Kadoh

All I remember from my dream is that I was being told by my mum that if I wanted a new cat, I had to get rid of my current one. This saddened me as I remembered putting two other cats outside and never letting them in again (these were false memories, I have never done that and the cats were never pets I had had.) and I picked up my current cat (my real life current cat) and I remembered stuff about her, and begged my mum to let me keep her too. I was in a strange house with wooden furniture. I never looked at my mum. I remember there being a pool.*

I woke up at 3:00 am, trying to perform a WBTB, and I was scree shitless with no idea what the noise was. I picked up my bedside fan and started shaking it, thinking it was making the noise, until I remembered it was my alarm. I couldn't remember any dreams and I went back to sleep, forgetting I am meant to stay up.

I also remember there being some girls from my school, one called emily, *that looked like they were dressed for madi Gras, and really tall.

Shin told me that I went to the Mindscape and chilled for a bit, and that I turned the sand of the beach purple. He says that I kind of chilled for a bit with the Tulpae, drank some drinks from the vending machine, then left suddenly. That must have been when my alarm clock went off. FUCK. I didn't remember any of it. It was pretty cool when Shin showed me how I entered. A crack opened up in the sky and he reached in and pulled me out, and put me into my mindscape body, and I looked at him and said "Hey Shin." he told me that I said something like "I have realized, my emotions are trapped up somewhere. I can feel sense them but not feel them."

Well, I just wrote a giant wall of text in my notes of everything that happened during the day, in an attempt to recall my dreams better. It is 9:20 I am going to fall asleep and set my alarm for 5 hours away, and try to WBTB. I am probably going to DILD, as opposed to WILD. I have trouble falling asleep after waking up and doing things :I anyway, I want to journey through my Mindscape/Wonderland.

One of my goals is to become more connected with my mind than reality, so I spend more time in my head than real life, at least for a while.

BRB DRINKING A LOT OF WATER