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January 15, 2013

Lucid Dream

I was walking down the street in my friend's neighborhood, it as night at around 11pm as I remember looking at my phone for the time. As I was walking back to my friend's house there was an old man walking into his house and he yelled out to me, something like “Hi, hope you have a nice day.”. I turn around and shout back, “Thanks, you too, and sweet dreams.”, and at this point I think I became somewhat more aware of the dream once I said that but it did not make me lucid at this point. As I turn around and continue walking, like I said before I was more aware of my surroundings, I noticed what a beautiful night it really was. All the houses in the distance were shrouded by a light foggy mist with a really blue color, and I remember looking in the sky, it was a darker blue but the stars were out and plentiful. I love admiring the stars so I kept my eyes on the sky as I kept walking, and then something happened which caused me to become lucid, the stars started forming constellation lines between them. I could not make out any of the constellations but there were plenty of lines connecting the stars and I was so not-normal that I knew it had to be a dream. I did not even RC, I was convinced at this point and looking at the sky I wanted to fly, so I jumped way up into the air. A part of me was like “why did you do that!” because the last couple times I tried to do something like flying right of the bat the dream would end, but the other part of me was just staying calm and enjoying it and the dream did not end up ending right here . I wasn't actually flying, I just jumped around 100ft into the air and did a little flip at the top before starting to fall back to the ground, this happens to me a lot. So, as I reached the ground, I don't know what possessed me, but I just lifted my hands up and wanted to make and explosion go off in the distance, which it did. About 3 explosions go off, and I remember being amazed at the lighting on all the houses and even myself, but then the explosions jut disappeared once I stopped paying full attention to them. I still really wanted to fly, not just jump high but actually fly. Realizing that I have had good control in the dream so far, I set out to try it again, I jumped way up into the air with my mind focused on not stopping. This is where the dream got interesting, I was flying alright, but really fast and before I knew it I was skyrocketing out off the Earth's atmosphere into space. I just went with it as I kept going and going, it was almost like I was on a ride, I was just sitting back admiring the view of flying through space. I remember looking back and there was this huge red open portal thing behind Earth, I did not pay much attention to it. At first, there was a lot of colors everywhere, but after awhile everything started getting blacker and blacker with nothing to see. Well, that went on up until I noticed I was approaching something, it was the red portal again, but it was in-front of me. I was not stopping so I flew right through it and it took me back to where I started, right outside of Earth where the portal was to start with. I was confused at the time and something was telling me that I was in a parallel universe where time went backwards and I even had like a vision of some people walking backwards and everything. I can't remember exactly how it ended, but the rest of the dream is unclear to me.

LD

I. I do not remember what I was doing before this, but I find myself walking through a hall when I did a RC which got me thinking about dreaming, the RC worked and I knew it was a dream from my DS. The school was laid out different than the real one, but I knew where I was going because I suddenly remembered it from previous dreams (or that I thought I did and my mind was making the right path for me). I walked into the library/computer room and my old english class was there, the same teacher was there and and I looked around and most of the people I recognized was from the class. My teacher called to me, so I walked over to her and she started telling me something, it was just about a paper or something, so I was not paying attention since it was a dream. I started to leave, thinking of going outside, and that is when everything just went black. I wasn't awake, I was still sleeping, but it was like I fell out of the dream and everything was black. Maybe I was in SP and just couldn't move, but I tried going into a new dream, and maybe I did because that is all I remember of it.

LD

I. I was in the school computer room, I was playing a game on the computer while people were giving presentations in the front of the room. This dream came right after waking up from a previous dream trying to DEILD, and while I was sitting there when I thought something like, “Wait, I was supposed to be dreaming.”. I instantly became lucid as I remember that being back as school is my main DS. The room we were in was dark because of the presentations, so I lift up my hands and try to create a ball of light between my hands. The ball was created, but it was really small and faint so it did not project much light. I like to do little manipulations like that once I become lucid, I believe it helps me focus on the dream more. The dream was not unstable or anything like the last couple nights, so I proceed to get up and leave the classroom. I quickly make up my mind that I want to go outside and explore, and thinking about a theory that I have been trying to practice, I say that out loud so the dream can react to my intentions. I am walking through the halls trying to find an exit, the halls were empty, and I come across a office that was not in my real school. I open the doors and walk in, seeing if I can quickly walk though the offices to find a quick exit of the school. As I am walking through the office a woman walks in, it was apparently hers since she walked over to the desk and sat behind it, though I did not recognize her from real life. She looks at me and says “How are you, what can I do you for?”, as I am walking to the door. I turn around and say something like “I am fine, I am just passing through to leave.”. Once I said this she became angry, her face grew darker and she started to yell and the dream ended.

