought it was mint tea as well, from better quality, but the cup was empty. Then i looked again and around and i saw the twenty tea bags and all of different colours. I was dissapointed because i bought that cup because of the mint teas and they werent there.

The second dream was about an airplane. The first scene i actually remember was being in a room. It looked like my aunt's room and the room of my grandfather house. I was with two friends, they were Juan and Fran. I think they were mocking me or something like that, because they were ready to go outside and i lacked a few things so i couldnt go out yet. Anyways we were talking about the game GO. As soon as i go outside i go alone and i leave them behind, because i went to other place (basically where they tried to go was that they were going to get caught up by something dangerous, probably an air force, so since i thinked differently from them i didnt want to argue with them so i left to some place where i could do something). I saw my mother and my sisters coming from a forest or somewhere similar. I don't know what they wanted to do but i couldn't go with them. I got up in a plane in the docks, it was really small and there were 2 people in it, and we headed "home". At that time the dream ended but continued to the next dream.

The plane was bigger, actually it was an airport but we were flying already, in Argentinean territory i think. I looked at my flying ticket and it was written "Miami" while we were heading to London, or France. I talked to Claudia that i wouldn't want to go, to cancel my flight (i would not know what to do in Miami, all in the class were going to Europe and i would be travelling alone by mistake to Miami, so i said no i wouldnt go) she said something like 'ok' but she didn't do anything about it since we still were on Argentinean territory or in the airport. I went through the halls and i met with Analia, an english teacher, and i told her i didn't want to go because there was a mistake in my ticket and i wouldn't go to Miami, she said "it is ok, it has to say Miami, everyone in the class has the same ticket" Ohh i thought and i cooled down, i realized it was a general mistake and we were either all going to Miami or all getting the problem solved. Anyways i continued in the hall and i met a friend Augusto. He was gambling in a store, and if he won he would win pigs and chickens, and i told him "Hey! if you win you wouldn't be able to travel those pigs and chickens through the plane" and he was convinced that he could. Anyways i was imagining already what would happen at England if he did, his house with pigs and chickens lol, would have been very funny. I continue through a door and i saw a girl which was known in my school Sesin Clemen, i headed to bathrooms and i saw (again since in an earlier dream i saw him exactly like that) Martin, the brother of Fran going to a toilet. I went out of the bathrooms. I don't know where i headed but i met someone like the captain or something like that, and it was OpheliaBlue with him. She had no hair and a blue head, and a glass in one eye. She was a hacker and she hacked the plane, but i don't know for what purposes but i didn't sense danger.

At the end of the dream i dreamt about something different which i don't remember. I dreamt with Juan, a ball and water, probably doing a video.

I wrote other stuff but i don't remember what happened so i don't post that. So that was all.

To conclude i can say that the situations go from really silly stuff to better scenarios and situations, but still there is a limit in terms of dream characters, situations and scenearios, a limit which i would like to easily pass in the following dreams. Another point is the low vividness of them, it is hard for me to remember these dreams. I will try to have more vividness in dreams by increasing awareness in daily life, and also i will try to have lucid dreams by increasing self awareness in daily life.

I slept about for 2 hours. Woke up 5 to 5PM.

I recall the last dream:

I dreamt about being in a house, the house of my grandfather, and going to the bottom of the hall, where there is a bedroom. The beginning of the hall was very similar to a house where i lived 15 years ago, when i had five. In the bedroom which was more or less as an earlier bedroom is, i was with my cousins talking about soda, and how you need to wait 24 hours after you have drank some to do sports or something like that or else you die or something similar. I drank some so i was at the beginning interested and i wanted to know more, so they were explaining me taking turns but one told me one thing and the other told me another so at the end i got really angry and i didnt hear any of them and walked back to the hall. I entered my grandparents room angry and there were some tickets about soda which i wanted to read or destroy and i saw my grandparents layed down in their bed, so i said sorry really angry even with them and i went away and in the room i was saying to myself never to trust them again, although the dying thing was true i think.

