side notes

Monday, 5/13/13

Not much of a recall last few days. But I know why. Couldn't sleep well, if I slept at all. Was very excited about my new discovery of relation between WILD and OBEs.

I'm happy, can't wait for a free morning to WILD.

Thursday, 5/9/13

DR: I'm going in a boat to the other side of the lake. The dock we come to is called garfield. I follow someone up a long and steep bank, that has some metal walkway. Metal is of sun-bleached red color. I notice how it bends under my weight.

Went for a OBE at 2pm. Got some strong relaxation feeling in about 5 min, but a neigbor talked very loud to someone right under my window. Tried to ignore them and I acctually got some very nice HH - i was flipping through some colorful catalog with flowers.

Every time I exhaled, I felt as if a baloon under my back was inflating and I was higher and higher and more lighter. This was a first.

I was falling asleep, but then the noise was just too much and it all stopped. Then I was just falling asleep without HH or anything. My goal was not to take a nap but to have OBE/WILD, so I got up. My legs felt mushy for a while. All in all, nice experience.

Friday 5/3/13

Last night bed 12 am. Couldn't sleep, got up till 3am. Slept till 8:20. Nap too late, 12pm. Fell asleep, woke up right away and got up.

Sunday 4/14/13

Last night - bed around 2pm -9am

Nap around 10:30 am - couldn't fall asleep.

4/11/13

Just woke up from an unplanned nap.

In my DR I woke up from FA and I was telling someone, "you see, I just woke up from FA" and proceeded to tell him about lucid dreaming. Got bunch of stuff done and then I woke up for real.

Don't get that many FAs, so this one was fun. I believe, it was triggered by my WILD PM conversation with Allegory. Yup, talking about it makes it happen for me.

3/24/13 Sunday bed 2am-8:50am

Have to get back to my normal schedule. Bed around midnight and water regime. This is not fun. Will try moning nap tomorrow.

3/19/13 Tuesday bed 1am-8am

Tried to take a nap at 11am, but didn't fall asleep. My cat decided to sleep on me and was fidgeting. I let her, because once another cat of mine go me lucid by waking me up often, but this time i couldn't even fall asleep.

Tue, 2/19/13

Went to bed at 5:15am. Had to work late. Didn't fall asleep until 6am. Was vibrating like crazy just minutes after laying down.
Woke up at 9:40am. I'm hoping for a lucid nap today.

2/14/13 Thursday Bed 12am - 7:50am

*Did something have not done in a while - sat on a bed beforegoing to sleep and repeated "looking at hands(feet)/counting" RC and matra. Also as falling asleep.

Took 50mgs of B6 around 4pm.

Had a drink of water before bed and each time I woke up.

DR1 - 2:35am
I'm modding with CL. Replying to a thread.

DR2-5 - 6:21am
- Someone prints a picture and staples it on a t-shirt while a guy is wearing it.
- Taking a shortcut somewhere through 15 icecaves inside volcano Etna
- Tiny white worm bites a hole in my arm
- Going to movies with 2 groups of friends

FAs - 7:50 am - got lucid in all of them
Don't remember all, how I got lucid, but I know I counted my fingers. Tried to yell a few times "stabilize", but all came out is whispers. Have to practice yelling again IWL.

1. - I'm with 2 kids on a bed, watching TV. I realize I can see it through my closed eyes and I figure, this is perfect time to test it. So I describe what I see and boy comfirms each time. I feel a little bite on my right arm. Like small mouth. (gotta check next time, maybe it's my cat). I count my fingers, more than 5, I already suspected because of TV, get lucid.

2. - I'm approaching a field of grass with white standing and toppled over greek columns. Someone points out an older building, with anti-aircraft gun on it's red shingled roof, that fortified with sand bags. I'm thinking Rome, WW2. I'm climbing on the columns, trying to fly, at least get high enough to fly from there.

3. - I'm walking through an office building, where I used to work (not in WL). My old boss comes out the door and we almost collide. he is surprised to see me and makes a face, thinking I'm there to ask for a job. But I'm not. I walk outside, my dress pants draped over my arm, when I count my fingers. Get lucid, throw the pant on a bush. I see a absolutely huge tree with no leaves on it. It's full of cookoo-clocks, though. It's beautiful.

4. - I just woke up in my childhood bed. The hallway is dark, but I see a silhuette of my mom. She is getting ready to go for work. I get lucid, get on my balcony, about to jump, when I sit on an edge and count fingers and pinch nose for a good measure. Then I jump. It's hard to fly.

5. - I get out of the window and i'm flying over snowy street in NZ. I think it's OBE, because they have snow right now IWL. I try to follow some people on a street. Then I see the moon on daytime skys. I say that's where I'm going today. But can't fly.

6. - I'm giving a kid a shower to get him ready for school. Not sure which bottle is shampoo.

7. - I volunteer myself to be in a porn movie. I'm accepted on the spot and I'm shown my "stage".

8. - I'm in a futuristic town with huge buses and huge buildings. I'm climbing on top of a bus and on a next even toller bus and so on, because I wanna fly but can't.

*I think I gotta get over this urge to fly. I'm missing out on so much 'ground exploration' while I desperatly look for a place to take flight from. I could be walking around having fun.


It all happened way too fast, but it was incredible. Thank you, can I please have another one.