Lucid Dream

Night 44

I had a short LD that ended that I chained into a longer LD, it was too bad that it was one of my early dreams because I do not remember most of the conversations even though I remember them being interesting.

I. I was in my kitchen with a friend of mine, I remember the phone ringing and I went to go answer it, and I still can't believe it but I looked at the ID and it said "You are lucid.". I was like "what?" and I was like "this is a dream?" and I did a RC and it worked. I turned around and my friend was gone and there were like 2 women there now. I remember I was trying to stabilize the dream because I was more excited than usual, and I could feel the dream fading. As I was trying to stabilize, one of the women walked next to me and started talking to me, she said "So you want to stay here?". She then said something else to me, it was only one word but it was really meaningful at the time, I think it started with a P but I can't remember. As soon as she said it the dream ended.

II. So, I woke up when I really wanted to stay, so I was thinking about everything about the dream and the next thing you know I was back. I was standing in the same exact spot and the woman was talking to me again, but I was just stabilizing the dream so I wouldn't wake up again. I was more calm and relaxed so the dream didn't start to fade. I was just curious as to who this woman was, so I was just listening to what she were saying, and I cannot remember the conversation, but I started walking with her to my living room. We sat down and I still can not remember what we were talking about, grr. We then walked up to my parents room to their sink, there was someone there and he started shaving me face lol. She was still behind me talking to me, I wish I could remember just a fraction of what she was saying but I do not remember any of it. I remember looking in the mirror, it looked like I was dizzy and like I was about to collapse, but I was standing still, then I noticed the woman reflection and she had real distinct features. I do not recognize her from my real life, but she had dark brown hair just like mine, small like 5'4, brown eyes, and a large smile. We were laughing during our conversation, and when I was done with the shaving we walked to the door towards some other people and started talking with them. The dream ends around here. When I woke up I was debating getting up and writing down the dream so I would remember what she was telling me, but I decided to try to keep on chaining, which I regret now lol .

Lucid Dream
False Lucid Dream

Night 42

I had a really short LD, and a short FLD.

I. I was at my grandfathers house with my aunt, we were in the dinning room doing something, and I just looked around and said that this was a dream. I did a RC and it worked and my aunt looked at me funny and started walking away from me. I walked to her and said "wait, I want to talk to you." I grab her arm and look at her. The dream started to fade and I tried rubbing my hands but the dream ended anyway.

II. I was in my house, but the upstairs was completely different, I was in some room looking out a window that had bars on it when I noticed 2 people sitting out in our yard. In my mind I was thinking it was a dream, and I was acting lucid, but I wasn't consciously lucid. I walk down the stairs where my dad is their telling me to come to the basement to watch a game, I said not at the moment, I want to ask the people outside something first. He said ok, and went down stairs. I walked out of my house and approached the people in my yard, they looked at me in a dull/blank way. I said something, but I do not remember what it was, and the dream started to fade at this point but I remember saying I want the dream to stay, but it ended.

I had some ND's as well, but I do not remember them at the moment.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 35

I had a pretty lengthy LD this morning, some parts I can not remember, but I remember most of it.