The room has changed its size and form. It was bigger now and it was like a barn. I was in a bunk and i had some ice in my hand, and i saw my cousins on the floor. It was a tall bunk and i had no better idea to throw it to their backs so they felt the cold, so i did it like joking. But i got a retaliation from them, specially the youngest one which got angry and had 6 times more ice than i did. She started throwing to the wall and it always bounced and hit my head. She did that about 5 times and then she picked up the ice again and did it again. She was angry but i was just joking. But since i noted her anger i decided to escape that tall bunk and get off the room. So i did it, while she was throwing me ice cubes i began to get down the bunk, that i imagined tall so i was more or less scared to come down so sudden but then i had like a sparkle of lucidity where i thought something like "people have to sleep in here, how can it be so tall?" so i jumped directly to the floor with full confidence in my reasoning and it resulted not to be so tall after all.

I ran down through the hall and i saw a man standing at the end of it. Like if it were a school where the parents were waiting their children to come out. What was i doing in a place like that?! I thought, but since he saw that i was kinda playing he smiled, maybe remembering his infance. Would that old man be me in a future when i get old? I don't know but i knew someone was coming. It was my cousing but it transformed into my youngest cousin. I stopped paying attention to the ugly man's face and my cousing grabbed my hands, and he was furious he wanted to hurt me. He had like 5 or 6 years more than he really has. At that moment i had another sparkle of lucidity, for the worse of my mental state /which is a state in which i would hurt the child/ but it was more or less helpful for the situation. I thought "well, i am older than he is so im probably stronger in spite of how strong he is" so i started to put my thumbs into his palms and do strength until it hurted him, and after some seconds it really worked, so i did it a couple of times and he realeased me and he stopped bothering me seeing that i could respond and i was stronger. Like i said mental states like that, probably reaction of anger, which produce the potential for action are not desirable, since i have experience /with my sister/ that it doesnt bring good results, but it was needed for the situation so i decided to act and free myself. And in the kitchen where we were the dream ended.

Conclusion:

To conclude this entry i might say that i dreamt about a low changing scenario where i remember the details of the changes. I also payed attention to some changes in regards to dream characters which one has to notice in a dream. I had sparkles of lucidity which is the most important part of the dream, meaning that im exersicing my reasoning mind, not outside dreams with methods such as ADA or ADSA but rather in dreams, in situations. The scenario could have been more vivid, well actually at the end it more or less was since when i saw the old ugly man, probably of age 55 to 60, i saw a television in the corner and a door some steps to my back. But anyways that was not enough, it could even be more vivid than that. For example the walls or the floor with more details although it is unnecesary.

I was in the Sierras of Córdoba, walking through a goat road which made me enter deep in the mountains. There were many espinillos so i decided to take a rest in a stone that was in the middle of the road. I was with a friend, which i don't remember who he/she was, but people kept walking through that goat road (not many though) and i suddenly saw a very good friend that havent seen for a while. She stopped, we talked for a while don't remember what we talked but she was distant. Something falls from my hands, it was a lighter and it ends up near a espinillo, which i was scared to take. Not because of the thorns, but because there was a very strange insect that looked very dangerous (it was like a centipedes, and had various tonalities of blue colors). Anyways that part of the dream ended there.

I returned to the village, (it was not in the sierras of cordoba the place, it was a mixture between Purmamarca and Santa Rosa). I remember standing in the front of a college (place of my city, but it was there) and i left a bag in a chair in the middle of the street and walked away. I trusted that nobody would take it lol.
I left and i got into my father's car. He was away doing something else so it was perfect to go and take a ride. The problem was that the car wasnt working well, it accelerated alone (at this time i suspected something wrong was happening). I used the two breaks and it still kept accelerating, the only solution was to stop the car. I stopped it to check if it worked that solution, and yes it worked, but still i wanted to go and take a ride so i started it up again, thinking i could handle it. I lost control the first minute i started it, it was crazy! I was driving in the town, and of course it was risky for all the people that walked and all the cars in the road! I had a car in my right which wanted to turn left, i had slow down to let him pass, but well, breaks didnt worked so i went as fast as i could. Terrible mistake. I didn't collide, but the highway was very close, so i decided to turn right and go through the train railroad. DAMN THERE WERE TWO TRAINS COMING! Somehow i managed not to crash but i had a flat tyre. I decided it was time to stop the car again and check the wheels. There was one wheel with a big hole, and in that moment i knew that it was causing all the troubles.