2/13/13 bed 12am-8am

Not a very good recall. Didn't drink water to wake me up as I used to do. house in a canyon, I'm moving, or coming. Sucks.

2/9/13 Bed 11:30pm. Didn't fall asleep until past 1am. Bad recall. Had to work late and had lots of coffee. It will be better tonight.

Friday 12/30/2011 Bed 2:30am

Couple of dreams, but didn't write them down.
Around 10am, trying to WILD, but I know, it's already lots of noise outside, neighbors are moving?

Had new HH. Instead of my usual skulls and scary faces, I saw TINY HEARTS!

Had been trying to change my HHs to flowers before, but it never worked. This time, my cat Kaboosh came to sleep on my bed and I was very happy about it. He does it very infrequently. Maybe he sent me love, or I was sending love to him?

- another long LD (over 5 min)
- talk to DCs
- ask my subconciousness to show/tell me/teach me something I should know (how to be a better person,
how to LD anytime I want, ...)
- find a beautifull place
- go to space and check out those space ships in orbit I saw last time
- go to the moon
- fly to another galaxy
- have adventure on Starship Voyager
- swim in tropical sea
- be a modern day freedom fighter
- ask a DC to get me lucid
- find my DG
- visit Bikini Bottom and play riding the fishing hooks with Sponge Bob

Thursday 11/24 - no supplements, no recall

Friday 11/25 - bed at 1am, regular DR 2:42am - I was flying from my balcony, can't recall more

Took GM at 4:17am- no change in recall or vividity or anything

dream at 8:23 am - my cat was attacked by a dog, remembered more but didn't write it down right away
Another dream - I was a babysitter in Thailand

Saturday 11/26 Bed at 11:50pm, no supplements
DR at 2:05 am - GTA video game - just a feeling
4:17am - somebody's family was visiting, it was a pain in the a**.
Then I'm at the ocean. Kid is in a water and i ask him what does he see. I look under water and there is a lots of marine life and a big, fast shark. I yell at him to get out. By now the ocean changed into shape of a swimming pool, I'm sitting on the edge, but the water is still ocean. Shark had changed into a manatee. He is nor really nice. First he is intimidating us by putting his snout right in our faces. i want to let him know that we like him but he is not amused, turnes his back and poops on us.

Bed at 12:40am. WBTB 3:28am-4:15am. Did Not take GM at WBTB. Language

I stayed up for WBTB, but realized, that I shouldn't have. I slept too short to have a long REM so the GalantaMind wouldn't have a good chance to work. (Although my very first LD was after only 2 hours of sleep). Went back to sleep with intent to take GM when I wake up next time.

When falling asleep, had some very pretty HH, that were presenting themselves as a vertically running movie strip. I said I like one of the images and then I really liked one and that one started to dominate the show. It was a globe I called planet of beautiful yellow-green color that was back-lit. It had very crisp and detailed scars like a ice moon.

Also, maybe 2 days ago I downloaded dodobirds program that plays a sound every few minutes and you can practice RCs, wakes you for WBTB and then plays a sound every couple of minutes so when in a dream you can realize, you are dreaming. I shut it down when I went to bed and as I'm falling asleep, I hear a "ding" and did an RC.

Dream before WBTB
It was a dream that had some LD elements in it and I woke up from it due to some noise just as I was opening my mouth to say "I'm dreaming".

I'm a little white plush/anime bunny with nice purple accents on my ears. How do I know? When I fly, I see myself from third persons perspective. So I'm looking at this bunny who I now it's me and I'm yelling fly! fly! and later teleport!, while my eyes are rapidly opening and closing. I have never teleported in my dreams before, so this is something new and I was about to become lucid.

I'm in a night club with a stage. Bartender walks from person to person showing them a card with metallic, pretty colors on a back and a photo on the front. She wants to know, if we know this girl with long dark hair. I whisper to her in Hungarian, that I do know her, she is in fact a girl who plays piano on this stage sometime.
Then I'm outside in a place that looks like out of tombraider video game. Stone ground with square opening in a middle, like a empty swimming pool without bottom. The bunny is flying out of there and I'm cheering him on fly! fly! When he comes out of there, I'm directing him to teleport to some tall greek looking columns. He is teleporting by sliding really fast an inch over the ground. Not bad for first teleporting try
Just now I realized, why bunny. Before bed I watched the LateLate Night Show and the guy had a bunny puppet.

Now I wake up and do a doomed WBTB. Wake up at 6:30 am and take the GalantaMind. Go straight back to bed. I start to feel it in about 20 minutes. Feel relaxed and pretty sleepy and feel the heaviness of my body a couple of times, but not able to pull it off.

Dream
I was back home in Slovakia. My two cats (that live with me in California) live there with my parents. Someone is responsible to take them to "day care". In the afternoon I go to the day care to pick up some kid. I bring him home and I ask "where are the cats". One is there, but the other one is not. They tell me they forgot to bring him back from daycare. So I go back to school and look for a cat. Its not there. I get back home and they say the cat is in the room. So it turns out, that my dad was suppose to take them to daycare in the morning, but one of them got away from him and got lost and returned home just before I got there and they were afraid to tell me. So I told to myself, that since I live in California now, I should take them with me.
(Realized why I dream of cats - when I do an RC because of a audio prompt, I look at my cats and tell them "guys, this could be a dream").