non-lucid

The theme of todays dreams were catastrophes.

I am riding a bike with Marek and Martin. We are running away in front of something. Its at night, everything is dark. We come to some area that is surrounded by wire fences, but its all damaged and from the mark on the ground I can see that people were cycling and walking through the gaps in the fence. We ride in, but M&M are saying that the area is for depositing radioactive waste. There are trees around and behind them there is a large field looking like a dumping place. Its raised up some 2 meters or so. Guys dont want to be there and cycle away, but I want to have a look. I go on the field but there is nothing much to see. I get back to my bike and see that the tires are almost flat. I start pumping them up. I am not happy about it. The I hear some noise and look up. I see a wall, made of marble or so and to it there is a bed connected. It looks creepy. Its all set up and in the corners the are some columns. Before I start wondering how did it appear there, just above the bed the wall opens, like slides apart. There is a TV set with some news on. I watch the news and see the reporter talking about tornados in UK. There are images of the tornados and strong wind lifting various material from the ground. There is an image of a couple that is holding on to something. Then they are taken by the wind. But the couple is confessing, thus they must have survived, and the girl is describing how strong the wind is and how she tried to hold on to he boyfriend but he couldnt hold on to the pine or what ever it was. But they survived.

Next:
I am standing in the middle of a little square, with grass. Its raised up some 2 meters above the road level. I can se houses around. It all happens very quickly, I just appear in the middle of the scene. There is a large yellow crane-truck. (this must have projected from one of the previous days as I saw one of those cranes when I was running, it reminded me of my friend and I also wondered how it could lift such heavy loads). Next to the truck there is a green pillar and there is a woman on it some 3-4 m high. Then suddenly the truck starts moving forward, but not fluently. Jumping like. The woman starts screaming and banging on the truck. Suddenly as if I could see inside. There is a small child sitting and a man, but he seems to be asleep of dozing off behind the steering wheel. The child starts hitting him and he wakes up for a second. But the he falls asleep again and the crane keeps moving forward. It goes closer and closer to the edge of the square. I notice that the crane gid is expended and if the crane falls the gid will hit the house opposite. There is a pub of a house with a balcony. The gid will hit the balcony I can see it. Then the crane falls, just the front vaults over and the gid tip hits the balcony, but no one gets hurt.

*I go somewhere with someone. Skrbek joins us but is upset because of something. We go to swimming pool. We get to the changing room upstairs. I have a pack of bonbons he has one too. There is some problem with the locker. I keep rushing him, but finally we get to the swimming pool. I take many things with me, such as wallet, goggles, and clipper. I think about loads of things. When we go home, I see that he lives in a small box like home (bunka). As we keep walking on the road, there is a big lorry that cannot go through a turn. There are some police mans that redirect it different way.
**I am at a petrol station. I am not sure if I work there. But probably yes. (then I say pure random stuff)

*Melissa and I are at “Rysovka” hill. I think I had a plan to go there with my friends and that they are there with us. (Back home) My friends ask me whether I have a sledge. I am going to buy one because I don’t have any. When I come beck my friends are cooking something. It’s a fish and when I taste it, it’s pretty tasty. Then I come back with Melissa. We are looking at some pictures. In one of the pictures there is a girl with a tattoo on her leg. The tattoo is pretty good.
I go to buy them fish, because I need some more. I put them on a plastic tray because I don’t have an oven one and put it on the fire. Next second, I quickly pull it back as I remember that it will burn in the fire because it starts melting. Now Sharon is there and is making some comments.