But damn i didn't notice where i stopped. There were some abandoned trains and a truck. And some guys came and i thought they wanted to steal the car. I was wrong, they offered me help with the tyre, they did that. But when i asked the price they said a ridiculous number, which i immediately knew that they wanted to take advantage. I said okay since i had nowhere to go and soon they started working. (For a moment i thought what could i say to my father, but well, he would understand that things got out of control.)

While those guys were working i entered their house and went to the kitchen to look something to eat. I don't know how i developed confidence with them, but i knew they had no trouble with it. However to my surprise there was the mother of a close friend, washing the dishes! She started talking to me like if she was my mother, (she always treated us like that, in the good way of course) but she was talking and i knew that absolutely everything of what she was saying (she was talking about me) was false! She interpreted everything wrong, but i didn't want to say anything because that would begin a discussion, and i didn't want to discuss. Anyways, i listened to her calmly, my mind was elsewhere. I was thinking that i didnt saw her for a long time, i kinda forgot about that woman and it was nice to see her again.

Of course the dream ended before i could conclude the story, but it was very fun "living" it.

1st Fragment

I was on the library of my school. There i could notice some book covers which were painted with water paint... and my language teacher was talking to me about a written task. She was reading the task and i felt that i transfered into it, therefore i went to another scene.

2nd Fragment

I was in a bus of 2 floors (In Cordoba going to the university) and the bus driver got crazy and started hitting everything in the sidewalk since it had no brakes. The thing is that it kept going on, and the ones that were in more danger were us in the upper floor. Then it finally stopped crashing a luxury car, in a familiar place ("Quiosco Azul"). I suddenly was an employee of that place, and when the police came they asked me some questions. Then i went into the shop and it changed into a hawaian bar.

3rd Fragment

I was in the house of my dead aunt but she was there. We started talking and she told me that she had Facebook. Then i went to the courtyard and i became a tramp. The neighbors caught me but they gave me food and shelter.

4th Fragment

I was playing professional football. The field was extremely big and i felt like an ant. It was a side-throw and i gave the ball to a kid who had a baby in their arms. He gave me the baby for a second but i rejected it. Then my team kept playing (near to the goal) and the goalkeeper went away, so i was perfectly positioned to score, however they didn't pass me the ball. When i looked to tribune they were like in videogames, and the dream started to fade. This was the most vivid fragment.

It was already night, and i had to buy some food. The problem was that food in the whole city was scarce, so if i didn't hurry i would be without dinner. I remember that it was 8:00 PM and i went to a shop and asked for chickens, but the shop was already empty. I asked the woman is she could tell me where to buy, and she guided me to some place... I went there and i saw my bicycle outside. I was with someone at that moment, i don't know who, and i said out loud "It is my bicycle!!!" and he answered me "Yes, it is. Take it!" So i took it and i hid at the end of the street, so i could see when they came out who took it. When they came out i saw 3 friends of mine, and 2 of them had their own bikes, and the one that had mine was very sad. So i went there and gave it to him (after all he was going to my house (they were also getting food)).
Then, on my way back home, i saw a new neighbor and i went to say hello. It was a very pretty girl. Then i invited her home, and she came... but i don't know what happened.

Really boring dream.

I was in a shop where i used to go when i was a kid. However this shop had changed a lot lately. It was very big and had a lot of stuff, however people couldn't go to pick their stuff, they had to order to the employees. I went there because i needed yellow thread. One of the employees told me that they ran out of that thread, but that i could borrow his personal thread... so i took it. Then i thought "wow this place is really big. I wonder what stuff it has in there. In a dream i will find out" (very stupid of me since i was already in a dream).

