Dreams of Hash

Going to bed 1-1:30
Goals: Recall
4:OO I jues tem being in a wooded area and going to sit down on a bench, on the far left side, the benhc basically just a pieceo f wood.

7:OO I rem being at a swimming pool with some random people, im walking around the edge of the pool trying to balance, everyone is actually doing that, its like a race or something, i rem sandra was watching us, there is one point where i stop worrying about the race and just dive in.

The dive takes a long time and feels very wierd, i seem to float in the air for a while before hitting the water, the whole time sandra is yelling that were not suppoesed to dive, when i get in the water i can see that it is only about 4 feet or something but i manage to dive without hurting mysef. I get up and sandra keeps talking about how were not supposed to do that.

Before i dove in, there was a part where we are all walking around a corner of the pool, when we do there are all of these ducks walking in the dirt, there are mostly little grey ducks but there are also some that sem to have just hatched, they actualy look wierd like they have no detail, just little yellow duck shaped things crawling around, i just rem trying to walk trough without stepping on any and telling the others to do the same

8:34 am walking down the street of a strange neighborhood with jessica, we pass a house with a lot of trees, i just realized this dream is mixed with some rpg elelments, it wasnt a neighborhood but instead like a grove, one of the trees starts talking to us and telling us all about the world we are in, the gameworld, telling us the leaders of different factions and stuff.

The tree talks a bout another tree not far to the right that is supposed to be a part of some tribe and its the tree of one or omething like that. He said these people love the tree because it taught them they were all one. I rem the tree was talking as if the other tree was wrong, as we walk away i look at the tree of one, its not much bigger than the other tree and is mostly empty of foliage. I rem saying to jessica that the other tree got it all wrong but the tree of one knows whats going on.

*Flash of getting off a plane or going down and escalator or something, there is a person speeking overhead, there is something i want them to talk about, instead they start talkign about christianity and how this christian band is visiting, when i here this for some reason i completely lose my shit and start hitting the dude in front of me in the head with something, it turned out the dudes in front of me were that band, i knock a like cowboy hat off his head, he turns arounds looking all red, his head bald, he doesnt say anything, dont rem mch else.

Going to bed 1-1:30
Goals: MILD, drink something
6:51 I rem bein at a waterpark, i think getting ready to try to get on a waterslide

*Flash of walking or driving past a huge outdoor skate park, all of the ramps were different colors and there was a lot of sculptures and stuff of random shapes that was different colors too. I rem seeing some little kid in rillerblades there, this made me think that in the dream it was a school day and i wondered how the kid got out of school

*Had a dream i was playing soccer, but we are playing with a ball about the size of a marble, it was more like a soccer practice, i rem that guy billy was there. I rem the coach sends us to run around the school campus, looked kind of like my old highschool, we take off running and i want to just run slow and take my time, the coach says to run at a quick pace as soon as i start thinking this, i think that billy might run slow too but he actually takes off quite fast, in the dream i considered runing with that dude travis but didnt see him anywhere. we start running and right away someoe steps on my shoe causing me to stumble and both of my shoes fall off, i consider putting them on but the dream shifts and i am in the middle of a game, instead of a ball we are playing with a small gray marble that you can barely see in the grass, i rem really struggling to even be able to kick it. Last thing i rem is making a run as my teamate brings the ball into the box, i yell send it in several times and he passes it a bit ahead of me, i run and slide just barely making contact with the marble, it slides in to the goal slowly, i take off running and celelbrating.

*I rem beign with my dad and maybe my sister, its night time and we are kind of in a strange wooded area, but its still supposed to be close to wherever were staying, i just rem leaving a kind of garage or shed and starting to head toward where we were staying, i rem as we leave the building we are in we see my cat, in the dream i figured hed left the house and walked all the way over. i pick him up and we start to head back.

*pretty sure i had a school dream cant rem though

8:30 Had a dream i was at an amusement park with jessica, we are waiting in line to get on this ride with a ball you get in and it spins, for some reason i get on by myself, as it starts spinning i start making faces at everyone in line, as it goes faster and faster i start yelling and pretending like there is really something wrong with me. This one dudes face was priceless causing me to crack up in the dream, the next time the rdie passed him i yelled, youre face cracked me up, this made him smile a bit. I also noticed while spinning, my old creative writing teacher, when he saw me he said something like oh i rem this joker.