*I am at a station; it looks like Liverpool street station. There is a girl (probably Reshika) running in front of me trying to catch a train. I am supposed to go with her. But as she runs through the tourniquet and I follow her, it doesn’t let me through. So I want to run around, but the attendant shows me that I cannot go around. So I show her my oyster pass, but she says no. I distract her attention and get through, but I cannot get in to the train. I knock on the window on her that I cannot go. She looks upset. Later I decide that I will go after her on my bike and start preparing all necessary things. Though, I feel that I haven’t cycled for a while. We exchange few texts as I am preparing my stuff, and I can see that she is very upset about the fact that I didn’t go with her.
**A reappearing sign in this dream were two chameleons. Every time as I am coming back home I can see two chameleons sitting on a branch. One of them is greenish colour and the other brown. I seem to have a friendly relationship with them. But one of them changes in to a ferret or such, and goes hunting. I could see it running around on my GPS. Then I see one of them on GPS being still for long. It’s in the middle of a motorway. It never returned back. It must have got killed by a car or so. That’s what I feel.
***I sit in our living room in Czech with Martin. There is a little plane. Martin says that he needs to cook and went shopping for vegetable and other stuff. He is probably going to the Turkish shop, he says that he needs onions. He has the paper plane. I think there is Salaba too and he plays with the airplane. But he tries to move the wings and they break. He gets upset and repeats that he has to buy a new one. At this time I am leaving on my bike, going to see R. She messages me that she has been crying for the last two days.
****Then I am at work. There is Laura some other guy and I. The lights are very dim (!!!!!!!!!). So I turn on the lights. Then I realise that there is the inspection coming soon. So I say we have to clean and polish everything. Laura starts saying that it’s all clean. The lights come up. Suddenly some man enters the deli. I don’t like the way he looks and don’t feel any sympathy towards him. He says “look what I have got for you” and shows us large plasma screen. He says that he comes to install it and asks where we want it. He suggests putting it right by the entrance near the fridges. I have a feeling that there used to be a TV. He drills the holes and starts pulling the cables through. But he needs something heavy and takes large chunk of meat from the fridge. So I look at him what he is doing and ask him. He tells me that he needs something heavy. I tell him off that no way this is possible because of health and safety. He starts pulling some green cable trough but needs some help so he asks me. I come to help him and when I start pulling the green cable out he gives me another one to tie them together. I asked him whether to connect them ends the same way or opposite each other.

I am in some church with a friend of mine. I am now sure who it is. Someone is looking for us there, and we are hiding. Then some architect comes there and starts checking everything. He checks curtains also. It looks all very suspicious.
I am in some cooking course in some camp. There are some two Filipino guys presenting the cooking and I am surprised that they speak German. We talk about cooking.

*I am moving houses. Everything is somewhat related to Serendipity. I am chatting with some girl. We chat about why my relationship with Serendipity ended. I tell her that it was short but good relationship. I am moving the house because in the place Serendipity was meant to live with me. We chat about how am I going to move all the stuff, probably by train.
**I run in to the house. There is a big glass window. Then I go to the bathroom, where is another big glass window to the corridor. Suddenly I see through the window that someone walked in to the house. The person I see has his face totally damaged. The person tries to ask me something through the glass.
***I run to some coffee shop where I am going to play cards or so. There are stairs leading to two different coffee shops. I want to go only to one of them. There is my friend George with me there. There are more people that I know there, such as Helenka Sarounova, because many of them live in the area. Most of them is smoking. I am chatting to someone on the bar and suddenly everybody is gone. I notice just a wall board there...
****I am looking for a job as a reporter for local newspapers. I go for an interview but they don’t want to take me because I am inexperienced. I feel that it is not true.
*****I meet Nick Sam, I am not sure where this is. When I see him, I say in a bit of an arrogant tone “Ahhhhhh, Nick Sam??”. He acts overly and fake cool, and it feels pretty awkward. He smell like sweat (reminds me of my old teacher Hradecky).

I am at Pavel’s or Barbara’s house. The whole setting is about me having some arguments with Emil, Barbara’s uncle. At one point I want to go to the toilet (number 2). The bathroom is where the bedroom on the first floor is in Pavel’s grandmother house. I go there and lock the door, but I can’t. I can hear Emil coming downstairs so I pretend that I am not going toilet and start having a go at him. So as we argue, I try to sort it out psychologically, to find a common way. But he is stubborn and aggressive so I punch him several times in the face. I can feel how nicely the fist landed on his face. (This is different from most of the dream fights, as I normally feel as if I missed or so). Even though he is aggressive, I can sense good deal of respect from him. (What I like about my dream self that I have no fear at all and react fairly masculine to situations like this.)

