Kraom's Dream Journal

Alright, well so did my SSILD reps and then went back to sleep.

Ok now, I'm in a dream it seems like a festival, it's a large grass field with hills and in the background pretty far away there's a building with lights on. There are a lot of people in this field largely female from what I recall. Alright so at one point I'm sort of just walking along through this field when it just hits me that I'm dreaming, I don't think about anything I just become lucid spontaneously. (spontaneous lucidity, you know just like spontaneous combustion ) Alright so, after I become lucid I want to complete one of my lucid goals which is to have a conversation with a DC. I'm walking, and while I'm walking I'm making sure to stabilize with the technique that I created. And so as I'm looking for a person to talk to I start walking towards a girl and then she starts walking quickly away from me. So I thought uhh okay.. and decided I'd find someone else. Now then here comes another person and I walk towards then and they start essentially running from me! So why, why do my dream characters hate me!?! It's like they are scared of me . Anyways so this one is running away and so I say, "Hey stop!" The dream character does not stop so at this point I'm getting sort of angry so I yell out, "STOP!" And then I look around and no one is moving, people are stopped in the middle of their actions.. So I thought to myself, "Did I just stop time?" So, that was pretty cool and after looking around I just willed it to start again and it did. And then I went on my way and didn't really do anything else.

So after exiting the dream my eyes were still closed and I was trying to open them. While doing this I noticed that I felt sort of weightless. Something was definitely off about this. So once I finally opened my eyes I was already sitting on the edge of my be, I wasn't laying down anymore. So I was pretty much already lucid since I had just gone through all that to open my eyes, the sitting on the edge of my bed really just affirmed it. So I looked around my room and marveled at how much detail was put in. It looked exactly how my room would if I was awake. I got up and walked around my room and just looked around I stopped and went into my closet and sort of just stood there. My closet also had exactly what it would have in it if I were awake. I felt like I couldn't leave my room though because my door was shut, and I just felt like I wouldn't be able to open it. So I ended up forgetting to stabilize and actually woke up.