I. I was at my grandfathers house doing something, and I went to leave, when I walked out the door there were like 10 dogs on his deck. Strange, but I remember going and playing with some of them. I woke up and tried to DEILD. It worked and I was back in the dream in my grandfathers house, but there were other people there that I did not recognize, I was not lucid instantly, but I was thinking about dreaming and next thing I know I was doing a RC and it worked. I remember I tried to float, it kinda worked for a little and I fell back down. I was wearing a sweatshirt, so I took it off and the people where saying things to me, I do not remember exactly what though. So I walked out the front door and to the end of the driveway where there was this tree, I remember the dream was close to fading, and I fell down to my knees and started touching the ground while telling the dream to stabilize, it worked. I almost fell back into a ND when I started walking down the street, I was like "wait, is this an actual dream?" and I did another RC, and it worked again. There was no one around, so I thought I would try to summon once again, I tried the methods that I read about and still I could not get it to work. I remember I was trying as I walked down to a store down the road, and I was like "Alright, this is ridiculous, I am going to get this to work." as I yelled really loud to summon. I said to summon one of the reoccurring DC's in my nightmares, I wanted to confront him. After doing this the dream got really black, it was not fading it was just getting really dark, and a deep voice started talking to me. I knew this was a dream, but I was actually getting scared. I was pleading telling the dream to stop getting dark, it worked, but the voice was angry at me. He started to say things like this, "That does it, you have gone to far this time! Do you really believe you can just do anything you want in here? It does not work that way!". I was asking him what I did wrong and other things, but I wish I remembers all of his replies. I remember just agreeing with him, and then he calmed down and he started telling to do things, and I remember doing them. The dream turned into a hotel room with two beds, and it had a blue suit case in between both of them. The voice was telling me to jump to the suitcase onto the other bed, I was trying but the ceiling was not high enough, so I put my hands on the ceiling and pushed it up higher. This is where the dream ends, it was turning into a FLD at the end there I am sure, I was just doing what the voice told me to do.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 33

I. I was in the school parking lot waiting at my brothers truck for him to come out so we can go home, as I was waiting when some people I knew came up to talk to me. I remember one of them telling the other how I won like $2,000 on a $20 bet. I then got into the truck and started driving around the parking lot while I waited for my brother. As I was driving, something woke me up, and I tried doing a DEILD. It worked and I was back in the dream driving around, I became lucid as well and did a RC to make sure, it worked. I remember I started driving really fast, and I hit another car head on and pushed him to the side, and I continued to speed to the end of the lot. I spun out at the end and the truck was going to go into the ditch but I made it stop in mid air, I wanted to make it go back onto the lot, but I couldn't do it. Instead I was like floating as the truck fell into the ditch, my body went through the truck. I fell to the ground and started to walk back to where all the people were at. The environment around me changed and I was on a road going through a forest that leads back to the parking lot. I was yelling out to stabilize the dream and increase the vividness, I was looking up at the sky, it was blue with some feather clouds. There were a lot of cars driving on the road, and I decided I will try to stop one and use it to get back faster, but they were all going like 80mph and I could not stop any. Then the dream changed again and the road turned into train tracks, I started running to get back fast. The dream ended here.

II. I was at my friends house, it was a dark room and they were playing Super Smash Bros when their mothers came in and asked us if we had seen any cats, they were missing, we said no and they left the room. I looked around and found one of the cats sleeping in the corner behind a chair. The cat woke up and I was petting him, I remember the car started being playful by scratching my hands and biting it, and my hands were like ice cold for some reason so it hurt really really bad. The moms came in again and I told them I found one of the cats, and then the dream ended.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 30

I. I was in my garage and I became aware after I noticed how dull/fuzzy the dream was, and I remember yelling out "Increase vividness!" and the dream got much more clear. I went to walk out of my garage and I did a RC and it worked just to make sure. It was a sunny day outside, and windy, exactly how it is today , and I was walking in my lawn. I remember looking down at my body and I was wearing black shorts that were blowing in the wind, it was so realistic. I saw my neighbor out in her lawn so I wanted to go over and talk with her. As I was walking over the dream faded out. Man, all my LD's lately have been ending quite fast .

II. I was in some sort of fantasy world, it had some aspects of Skyrim that I remember seeing, and some GoT stuff as well. I was given a mission by a character I recognize now as someone from GoT, he wanted me to kill someone. I pressed him on why I needed to, because I wasn't going to kill someone without knowing why, and he let me know he was a thief who stole a special sword from him. After learning this, I decided to just go and steal the sword back, I didn't need to kill him. I was with someone else who was helping me, I can not remember who it was, but we were climbing up a mountain to a tavern where the target was located at. I turn and see a huge dragons head carved into the side of another mountain, it looked simply amazing, I stopped for a minute and just studied it, it was very detailed. After, we proceeded to find and enter the tavern where we met the thief, I led the thief to a dark corner, just in case if he tried anything I can take him down without many people seeing. I remember I was distracting him, while my partner walked up behind and slid the sword out from his sheath, I do not know how he would not feel that, but it was a dream . So I dropped the conversation and walked away with my partner who had the sword, I remember it had a distinct design to it. We go back to the quest giver who was thankful, and he told me that at later that night I should go back and finish the thief off, as he was just a bad trouble, but I declined and walked away. The dream ends.