*Quick flash of sitting out in the car in front of the house, my bro is sitting out there too, just rem my neighbor walking up and just hopping in without asking, when she gets in she tells me i really look like i want to smoke

Sunday September 11 2011
Going to bed: 1:30-2
Goals: Recall
5:54 flash of being in the backyard of jessicas house or somewhere similar, i rme there being a humanoid lizard about as tall as a human as well, i rem it drinking some poison, and it talked to me about how its able to do that and what it is, saying there are all kinds of poisonous snake creatures, some take snake form but some could even be human, he was trying to convince me that someone i knew was one of these snakes too, and that they had been tricking me, he said something bout how thats how they had so much enegy to watch me or something, I akso rem the lizard chasing me like it was trying to kill me, but later in the dream i rem when it was telling me all this stuff, i freak out and start panicking, and he starts laughing almost like its a joke and it doesnt mean to harm me at all.

*I rem being at some kind of school or something, i really cant rrem what it looked like, there is some thuggish black dude and i rme him making talking a lot of shit to me for no reason or something like that, but later in the dream he needs my help to find something on campus, first time he asks i just ignore him, second time i just agree with what he say without rwally hellping.

*Vaguely rem the waterparrk, possibly driving or being driven at some point.

*Vaguely rem talking to jessica, i rem wanting to tell her about a dream, not sure which one.

Monday September 12 2011
Going to bed 12:30-1
Goals: Recall
8 I rem being in this like science lab, at first im fighting all of these skelotons, they are so far away i just pick them off through a sniper scope, the rifle shoots like blue lasers or something, this goes on for a while until a dc comes into the mix and i have to fight him.

We are still in the lab in a large room with two floors. He launches a missle at me somehow, as soon as he does i take off around the room trying to outmanuever it, jumping up and down the stairs, but cant seem to shake it, i jump downstairs run to the left and then turn to face the missile, i fire three blue energy missiles at it but miss all three, the missile crashes but does i escape the damage. I quickly fire blue energy from my hand at the dc, a bald guy dressed like a warlock or something, i fire many blue things at him and when they are all about to hit him, i slam my hands together causing them all to blow, he falls backwords and a ball of colorful light appears in his head, this makes me think im making progress.

Going to bed 1:30-2
Goals: Recall
LUCID 7:25 Had a dream where i go lucid in my living room, i just know im dreaming, i rem keeping my calm this time and just walking around the living room looking around and trying to decide what to do. I rem to try to brighten the dream and try some verbal commands, noting noticable happens, i notice by looking out a window that it is dark outside, i figure i should try and make the sun rise, but rather than just walk otside i try to phase through the door. I walk up to the front door and jam my left shoulder into it trying as hard as i can to force my body through the door. No luck, the dream kind of fades and im in the void again, shortly after i must start dreaming again but not lucid.

*Short dream of being at a soccer practice, i rem the coach being the same from highschool and alot of the peopl as well, i rem david was there looking pissed and miserable as usual, we are all doing something when the coach calls us over to practice penalties. We all line up outside the box while one person goes up to the spot, i rem we couldnt see at first so we spread out down the line, while watching that dude tyler comes up in between me and someone else and puts his arms around our shoulders. He was talking about something but cant rem.

8:41 Flash of being in the lving room, i rem playing with my cat, he goes off, runs throught the room and somehow hits his tail on a stool, this cause his tail to fly across the room. I freak out and try my best to get my broter to take him to an animal hospital but he just sit there,

10:14 In the middle of some swampy woods, with a bunch of random dcs, on a kind of fieldtrip or somehting, I rem being up in some like fort or something with the ckass, the teacher tells us to come down all the way from another fort across a river/swamp area. We alll start climbing down this ladder and plop into the dirty water. I rem hearing the people behind me complain about the long swim, to try and get it over with i head straight into the water and start swimming as fast as i can, when i came up for air i wasnt near as far as i wouldve liked though.

*I rem being in the restauranti used to dream about.

Going to bed 12:30
Goals: Recall
9 Had a dream that i was driving down a rural looking road at nighttime, im driving and i see a car parked on the side of the road, next thing i know i run over some stuf and have to pull over. The car on the side got into a reck and ther is debris under my car. I get out while the owner and a cop are looking around. The owner is some dude with an orange shirt and really short hair. When he walks past me he smiles and looks at the cop. I know in the dream he can smell weed on me and i just hope the cop doesnt. The dudes car door is under my car i notice as well as a handle, i consider trying to drag them out but just wait.

