My Randomness

30.07.2011

Mowing and plastic sheets (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

ok i forgot like the first quarter to half of this dream. but i remember being outside a house, i dont know who's, mowing a strip of grass next to a flower bed, using a push mower. but for some reason the grass was too much for the mower and the blades stopped turning, so i went back and lifted the blades some. i remember seeing people in a room, it was some friends of my girlfriend i think, they were looking at me and talking to me, i actually knew one of them, i didn't like her at all lol. i then went to the back yard, wondering where my girlfriend went, she came out of the woods behind the house, the backyard was actually my backyard, and she said she was doing something. there was a bunch of big plastic sheets all around the yard, and she asked me if i wanted to make boxes out of them, like for pretend houses or something. so we walk around, selecting which sheets would be used for sides and tops and bottoms. it gets a little weird after this, her little sister walks up and i can hear spongebob characters in my head, its really hard to explain, but i think i was plankton lol. thats as far as i remember.

30.07.2011

my short career as a tax collector (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one was weird. it starts, as far as i can remember, in a suburb, its very shady, with many tall trees. im in front of someones house, it belonged to a high ranking officer, and i used to collect his taxes for him, he was really old i think. i was waiting for someone to tell me what to do, when an older lady with a dark blue business suit came walking up to me. i told her that i was told to wait for someone, and asked what to do now. she pointed off into the distance a ways, and directed me to some tax office where i was supposed to go. i started off in that direction, but i could never find it. i stood on this really wide brick railing-type thing, it extended past the edge of the buiding i was at, its really hard to explain how it looked. anyway, it had this drop off and i was cautious around it, so i sat down. then this british kid walks up and starts talking to me, asking me why im afraid, then some other kids come over and stand around watching. then a girl, i never saw her, she was behind me, says something like "don't worry about them, they're just making fun of you because you're american...." i then swing over the edge and begin climbing down the wall, which is surprisingly not brick, but natural rock. i say something like "yea it's ok, he'd get made fun of for being british...." i dont remember much after that, i think i was in some sort of mall later, still looking for the building lol.

29.07.2011

DEP call missed (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

theres gonna be a lot missing from this one, as im typing it almost 12 hours after actually having the dream. where it starts is at what seems to be a school, im in the front lobby, theres people around me, were all about to get on a bus to go to a DEP call, its my first one, so im kinda nervous. we all start to walk outside when i realize that i had forgotten everything i packed, not that i actually need anything in real life, but i went back inside to get it, only to see my bus start pulling away. i start to chase after it, but it's already long gone by the time i realize it. the front of the school, and the parking lot looked a lot like my school, but everything after that was completely different. i remember being outside, but surrounded by the school, like an indoor courtyard, except everything was cement, maybe an outside playing area. the surrounding building was at least 3 stories tall, so i could see anything outside the area i was in. i was trying to find a place where i could call my recruiter and tell him that i missed the bus, i wanted to find a quiet place because i knew he was gonna yell at me lol. i start heading down this rectangular spiral staircase, and it leads to a small basement-type area. i try to call him, but there seems to be some interference, i can hear other people talking in the background, i think they were from the recruiting office for some reason. so i go through a door in the basement looking for somewhere else to try. it leads into what looks like a hotel lobby or a lounge room, it was weird. i call back and the person that picks up is a black doctor that i met while i was at MEPS, he was pretty cool, but for some reason i talk to him like he's my recruiter. i tell him what happens and he laughs at me lol. i dont remember much after that.

this is just a fragment, so im not gonna include it as a separate dream. im not gonna write down the details, but in involved my girlfriend

