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21.08.2010

Sexual Medication (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one was weird, but completely awesome. i was inside a house, inside some sort of storage room. there were two other people in there with me, i don't remember who the other person was, i just remember him/her being there. the other person however, i do remember. i think she looked like the blonde woman off of a show i saw, i dont really watch it. she was the weird boss woman off of "better off ted", but prettier. i think something was wrong with her. i had to have sex with her, like she needed it as some sort of sexual medication. she was reluctant of the whole thing, she said something like "lets get this over with, just don't even look at me ok?" either she or the other person in the room said that she had to have sex every week, for what purpose im not sure. i walked out of the storage room to see if anyone was around the house, i think i didn't want to get caught. well we started to have sex, trying various positions, but they all sucked, i think it was because i couldn't "penetrate" enough. i then said "why not try the missionary?" lol, don't know why we didn't try that in the first place. we tried that and got some very good results. she was like "there we go!" lol. lets just say that after we tried that, everything got more passionate, touchy, and she didn't seem to care what i did to her. thats all i remember, it started to get choppy after trying the missionary. it was awesome though, very realistic, tactile wise .

lol i cant believe i actually did it. it started in a regular DILD, i couldn't WILD this morning, i think it had to do with when i went to bed last night. anyway where i remember, it starts out in a house, theres an evil menace with me, i had thoughts about leaving the dream, but then i was like "nahh, and miss this?" so i grabbed a ruler and tried to turn it into a sword, didn't work. the evil dude summoned his minion, who just happened to be my neighbor lol. he came at me, i kicked him in the stomach really hard, he doubled over and i ran. i ran towards the door, thinking if i could get outside, i could fly away. i got outside, and flew upwards just as my neighbor tried to grab me. i flew up into a tree, and laughed at them because they couldnt get me. i then floated down a bit, and saw a girl in the next yard over, walking towards the yard i was in. she was blonde, somewhere near my age, maybe younger. she kinda looked like Annasophia Robb, but with wavy hair.

Spoiler for my new dream guide!:

i was like "ehh, wat the hell, ill ask her..." i floated down onto the bed of a truck under the tree. as she neared i said "hey are you my dream guide?". she was like "yea"...
lol i was so happy, i was barely suspicious at all. i asked her, "ok then, tell me something that only you know about me...". she said i was gay lol. i was like "o well, i wont be gay in conscious life, im religious" (no offense to gay people, im baptist). she then jumped up on the bed of the truck with me. i said "hey can we go somewhere quieter so we can talk?" it was really loud, people were running around having fun. she was like "aww, i wanted to have a mud fight!". i said "we can have a HUGE mud fight some other time. you'll have to help me out with the whole lucid thing ok?". she agreed. she took my hand and said "ok just walk backwards..." so we did and jumped off of the truck and fell off the scene i was in, and landed in a different one. it was a quiet place, it had two levels, with a pond in the center of both levels. the floor and walls were beige, the entire area was enclosed in walls. here i drew a picture:

Spoiler for a quiet place:

we landed on the red square, i looked around and jumped down onto the green square (neither squares were in the dream, i just put them there for reference). i then asked her "so what can you do?" she then did this really cool looking Avatar move, with airbending, it was awesome. i think i then started to lose lucidity, everything started getting weird, talking about sex and marriage lol. thats all i remember. i finally found my dream guide! i just hope shes not a fake

WHOOOOO! i WILDed on my first try! well, technically my first try, i had tried to WILD several times before going to bed, but they were all doomed to fail so they don't count. i woke up at 8, took the dogs out, then went back to bed and tried to WILD. i tried on my left side, back and right, finally settling on my right side. i waited a while, and i had this extreme uncomfortable feeling, like i really wanted to move. i didn't realize it till afterwards that it was my body testing to see if i was awake. unfortunately, i don't remember actually going into the dream, i forgot the beginning, which was probably a minute or two. i do remember cars, and a road though. where it does begin however, the detail was amazing. it was the most clear and realistic lucid ive ever had, i didn't loose lucidity once. it "starts" on a busy street, im standing behind this SUV, and i was gonna try something. in real life, ive always wanted to ride on the roof of a car, holding onto the rails where you attach the bikes lol.
it kinda looked like this:

maybe a darker green. anyway, i wanted to lay on the roof, and ride it lol. but in the background was a enormus city, like a futuristic city, it was really far away, almost fading into the atmosphere. i started to fly, i was either gonna fly to the city, or fly up into space, but i thought to myself "nahh, i fly all the time" and landed. i then grabbed the rails of the SUV, as soon as it started going. for some reason, my feet just kinda dragged behind me, i never got to ride on top. then it turned into this parking lot outside a building, and my feet stayed where they were, but i kept going. it was weird, like my legs were stretchy or something. after that, i got off, and remembered my ultimate goal: to find my dream guide. so i went inside, it was like a Chinese place, i think it was like a nail salon or something, it had very dim lighting. i saw a DC and decided to ask her where my dream guide was, i think she was an employee or owner. this was how the conversation went:
Me: "hey, you wouldn't happen to know where my dream guide is would you?"
Her: "whats a dream guide?"
Me: "well, it's kinda your subconscious, like in a DC"
she then said something like "well, your subconscious is a very complicated place, you could find her anywhere..." i think she said more, but i don't remember. then this blonde woman walked past me, i walked up to her and asked "you're probably not my dream guide. are you?" she said "no", to my disappointment. so then i followed her upstairs, and did some other "stuff", not gonna go into detail on that . i then woke up, but i stayed still, and then after about 10 seconds, my body started vibrating, and started to DEILD. my eyes were closed, but i could see my window. there was a lot of trees outside my window, with oval shaped leaves, right outside my window, which don't exist in real life. i was trying to decide if i recognized those types of leaves, not even thinking about the trees themselves lol. i sat up, almost deciding that it was a dream. then the damn phone rang. my parents have the phones set up so that they can ring the one outside my bedroom whenever they want me to come here. it rang in the dream and i immediately sprung up and ran downstairs. i found my mom standing in the office, telling me to start mowing the grass near the pantry. i was confused, i visualized my backyard, and estimated where the pantry would be. my mom asked "are you ok?" i think i said yes, not sure. i then woke up for real, and kicked myself for not becoming lucid. thats all i remember.

lol this one sucked, until the end. like all of my other lucids lately, i cant remember how i got lucid, or even when. i do remember doing a finger through palm RC though. it was different from the other times i did them, i could actually feel the inside of my hand, even bone, and it didn't hurt, it was cool . i was inside a house, i think it was my grandmas old house. i was in a room, thinking of what to do, i was gonna go do some element bending, but then i remembered "dream guide!" and set off to find it. i remember walking toward a door, a bedroom door, thinking "well if its a "dream" guide, then it must be in a bedroom!" lol. i opened the door but no one was in there. so then i walked toward the bathroom, and told myself "my dream guide will be on the other side of the door". when i opened it, something weird happened. there was a bathrobe, leaning against the wall next to the shower, as though a person was just in it, and had disappeared. i was like "crap!" and walked out. i tried this several times, to no avail, until the last time i did it. when i opened the door, there was a small latino girl standing in front of some shelves, looking at me. she wasn't pretty, but i was like "thank GOD, are you my dream guide?". she said no.
lol i was so disappointed. i don't remember much of our conversation, she said something about my dream guide though, like "she couldn't make it" or something, gasping after, i don't think i was supposed to know what my dream guide was, like it was a surprise or something. i was like "she? sweet!" lol. i think thats all i remember

lol this one was funny. im inside this store, i think its home depot because were around these shelves with wood and carpet and other stuff. the floor is wooden at the start, but later it turns into tile. anyway, im with my sister and neighbor, were just standing around, when suddenly either me or K (neighbor) throws a handful of bird seed at each other, starting a big seed fight. i run off and hide behind a shelf. i see him and grab a handful of seeds, then jump out and throw them at him, but i think it misses. he then swings this really long yard stick at me, which i stop and grab right out of his hand, much to the surprise of everyone there. then this dude walks over, and we all run, i think he was the manager or something, coming to yell at us for throwing the seeds. thats all i remember.