III. I missed blatant signs in this one that could of made me lucid . I was at school, in a class with my old classmates. It was an art class with my old art teacher, but she was teaching us about exercise and dreaming. I remember I was doing push-ups as she was talking about dreaming, and I was even thinking about dreaming and lucid dreaming, but I did not recognize I was in a dream. This is all I remember.

IV. I worked at a shop in a mall, and this person comes in with a mask on and tries to rob the place, I recognized him as someone who I stopped the day before. I remember thinking, "why the hell is he trying this again?". I remember jumping on him and grabbing his gun, we struggled but I managed to take it from him, I remember I was laughing because of how stupid he was. I walked him outside where there were police surrounding the mall, and I set him down on the ground and placed the gun down as I sat down also. I remember when I sat the gun down the guy jumped at it again and grabbed it and started shooting at the cops, I jump on him again and throw him to the ground, I remember getting shot in the foot but didn't feel it happen. After the police came and arrested him, I was holding my foot wound as my mom came up as started asking what happened. The dream ends.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 28

First time I had 3 LD's in one night, they were all incredibly short though, but I'm not complaining .

I. School is just letting out and I am walking down the hallway, it is very packed, and I turn around because I think I forgot something of mine. As I am walking back the vice-principle stops me and starts yelling at me for punching a locker and denting it. I did not hit a locker so I was upset when he was all in my face, I start arguing with him, and I remember showing him my knuckles and like "See, my hands are not even sore or red, I did not do it.". At this point, I think he knows he was wrong because he stops arguing and kinda like puts his head down in shame. I let out an aggravated sigh and walk past him. It was right here where I just stopped and was like, "Wait a minute, what am I doing? This is a dream.", and I do a RC and it works. I turned back around and seen a girl I knew from school and I walk up to her and say hi, but the dream start to fade already, and I was rubbing my hands together but the dream ended.

II. I was at a birthday party, it was at my house, and I remember walking around to my back deck where all the kids were playing at. The adults were there just talking, and somehow I just told myself that I was dreaming, I did a RC and it worked again. As soon as I become lucid, the dream starts to fade again, so I rub my hands but I wake up anyway.

III. This is a DEILD from the last LD. So I woke up, and laid completely still and tried to fall back to sleep into the dream. Next thing I know, I am right back on the deck with everyone, and I instantly know that I am dreaming. The dream was not fading this time so I was happy, so I walk out into my lawn and look up at the sky, I noticed it was night this time around while the previous dream was in the day. I was looking at the moon and I wanted to fly, I jump up in to the air and see myself flying, it worked! I started going into the air, but from the general excitement and relief that it was working, the dream started to fade. There was nothing I could do, next thing I know the dream was over.

IV. Some dream about an amusement park and some airport runway. I hardly remember it.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 27

I skipped yesterdays entry, I did not really remember much.
Last night was better, I had a short LD, I am getting better at noticing my school DS I think .

I. I was at school, I was walking down the hall into the cafeteria for lunch, I was like "Wait, I have been out of school for like 2 years, this must be a dream.". I now knew it was a dream, but I did a RC anyway, it worked. The dream felt really unstable, I started rubbing my hands and yelled out to stabilize the dream, it barely worked. I remember as I yelled, the room got quit and everyone looked at me lol. So, I am standing in line thinking of what to do, I remember the cafeteria lady put a big taco on my tray, I put it back and walked out of the line. I was at school again, and I should of tried to find an exit to go outside, but I started just walking around looking at all the people. I sat down next to a couple people I knew and said hi, the looked at me then looked away without replying, how rude lol. I get up and go to another table and sit down, there was a girl I knew from school sitting across from me talking to someone who I did not recognize, she was talking a lot. I do not remember what she was saying, but right then the dream faded while I was unable to stabilize it again. I knew that was not going to be a really long one, from the start it felt like it was going to end soon and it did .