They figure out what to do with the guy in oranges car, and he has another dc with him now. Im leaning on my car when the cop comes up to me and without saying anything turns me around and starts checking me for stuff. I say excuse me can i ask what you are doing, he says something about weed, he continues to search but doesnt find anything. In the dream i am so relieved not to have anything. I rem the other dcs kind of laughing and i know they ratted me out. I tell the cop, i dont have any weed, you cant do shit. I walk to my car and get in, i tell the dcs, fuck you guys, way to stick up for a fellow stoner, as i drive off.

*Have a flash of walking into the living room, my sister and that girl tara is there, they are eating some sandwiches and are dressed for like a soccer game. When i see tara i keep trying to walk back and fourth past them, trying to get her attention. I go into the kitchen to get some food, i see the wrappers and stuff from their sandwiches and also see some pizza boxes on the table. I considered getting some food but all of it is covered in meat, my brother offers me part of his sandwich, i just decide to heat up some rice and veggies.

*Have aflash of hanging out with jessica and getting ready to tell her about my lucid dream from last night.

*One last flash of being out at a soccer practice for some younger kids, i just rem hanging out with alexis there, at one point i kick a ball to him.

*One more flash of walking through a school hallway, halfway through there is a class sitting in the hallway with huge pieces of paper, they are drawing full size pictures of themselves. I rem as i walk by this one big dude pushes me further down the hallway, i just keep walking and laugh about it. On the way back i wonder if he has some kind of problem with me but he is talking to someone and i walk by.

Going to bed 1
Goals: Recall
9 Dancing in the Rain Was at an amusement park with my brother and sister, just walking around in between rides. We are watching this huge ride that swings peoople all over the place when it comes loose and goes flying through the air. I rem thinking about how badly people would get injured because there is nothing protecting them from what they might crash into, It tumbles to the ground as me and my siblings talk and gasp about it. When this happens i start to question whether or not im dreaming. I start to look at my hand and quickly notice that my pinky is short and stubby like a thumb. As soon as i realize im dreaming it starts raining.

I begin running around in circles and just focus on feeling the rain and really being there in the dream. The rain starts to feel pretty intense on my skin, i even start singing that song "feel the rain on your skin"( lol) Unfortunatel the stabilization didnt work too well and the dream started going black. I was in a void and i decided to try and teleport back to the amusement park. I imagine where i want to go and start screaming with the intention, screaming so loud that i worry i may be doing so in waking life as well, i start to see something appear, i try to use my hands to interact with it but i end up moving my "real" hands and can feel my blanket,

as real as it seemed it turned out to be a fa, i rem getting up from bed and heading into the bathroom, dont rem what i do, i rem coming back and realizing i still havent wrote my lucid in my dj, i get ready to do so, dont rem afterwards, i awoke later pretty confused but still remembered the lucid.

*Flash of being in the woods with my brother and some others. We are watching someone through binos on the other side of the park, apparently there are people after us and they know were over here. All else i rem is my dad driving his truck to our area, i rem some dude who mustve been a park ranger or something showing him the way.

Weed Summoner: Had a dream that i got into the passenger seat of jessicas car outside of my house and we took off somewehre. As soon as we start driving i notcie that in the distance i can see the ocean, it spans the entire horizon despite being in a neighborhood. When i see this the first thing i think is im dreaming. I hand rc but it fails, i keep staring at the ocean and talking to jessica about it, we keep questioning it until i hand rc again and have some extra fingers. I yell,i knew we were dreaming, and tell jessica to stop the car. To my surprise she pulls over immediately, for some reason i thought she might keep driving, and i get out, telling her to follow me.

We get out and stand in the middle of the street, throughout this whole dream i was hearing really strange sounds, i want to fly so i ask jessica to help me. I try to lift off but it doesnt work, before long i just suggest we smoke dreamweed instead. We head to my house, I get inside and hear a lot of noise again, i rem when i opened the front door it like ran over my cat, i knew i was dreaming so i didnt really worry about it, i rem my sister yelling something, i go to the back of the house and tell my sister were dreaming.

