Kadoh

Hello, you fellows. I am the avid shitposter you may have seen on Tulpa.info! Well, here is some info about me. I have four Tulpae. Shin, Hash, Lucifer and Tesla. I have seen them in my dreams a few times, but usually I forget about them. Shin tells me he influences my dreams a fair bit. My favourite dream was one that Shin made, where I reted an apartment and Katy Perry turned up and started stretching in front of me, and her bodyguard told me she would sue me if I kept looking at her. I have a mindscape, and Active Imagination. I watch my day dreams, they have a mind of their own. I can just let things happen and go with thi flow, reminding me of lucid dreaming. I am a wannabe psychonaut, and I have come this far, lucid dreaming sounds like the next step. Who knows, maybe I will finally be able to settle on Shin's face, the big beautiful bastard. Anyway, I can remember being a little kid, and I would keep realizing I was in a dream, and wake myself up. I remember one with a giant teddy bear coming towards me and I was on a ledge, and I kept trying to open my eyes and wake up and i was terrified. I think the last time that happened for a whole was when I realized I was dreaming and was about to wake myself up, but I remembered that it was probably 2:00 am and I would be bored for a long time waiting for sunrise. Lately when it has happened, I have gone to show someone that I could fly, doubted it would work when I showed them, and it didn't, pissing me off. I have lots of sport on during the week that I despise and it takes up lots of my time, making me dread sleeping, I saw it as a time waste. But now, I have this opportunity to gain do much more understanding of the abstraction that is the mind.

Thankyou for reading my giant text dump, I will update it whenever. If I wake up in the middle of the night, I will probably completely forget about all of this and fall asleep again -_-