nightmare

Well this one is disturbing for me, and prolly you too but I don't want to cheat my dream journal so here goes:
I am in a night scene in a village or town, and there are groups of dogs running around the streets, I think (in hindsight) patrolling the neighborhoods for terrors. I am with a group of people one of them is at the entrance of a stairwell with a door heading down into a basement/catacomb. He says a prayer before we head in and down. As I walk down the stairs I also say a prayer out loud for us, a protection against fear blessing. "Dear Lord, please bless us with a protection against fear, in Jesus name we pray, Amen." I reach the bottom of the steps and there is a large group of people, many children and a few adults staring at us. I asked them what they are doing here, and don't really get much of an answer I can remember. The other guy with me I think he says they are vampire thralls. So I grab one of the females near me and look at her and she has bite marks on her neck. The other guy grabs one of them and suddenly there is a big vat of most likely holy water in the room and he pushes its head into the water and watches it dissolve away and the thrall ceases to be. I was behind him during this process so he could not see me, but I was still looking at the bite marks and I did not realize what I was supposed to be doing. I think at this point I was semi lucid, and I was confused, so I leaned forward and kissed her on the bite marks perhaps thinking I was supposed to play the role of vampire. I stopped kissing her because I felt her energy instantly change to confusion, she was wondering why I was doing that instead of putting her in the holy water. Anyways the other guy is done killing his thrall, so now its my turn and I take her to the vat, and push her head in and watch it dissolve. But here is the gross (nsfw) part. I start grabbing her chest and feeling her breast as this is happening, and also her butt and well lets say it was necrophilia and it woke me up and left me in a state of extreme confusion.

So now I am awake but still have this background thread of the dream running in real time in my subconscious. I wonder if those are thralls, where is the vampire, and just then he shows up. We get in a fight and I grab him and dive backwards into the vat pulling his head into it with me. But something happens the vat starts dissolving me, and the vampires face is badly damaged, and I completely melt away. But the vampire is standing by the vat now in a state of pain it seems and I am still aware of the scene. So I use all my willpower and make my spirit essence become strong enough that a mist of my arms come out of the vat and grab the vampire again and pull him back down. But he grabs the sides of the vat with his arms and is really strong resisting. Then the other guy (who now is a misty spirit like myself for some unknown reason) jumps on his back and our combined force brings the vampire into the vat and we all 3 die and the dream ends.


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Another dream scene same night, I am observing some sort of battle almost like a fantasy MMO game, but much more intense and awesome. One of my IRL friends is playing it with his party, and it is like the holodeck in star trek so it encompasses our whole perspective. Anyways he is summoning an amazing dragon that he is holding over his head and the dragon is launching all sorts of magic projectiles at a big beast they are fighting. Some of them get killed by my friend is the priest and he cast a mass resurrect spell and heals everyone to life again, and they battle some more and defeat the beast. Was a sight to see! I want that game!

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Different dream segment, am sitting at a table with a bunch of old Army coworkers/friends. They are catching up with me and one of them is getting a Lifetime Achievement Award. The other one I found out is promoted to Sergeant First Class, but the one that got the award was also demoted to Staff Sergeant (prior to the award). Anyways I had a semiracist/judgemental thought and woke up and had to ask forgiveness to feel at ease.

Nightmare: I see a picture in a dream of myself, but it is a perfect healthy physically fit version of me, and makes me extremely jealous and sad because I am not like that now.
I felt so bad and envious because it was an alternate reality version of who I could of been.

Action nightmare scene: A man is flying some sort of machine through a city, he is firing missles, homing, that hit some weird object. He flies down into the city and I assume lands.
Change scene and perspective, I am being hunted by that same man, I can feel him coming down the alley to my door. A neighbor, adult protector figure, is helping me hide.
He shows me a passage down into some tunnels under my home, and I try to get to a flashlight in the house but the man chasing me is too close to the door now and I leave without it.
In the tunnels I run and find a corridor with a series of lockertype doors on it, I pick one open it jump inside, it is huge inside, and filled with all sorts of knickknacks.
I burry myself in a pile of what feels like pillows and blankets and perhaps a stuffed animal. I cannot get the blanket to get over my head entirely and I wake up trying to pull my
blanket over my head IRL.