I walk into my room and decide to try and summon some weed, i find an empty bag that was in my room irl and held it between my hands, imagining what it would feel like if a bud was in there. I do this for a few moments when i see lights flashing in the bag and feel a bud form in my hands. I look inside and there is a giant nug, i smell it and its kind of a mild skunky smell. I hand it to jessica and she takes a wiff, i start to get it ready on the table, the whole time reminding myself im dreaming, i dont rem rolling it up but we end up with a joint somehow anyway, i rem hearing all kinds of strange traffic noises, i look out the window and see nothing unusual.

Then the dreams shifts, causes me to lose a little lucidity but only for a moment, im now outside on the deck, and it keeps changing into another deck ive never seen before, jjessica is smoking a joint, and these two dcs are walking towards us. She says something about them being her family or something and kind of hides the joint. They keep walking towards us until they are just standing next to us. I remind myself its a dream and decide to try and fly again, this time i stand still and just imagine i am weightless, i dont try for long and still no success. Instead i try to impresss some dcs, i decide to summon more weed.

I find the same bag, on a different table on the deck, i do the same thing, the light flashses, this time i was trying really hard to get some purple weed. When i summon it i pull it out and show the dcs, they both seem very surprised. I get quite surprised too when i pull the bud out and it looks like a giant purplish turd. I rem noticing strange veigns in the bud/poo, and it was really sticky, not in a weed way though. I just rem handing it to one of the dcs, then i wake up.

Going to bed 11:30-12:00
Goals: Recall 6 dreams
4:50 Flash of playing and at the same time being in this rpg game, im playing it with my bro. I just rem being on the top level of some dungeon or something like that, it looks pretty modern, kind of like the inside of a huge mansion or something, but in the dream i know its many levels. I just rem going through a door and finding a knife on the ground, right after i find the knife i imediately see another item on my screen, it says 40 cal gun. I rem saying to my bro, i wonder what this one will look like.

*Flash of going to the kitchen to poor a bowl of cereal. I cant rem what all i do but i finally realize that i had poored a bowl earlier, i get the bowl off the counter, its cinnamon cereal. I take a couple of bites and despite sitting out its not soggy or anything.

6:30 I rem being on a rollercoaster or amusement park ride that swings you around all over the place.I dont rem why but for some reason i strt to ride it with my eyes closed. I just rem being swung around in blackness and just thinking about it really.

*Had a fa, just rem getting up and moving this pillow and blankett at the base of my bed, i rem wrapping the pillow up in the blanket and putting it back at the bottom of the bed.

9:05 Being driven somewhere by my sister, were on a road in the country, looks a lot like medina. Its nightime and there is a white boxy car in front of us. That car comes to a stop but my sister is going quite fast. As we get closer to the car i pretend like we are going to hit it, jokingly. My sister doesnt slow down fast enough though and we end up hitting the car quite hard. I rem the sound and feel of the impact was very sudden. It was just a big bang and i rem being jolted forward quite hard.

After hitting it the car moves up a little and stops, I tell my sister, maybe their music was too loud to even hear it. My sister scoots up and hits him again, this time much softer. This time i can see the driver watchingus in his mirror. He is a bald asian dude, he looks back at us, his face asking if we want to pullover. We really dont want to obviously but he does, dont rem past this.

*Playing like an old turn based rpg, the graphics look like the old pokemon games. I rem i was trying to choose my class for a while, there were three options, i know two were warrior and mage. I ended up choosing warrior which had the tallest characrter of the three. He was wearing red clothes, had brown hair, and a big sword. The game starts me out at some like magic school or something, i rem text briefing me, i rem it at one point saying, you watch a mage and student walk by.

