Katsuno's Awesome Ninja Tales!

I never had a dream like this before...it was weird, disturbing and realistic. When I woke up I thought that all this was a real memory but luckily it was just a dream.

The dream began in a street not far away from my home. It was dark and I had a shovel in my hands. The beginning of this dream is pretty foggy...I see an old friend of mine (well, he was my friend years ago but he became a douche so I didn't talk to him anymore) and for some reason my mind is filled with thoughts of murder. The next thing I remember is me hitting the back of his head with the shovel to kill him. I didn't feel bad...in fact it felt quite enjoyable. It was this ecstatic feeling you get when, for some reason, your mind just goes blank and you are in pure rage. And while being in this phase you manage to hurt someone/something and it just feels so good. The feeling of revenge when the world treats you unfair...the feeling of beating up a person you absolutely hate because he made you hate your life....this takes me back to my 7th grade when I used to get bullied :/
Anyway, at this point I woke up. I remembered the dream and wanted to go back to it. I fell asleep again and the dream continued. I now was in my house and planned where and how to bury his dead body. It was so realistic and I went over every detail so the police won't find it. I decided to dig a deep hole on some field and bury him there. The dream skips and I'm not on the field in front of a deep hole. I could see the roots of the plants in the dirt and I threw his body in the hole. Then I filled it with earth again and left. Dream skips again and I'm now reading the newspaper that his mom is desperately searching for him. I didn't feel bad again, I felt even better. The police was searching all over the area but they couldn't find the body. Next thing I remember is the police coming to my house to question me. I let them in but tell them that I haven't had contact with him for many months and they had no evidence whatsoever. I don't really remember the next part but I think I went to the hole again to check something...I woke up.

Well, this was really disturbing...I haven't felt this feeling of frenzy for many many years and I'm over my past. I'm in control of my emotions now so I'm pretty happy that this was just a dream :O