28.07.2011

bike riding and morrowind (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

ok im sure there were parts before where i start, but i had to get up before i could type this up, so i forgot some of it. it starts with me and my neighbor riding bikes through some neighborhood, it looks like an apartment complex. im behind him, being a failure at riding my bike for some reason. i see some people nearby and i say something like "ugh, this sucks, i haven't ridden a bike in like 8 years. i wish i had some roller blades or something." i then just start running while still on the bike seat, not even trying to pedal lol. then me and my neighbor start racing, hes doing the same thing i am. we then leave the neighbor hood and arrive at a series of confuzing intersections, at all different angles. in the middle of all of this is a piece of land with a big church on it. my memory skips a little, and im inside the church. i dont remember much of what went down in there, but i remember visualizing where the church was again, talking to someone about how we should leave, what route to take. then it skips again, and im inside some sort of small building. me, my mom, and my sister are there, i think my sister is being sent away or something. me and my mom place some bags on a table, there were four tables in this area, and then it skips again. now im in the same building, but its changed into a store, it has very dim lighting though, only through the windows. me, my sister, and a friend of hers are standing in front of a shelf, they were about 5-6 feet tall. it was weird, it was like we were in elder scrolls: morrowind or something, we were all cheating and raising our "stats". they were doing something different than me though, i remember walking over to my sister and asking her how much stuff cost to her, as my skill in buying/selling had gone up, so stuff should have been cheaper to me. but she said it cost something weird, i think she said something like "10/5ths". everything was priced in fractions, with 5 being the denomenator. i then went over to a freezer section, where my neighbor and other people were looking at something. i became interested and looked inside. i dont remember what it was, but there were two different kinds, there was a blue package, and a green package. i looked at the price and someone exclaimed "that means it's only one penny!!!". so i found me a quarter, and got a basket and filled it up lol. i went to the cashier and they were looking at the things we were buying. it gets a little fuzzy here, apparently what we were buying were swimming goggles. one of them was faulty though, so the other person behind the counter was fixing it. a minute later, i was sitting down facing away from the counter, the store had transformed yet again, this time into a restaurant/bar, still with only window lighting. i had a pair of goggles with me, and apparently they were magic goggles that showed you a what a person was really like on the inside. i looked at several people, but i only remember one person. it was this couple sitting near me, the man had a beer in his hand and i think a hat with nascar on it or something. when i looked at him through the goggles, he was fat, and was wearing all nascar stuff lol. i dont remember much of that, except i think i was expecting jj to come into the bar soon. i remember thinking "i don't care what she looks like with the goggles on, i still love her". then some people were fighting, it was weird, they would punch each other in the face, but it didn't seem to hurt either of them. this one guy just kept walking around the bar, picking fights with random people. after all that, the next part i cant even begin to explain, mostly because i dont remember enough to explain. all i remember is being in a forest, there were some talking animal spirits, and i was one too lol. thats all i remember.

27.07.2011

fragments- walking home (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

im not sure, but i think these two fragments are connected to the same dream. in the first one, i had apparently just left what was church, but it was like a mansion at the end of a winding road, like one in a scary movie. i was halfway down a hill when my youth pastor's wife yelled to me "hey! wait right there!". i then realized that i had not called my house for a ride home, and she was going to take me home. so i stood there, there were a few other people there, they were talking about her i think. thats where the first fragment ends. the second fragment starts with me walking home, which makes me think it was connected to the first one. im about to jump this fence, theres a ditch with a lawn mower in it. it has one wheel on the side of the ditch, and the other side of it is propped up against the fence, holding it up in the air. i try to go over it, but i end up stepping on it. i walk up a hill along the fence, when i reach a trailer park. for some reason, i think my house is near this, as my neighborhood is next to one in real life. i see a little kid in the backyard standing there doing something. i then jump the fence, which wasn't easy (this fence was like 10 feet tall, and wobbly), and make it to the other side. i then say hi to the kid, who says hi back. thats all i remember.

27.07.2011

Bathroom (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one starts out with me and my mom talking about her mustang. my vision isn't anything execpt pictures, they appear to be facebook pictures of myself, with the car. in the one i remember, im standing with my arms crossed, looking all cool while my car is in mid air behind me, i think it jumped off of a ramp or something lol. the next thing i remember is being on a city street with my mom and grandma, we're waiting on the walkway to let us go. my grandma sees that there's only like 30 seconds on it, and decides do go anyway. im sure it was 30 seconds because i remember thinking that you're not supposed to start walking when it reaches 30 seconds. for some reason my mom stayed behind, and i didn't see her again. after me and my grandma cross the street, we immediately turn left into this tunnel/walkway. it was made entirely of polished granite, it went downhill, and opened up at another street crossing. the inside was well lit, complete with benches and bathrooms. we went to the bathroom, after a small memory gap, im sitting on top of the bathroom stalls, and me and i think 5 other people that i knew from school are arguing about a rectangular hole in the wall behind me. it was about half a foot tall, and about 10-15 feet long, and went along the floor. some people were saying it didnt go anywhere, some were saying it led to the next room. so i looked through the hole and saw another bathroom, and i stood up and said that it was another bathroom, and that the hole was probably a storm drain or something, since it was downhill, and if i remember correctly, it was on the side facing downhill, so that would make sense