I rem starting to have second thoughts about my character. I realize ill probably be able to use a few support spells but nothing too powerful. I start to want a mage character and as i think about it i imagine a turn based fight as a mage. I just rem seeing the interface for a fight, i can see my potential mage characters back, he is wearing a robe and hood, white with a blue stripe i think

Going to bed 12:30-1
Goals: MILD, Free fall
4:23 Have a dream i was in school athletics or something like that, we are all ini the gym and getting ready t oplay basketball. I rem holding the basketball under my arm.I rem the coach being upset about something

*I rem being in a house, o\couldve been mine, with a secret room that we had to get to by climbing through something, cant rem how we got there. I rem being in there with my dad and someone else, they are lookingaround, my dad says he wants to do some cleaning or repairs on it. I have a mem from later in the dream of going back and finding a big armoire like thing, the doors are all wet and mushy and falling apart. I rem something pushes the doors open from inside and i think it turns out to be a face covered in what may be blood, cant rem anything else.(this dream made it hard to go back to sleep )

6:14 Have a flash of a dream where im in trouble with the law or something, first thing i rem is showing up at some bridge thats closed off, it seems to be kind of in a rural area at some kind of military base or sometheing. I just rem being near the outside of it and seeing a booth with a security guard. There is something by the booth that i know is explosive, i have a combat shotgun and shoot towards the booth, i think, its possible i used some other explosive. I shoot and it causes an explosion that im sure takes out a guard. I see another one running by a car, the car now on fire from the previous blast, i shoot it and it erupts in flames taking out the second guard. Now i have cops andswat after me, i run towards the front and break the window of a blue truck, just as i do this a swat team member from down the street and behind a telelphone pole starts taking shots at me. I hop in the truck and take off, im talking to someone on the phone now and they are helping me find a house for some reason. I rush to the house and they tell me to get inside, cant rem what they were having me look for. I get inside and head to the front door telling the people on the phone, im here. Just as i do a girl walks down the stairs of the house, she is my age and fairly attractive, with light brown hair. She asks me something, i follow her up the stairs asking if she wants to make out, she says no.

9:00 Quick flash of playing hackey sack at night in the street of a small town, dont rec any dcs although in the dream i feel i know them. A random dc, kind of chubby dude comes and joins us/ we are kicking a juice carton instead of a hackey sack.

*Had a dream that it was early morning, checked the clock in dream and it was like 8 something, i rem coming into my room and seeing my sister and rachelle smoking. I get kind of annoyed for some reason and try to talk to rachel about it but she just leaves making me even more annoyed. I try to talk to my bro about it but he says something about his dog dying. I freak out and run back to my room extremely depressed. I get up ad go look outside, i can see my dog running next door. I tell my bro, he says she didnt but almost, he tells me he was trying to get her up on the counter for some reason but she kept falling off.

I go lucid in my bros room when something happens with my cat to make it obvious, i get really excited and start running around the house frantically. When i calm myself down i take a good moment to stabilize the dream, rubbing my hands together and controlling my breathing, everything feels really stable and looks good, like waking life, my pinky and ring finger look quite unnatural and sometimes nonexistant, i also rem seeing a random stranger in my house but i just ignored them.

I quickly try and think of my goals, i actually have a really hard time remembering them in this dream but i finally remember i am supposed to use super powers. I go outside to try to fly, I start flapping my arms like wings and jumping in the air like an idiot, it doesnt work despite trying for quite a lot of dream time, for a moment i was hesitant to act so silly outside but a few more reality checks gave me the confidence.

After trying for a while i hear someone call me, they say hey. I turn to my right and in my yard is this dude i used to know from high school soccer, frank. He has no legs and is sitting down in the grass with a collection bowl for money. He tells me that to get it to work i have to go visit Arsenal, in england. I had no idea what he meant but i just said ok, when i did i rem seeing a bunch of dudes in arsenal jerseys in my minds eye, when i stop seeing them i am back in my house, while in my house i can hear a song by rishloo playing, cant rem which one but i was jamming to it in the dream.

I am excited and making a lot of noise, my bro yells at me from his room, i tell him were dreaming, hes no longer upset but starts asking me if i rem dreams like this every night. I told him my recall has been bad lately and not every night. I head into the living room and decide to try and play with some guns. I go get my airsof gun out of the garage and try to imagine its real, i point and shoot it at the back of my house but nothing.

Next i go into my living room and try to grow dragon wings to fly with, doesnt work no matter how hard i imagine. I rem my bro, who is sitting on the couch now, said i just need to try harder and had some other shapeshifting tips. At this point i decide to try pyrokenesis. When i get the idea i grab a lighter from my pocket, its blue, i light it, i move my hand over and around the flame and then take my hand away from the flame, a flame follows my hand and then goes out. I try again, this time i get a nice flame in my hand and throw a fireball across the room, at my bro who is now sitting on the couch, the firebally was pretty small but when it hit it flared up. It hit his shirt and had no effect on him or the shirt. I continue to bend the fire for a bit.