this one is a fragment (obviously). im in a store, and im running or sliding or something down an isle. i then suddenly run into the shelves at the end, and fall over. me and a couple people nearby bust out laughing, i think one was my sister, i get up and try to play it off, like i didn't just knock a bunch of stuff off the shelf. me and a friend then run away, i see a person from school, and i start laughing when she looks at me, like she knew i just ran into the shelf. thats all i remember, it was pretty funny.

i found this on my phone, i forgot to type it up. this one starts out in a garage, theres an old teacher of mine there as well, but she can't see me, like im invisible. she starts walking back to the door leading inside, i stare at her butt lol. after she went inside, i left the garage. i was at the top of my road, at a house that shouldn't belong to my old teacher. after i leave the garage i start heading toward my house, riding on this super awesome wind scooter! i drew a picture because its really hard to describe, and too cool not to see.

not a very good drawing, but it looked way cooler in the dream. the sail could pivot from side to side, to make it work better, the sail was made of some strange material, almost like a dinosaur wing or something. it also had a rope at the end, where i could pull it taut to catch the wind. anyway, i rode down to my house, but i dont really remember doing anything there. after that, i rode back up to the teachers house, but i was with someone else, i dont know who. we went back into the garage, then left. the scooter looked different when i came back out, i think the sail was down or something.

this one was a random lucid, i didn't even RC . i was outside, it was night time, and i suddenly became lucid. there was a lot of debris and paper and cardboard, from some sort of storm i think. there was a big boulder behind my house, don't know how a storm moved that lol. it was about the size of a car, a small sports car, really big. i thought to myself "that'll work..." and tried to levitate it. i'm getting better at the levitating thing, i did it on the first try. i levitated it all the way to the end of my backyard, where strangely it turned into a mannequin lol. then some old man came out and asked me what i was doing. somewhere in my head i was still thinking it was a rock, wasn't as lucid as i thought i guess. i tried to make the mannequin roll toward me, i was gonna try and stop it, like it was an actual boulder lol. i think i then realized that it was a mannequin and started for the front yard. as i went to the front yard, everything started fading, very slowly turning black. i focused and made it go away, it was cool. anyway, when i got to the front yard, there was a lot of leaves on the ground, it was daytime, and it was fall. i wanted to try airbending, and the leaves were the perfect thing to use for it. i tried to airbend, but i could only make a small breeze, something you could make with a broom lol. i gave up and wanted to try earthbending again. there was this patch of dirt next to my driveway that i wanted to try it on. i walked over to it, but thats where my memory stops unfortunately.

lol there was so many plot changes in this one. it starts at home, apparently my family owns three husky, sledding type dogs. two of them has names are the same as the dogs that we do own IRL. somehow, my sister was responsible for letting all three of them get kidnapped by a group of bad dogs lol. the two had just come back, except the third one, whos name was named after one of our cats, i think the dog was a girl. anyway, i put the dogs in their cages for safe keeping. then i see my sister outside with another person, walking towards the door. this is all at night time, just for reference. she walks in empty handed and i blame her again, i think. then, this dog comes in from the kitchen, and starts talking to us or something. i put my foot down and yell "NO ONE IS TOUCHING MY DOGS EVER AGAIN!!!!", which made the dog step back a lot. but then the dog started summoning his master, which apparently is a giant dog lol, i never got to see it. my sister then gets up to go back outside and search for the last dog again. the person with her doesn't, he stays. i say "im goin to help her!!" and i go outside. then, after a small memory gap, the scenery changes, its still night time though. im next to a building, and im in front of a girl, who im trying to help. im pretty sure it's not my sister anymore, not sure if it was her in the first place. i tell her that im going to help her and she reluctantly agrees. she then pull off this ninja move to get across this ditch type thing. ill make a picture, here:
there were these white, glowing rocks on the edges of the ditch, making a zig-zag pattern. she jumped from one to the other really fast, just like a ninja lol. then i did the same thing, but in smaller jumps, and i didn't hit the rocks every time, i hit the dirt mostly . there was also this metal box thing, like an electrical type box. then, we get to this weird fence area. next to the fence is a tower of sorts, its just a metal and glass box, supported by metal legs. it also had a trampoline underneath it lol. then the girl turned into Sean Connery (wtf?), and started climbing the fence, telling me to follow him in his sean connery voice. i started climbing the fence, thinking it had barbed wire at the top, but it didnt, just a metal fence. when we got to the top, the fence started bending, a lot, like it had no side support at the top. i was like, "i cant do this!!!" and grabbed the ledge to my left, which was connected to the box tower thing. sean connery was very disappointed in me lol. i shuffled on the ledge, so that i would be under the trampoline if i fell. i did, and i hit the trampoline, but when i did, sean yelled something really loud and pertaining to the plot i think. i remembered hearing it before, like deja vu or something. then the entire plot went all screwy. i was in movie camera vision, looking at a giant crowd, like HUGE stadium. they were all there to watch a play version of harry potter lol. they were in a dramatic scene, and i saw this dude in a mechanical chair-crane thing, to support him very high up, the entire play was in mid-air. he was playing the mother, who actually sounded like a woman. she/he said something very dramatic, then i remember thinking, "thats the guy im looking for!!!" thats it.