15.06.2011

politics and hood driving (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one changed a lot on me. it starts out in a classroom. im sitting in a corner, and theres a few adults sitting around in chairs lounging. they were talking about politics and race issues and things of that nature. they then moved to sit in front of a tv, where they were going to start watching a movie. i asked someone what it was about and she said that it was about how the human race nearly goes extinct, and how individuals could control entire continents. we start watching it and the title comes up as "poncho de villa", i looked that name up, it was the name of a general during the mexian revolution or something. anyway, by that time my vision had actually changed to the movie, seeing things with my own eyes as a movie camera. it shows some kids playing near a dirt road, one of them sees a man riding a scooter in the distance, and cheers for him. it focuses on the man. apparently he had taken all of them in, as a kind of caretaker for orphans. it then focuses behind him, to a truck with a giant pipe on the back, it must have been about five feet in diameter, and it was as thin as sheet metal. then, im actually the driver of the truck, this was after a small memory gap, because then im driving on a rural road, heading to my school. for some reason, i have the skill to sit on the hood of the truck, which no longer has the pipe and acutally the truck is different also, and steer behind me and let the truck coast the whole way there lol. it wasnt until i reached my school entrance that i had problems. the entrance was a small hill, and i didnt have enough speed to get up it, it didnt help that i went in the wrong side. i stoped and got off the hood to move it out of someones way when suddenly i was underneath the truck, it had rolled as i got off. i then decided to get out on the other side, i didnt want anyone to see me lol. so i got out from underneath it and got in the truck through the passenger side. i go though the entrance, on the right side this time, and pass a cop on my way in, thinking to myself "phew, almost got caught...." i then continue through the outer parking lot, i see a lot of students, i think were alll gathered for something, one of them had a graduation robe on, and i park near a friend. theres someone else beside him, idk who. he starts talking to me about last night, saying "where did you go, you just dissappeared", apparently prom had happened the night before. this is when my alarm woke me up

14.06.2011

levitation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

been a long time since i've wrote in my dream journal. this one is only a small fragment. it starts outside, where i am trying to fly straight up, i dont know if i was lucid or not though. i was trying to recreate something that happened in a previous dream, i had soared straight up into the sky, and had traveled to another dimension. but for some reason, i couldnt levitate more than about 30 feet off the ground. i was nearby this car, and a girl walked around it, i think it was hers, and saw me levitating. after a small memory gap, were sitting in some livingroom, on the floor. she had set up some random bottles with labels and had marked spots on the table. she told me to levitate each bottle to its marked spot, so i could show her how awesome my powers were lol. so i levitated each one to its spot, we talked and laughed the whole time. she was really pretty, and i was starting to like her. i felt like a dick when i woke up lol.

04.02.2011

Games (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one starts out in some woods, next to a lake or pond. im walking with my parents and sister and her boyfriend. we stop at a spot next to the water and start fishing. my stepdad and mom seem to be really good at it in this dream. for some reason, my fishing line is the thickness of an extension cord cable, and i cant seem to catch anything with it (wonder why). my stepdad takes it and tries with it, and gets it stuck on something underneath the water. i pull on it, and end up ripping the end of it off. i get mad and give up on it. i then walk away, this part gets hazy, and the next thing i remember is being inside a virtual videogame, but it looks realistic. the point of the game is to battle the other opponent i think, who happens to be my friend vinny, hes real too. i dont actually remember fighting him, i remember trying to avoid him a lot. throughout the area (which i dont remember much of) were scattered Ipod touches, which acted like teleporters lol. it would teleport you to a different location in the world. i remember at one point seeing him and hiding, waiting for him to enter one of the Ipods near me. i had tried to enter it a second before i saw him, but there was something near the Ipod, and apparently if something was near the Ipod, it wouldnt work. after he passed me, i ninja-like sneaked away and found another Ipod. as i got near it i think he saw me, as he started coming after me. i made it through the ipod just in time, coming back out into the woods, next to my mom. there was an ipod sitting inside a tree stump coming up to my chest. i had left the game, and now i was trying to help vinny get out. i grabbed the ipod and saw him, but he was like anime, and the view was like a 2-D side scrolling view. after a memory gap, im in some livingroom with my parents, and i get a text from him on an Amazon kindle i just happened to have, it said something like "hey wanna play a game of tetris? dont tell me your scared of games now..." i think i said no lol.