*(I woke up laughing)... Marek, Martin and I are going to Prague to Botanical gardens. There is also Lukas Vrchovsky. Some woman comes to me and some gay man comes to Marek. Marek is farting all the time, long and loud farts. Then Marek gets txt message from internet banking services (???) that the keys he lost were found. As we go through the botanical gardens, Marek and Martin take shoots of various plants with intention to grow them at home. Marek is still farting out of joy that his keys were found. Then two Marek’s friends come. I think that one of them is Tomas Makara. They go down the stairs (????) and when they come to the room, they say “what the fuck”. (LOL)
** I am in a room now. There is some wooden balcony or walk around there. I have to climb up on it, but when I want to go down but I find some wire there. (???) There are some people under the balcony and they are talking about me. I can hear them saying how smart I am, that I just look in the sky and can see Proxima Centauri (!!!!!!!!!!!!). And how much knowledge I have. I tell them that it’s finding Ministry of Sound in London. (LOOOL I am not sure what logic is in this). Then the balcony seems to fall down soon, so I jump down.
***I am in the basement of some school. There are some other people, guys and girls. I go to the toilet and I notice that some girl is following me. I see some guy at the toilet. As soon as he sees me he puts on yellow rubber glows and takes a mop and starts mopping the floor. I feel he realises that this is his job, cleaning toilets. I also feel that the girl is feeling sorry for him a bit. Then some person shouts that they need more paper.
****I jump in the lift with some other people. But the lift is already pretty full so we are all squashed there that it’s impossible to press the button. So we go all the way to the basement.
*****I can see some old man and a young guy arguing about a car. It’s a very old car. They argue about how much it was. The young wants to know how much it was, but the older doesn’t want to tell him. But the young one is fairly stupid so it wasn’t difficult for the old one to fool him. The young one apologises at the end.

*Somewhere around the area where Eva Pavlatova lives I go for a walk at night. I see some smoke and when I look closely I see little flame. So I call Fire Brigade immediately. But to something until they are there I pick garden water pipe and start squirting water on the fire. In a moment there are two or three fire brigades and firemen start running out of the cars. I tell them that the flames are up on the roof. There is always some kind of problem with water pressure or location of the fire.

I am at work and it’s the first day of the week. But its Tuesday as there was a bank holiday. I struggle with getting deliveries I have ordered. I am looking in the basement and loading bay delivery room and I look through all the deliveries. I need to sort out all the ones that are not for me. It confuses me a bit as there are some old ones and out of date. Then I find the right one. It all happened by the big compactor. I put the delivery on the ground and just as I turn around and turn back it disappears. I look around where it is and see one of the cleaners there. It’s a big polish girl with straight blond hair with another black cleaner. They putted everything in a rubbish bin. I start taking it out but cannot find everything so I search around. Then a delivery guy comes and gives me a copy of an invoice.

*This dream is happening at Finsbury Square near my work place. I is dark, because it’s a night time. I am there with someone and we want to photo the moon. I am trying to locate it and choose the right angles with some iPhone application. Then suddenly some army (as if Russian) is chasing us. I think we are not allowed to be there. I show the person how to escape quickly. The army is coming closer and closer, closing more and more streets so we cannot escape. But they catch me. I try to impress them with smart talk. The sky stars to close.

** I am with Dee watching Darren’s Brown show. It is in Jablones. After the show a little girl gets lost and people are looking for her. We are sitting outside in front of the cinema. As I sit there I observe the buzz of the crowd and the dynamic in between the people as they are trying to find the girl. Then I realise that Dee is not there any more and she must have left home with the other girls. So I try to call her and she tells me that she is behind the cinema, but somewhere far. I didn’t want to walk all the ways so I jump in to a bus. But the bus goes totally different direction, through some fields and so and it’s snowing on top of that. But then some man starts vomiting in the bus and the bus stops so I can get out.

***Then I talk about my dad and some little speaker in his ear blocked by blue dough used for blocking sound. I could feel how it hurts you. He uses it because he is cutting glass, which makes loud noise and it protects his ears.