I cant rem what but here something causes me to close my eyes and i quickly lose the dream, i think to myself, ok lets just wake up so we can write this down. I focus on waking up and not going into another dream, this starts a quite long fa.

I remember waking up and its already past 10( i have to do something at 10 today) I am with jessica and we are getting ready to go. Shes telling me about her dreamss and i tell her i had a pretty nice lucid one, i especially mention the succsesful firebend. We are sitting in my living room eating some weird wraps with red tortillas. I keep trying to find a way to write down my lucid dream in the fa. At one point i was gonna write it on some napkins but finally i tell jessica im gonna go get my computer to write it down. I think i may have one other fa after this before finally waking up. Still remembered the lucid quite well though.

August 12
Went to bed 1
Goals: MILD
5:42 Had a dream i was at a restauraunt with jessica and her bro, we are sitting in the middle of the restaurant and her bro is being kind of disruptive, i rem one time a little girl walks over to where we are sitting but he sends her in the other direction. I think he also gets into an argument with some people at another table. Last i rem is he gets taken out of the restaurant, when this happens that guy antonio is working behind a bar up front, as her brother passes, jessica telss antonio she knows him really well and he says ok.

7:36 In school and in class and we are about to begin working on an assignment where we go around the room nd make up a story as we go. In the dream i feel like i have missed the class alot and i also know my dad and sister are outside the school waiting for me to get out. IM in a group of four, ans sitting right next to a girl who showed up late, she sits down and says something friendly, cant rem. At some point i get up and leave the class to go tell my dad soemthing, i get out to the car and talk to my dad and sister, we decide we are gonna leave, we are about to do so but i rem i left my school stuff inside and i need to tell the teacher.

On the walk back i rem seeing a really short girl leaving the class, i look at her and quickly look away as i walk into class, i see my stuff on my desk but the assignment has started and everyone is sitting in a circle. I rem the perosn it was on was some white dude with short hair and i think a black nice shirt, he was telling some story in a pretty funny way, cant rem too well, next it went to a girl who used to be in my creative writing class, she grabs some item, i rem it looking like the neck of a guitar, and begins to play it like a trumpet. The class was cracking up at both of them, dont rem much else.

9:00 Had a dream that i was at the mall with some dcs, i rem everyone being in a panick because this dude who works at like the bakery has a gun and is threatening people, i rem hiding on the other side of a cart to avoid being seen by him. Some people show up to help me but i cant really rem much about them.

I think the dream shifts because the guy no longer has a gun or works at the bakery, im talking some shit to him when he loses his shit and starts chasing after me, btw its a huge guy who could easily kick my ass, so i get up and start running, the people who are helping me point to this girl with a big bag, they say ill survive if i do this right, i run straight at the girl and grab her bag, i turn and toss it into the guys face, as i toss it i fall to the ground. The bag spills jewelry everywhere and just pisses off the guy, the people who are helping me just look at me like im screwed, i think i wake up here.

August 13
Went to bed 12:30
Goals: MILD
4:00 Just rem playing soccer

8:30 just rem playing some cards with that guy terrence

9:20 In a cafeteria and everyone is leaving, i rem saying i never stick up for myself as some thug dudes walked by, one was this chollo dude with sunglasses, he said what, and i said just kidding before quickly distancing myself from him. I rem leaving the cafeteria and seeing a group of kids wearing red soccer jerseys, looked like man u jerseys, one of them had the front part of his hair dyed white.

*Remed a flash where i was at some camp, inside a cabin, that girl heather is in like a bathroom providing sexual favors, it was almost my turn to go in, i rem seeing people go in for different things, i though about getting a bj, but in the end decided that this isnt something i want to do.

*Flash of hangin out at jessicas and for some reason i decide to spend the night, i thnk about it more and decide id rather go back home and hang out with my bro and sis, i tell jessica im sick to my stomach, she says she is too, i take off.