Later in the same dream, i was with my family in our house, and we invited a teacher to have dinner. Of course it was really awkward for me but the time went through. Then my granparents came in. They arrived from a trip and they said that they had a present. He went to the car and took a really big basketball, which he bought for $200. When we were on the street a kid offered him another basketball but smaller for the same ammount of money. However i noticed that when we were outside my house, it was actually the street of my grandparent...

I was in the school (as most of my dreams) and me and some friends decided to escape. Actually we were the whole class who escaped, however we went through different ways. Near the school there were a lot of hotels, but since it was a futuristic world there was nobody on the street (we controlled the whole world so the population was small compared to the universe). We went into a very very nice hotel that had a lot of features and it was not big, but incredible huge. The staff working in the hotel were very polite, to the point that i doubted if they were robots. I asked one of them how much was the night and he answered me an enormous amount of money (around 2 million dollars per night) , which of course we couldn't afford. The funny thing is that we already had ordered one room for each of us and that oblied us to pay. I got scared (there was a mafia surely going on there) and i went out of the hotel quickly and the dream vanished.

I was in the centre of the city at night trying to cross the street. Behind me there was a jewelry store which was closing. I noticed that one man was following me so I entered into a passage and I lost him. When I was coming to end of the passage I saw some trucks loading money from a bar. There were several bars with that name in the city. Then I noticed that the money that was made in the jewelry store was split in two:
1) It was brought to those bars so they invested the money with actions. It was very risky but the profits were huge.
2) The money was taken to some other place which I don't remember right now. It wasn't risky at all and the profits weren't that huge. Over a week they could get what the bars got at one night.

I entered to the bar that was in front of me, to see what it was like. I saw my friends there in a leather sofa and they called me. I knew that the guards were extremely strict so I stayed at the door. I answered them from there some stuff and i said that I will come back tomorrow. I got out of there and I went to another bar and see if it was the same as that. It was slightly different. The design of them was:

1) Near the door they had some bank booths.
2) At the end they had the bar.

Then I don't know what I did but I remember that I came back to the bar where my friends were. So I was there drinking some beers, (by the way they let me pass through the guards) and I said that I wanted to drink a red lager. Then they introduced me everyone there, since everyone knows everyone in that bar and it must be that way in order to get in. I knew that from now on I was going to do some business with those guys and it reminded me Tony Montana (but of course with legal stuff).

I was in a alley and some pink lights flashed from the walls, like GTA San Andreas. There were two, meaning that I had two missions that I could do. One of them consisted on learn how to lucid dream (ironic to learn how to LD in a dream) and the second one consisted in going upstairs (there was a ladder nearby) where there were a lot of kids working in a oxygen factory and kill them all (Those are the kind of missions of GTA). So I went upstairs but I saw they were hundreds of them. Then I started getting involved with them and I saw that there were two groups, and of course they always fought or at least they were resented. (There was the factory and a supermarket, those were the two groups). Then I saw hatches and I panicked because I knew they could close them but we would be all dead.

Later on I became the owner of that giant factory so I left the children, forgot the GTA mission, and went walking to my school. At that moment I knew it was very late and it was the first day of classes, so I went to my aunt's house to see if she could take me to the school. I walked a lot, went through many past dream scenes but I finally got to her house. At the moment I got in I became lucid. I did a reality check, which at first didn't work well but at the end it worked. I forgot completely about the stabilaze so when I tried to change the dream scene the dream just collapsed. I've dreamed a lot before I became lucid. When I woke up it was 11.15 AM and I went to sleep at 4 AM. When I woke up I tried to remain still to try DEILD technique but it didn't work.