II. This one is defiantly Game of Thrones related, I was in a castle and there were a lot of other people around. I remember seeing Drogo and Dany, I am not going to spoil anything so that's all I am saying about it.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 22

This Lucid Dream was the best one I had yet, and one of the most amazing dreams I have ever had, it was really fun . I did not reread them to make fixes so if I messed up some spelling or wording, I'm sorry .

I. I was at my grandfathers house, in his driveway next to his porch, I think my mom was showing someone the house who was interested in buying it. I remember seeing big long works of art like hung up on the railings, they were huge wooden carvings which theme was Christianity. I remember seeing Jesus Christ carved in holding his hands up in a cupping motion holding a star. I am not a christian, but my grandfather was a very peaceful one. I remember my mom walked past me and said “God is merciful. He does forgive you for you sins.” directly to me, and then I woke up.

II. I am taking part in a civil war or something, it was taking place around my house, it was red vs blue just like a video game, but it was real. It wasn't like a modern war, we had old guns that each shot needed to be loaded. I remember walking with a group of men, we were on the blue side, and we come across a small group of red men, we were like 20 feet apart when both of the groups line up in a line. This was a very very scary feeling, being on the front line ready to engage the enemy knowing you might actually die in a matter of moments. It felt so real, I was so scared as both of our captains were yelling "Positions!" i was on the front line and we lay to the ground, "Aim!" my heart was pounding, in a matter of seconds I could be dead, "Fire!". The next thing you hear are gunshots from both sides, I was still alive, but I was frantically trying to grab a bullet out of my pocket to lead my next shot, I get it in and shoot, I see people people falling to the ground with gunshot wounds. I could not get my gun loaded for a third time, so I put my head down and closed my eyes and bullets were flying past me, I just sat there trying to figure out if I was dead or alive. I did not know if I was just so scared I couldn't open my eyes, or I was dead and everything was just black. I have been into situations like this before, and just like those times my dream rewinds to a part at which I am safe, this time I am looking out a my window and see my brother get shot and killed. I remember crying with a friend of mine, I put down my gun and walk out to the other armies captain, I just tell him straight up that I don't want any trouble i just want to ask if I can get my brothers body and bury it myself. He said something like "You have guts coming over here, but yeah, I will allow you to get your brothers body.". I thank him and I noticed that they already buried all of the fallen soldiers, so I am looking around trying to find where they buried him. I could not find him and went back to my side where it was being taken over, so me and my friend just decide it is time to run, we run and run while explosions are happening. The dream ends right around here.

III. I am going to separate this one into parts because it will be easier for me writing it I feel. It is a really long read .

-I am in my middle school basketball court with my class, we were all shooting hoops when my arm was really weak, I could not throw the ball at all. I was really frustrated, but the class ends and while we are walking away I am just thinking “this is crazy, almost like a dream”, at this point I was like “wait, oh wow, this is a dream!” as I say looking around. My dream wasn't fading, but it wasn't as vivid as it could be, so I yell “Increase awareness! Increase lucidity!” and it actually worked a little! At this point I am excited as I never really had a good lucid dream at school, they have usually been taking place in my house, so this was a good change. I had a lot of confidence so I looked up to the basketball rim and raised my arm up and started levitating towards it, I slammed the ball in the net, I never really tried to fly or levitate yet in a dream so it was great when it worked first time. I look at my classmates to see their reaction to this, they noticed by didn't really care that I was levitating lol.

- So after I have just became lucid, I just wanted to explore this world, so I walk out and I am in my middle school entrance, and there are huge windows to the outside world, it was a bright sunny day out which kinda surprised me, I thought it was going to be night like most of my dreams. A part of me wanted to go out and walk around outside, but I decided to stay and walk around the school. So I start walking down the hall and I was now with someone I knew from school, S, so we are talking about something (can't remember) when we get to a class room, she was wanting to play like some sort of hockey game and we sit down and she turns into this strange tv/robot lol, it was a good thing because at this point I think I was falling back into a ND, but after that happened I sat up and continued to explore remembering it was a dream. When I left the class, it felt like I was in a maze, there were dozens of doors, and I could not find the way out, it was like a school/hospital because there was a middle desk with a nurse/teacher sitting behind it. I go to open a door, I think it was an exit, and she says something to me to help me, I forgot what it was, but I was like “oh yeah, thanks!” as my subconscious just helped me again retain lucidity.