Fun good scene: I was walking to somewhere, recieved a call, girl asking if she could borrow my phone, she also invited me to a movie, Robocop.
I get to my destination, I am in a store snack vendor store buying food, my guess, the theatres snack store. I get a large sandwhichpizza thing, a drink and fries, large.
Woke up. Still have vague images of the dream running as a background process, a subconcious aspect of me is in the theatre with the girl on the date watching the movie.
Fall back asleep, movies over I assume, I am getting a refill for my drink, head outside with some friends, get on a bus, its free, my drink is huge have nowhere to sit with it.
So I just set it on the ground and stand at the entrance. Thus bus starts driving whereever, I look out the window and see three girls sitting on the sidewalk, one flashes us.

Technically a nightmare, but I was not as scared as I should be, before I went to sleep I prayed for a blessing against fear, and a blessing of protection, so my dream self was actually quite a champ.

Shooting game against girl? on a motorbike, she was really tough and I ended up having to jump into a lake to escape her wrath. I feel like that was a game on a TV, because now I am inside a house with my soulmate, someone else, and a friend who is adding an attachment to the TV for me, and wrapping wires around.

New scene:

I get to a town, it's daylight, I think zombies are around I find a hatchet on the ground, open a door and throw it in at the first person I see
Well now I am arrested, and in a jail cell, that was not a zombie! How rude. This cell is so tight, there are 3 toilets literally next to each other with 3 inmates(myself included) having to stand on the toilets because there is no other room in the cell. One of us slips and feet splash into a toilet

Now I am free again, but I have to make a dangerous trek across the wasteland back to that town. I am with a group of people, who all see to have some sort of special powers. We are motorbiking across this desert. The very last of us in the line is landskiing attached to line on a bike ahead. We pass a group of monster/demon/people and they end up getting the guy who was skiing and tearing him apart. But his special power is that when he dies he tears reality apart and turns into a giant digitized heavenly motorbiker and rides right out of the sky and back into our reality on a dirtbike. How useful.

We make it back to town, and it is nearing dark and we are prepping our safe house because the werewolfs will be out soon. I seem very interested in this process, and I know it is my first time here, so I am unsure of what will happen, but the other guys are seasoned and know their jobs. It's dark now. We have everything closed except for the blinds of one of the windows(bullet proof). It is one of those german style blinds that are on the outside of the window. The window is the size of the entire door frame. It is dark so I can't see out the window but as I start to let the blinds down, they suddenly stop falling down at about my heads height. Upon closer inspection I can see the outline of a werewolf, and the blinds have landed on his head. He puts his hand to the glass and starts using his claw to draw circle motions. So I pull all of the blind string out at once, and back up, and then kick forward toward the glass right at his face to startle him backwards. It does the trick, he pulls back, I release the string and the blinds drop further down.

When I turn around I to head back to the others, I find that I am outside of the complex now... and it's dark. WTF. Anyways I get ripped apart by monsters, and then I have the idea to use the power that the other motorbiker had, and in a semi lucid state I start focusing on breaking reality to fight back the monsters. I summon hundreds of copies of myself to fall out of the sky and blazing speeds, and land on monsters. I start spinning my avatars exceedingly fast like tornados and other effects. But I cannot get back into the house. I know why, because if I use any sort of reality altering trick to get into the house, the monsters will "learn" that same skill, and be able to break in. This goes on for a few moments, but then in my half lucid state I become careless and try to get in. I cannot,, until I use outside of the box thinking. I expand myself around the entire house(I can see the interior briefly), and then expand myself outward to the shape of a giant snowglobe. Then I SHATTER my giant snowglobe, and the snowglobe inside the house on the shelf shatters and I expand from that smaller globe into the house. Along with all my demons. Clever, but deadly.

Everyone dies.