i had a vivid dream that shocked me into lucidity last night. it was around sunset, and there were loud sounds in the sky. can't recall exactly how it sounded - sorta like a conch shell. only loud enough to be heard everywhere. i mean worldwide. in the west, watching over the setting sun was the image of a woman. she was amazingly beautiful. not in the waifish babe hollywood way, but in a regal, majestic way. someone was with me, but i was too focused on the vision in the sky. this apparition filled most of the western third of the sky, and she was only visible from about her waist up. love seemed to radiate from her, and i wanted to fall completely in love with her. but i knew it was a holographic projection, and that we - all of us on the west coast - were being manipulated by some megatechnology, like HAARP. my companion aksed "do you recognize her? is she supposed to be some specific goddess?" the goddess figure had turned her head away from us, as the sun disappeared beyond the horizon. as she turned towards us again, i said "i want to love her, but i can't. she's just an image being projected to manipulate us." as her face became visible again, i saw the she didn't have a nose anymore.instead, she had three tentacle-like appendages where her nose had been. they were thicker than her fingers, and dangled to her mouth, but not much further. i was still in awe, though. instead of intense love, i was overwhelmed with what the world had now become, now that the ruling elite could force false realities upon us.