- So I walk back out into the hall, and it was like a school merged with a mall now, there were a lot of people just walking around and going about their business. I walk to this entrance to what looked like a huge restaurant, the lady at the front gave me this flyer that was purple and white, I had a very hard time reading it as the words were changing, at first it said something about Taco Bell, but then they changes to something else. So then I just left and continued on, I walk out into the hall where a friend of mince came up to me and I knew right there that he wants to help me and he wasn't an ordinary DC. We were talking when I ask
“Do you think you could come back and help me become lucid in future dreams?”
He looked at me and said “Umm, sure, we are all just an effect anyway.”
I wanted to make sure he understood what I said so I was like “So you can?”.
He replied “Yeah, but there are some who still do not trust you, but I do not see any problem with it, just don't hurt anyone or do anything stupid”
At this point I was like hmm, some people don't trust me? But I remember saying thanks and continuing on with him.

- This part is crazy, but kind of hilarious, so as we were walking we get into this huge open areas, kind of like a mall cafeteria and Morgan Freeman comes up to me. All of these people who have came up to me have been helping me, he starts talking about the dream and our current location, it was like so strange, and he also said how some people here still did not trust me. So we are talking and then he was like, “Watch out, he comes Santa Claus.” I was like “What?” and I turn and look and here is some long bearded man dressed up like Santa coming right at us, he grabs some dude right beside us and I was thinking this was a dream so I raised my hand and made gun noises hoping a gun would appear in my hand, but it did not work. That is when Morgan Freeman pulls my arm down and says that I did it wrong, that if I wanted to do that I needed picture what happens before it actually happens. I thanked him and was like, “oh, alright.”, and I remember just leaving that area right after as I really didn't want to get into all of this craziness, so I walked off to go explore. I was back at my middle school and it felt like I was trapped there, I found myself at the start of the dream where I was outside of the gym, so I turn and walk through the school, but I found myself at the gym entrance once again, I was like stop trolling me dream lol.

-So I walk out into the hall again where I see a ton of people just sitting around, I remember pointing at each one I recognized from RL, and was saying “I know you, I know you, I know you...” to each one. There was one person who replied and said “I know you too.”, and I continue to do this and I walk into a room, and it was actually my living room now, I recognize someone I knew from school, and looks to another DC and says “I do not trust this guy.” I was tired of hearing how people did not trust me so I look at him and say “Alright, why do you not trust me then?”
He said something like, “Because you are now knowledgeable on how to do this.” I knew he was referring to Lucid Dreaming.
I reply kind of laughing “Wait, so you don't trust me because I now know how to come here.” or something like that.
It looks like he doesn't know just what to say, and he said something like “Well.. Kinda.”

-Alright, now at this point I felt like the dream was going to end soon since it felt like I was in there forever, so I realized I was back at my house I wanted to do one more thing, walk through the closet mirror in my room . I walk out to the bottom of my stairs and I was like, I should fly up the stairs so I tried to fly like before, but it did not work this time around , so I just walked up the stairs. I seen my cat on the ground and I walked right past her to my room. I get in front of my mirror and look at my reflection, I have heard you can look really strange and I did, my face was like changing shapes and my body was twitching really fast. I then try to stick my hand through the mirror but it did not work, so I put my face up to the mirror and it still did not work, I was upset it was not working so I decided to try to punch and shatter the mirror to see what would happen. I hit the mirror really hard twice and it would not break, so I shoved my face back into it and I actually went through! It felt cold like a liquid, and it was so strange, everything was black and white and the landscape was of myself, like my nose and my cheek were like mountains. That is when I realized I was in SP in my bed and my eye was open looking down at my face, I could not move and everything was still in black and white. I wanted to get out of SP so I forced myself up and it worked, I got out of my bed excited at the dream I just had and I stood up and did a RC and realized that this was a FA. As soon as I realized it was a FA, I woke up in my real bed.


I am still shocked at how long that LD was, I hope I continue to have LD's every other day!

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 20

Kind of a rough night, woke up a lot, so the dreams are not that long.

