Dreamz

Dreamed: 23.12.12 Written: 23.12.12

I was sitting in front of my computer monitor, and from what I remember, it looked as if I was only seeing the screen, which was quite higher and wider then normal, and nothing other than the monitor.
I was looking at the clock in the bottom right of the screen, and the time seemed, odd.
I don't remember what time the clock was saying it was, I think it might've said "4:00 am", and I found it very odd.
"Why am I not asleep yet? I have school tomorrow! and actually, I think I actually did go to sleep!"
This was confirmed after I noticed that the time was completely different each time I looked at the clock.
After blinking for a few seconds trying to make the time change, I decided to close my eyes and not open them at all.
Everything was black and empty, much like closing my eyes in waking life.
I closed my eyes intentionally, for I wanted to create a new scene.
I wasn't very aware in this dream, and my waking life recall was almost non-existent, so I don't think I tried creating anything particular.
I just started thinking of a certain girl I really like, and I started seeing her face in the dark void, slowly becoming a rather real and colorful picture of her.
I don't remember anything else, I am pretty sure I just went on to a regular dream, and lost awareness completely.
Or I might've just woken up.

I guess this experience just further shows me that memories infused with emotions are far stronger than "normal" memories, though I guess there aren't really a "normal" type of memories, because every memory is infused with something subjective.
But I will try to "infuse" memories I want to remember in my lucid dreams with strong emotions from now on.
I hope It'll help.