lucid

In the past couple days sence my last entry i have not been able to remember my dreams rite after i wake up, coencidently i also ran out of meletonin, i have a tought time falling asleep without it, but last nite i got some and thru the nite i dont remember that dream, but due to my father yellin it woke me up and for the first time i did WILD, i was at my grandfathers house and after stablizing the dream i was able to walk around for bout 30 minutes, even making my grandmother apear (my grandmother died 8 years ago) and was able to say goodbye to her (i never got a chance) it was a good night.

After finding this site i felt myself reasearching Lucidity, and with last nite being my first night trying the tips out in my dream world i am currently psyched that i was able to attain lucidity for what seemed like a few minutes and then accidently waking myself up. tho id have to say i was psyched i did it, in the dream i was riding in a cab wit a friend that in reality idk, nd have never seen b4, we were checking out an abandon building, as this is a bit normal due to it is a hobby of mine, it wasnt until we entered the building that i realized the outside was familiar, looking outside i saw my grandfathers back yard and after looking at the house i realized it was his house, but the reality check came in realizing that unlike wat my dream logic had convinced me that my grandfather own two exact same houses and only used one, i realized it was a dream, in which i began to begin to pull out, so i calmed down alowing my mind to accept it with things still a bit fuzzy looking, i tried walking around the house. that is when i ended up pullin out of it and awakening, unfortionately i dont remember the others but i was pleased with the success , i want to try to practice gaining lucidity for a few weeks and working with partial to minimal control b4 i star doing other things, i am still psyched