I was on my classroom with my friends and suddenly I have the virus HIV but an extremely weird one that I could spread the disease with just a cough or a kiss. I saw a pretty girl nearby and I told her that so I kissed her but she didn't say anything. After that I found out that the disease is curable, there was a guy in our city that treats it so I yelled to everyone in class that we had to go, and I waited for a moment outside. When I waited I thought "This is really weird" and I did a reality check, the finger through palm one. But it didn't worked. Still I was thinking the same and stared for a while at my hand to find it change but all I saw were my 5 fingers and everything normal. Then the infected people were ready so we advanced. We went down the stairs (the classroom was on the third floor) and I still didn't give up trying reality checks so I snapped my fingers and even though I heard that the sound was too low I said to myself that it was maybe because people were talking very loudly. There was a lot of people in the stairs and I started to look carefully at them. I saw that some of the faces were repeated but I said "It's impossible that they are upstairs if they are right next to me"... I tried all that but I didn't become lucid.

Then we headed to the parking and I saw that a friend (who was upstairs) wanted to start his car. I told him if he could take us and we got in however the car was already full and it couldn't start so we got out and he went in his red small car. Then one of my infected friends saw a bus and he ran towards it and we got in. I was going to say the driver that I didn't have money to pay him but ... there was no driver, so I went straight to sit. Then I saw the bus advance and the driver's sit started to make a lot of noises. I knew it was a ghost but anyways I could't pay him. He continued making a lot of noises (because he couldn't talk) so I went there and told him that I had few coins but they weren't enough so I gave them to him. After he takes them he transforms into a man, he thanks me and gets out of the bus. I go to sit, but the bus wasn't advancing and at that moment I thought "It was better if I didn't pay him". When I got out of the bus I woke up.

I was on my bedroom and my TV had a function which I could summon people. I thought they were real people until one of them tried to kill me. Actually me and my parents were the only people in the world. I was too terrifyed that I ran away... but there were like "police" that caught me. Actually they were guys with lead suit. They hold me in a room where I met my friends. We were awfully scared because we knew they were going to kill us. When those guys transfered from rooms they had to disinfect us so we took that opportunity to hit the guard and scape. A load of guards came to us and caught some of them but me and another friend managed to scape. There was a guard following us and if he catched us he would kill us so we ran and ran but all within the building's limits. Then I spotted an exit door and in that moment I realized that I was dreaming but the dream collapsed.

Then I was with my family in some mountains. We stood to see the landscape and it was awesome: Was dark so you could see the moon and stars but they were so shiny that it reflected all the landscape, just perfect. It's like any picture of a dream scene you can get on internet.
Well in those mountains there was a long passage which led to the city. We had to be very careful about savages but both ends of the passages were ours. The other end (city's end) of the passage discovered some ice balls that they could throw and they made a huge explosion that froze everyone nearby. They started throwing a lot of of them so those who were on the mountains started running to the city but they found that those that were on the city started running to the mountains, and they yelled "RUN!" so we freaked and ran again towards the mountains. Then all calmed down and I went to the city to throw one of those balls and have some fun, but I threw them so quickly that they ran out immediately however they didn't explode. We went to collect them and after that we hid them in different parts of the room (it was in the end of the passage). Then i woke up.

I was on a test with a teacher called Silvana, but I was outside school. The place was like a prision of india.

After that short dream ended I woke up by the alarm. It was 2 am so I wanted to try WILD.

In the process I fell asleep normally so I didn't achieve WILD, however in the dream I said ""Damn it, i fell asleep, i couldn't do WILD", but even saying that I didn't become lucid. Maybe it was because the dream was still not vivid, I had to stabilize it.

Later I dreamt about an old console I had with a cool game that I still want to play. It was Sega Genesis, but still the games I had were completely different.