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this one was strange. before i went to bed, i fixated in my mind that when i became lucid, i would try to find my dream guide. the dream took place in a mall, where i was trying to hide from someone, i think it was a small, blue, alien sort of thing, i dont know what it was. i escaped it, but after a memory gap im back in the mall, trying to hide from it again. i then start becoming lucid, right in the middle of dream thinking lol. it was like "man, i have to get away from that, and-i-am-dreaming, great!". i then went to the nearest bathroom, started to go into the boys bathroom, but then i remembered that somewhere i read that dream guides are usually the opposite sex, so i went into the girls bathroom instead lol. i passed this girl looking at herself in the mirror and stood in front of a bathroom stall. i then said to myself, "when i open this door, my dream guide will be there...". but when i opened it, it was empty. i must not have believed it enough or something. so i turned around and decided to ask the girl if she was my dream guide lol. but when i did, an officer of some kind came in and grabbed me lol. thats all i remember.

i dont remember much of the plot, or when i even became lucid, which has been happening a lot lately. i remember at one point, possibly just after i became lucid, im in a house, and i want to go somewhere to try earth bending. i wanted to go into a barren canyon of sorts. i was near a door, so i decided to use that. i visualized the scene, being behind the door, and i opened it. the scene was super trippy. everything was blurry, like an oil painting, and the colors were strange. i remember leaving, thinking that i wouldn't be able to do anything there. it continues sometime after in my backyard. im lucid and i want to bend, like the Avatar. i tried air, didnt work. i tried earth, didnt work. i was even doing the martial arts things they do in the show. i then thought, "maybe im going at this the wrong way....". so i tried visualizing the rock i was trying to move rising upwards, in my dream imagination, and it worked! the rock was under my control! but it was a weird and unconventional way to move it, having to visualize it moving every time i wanted to move it. ill have to work on that. anyway, i managed to get the rock to move up the hill in my backyard, and land on a pile of rocks. i was so happy lol. then, after a memory gap, im inside a house, not mine. im supposed to be killing some sort of rodent, like a mouse or something. this lucid, i just kinda went with the plot line, trying my lucid powers as i went along. i decided to use fire bending to kill the rat. but when i tried to bend, my hand just rose up in flames, it was pretty cool, as i was in control of how big the flames got. i had to mentally add energy to my hand to make it rise, really realistic, i could even feel heat on my hand. it looked like the human torch did in the movie: then, after another memory gap, im back outside, levitating this blue, sheet looking thing. i bring it over to the pile of rocks from earlier for some reason. theres other people there as well, i dont know them though. then, i think i teleport to some sort of high, narrow canyon, at this point i think im starting to lose lucidity. theres a monster out there, and im hiding in a small crevice in the side of the canyon. the monster, which apparently is a female head on a snake body, then pokes its head out from the corner and i hit it with my weapon, a sword similar to the sword off of a show i watch. i kill it and it transforms somehow. then, at the end of the canyon, theres a bunch of people gathered, the plot is changing. theres two old ladies there, i think one is my grandma. then, someone hints at me to help them down, i dont know who it was. so i walk over and ask if they need help, they accept lol. so we then start walking down some really steep bleachers for a football field. at first, the atmosphere was a pink/red, cloudy color, but as we descended, it cleared to reveal a football field. we sat down, but i dont remember much after that.