04.02.2011

Intelligent dog (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, i found a dog in store, it can communicate somehow, like through paw gestures, i think it actually talked at one point. i remember asking it how old it was, it was ten i think. but when i told my mom about it, she didnt believe me. it then gets hazy, i remember being in some sort of office, with red walls, like a psychiatrist or something. then im back in the store, but my vision is like a movie camera now. the dog is in some sort of deli area, all of the workers there love it, they kept talking to it. it convinces them to leave a platter of food for its owner, gesturing with its head. but i think he ate it lol.

04.02.2011

Androids (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one starts out weird. im with this other person, were in this small dip in a rock formation, almost like walls around us. we are fighting some sort of robot androids, i dont know why. we were shooting them with these guns i had invented, which shot cyan colored ice balls, kind of like plasma grenades in halo. but for some reason they moved really slow, so it was hard to shoot the robots. my partner kept complaining, i was like "im sorry ok? im not perfect" lol. then, after a memory gap, im seeing through the eyes of an android. im inside what seems to be a ship, everything was wooden (walls, floor etc.) i walk over to this metal control unit and insert a key, and turn it. alarms start going off and a female voice says "cryo state activated" or something. then im back to me, i run through several closing doors, missing them by seconds. i find the android and ask him if he's crazy saying "what are you doing? why would you freeze yourself?" he said "im not, patrick delucia is sending me somewhere..." i run past him and make my way out of the ship. apparently it wasnt a ship, as when i excited, i was next to a flight of wooden stairs, in a suburban backyard setting. i see him behind me, so i throw my cellphone at him and jump the fence at the top of the stairs. i land on some trash bags and wake up.

04.02.2011

rockets (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this is a short one. im in a classroom, i think im at my school of technology. anyway, im on a computer playing this game, it was like a physics game or something. you had to make this rocket do something, and it had this line, showing its trajectory. then we had to go to a computer lab, where i sat down after seeing someone i know from school.

03.02.2011

bedroom (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, me and jj are in my room, were on my bed playing this game on my tv, it looks like zelda: OoT. we were about to move positions when i suddenly reached around her and grabbed her boob lol. she softly said "james, stop...." so i stopped. i then remember her sitting on the floor, still playing the game, complaining about how her neck was hurting from looking at the tv from where she was. i tried putting a blanket in front of the tv and see if she would sit there but she wouldn't. i also remember someone else being there at some point, i think wayne maybe.

02.02.2011

jj's grandpa (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, im in a city of sorts, it seemed like venice or something. im with several other people i know, jj is there, and i think my parents are there also. were waiting by some steps for jj's grandpa, whom i havent met yet in the dream. after we wait for a minute, we go down an alley and find our youth group, who had just returned from accelerant, and we talk to them.

21.08.2010

Sexual Medication (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one was weird, but completely awesome. i was inside a house, inside some sort of storage room. there were two other people in there with me, i don't remember who the other person was, i just remember him/her being there. the other person however, i do remember. i think she looked like the blonde woman off of a show i saw, i dont really watch it. she was the weird boss woman off of "better off ted", but prettier. i think something was wrong with her. i had to have sex with her, like she needed it as some sort of sexual medication. she was reluctant of the whole thing, she said something like "lets get this over with, just don't even look at me ok?" either she or the other person in the room said that she had to have sex every week, for what purpose im not sure. i walked out of the storage room to see if anyone was around the house, i think i didn't want to get caught. well we started to have sex, trying various positions, but they all sucked, i think it was because i couldn't "penetrate" enough. i then said "why not try the missionary?" lol, don't know why we didn't try that in the first place. we tried that and got some very good results. she was like "there we go!" lol. lets just say that after we tried that, everything got more passionate, touchy, and she didn't seem to care what i did to her. thats all i remember, it started to get choppy after trying the missionary. it was awesome though, very realistic, tactile wise .