insideout

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

May 2, 2011: There is a birthday party, for a children, a young girl, I think. Another girl comments that she is a bad host.
There is a girl in a sleeping bag on the floor. She is concerned because someone had predicted something bad would happen to her.
I am like her mother. I give her a personal symbol of strength to protect her. It's a small sea shell. I ask her to remember the time she had fun on the beach.
I see a mirror. The reflection is not my own. I become lucid. I talk to the reflection and say this is a dream. "But it is also real (experience). Is it less real or more real?" I decide that the words probably do not apply, because the dream is something other than "real" or "not real." It is both.

I don't think of all that while in the dream, but it describes how I feel.

I touch a plant while I am musing on the realness of the dream. It is a large succulentus plant. I go through a window and the dream fades.

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I am camping with my girlfriend. I am naked, in a car or truck with no top. I cover us with a blanket over the car. I want to have sex with her, but a woman shows up and asks her a question. Something about what another lady had said earlier.
They go away to talk.
I put on shorts and then a shirt. Thee are other guys watching me. I pretend to fall asleep. A dog approaches me. Then several dogs appear and start attacking me. I fight back and kill some of them. I feel like I am not in control, and I don't want to be violent.
I end up inside the house (my parents').
The window on the kitchen door is broken and glass is on the ground. I become partially lucid as I step outside.

I try to fly, and sort of do. Then I am in town, walking down a road. I burp loudly and pretend to be a dinosaur or monster. I knock over a car that looks kind of like a golf cart.
A small woman doll is screaming. The doll is round and it's mouth opens like a dummy.
I am at a hospital, or something like one, in a room that looks like a play area for kids. There is a plastic container full of dolls. These dolls have wire springs for arms and legs.

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I am lucid and outside my parents' house. I jump into the pond and swim. A big fish starts swimming at me.
It gets bigger and I hold onto its side. It waves its tail to swim quickly and goes out of the water, onto land.
It is like an inflatable fish. I climb onto its back and ride it on land. It sort of has legs like a horse. We ride through tree branches. One branch punctures the fish and it begins to deflate.
Then I am no longer lucid. There is a folding ladder with bottles of glue on it.