Turquoise Dreams

Thursday 5/16/13

Last night bed at 9:40pm - 6:40 am

Lots of dreams.

DR. I'm at home in NZ. My parents are arrainging marriage. They are giving me to the son of a inkeeper in A. I don't want to. But they are some kind of a mafia or something. Even my brother guards me with a shotgun, so I don't run away.

DR. A neighbor enters while we at the table eating. I ask him if he grabbed my keys last time he was there. He sais no, I have my own. I'm telling him it's not ok, to give me the key. He sais he made it himself so it's his. His wife is telling him to give me the key. He is so sad.

DR. My mom is hiding some secret in a folded up yellow cloth. When I unwrap it, bunch of beads fall out.

Took a nap 9-9:30

DILD and DEILD

Don't remember how I got lucid. But the whole thing was very foggy.

In first one - I'm walking around with my old classmate Renata Sz. It's bright and I'm clapping in excitement and to remind myself that I'm dreaming. I'm thinking I'm gonna make it last this time.

I pushed my head back for a headrush and got up from my body, but it was so hard. I remember thinking I may have not separated yet. I also see some HH video but decide to wait for the black void. I only get the 2D void, so I enter by pushing my head back.

Second one - I remembered I wanted to connect to my spiritual guide. There are some people and I ask them if they have seen him. One guy with backpack starts going around a parked car as I follow him.

Then an idea of sx pops in and that's the end of spiritual exploration.