International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal

Kumara's Dream

Dream fragment 1 - Something about choosing an iguana for each phase. The iguana image was very large, about calf-sized and with rippling, changing colors

Dream fragments 2 - In a Mexican restaurant. Climbing a light fixture with a big bubble top, inside the bubble realizing it's the only one and doesn't go further. Climbing it by a long round tube of flimsy green plastic with tribal-style cutouts, trying to sort it out and untangle it and get inside. Also trying to fit in between the 'tines' of a metal something-or-other also hanging from the light fixture. I heard the phrase, "Protracted tectonic" and repeated it, it seemed very important to remember and write in my dream journal.

WBTB

I see a door, I know I am dreaming and stop and collect my intention to step into Chichen Itza when I walk through the door. It is dark, the door is already slightly open, the handle is one of those straight office-door handles, the knob on the right, the door opening away from me.

I imagine how I will step into Chichen Itza and step through the door...then I am falling and falling and kind of enjoying the slow fall, I do a somersault/flip and then land, very softly, into a shallow dirt hole (the image that flashes through my mind as I land is of a story I recently heard of a woman giving birth in Tibet and digging a hole for her baby to be born into).

I sit up and look around, it's dark and I believe I am at the foot of the pyramid, at a fire surrounded by many others I think of as "tribe". A woman who seems out of place is before me and to my left, she is blond and fat and has a similar nose to mine, and she is saying that she is pregnant. I congratulate her and am quite happy to hear that especially in light of the fact that I will not be bearing any more children. I ask others if they know Nomad or Atras and if they have seen them or maybe I'm trying to find them with my mind.

There is a man to my right that I feel comfortable with and feel as though we've been reunited after a very long time. I snuggle in with him, and it seems as though we have merged, as though our bodies are puzzle pieces that fit together. I stay with him a bit and perhaps we chat...it's fuzzy ...and then I decide to make another attempt to get inside the pyramid. I remember looking for the beacon at some point but not sure when in the dream.

I set my intention, and fly into the sky. I enter a portal that bursts into kaleidoscopic visuals, reminding me of 5-meo-dmt only the colors are more pastel and the patterns less complex. I land in what seems like my old high school. Damn. I look around, wander the halls, and notice I am in the science wing and wandering through the old chem rooms. "Whyyyy am I HERE?" I wonder out loud, annoyed...and a dark figure that is maybe in another room but I can still see him echoes back, "Why ARE you here?". I'm wondering if this is some old aspect of the past I need to integrate and so I say, "I love and bless you all..." but I don't really feel it, I just feel mostly disgusted with myself for ending up somewhere in the past murky muck again.

Fuzziness...then I'm in an old western town...more fuzziness...then I am in bed with a short blonde person and negotiating sex, someone else is there questioning my choice...fuzziness. It seems like this may have been at the beginning of the dream, like it was a circular experience.