After that I changed to a completely different story that lasted until the end of the dream. I was in the middle age. If you watch Game of Thrones, I was on the side of the Khaleesi (Emilia Clarke) so we got into a castle, infiltrated. The Khaleesi was with another man and as there wasn't anybody on the castle yet, the man fucked her. But they didn't know that their troops (which were outside of the island waiting) were decimated. When the Khaleesi knew that the people were hunting her she started to run upstairs, and she appeared in a hotel room. There was a chinese, master of Kung Fu, that wanted to kill her so she ran to a different room. Nobody was able to help her and that chinese reached her. She had to defend herself, but something amazing happened: she saw the future and she saw that she almost killed that chinese. Therefore that happened. Then they appeared in a big city, Buenos Aires, and the chinese went to play the violin into a bar. That was the time where the Khaleesi could scape so she did it. Then the Khaleesi transformed into me and the guy with her into my sister, but still in Buenos Aires. We were looking for a hospital, and we found one very close. We went there (it was night by then) and a lot of low class (guachos) came from the end of the street. Clearly they were going to steal to us, so we hid. Many of them passed through but the last ones saw us and they started threatening us. I couldn't fight him because I was tired (fought the chinese) so he stole all of my money.

I was on my parent's room. I had to go out with my friends but it was dark and rainy and a bit late. My options were going walking or in bicycle but none of them were good since my friends live on the other side of the city. Besides I had to escape.
A french woman, Claire, comes to me and hands me a card, keys and papers. She says something (which I don't remember) that if I could do a favor to her (which implied going out of the house) like encouraging me to escape.

After that scene I appeared on the center of the city. There was a lot of mess due to political things, which I couldn't understand. [Many things happened there but the images are now a bit distorted so I rather don't tell.] I went back walking from the center to my house and in the path I saw the daughter of the french woman with Nick Nolte. This french woman is married but Nick was harassing her saying that he was a plastic surgeon. She is very naive so she believed him but I went there very angry and started punching him. Then he started grabbing my face and I did the same. While we were doing that I saw how our face got twisted and I even talked to him about that, and how this happens only in dreams but I couldn't realize I was dreaming...

I appeared on a floating island. If you saw the movie Avatar then you will know them as the "Hallelujah Mountains". This one had a lot of vegetation and trees but it also had water flowing through all the island.
The first image was me standing there and 5 guys in front of me, like 10 meters away. I was the last Indian of my tribe which was called "The air warriors". Those 5 guys were Spanish and of course they wanted me dead. (You can link the characters with the colonization of America.) They were standing there and they almost got me but I managed to say something that distracted and scared them. Since they were riding horses my objective was to make the horses fall to the abyss and then kill each of them one by one.
Since I distracted them I escaped and they separated to look after me, that's right what I wanted. After some while I got rid of the horses. Then I had to kill them. My weapon was a short bow (Soft wood and tight string - weird bow) but it was very very effective and strong. Like I said before I was an "air warrior" so I somehow smelled the air (Or something like that) and I knew where everyone was. I killed 4 so far. It was so easy that I laughed after each kill (That's because they were scared, easy bait). My last kill somehow failed because I looked at the bow and I said to myself that it's a joke to throw an arrow with that crap. I gave him the opportunity to run away. I wasn't able to smell him now. It was as if he disappeared from earth. I was standing there puzzled, very confused and another man shots me an arrow. He said "Sorry". Then I thought: If he is not trying to kill me, then who is he trying to kill? so i asked him "Who are you trying to kill?" "He failed to kill you, so him" he replied. I look at my right and there he was, the man that i failed to kill from those 5. Now everything had sense, I couldn't track him because he was under the water! And I wasn't a "water warrior" hehe. I took my bow and I shot him. This time I knew that the arrow was not going to fly fast so it didn't. I shot him at the eye but not through his brain lol. He was moving the eye and the arrow was stuck on it, it was really funny to see that. Anyways I failed to kill him but he was angry and before I could reload my bow he already shot me. Damn it he shot me at the middle of my chest. I knew that I was going to die and I knew it was going to be slow. Those two men were watching me, and more came to see how the last air warrior was defeated. I couldn't believe it. At first I had complete control and a moment later I was defeated. Since it was very slow to die I took an arrow and I stuck it into my chest. I woke up.



I'm sorry if the way I write my story isn't very good but I will improve over time. The plot and the images were great. If I had to link it with movies they would be: "Apocalypt - by Mel Gibson" "Avatar - James Cameron" and also a cartoon that I watched in my childhood "Avatar: The Last Airbender".