I. I was in my parents room again, just like in my previous LD, I did an RC and became lucid. I was looking at my hands again at how clear everything looks. I walk out into the hall where noticed the vividness was going away and I tried to make my dream more vivid, but then I woke up. I was disappointed, I thought I was going to have another good LD .

II. I had a dream about school where I was in gym class, but it was the gym from my elementary school. We were all doing laps when the bell rang and class was out, I remember I was with my friend J and we were walking down the hall talking. He ran into the restroom while I proceeded on. I went around the corner and looked down a long hall, I did not recognize this hall and I almost became lucid because of it, but I walked down it and it was a shortcut to the cafeteria. I walk in the cafeteria and I remember there were so many tables that it felt like a maze. That's all I remember.

III. I had another short dream where I was with my mom and we went over to J's house, his mom answered the door and we asked to speak with J and she said he was in his room. Dream fades.

Lucid Dream
False Awakening

Night 19

Yay, I had a great Lucid Dream this morning! I had ND's last night also, but I forgot them , if I remember them later I will update my post.

I. I had a FA where I got up and got on my computer, strangely it was night time and I did a RC and I realized it was indeed a FA. I was on my PC and I fell through the floor, if anyone has ever played counter-strike, when you are spectating and you can go out of the map, it looked exactly like that. I woke up and I was laying in bed, I am not sure if I was actually awake or still sleeping, I might of been in SP because I could not move and the colors I usually see when I close my eyes were a lot more wild. Then bam, I fell back into the dream where I was at my PC again, and did another RC to confirm that I was indeed dreaming. So far all of my FA's fade once I become lucid, so I was just trying to stabilize my dream, I rubbed my hands together and it worked. I tried to stand up from my chair, but the wheels were not moving and I kind of tripped over it, I thought I was going to wake up as that happened but I didn't! It is dark, it is defiantly night time, and I walk out of my room into the hall where I see one of my cats laying on the ground . As I got closer she got up and ran right into my room, knowing it was a dream I was trying to see if I could talk to her, but she ran right past me and climbed up to the highest shelf in my room (she has never climbed up there in RL). I just ignored it and walked out further into the hall, I was thinking I was just going to explore but I wanted to try summoning again now that I read tutorials on how, it did not work . I tried holding my hand out behind me and tried to picture the person grabbing it, but got nothing, I then tried to picture them in my room and when I walked in I got nothing again. I gave up as I didn't want to spend my entire time trying, so I walked into my parents room where there were 3 women on their bed, they looked like sisters, and 1-2 men. The women all had dark brown/black hair, similar faces, black top/white skirts, and they were all staring at me as I entered the room. I remember the feeling of * maybe I should not be here* but I continued in anyways. The first woman who was sitting/laying on-top of one of the men looked at me and said something like "look at him, he has emotion." while motioning to the man she was sitting on. I look at the man and he is just blankly staring at me like a zombie, I was confused as he had absolute no emotion. I walked to the front of the bed so I would be standing in front of them all, I remember asking them if I could talk with them, but as soon as I did the dream started to fade. As the dream is fading, one of them says "Sure, but remember to try spinning around." and another one said "Well, he is already feeling his surrounding very well." when I look down and my hands are feeling the bed frame. When they said this I was like, oh yeah, lets try to stabilize the dream and started spinning while rubbing my hands together, it worked and the dream became clear again. It became even more vivid than before as I look down at my arms/hands in awe at how real everything is, I even noticed I had goosebumps on my arms. I turn to look at them and one of them turns into a man, and he runs out of the room, and down the stairs. I went after him and when I reached the top of the stairs I noticed 2 cars out the window on the street, I thought about trying to fly, but got distracted at how dark it was down stairs, there were no lights on at all. I decided to try to turn the lights on from where I was, it wasn't working at first but then I did an arm motion upwards and said all the lights would turn on and they actually did! After the lights turned on the 2 cars on the street took off (I don't know what that was all about lol). There was still a dark part of the room I noticed and I tried to send out a magic light from my hands, on the second try a light came out of my hands but it didn't move, it just stayed right in front of me. I tried to get it to move it I did not work. At this point I forgot about the person I was chasing and turned around when I started to notice that the dream was fading again and there was this message I could see in front of my eyes, it was like a transparent grey box with a yellow bar/text. The messages were like random stats of myself, there are only 2 I remember "Dream Stability" and something like "Yesterday's Calories". There were a lot of other ones that I can not remember, but as I was rubbing my hands to try to get the the dream clearer, the Dream Stability panel's bar started going up, and when I would stop it would go down. I was trying to rub my hands faster and faster as the bar was trying to fight its way up, but it was right around here when the dream ended.