Went to bed 12:30
Goals: MILD
8:34 You're Out of Here Had a dream i was in my bros room talking to rachel about something, i go into her bathroom and keep talking, as i finish a sentence i turn around to look more torwards the door. Somehow i can still see rachel from here, but there is also a complete stranger in the bathroom with me. It looks like a lady who lives across the street, except younger and her hair looks to be dyed white or something, she is looking at me and has a very creepy smile. When i see her i freak out and start yelling at her, who are you, get the f out of here, she just smiles and walks away from me into my bros room, she gives me an evil vibe. For some reason in the dream i just get so scared by this lady, i follow her into the next room and grab her by her hair, when i do this i say to myself, im dreaming. Im still quite frightened by how sudden the lady appeared and i have no proof its a dream yet, dont rc because im holding the ladys hair, so i decide to toss her out the sliding glass door. I fling her by her hair towards the door, she goes flying through it at high speed, breaking glass and then flying across the backyard and hitting a side fence. When i did this rachel said , whoah and was quite surprised. I just rem thinking, that was a pretty sweet way to get rid of someone, unfortunately i opened my real eyes here.

August 9
Went to bed 1:30
Goals: Detailed recall
4:14 At a water park with the family, it was like we had alreay visited earlier in the dream, we get on this wate slide from a different entrance then the main one, my dad comments on this.

7:22 Getting on a bus to go somewhere with my brother, its like a school bus again, short, very similar to last nights dream, inside i can see that up front people sit facing the windows and in the back they face the front. We get on and at first it looks like there is no room at all, when we get on thogh i notice that the front seat on the left side, which is actually also facing the right window, is open. A bunch of people start heading to sit ther, my bro starts moving up muscling his way over there, he gets there and sits furthest to the right on the top seat, the seats are like bleachers.

As he sits down i see that guy eduardo, he is telling some other dude to hury and sit down, the dude does and sits on the top level next to my dad. I rem not caring and just sitting one level lower in front of my dad, eduardo sits down next to me and calls his friend a ball hog.

8:30 Doing a draft tournament at school, for like an assignment, i rem spending a lot of time looking at and crafting a deck, in the dream i think it came out blue and green. I rem finishing faster than most, later in the dream a lady on the other side of te class is talking to the teacher about how some of us are really working hard, she uses the example of people bent over their cards sighing, whereas she doesnt really know what to do, this makes me laugh a bit. The dude sitting across from me starts tallking, he says the dude next to me doesnt really seem to have done this before but he said i did pretty well, he says the colors i chose may be hard to work with.

August 10
Went to bed 1:00
Goals: Detailed recall
8:00 Flash of talking to that guy chris, he says some lady on the street gave him a hard time when she found out hes still living at home or something, we keep talking and he brings up like what if someone made him go. I start talking about how bad i think it is to make anyone do anything, i start saying things like, usually things happen for us when we are reeady, but making someone do something they dont want to do is gonna make them unhappy. He like half agrees with me, we continue this conversation

8:30 Had a flash of watching a tv show or movie about monks in nepal, they looked like buddhist monks with bright orange robes wrapped around and shaved heads. They are sitting in a large auditorium looking towards the stage, i rem talking to my bro about it.

9:30 had a dream i was watching a court case where this big blonde dude with a black t shirt is suing some larpg kids or something, He starts out complaingin about a run in with one who was playing with his sword or something, he also makes fun of the way they walk and a few other things, when he does, people in the room laugh, main thing i rem is him making fun of the way they walk, he said they have to step realy high up and he started mimicking the walk. When he does this i can see a chubby guy taking really big steps in a field.

Went to bed 12
Goals: Detailed Recall
4:55 Walkin up to a small schoolbus and following this one dude for no reason, we are in the bus lot from my elem school, i follow the dude and someone else and we line up outside the bus, more people line up behind me and in the dream i notice it llooks like too many people. We start to get on the bus and im trying to find a seat. I rem the dude i followed to the bus walked to the back of the bus and the driver fixed the seats up there so that two people faced two more people.

These seats filled up though, i rem michale p calls me, i turn around and he has a seat saved for me, i go sit down. For some reason i cant use this seat though and move a few seats behind him, i rem him noticing me sitting back there and i hope in dream he doesnt think its anything personal. The bus takes off, i rem seeing a huge swimming pool out the window to my right, it was dark blue and rectangular shaped, it looked like some kind of wave pool or something.