i dont remember the beginning of this one, or even when i became lucid, sadly. im in a house, not mine, its really nice. im in the kitchen when i suddenly have the urge to go to space. for some reason i look at my leg, and imagine floating in space, and it works! i start to feel weightless, and it gets dark. i float outside of the house and see earth, about the distance from the moon.
i want to fly to it so i start to fly to it. then, everything blurs, like warp speed off of star trek or something. the experience was so exhilarating, i loved every second of it. i hurtled toward earth super fast, except i didnt burst into flames. i saw a strange continent, none like earth's. i flew toward it, somehow believing it was australia lol. i then realized that i was about to hit a building and the ground, so i pulled up fast. i then have a memory gap, i think i lost lucidity then. but i think i got it back, because later i was back inside the house, in the kitchen again, i had just come from someones room, there was a person in there, they followed me back into the kitchen, where i was gonna go back to space. but for some reason, i couldnt pull my shorts up to see my leg, so it didnt work. thats all i remember

i think this happened after the "playground" dream. i woke for a moment, then, there were stong vibrations in my chest, as there always are when i start to DEILD. i tried to visualize standing on a mountain looking down upon a city, being the Avatar, a character from a show. i wanted to fly down to it using a glider from the show. but i had trouble visualizing it and it ended up being an island with some sort of theme park on it, it was nighttime. i then saw Sonic the hedgehog standing with two other people beside him, and i decided to be him. the entire time before this, my vision was in the whole movie camera vision. i circled behind him and zoomed in, and became him. but i didnt want to be sonic, so i went into a booth that turned me into the avatar, but the entire time i was in third person. but when i turned into the avatar, i was too short, so i went looking for a stretching machine. i went a few spaces, and found a machine, and turned it on. it didnt work, and i thought "why not?" and tried it again. it worked this time, and made me taller, except it made me into myself. i then tried to fly, without a glider. it worked, except it made me disappear and reappear into someones room. they were watching tv. i think i then woke up, thats the last thing i remember.

I dont remember the beginning of this one, but i will start where i do. it starts in a room, with wooden walls like a cabin. i dont have a body, just one of those movie camera things. theres bunk beds in the room, and there is a man leaning on one, his knees on the ground. he looks like a character from a show i used to watch called Avatar: the last airbender, he was the bad guy. for some reason his entire body is made of lava, or fire, something like that. there was a skeleton in front of him, i think it was his body. then another person, i didnt see him, started talking. he was talking about the man losing himself, like his soul or his being. then, after a memory gap, im back in my body running down a path. theres walls on either side of me, tan stone, and theres water under my feet, maybe a few inches deep. i run until i reach a sudden opening where theres water, an ocean i think. i dove into the water, it was unlike any water ive seen. it was the clearest water, a dark, sapphire blue. i didnt feel the water though, i think i was in third person while under the water. in front of me was a large multitude of ships, i jumped onto the nearest one. there were people on deck, i unleashed a dragon/thing on them, i have no idea what it was, or where i got it, but it took out all of the people, except for their captive. their captive was yet another character from the show, a woman. we jumped and swam as one toward the wall. looking at the wall, there was a slat of space in the wall where i jumped into the water, it ran all the way up the wall, which was enormus in height. we started to sink, the stone block i just happened to be carrying for some reason was dragging us down. i let go and we started to rise, i yelled to swim toward the surface. we got up safely and started heading down the narrow path again. i then had the urge to turn left, so i did, and went down a different path. a small memory gap later and im with two other people. the whole storyline has changed now, apparently im the avatar and im with the other three people in the story. we're in some sort of buillding, i think it is close to the narrow path i was following earlier. we're in a room, like a shower room i think. then, some people walk in, normal people, me and the other three are dressed like the people from the show. they all sit down and one of my friends says something about the war. then this guy, a black man with a gold watch, goes on with this speech about love and peace. then a bunch of bad guys from the show bust in and throw nets at us as we run away. as we run away, my vision turns to third person. we all fall to the ground and i use airbending to free myself of the rope netting. i think then i woke up.