Anyone experience something like that at the end? And do you think that those women were DG's? Those were the first DC's that actually helped me in anyway relating to my lucidity.

Oh, and another note is that the dream lasted around 19 min. I remember waking up before this dream and looking at the clock and it said 1:00PM, and when I woke up it was 1:19PM.

I have been keeping a DJ for 15 days now, I will just start from the 15th night (last night) so I can stay in-sync with my other entries.


Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 15

Another great night of dreaming, I even had a LD!

I. I had a dream loosely based on Skyrim, it was like our world combined with a fantasy world, where it mainly took place was at my school. I remember I needed to do some quest, I found this person who was small and made out of wood, he was telling me about stuff (can't remember what). That is when someone from my school came to work by me, she was not apart of the whole quest/fantasy aspect, when I started to chat with her. Then the person who gave me the quest came up to me and was upset I was not proceeding in the right direction, I was just laughing it off as he pulled me away. I last remember going into some old wooden rooms that you could tell were fit for a fantasy setting, he was taking me to see some person who knew what I needed to do next. That is all I remember.

II. I am at my old Middle school with my brother and we needed to go to the gym for class, and we were with someone else I remember from school. We all go into the locker room where I noticed there was a lot of boys and girls in the boys locker room. Our teacher came to everyone and said we needed to go to the cafeteria for a meeting, but everyone ignored him and stayed in the locker room lol. Something then caused me to become lucid, it might be because I have been trying to recognize that when I am at school I am dreaming since I dream about it a lot, but whatever it was I become lucid at this point. The first thing I see is that E (a girl I went to school with) was next to me and started walking to the other side of the room, I start to follow her because I was going to question her. I run into her sister A first, she is sitting on the ground working on something, so I crouch down to her level and she looks up and stares at me. The dream was incredibly vivid at this point, her facial features were so clear. So I ask her a question and the conversation goes like this.
Me- "Who are you?"
A- *Blank stares*
Me- "Who are you?"
A- *Blank stares*
Alright, this is one of the hollow DC's I read about . So I get up and walk towards E who was far more active than A, this is our conversation.
Me- "Who are you?"
E- *no reply*
Me- "Who are you?"
E- "You need to leave me."
Me- "This is a dream, I am dreaming right now." I should of asked why I needed to leave, but w/e.
E- "You need to wake up."
At this point I was thinking I do not want to wake up but the dream started to fade away, I started rubbing my hands and then touching my surroundings, it almost worked but the dream still ended .

III. This one is kind of all over the place. I start off with my family at this movie theater, we are watching this very strange movie about what would happen if someone left the movie theater early compared to if they stayed, idk it was very strange lol. The theater turned into some strange classroom/restaurant, my family already left but the rest of us were trapped, if we left our seat this crazy lady would sick her rabid pink cat on us lol. As she was turned I knew I had to run for the door, and when I did she started yelling something but I made it out before the cat got to me. I look at the time and it was something like 3:40 am and I was like, damn I have to get home fast. I jumped on my bicycle and started riding it down the street when there were 2 other people riding home as well. It was night time, but as we got further down the street it turned to light and we were on some dirt road and under a huge bridge that seemed destroyed, and when we tried to cross under it there were these people hiding shooting assault rifles at us. We were riding as fast as we could just hoping to not get shot, once we got to the other side, there was another bridge that we needed to cross a river, it had explosives already planted on it so when we crossed over we could destroy their route to us. When I crossed, the other people with me told me to go on, so I ended up going through this abandoned farm house that was loaded with guns and explosives. I just kept going, and soon I found myself at this small widow that was multi-layered, like I opened one window and had to open another after that. After opening all of them I realized that it was connected to my house and I had to crawl through so I can get home, I was a tight fit but I made it through fine. I run to my back door and I was surprised it was actually unlocked, but I didn't think much of it, so I walk into my house when my mom was there waiting for me, she says something but I can't remember and the dream ends.