*Flash of being out in the garage talking to my parents, i rem asking them about the class i want to drop in waking life, explaining that i can take it my last semester, the question is soo accurate to waking life, my parents reactions are pretty nonexistant

6:47 Just flash of going to the cardstore with alexis

8:13 Had a dream that my bros friend was visiting and was bringing a lot of pets. He shows up, they start coming in through the garage and its really dark outside, First a bunch of really small animals star running into the room, when this happens i know my bros here and say jokingly bless their heart. Next an orange and white cat runs in, it runs up to me, sees me, and then turns around heading back in the other direction, my bro catches it as he comes in, but struggles really hard to get it under control, he finally picks it up from underneath a table and then hands it to me.

I start walking into the kitchen with it to give it some food. I set it down and notice it is wearing a blue and black beanie, When im getting its food the cat latches onto my head with its claws, i rem it being pretty painful for a dream. LAst i rem is feeding my dog indoors, and that cat is eating some of the food too.

Went to bed 12:15-12:45
Goals: Detailed recall
6:40 I rem being at school and seeing that girl heather sitting down at a table, she is looking at magic cards, she asks if i will be at a tournament next week, i say im definitely thinking about going. She starts saying that in her last tournament she made it to the last round. I ask her if shes any good and she kind of just lets her previous statement answer for her, dont rem much else.

*I rem walking through my house, going to the bathroom, there are huge houseplants in the hallway blocking it, two very big ones uprigt, and a third lying on its side with spilled dirt and water all over the floor, the pot is in a plastic container. When i see this i say im dreaming. I start doing hand rcs but they fail one after another, giving me the correct ammount of fingers each time. I still really thought i was. i rem thinking that in a recent dream my hand rc failed and i should nose rc just to be sure, i start pinching my nose and trying to breathe, i can breathe but it feels like the air is just slipping through because my nose is runny, i continue doing this but never go fuly lucid.

*Just went on dv real quick, when i saw nitos picture it reminded me of a flash where i got my lip pierced. I cant rem where i was or much of anything else i just rem getting it done and leaving, when they put the needle through i could feel it go through a like ball in my lip, it felt very uncomfortable and started bleeding like chunky blood. I just rem leaving, its really bright and green outside, im on the pavement, i rem thinking about the piercing, feeling the thin ring on the right side of my lip, wondering what others would think as well. Dont rem much else.

8:24 Some Good Juice I was having my reocurring dream where i have a school assignment that im not ready for, and its due. Im in the house walking out to the study thinking about it when i realize its a dream. Instantly all of the anxiety about school melts away, I hand rc and my two middle fingers are very short, i get so excited and yell im dreaming, i run out to the garage, when i realzed i was dreaming the door floated closed, i kick it right back open.

Rachelle is sitting in the chair out there, i tell her lim dreaming, she seems to believe me and gets really excited, i tell her to smile, she does, i continue to ask her to smile bigger and bigger wondering if her face will stretch or something but it all looks pretty normal. I stop that and walk back into the dining room. I decide to nose pinch, i do so and for the second time tonight take some dream breaths, it felt the same as in the previous dream, almost as if i was able to breathe because my nose was runny or something. I rem my goal is to stabilize using senses, i look at my hand, two short middlefingers again, just as my sis comes in from outside.

Shes wearing a strange hat and shades, the hat is pink, i tell her, we are dreaming bitch, she says whatever bitch and starts walking down the hallway, i laugh and say dude we really are dreaming though, as i spin around. I rem my goal and head to the kitchen, i open up the fridge and grab a carton of red juice. I take a swig, it tastes very fruity but at the same time more hearty and wholesome then juice in waking life. While drinking juice i rem wondering how long this dream will last. I remind myslef that the longer i believe it will last the longer it will and i stop thinking about it.

After the juice tasted so good i want to try some good weed, i also want to complete my task, i start to head back to my room when i notice there is no curtain on the door, its overcast outside, our neighbor comes to the front door. I get in the hallway, rachelle and my sister are talking about my neighbor, saying they could hear her walking up from where they were, i hear this and think about it too much and i lose lucidity.

We go to the door, my neighbor is telling us some story and somehow i was involved. She hands me a warrant for my arrest and tries to give me a hug, in the dream im very angry and say please dont try to comfort me right now.

*Had a dream that my bro and sister were in my sisters room with the door closed, the whole house looks different but has the same rooms. I just rem they had a lot of bottles of gatorade, i rem drinking a bit of some red gatorade, wondering if they wanted it.