****Milan is a truck driver. He has broken leg so I offer that I take over his shift. We agree that on the way to Zelezny Brod he will wait for me. He is waiting her Hadek’s repair shop. First I go to a petrol station where I buy some stuff. When I pay, I pull out quite a lot of money and the shop assistant says something in a sense, how much money I have. I tell her that it is not mine, that my dad gave me the money to buy the petrol. Then she leaves so I wait. But she is not coming back for quite a while and I worry where she is gone. When she gets back I pay. Then many cars come to the station. I go to the park place where is our old ford orion. I assume that I came with the car (no longer truck) and open the door. But I realise that car was not locked. I look inside and see that its ok, it hasn’t been robbed out. So I get to the place where I am supposed to meet my brother, but he is not there. So I call him and he tells me that his leg is broken so it will take a while. Then George arrives. I didn’t want him to know about this.

*****I go to school with my sister where we are supposed to help someone with something. I am not sure what with. We get to a large lecture room like with seats by the right hand side. So we sit there for a while the lecturer talks for a bit. Then I go for a break. When I get back there are many more people. The teacher. Then the lecturer tell the kids that they should not call each other “pumpkin and chocolate” and so on, because it is not good for building up reputation.

******Guys trying to convince me that we will go backpacking somewhere to Krkonose or so. They say that we can use the cabins as a transport so its faster. I tell them that I cannot, because I have to study for my exams.

*It’s all dark (!!!). There is my mum and my dad and we all go to some party.

**I am by a sea with some other people. We are jumping different stiles to the water form a high pontoon made of sand. We always search for a good spot to jump from and we also have to wait for a good weather. I have some chicken bones and throw them to the water, but there is some girl swimming and she starts shouting at me. I tell her that at leas the fish can eat it. Every time when I jump to water, it creates some ornaments and creative splashes. Melissa is there too and we talk about sex and swimming naked.

***I am at my mouse in Czech with Pavel and some other people. We wait for a good weather so we can go jumping as well. Then suddenly a wind starts picking up and I watch as it blows stronger and stronger, picking leaves form the garden. Next, the wind turns towards the windows and I can see how the glass is bending inwards and I am worried it’s going to break.

**** Then we stand at some bar, with Pavel and this slim tall skin head “Novotny” or what his name is. Pavel is drunk as usual and they argue who is going to go jumping first. Then Pavel punch him over his head and the guy punches him back and a rectangular piece of skin peals off Pavel’s head and starts to bleed badly. We try to put it back but as the wind blows still, a lot of dirt gets in the wound. I try to clean it but it’s still dirty. Pavel is playing hard and doesn’t want to have anything done with it. His eyes glow blue. Then Dan and I decide to take the skin off totally so it can heals better.

*****I am in some kind of space ship. Its all dark again there. There is some college of mine shooting with a gun in to some tunnel. I look at him closely and it is Dolph Lungren. Some other college looks at what she shoots at. So he turns on the lights in the tunnel and there is a large plasma screen and Lungren himself on it. When he sees that he has been shooting at himself, he is all devastated and upset.

****We are at the airport and some lady wants to fly but there is some problem. She goes to the information desk where she is told that the flight has been cancelled. She starts to scream and complain that she is going to complain higher. She is told that the plane is going to be at platform 2 but it has to be transported there.

I am at Georges garden. I am talking to Melissa and I show something and tell her about what it is (I think is a song or application for iPhone… I cannot tell). Then we sit by a table and I watch her whether she eats with good manners (!!!). She asks me whether I want to connect my laptop to the internet and chat to someone ( I think she mentions Serendipity). This really surprises me. There was many more dreams, but I cannot remember.

I am in a massive spacey room with huge bookshelves on one side. I have a feeling as if it was in my old school in Zasada. My mum is there with me. It feels as if the books were there for ages and no one cares about them so my mum and I are taking some. As I go through the lines of those big books, I pull out one about planes or something similar. I show it to my mum and she is admiring it and excited about it. Then I continue going through the books.

*It’s a work setting. We are preparing lunch. It is chicken Fricassee probably. We need to stock up.
**I am finally meeting Panther again. He has a club (one room) in Morava. Panther and I go to some club near by. I can see the beet tap, but it starts to rain inside, and I am surprised that no one cares about the stuff getting wet. Panther tells me that he no longer works as a truck driver but he works in an office. He worked out some trick that cuts down the time required for his work from 4hours to 4 seconds. He is very happy about it and hopes that it will allows him to do music again….